love you both(: heh. want to go out again!

in a study mode now. haha, i guess i just realised the importance of extra research and making an extra effort to go and photocopy textbook notes. my friends are shocked that i would even bother. ohwell, its a good start.

also, i realised that actually having friends who attend lessons and are hardworking and smart is an advantage to me. well, used to compare myself to them and would feel stress each time they study and go to eh library to do work. but now its an advantage because whatever that i don't know how to do, i can go and ask them for help. can ask them where they get their materials and their notes. and they will always go for tutorials no matter what, so i will always have access to answers. so maybe its not a bad thing after all.

feel the need to study with mid terms next week and assignments and reports due.

i need to exercise! never run for a month le. oh no...

okok, from tomorrow onwards, shall start running again.

how do i love someone who loves me so much?

once again, i'm amazed at how much you love me.

the one week recess break is over.

its back to school. and tests and lab reports and more.

been feeling so lazy. all i want to do is just to stay home and rot and sleep. under my blanket, with the aircon on.

haha, need a new bed though. the mattress is too thin and i can feel the underneath of the bed.

just a shot from the day at my place. started off with genesis and bianca coming early to study. followed by lionel coming after work and nathan's nights out to have dinner at my place. we started playing with the functions on bianca's mac book.

saw F1 on friday after cell at jing's office(: heh. amazing view of the circuit.

day out shopping with shurong and dianah on friday. glad to be able to catch up. looking forward to the next outing,

wanting something more..something greater.

been busy, rushing up assignments and lab reports. the only reason why i'm doing them is because have to hand up and its counted towards our final grade. been using pymol and staring at the dna helix on the com and i think my eyesight is going to become worse. really cannot wait for the one week recess break.

my friends are saying wow you can pon school so many times and still can catch up with lessons and all and you are ok. not bad.
haha, how ok is ok? seriously, really feel like i'm drowning in so much information.

now my friends are being influenced by me to pon school as well. talk about influence ah. i don't really know how to feel about that. am i supposed to feel guilty? i don't know.

but seriously, i see no point in going to school when i do not get anything out of lectures and tutorials. so..is it wrong to pon school? but what happens if studying on my own is better? is it still wrong not to go school?

want to hide under my blanket, or stay in bed and not get up. don't want to do anything.
na, but its not a choice.

trip to the national museum with my history class today was interesting. grandma's house was awesome as well. love how almost all of us were there today.