So, what would you do if it all boils down to difference in lifestyle?
Actually there are two options available.
First is to walk away, leave everything behind.
Second is to bear with it, embrace the lifestyle.
Both options seem extremely tempting.
like
seriously.
Right now, i seem to be doing the both of two options, depending on my mood and condition.
And it's tough to do that. Believe me.
One side of me says let go, the other side of me can't bear to do that.
Then comes the suggestion of depending whether the person is
worthy.
Now, this seems to be a rather tricky question.
How do you gauge whether someone is
worthy?
Do you base it on how well that person treat you?
Or how willing/prepared are you to be there for that person?
For if your answer is the former, it is pretty clear what is the next step to take.
But sad to say, it is the latter for me.
very dumb right?
i can't say for sure.
This is similar to unconditional love for people who you really care for i guess.
despite everything else that is happening.
this is just me i guess.
I can't seem to just withdraw and leave.
There is this weird sense of responsibility i feel that i have to fulfill somehow.
perhaps it is just me who has this feeling.
this feeling hating to give up.
weirdo weirdo.but i never said i am normal.
Hello World. I am not emo-ing, for there is seriously nothing to get upset about. I am just comtemplating and learning how to grow up. That's all. That simple.
foryou, a thousandtimesover
8:29 PM
