one more paper on tues, chemistry mcq. then prelims is over.
can't wait to go out.
waiting to go grandma house. swim, slack. but will bring my chemistry tys too. do mcq. and celebrate mid autumn festival.mooncake, fire...memories. we used to play with fire downstairs of ahma house. remember we would secretly take the lighter gun (used for cooking) without the adults knowing. heh. fun times..

can't wait to watch evan almighty tomorrow with lionel
can't wait to go out on tues after paper.
can't wait to go out on wed to queue up for donuts and shop with shurong,xinyun and dianah. and out again with lionel.

then its back to school on thurs:( so fast.

feel really really slack already. burnt and aching. went beatrice's house yesterday after math paper. swam, talked, slacked, played squash. heh. felt good. had a great time catching up. (:

not looking forward to get back results though..

and i really miss the eight..

argh. don't know what i'm doing here but just feel like typing out what i'm feeling right now.

sigh. there's so much infomation in my head. i'm confusing myself. can't get to sleep, because i just can't! scared, nervous..i don't know.

why why why. dont understand why i'm so scared. yesterday bio also. couldnt sleep. today chem..still have geog! argh. feel as if i've forgotten everything.

irritated with myself during bio today. couldnt remember the steps. as in like can remember but cannot. i dunoo! argh.

sigh. stupid prelims. driving everyone nuts!

bye bye. all the best to those taking chem and geog tomorrow.

itchy. super itchy.
whole hand is swollen. cant hold a pen to write. having difficulty typing this as well. sms too. got bitten really badly on both of my hands by some bug. i think it must be my bed. went to see doctor just now. hopefully it gets better soon, or else how to do gp on monday? still need to practice math. supposed to practice math intensely today, but cant even write.haha,so spent the whole day reading gp and bio notes.
made me realise how important our hands are. had to get my sis to feed me breakfast,open this open that. made me feel so thankful to god for hands.

ohwells, i will try not to scratch...

studied with lynn at bukit batok macs in the evening yesterday. (:

2 more days to prelims..:(

maybe if the swelling doesnt go down means i need not go for exam? haha fat hope la.
feel like taking and test myself, but feel so unprepared. its ok. just want my hands to be ok soon...


happy birthday ervin! (: my dear dear cousin. thinking back of our childhood days make me smile. and our old photos. haha. (and yr vomiting? *laughs*)

why did i even come to blogger and start blogging? its just 4 more days till prelims. and i know i should not be online. but but but...

feeling really really sian from studying.
my panic button is switched on.
i realised that there's so many things to cover within this short time
and how does studying intensively for this one week hols help?
try to cover as much as i can? hopefully.
and the week seem to pass so fast...

met beatrice at bukit timah plaza kfc on monday in the morning. studied till 3 plus before migrating to the food court because she wanted to eat there. studied some more till 5 before going to jurong east to meet lionel for dinner.
and yes beat, never did i expect the both of us to be the closest among the few (5?) of us. thank you for your friendship and tolerating all my nonsense.
lionel, thank you for spending time with me and coming all the way down. you did cheer me up.

tuesday stayed home because i was not allowed to go out to study. so studied at home, fell asleep, ate, and more studying.

today woke up at 4 plus in the morning, went with my dad and sis to meet my brother at KAP. ate breakfast there. we were one of the first few customers. KAP brings back memories. love it.
went to meet leemey at bukit timah market for lunch around 11. she came over, studied, talked, laughed, slacked, played game, slept (heehee,and we always end up doing that), ate maggi mee (and this too!) and studied some more.
leemey, thank you for today, for making me smile, and doing all the silly stuff that we used to do. i'm so so glad that we're still so close despite not meeting up often.
miss the 8.
miss the MUG group too. hope everybody is doing well.

back to studying? argh. :(





trust? trust. fullstop.period.no more thinking.

whats this about agreeing with me that studying is no life?
whats this about saying that you do not want to stress me out by talking about studies in the email?
then the next moment, you're scolding me for going out to study, saying that i should stop going out and stay at home. last night scold, this morning again.
sigh. feel so restricted. one moment you say this, the next moment its another thing.
and i thought you understood.
thought by coming home straight after school for the whole of last week, i would at least be able to go out during this one week hols, not to play, but to study with people. ya right la. whats the point.