a feeling of euphoria descending...

Oh boy! I am feeling so happy right now? For no apparent reason to speak of.
WAHAHAHA! Just have an urge to start smiling to myself? Or perhaps grining is a much suitable word.


O well, this a great sign though.
Just went blog-surfing (an activity i miss doing?) and i discovered that there are people who seriously need to be flogged in order to tame that inflated ego of theirs.
tsktsk.
Humility is so absent in him.
No, correction, it was NEVER in him.


Anyway, a short update on my uninteresting life.
I went for poly forum interview. Now, this issue set me thinking about how life really function. When you seriously try to avoid something, it always catch up with you. hiaz.
But when you seriously yearn for something, it always managed to slip past you.
How sad can that be?
anw, start praying.
I am having a mixed feeling about this whole thing.
One part of me- the loser part, seriously hope that i will not get it.
But the other part of me- the less of a loser part, don't mind getting it.

But one thing to be sure.
The level of commitment required by this event is HUGE.
REALLY HUMONGOUS. Based on what the interviewers said, all in all it takes about a few months to prepare for this event; if you do not wish to disgrace and bring down the reputation of the sch.
AND it involves a really deep interest in the current affairs of Singapore.
My homeland to be exact, yet i have only the slightest idea about this little red dot as so to say.
tsktsk.
Nv mind, what's the point of worrying about it?
It's not as if i am getting it for sure.
:)


AND ONE MORE THING BEFORE I END.
Wan qin is seriously an extremely funny girl albeit being a loser too.
HOHOHO.
she can't beat me. at least for now.



Hello World!!! Life's becoming quite stressful without proper time management.

foryou, a thousandtimesover
10:37 AM

she is obviously out of my league

The last day of e-learning. :(
I AM SO SAD.
"No more rolling the dough." boohoo.
But seriously speaking, i have achieved nuts after the whole e-learning.
It was mostly a touch and go affair with my lect notes and my projects.
I think today is the most productive day of the whole week?
HOHOHO, and it is only becos i am having a FMAH test tmr.
If not, i don't think i will be that hardworking.


AND i just received the last letter yesterday.
It still remain in its original un-opened form.
Why is that so?
Becos, it will only be opened when i finally make it.
If i don't, then it shall remain in that untouched state.


I think global warming is slowly taking its toll on me.
I am perpetually feeling warm, hot, sticky the WHOLE day.
tsktsk, what is happening to the only planet with chocolates?

Hello World!!! bangbang! and i have passed away.

foryou, a thousandtimesover
5:10 PM

a smile is a curve line that set everything straight

OH BOY!
I woke up today and found to my utmost utter horror that i am going to be HOMEALONE.
wth
I hate being homealone.
No doubts.

I guess i will have to find ways to chase away those imaginery demons and shut off the deafening silence.
hiaz, no one to entertain me until 8pm tonight.
boy, i am so sadden.

I think my distaste towards staying at home alone was so palpable that my mummy actually brought me sweets to make me feel better!
wahahahaha, i am such a loser.
but i seriously hate staying at home ALONE.
the word is ALONE.


nv mind.
I will survive, for i am no longer a child.
No more hiding under my blanket!
YES, i will survive!


Hello World!!! byebye world.

foryou, a thousandtimesover
9:53 AM

a looming stigma; expected but it still hurts.

O well, the start of my e-learning week!
The first day to be exact, but sadly it JUST dawned upon me that i still have commitment to fufill on tues,wed and thurs.
What kind of stay-home-and-study week is this?!
tsktsk



This time of the month has always been very depressing.
tsktsk
the same as it was last year.
Do u call this jealousy? Or just simply envy? Or it's a i-can't-take-it-lying-down?
HAH
what a joke.
DEJECTED is the word.
nv mind, it will be okay.
:)



Hello World!!! Soon i will have a collection of 6.

foryou, a thousandtimesover
6:36 PM

i wonder what's my wish for you...

O well, this has been an extremely busy week.
SUPER TIRING and i am soooo glad it is finally over.
Some breathing time and space are seriously needed for me to recuperate before any busy week begins.
In fact, some many things had happened during this week.
It was so much that i nearly died from exhaustion- physical and mentally.



First on the list, TBR presentation is finally over. All that's left is the report which requires MUCH changes before submission.
The journal? this is a waste of my time
RWPS? OMG, another survey waiting to be conducted
IHRO? this could turn out to be interesting
MICE? a total dumb interview with the director



OH BOY!
28 weeks later is seriously so gory.
i nearly puked man.
tsktsk
no wonder it is m18.
and it is quite a dumb show.
blah.


Hello World!!! when opinions change, they usually change forever.


foryou, a thousandtimesover
9:22 AM

Hello all!

I AM BACK!
hohoho
Clever cheryl went to snoop around discussion forums and finally realised what had happened to blogger!
WOW :)
and the problem does not lie in blogger actually...
it is the service provider that is at fault.


Been trying real hard to comprehend TBR.
But it's not getting anywhere.
-.-
tsktsk.



Hello World!!! i am dying soon...

foryou, a thousandtimesover
10:16 PM

BOO!
GUESS WHERE ON EARTH I AM?
I am at si ling's house, slogging my life out here.
Sad to say...i am tired,sleepy and i want to sleep.
HOHOHO

btw, I had promised ZK to dedicate a post for him.
HOHOHO
alright. HE IS A VERY NICE CLASS REP, JUNE'S BF, JUNE'S HUBBY, JUNE'S FIANCE.
that's all.
byebye

foryou, a thousandtimesover
6:35 PM

A summary of the past 2 days!

HOHOHO!
i am like seriously absent from home the past few days man.
Oopsie dopsie.

Anyway, went out with my twin and tpx!
HOHOHO
and yes! it had been both of them the past few days!
px JUST finished her exams, and she behaved as if she had been released from prison after being sentenced to lifelong imprisonment!!!
Simply put, she just went crazy.
:)

Shop,Shop and more Shopping with them both!
I think i had enough of seeing/touching/trying/criticising apparels and sneezing (becos the shops are seriously very dusty with alllll the fabrics around)
AND the saddest thing is that i have ONLY brought a pants. yes, JUST one.
Px and cheryl brought sooooooooo much stuff lar!
NV mind though, for what fits cheryl, surely fits me!
WAHAHAHAHAHA
and drinking by the river is muchmuchmuch loveeeee.
Unglam though it may seems, BUT IT'S NOT!
and cheryl decided not to drink, in case px and i attempted to kill ourselves.
WAHAHAHAHA! SUPER FUNNY.
and jim beam cola is nice! really nice, though fatty and px said it's too bitter...
But the sides along the river is kinda packed on a sat night.



AND cheryllinxinru! tsktsk, the word privacy does not exist in your world right?
i knew it. bleah.



Oh before i forget!
Have you guys ever had your ez-link card confisticated?
Becos i had mine being confisticated.
:(
and damn i am so pissed.
Some drivers can be such asses man.
Super rude and obnoxious.
HOHOHO, that reminds me that we spent the entire train ride bitching about bus drivers!
SERIOUSLY, some of those uncles should go kill themselves.
They speak (nope, they don't speak), they SHOUT/YELL/BELLOW as if they don't realised that the whole freaking bus is filled with passengers and staring at us.
FUCK HIM.
Now, all thanks to him, i have to pay cash for my travels yesterday.
AND THEY ARE NOT CHEAP!
TSKTSK.
I am so gonna call and make them refund my train concession man.
what's the point of buying concession and then have some fat bus uncle confisticating it for no apparent reason?!



OH!
and sat was really such a nice day!
I think we have met soooooooooooo many of our sec sch mates!
especially those that i have not seen them since graduation?!
omg, i was so high!
HOHOHO



Hello World!!! that's how i spent my sat and sun! :)

foryou, a thousandtimesover
7:28 AM

the worth of a mother's love?

O well, just finished the book "For one more day" by mitch albom.
And omg, i was sooo moved by it.
Especially those parts narrating about the unconditioned love the mother has showered on his son.
Extracts of the "Times my mother stood up for me" and the "Times i did not stood up for my mother" totally blew me off.
The mother is one strong woman who always (i repeat), always place her children's interest above hers.
Well, i guess one of the greatest invention God ever created is the word Mother.
:)



Anyhow, i am now desperately trying to finish up my tuts so that i could go out without feeling so gulity.
HOHOHO
and btw pple, be careful of what you write on your blog.
Simply because it is veryveryvery easy to find it out.
This is the conclusion denise and i have reached last night.
HOHOHO
there are spies everywhere pple!
:)
and btw, i am one too!



Hello World!!! The ans is...priceless!

foryou, a thousandtimesover
10:13 AM

Ordinary World

The sun can't remember how to shine
And the colors all have faded into shades of gray
There's no life in this hollow heart of mine
Ever since you went away

Close your eyes and feel me hold you
Can you lead me through this ordinary world
Let the sky cry, restless rain to wash away the miles
Between us, 'cause without you it's just an ordinary world

If time could find a way to turn around
I would walk along the stars, till I was back at your door
Every word, every word is spoken but without a sound
And I found out what my heart is for

Close your eyes and feel me hold you
Can you lead me through this ordinary world
Let the sky cry, restless rain to wash away the miles
Between us, 'cause without you it's just an ordinary world
Hold your breath, here I come
Time to roll on mine Take back, to your arms
Till we melt
Underneath the blinding sun
Can't remember how to shine
You're the life in this hollow heart of mine

Close your eyes and feel me hold you
Can you lead me through this ordinary world
Let the sky cry, restless rain to wash away the miles between us'Till love can come redeem us 'cause without you
It's just an ordinary world

foryou, a thousandtimesover
5:27 AM

can you lead me through this ordinary world?

HOHOHO!
O well, yesterday was deniseee ting wan qin birthday!
HOHOHO,and yes! she is officially 18 now!
well, hope that she had enjoyed what we had prepared for her!
:)



Alright! anyway, life was kinda boring during CYA yesterday...
boohoo, si ling and deniseee got posted to arrival while i was at the transit...
tsktsk, nv mind, this is not my first time doing duty alone anyway.


I am growing rounder...
I can feel it...
i should seriously stop eating so much man...
tsktsk.


Oh boy...
boo


Hello World!!! I realised i have ran out of stuff to blog?! hohoho, told ya i lead a very uninteresting life! :)

foryou, a thousandtimesover
7:49 PM