celebrated teachers day in advanced today(: and so, i decided to bring my camara.heh. feels like the last day of school because after this, school closes, then its prelims, then its study break, then its A levels. boohoo. and i thank God for a wonderful class of crazy friends, and great and caring teachers. Never realised that they meant so much to me, because they've been there throughout this 2 tough years. 06s03. i'll let the photos do the talking. study hard and cheers!(:

for our dear funky and really really understanding GP teacher, ms yip.

for our strict bio teacher, ms goh. for being our CT during j1 and for helping us so much. and never failing to pick on my uniform and skirt.

heart-felt messages of love from all of us - to ms chew

for our dear CT, ms chew. for never failing to brighten up our mornings with her scarastic remarks(:

and yes, i do love my class. thanks for all the wonderful memories. such a happy day(:

jesus, take those crayons from my hands.
be the artist
you take control of the future
i don't want to draw my own life
i want you to be the artist
you draw,
you colour,
be satisfied with the end product

photo taken outside church, before we started going for army half marathon on sun.
top row from left: lionel, daddy, uncle keith, uncle david, uncle kok kuan, uncle kevin
bottom row from left: abi, maryann, sharon

feel like ponning school and lessons.
no no no. cannot. ohwells.but seriously, some lessons are really useless. ohwells. last few days of school.

wanted to meet beat and vivian after school today at jp library. but i ended so late, so decided not to.
seriously, really miss mg people

study? study? haiz.


why do people change...
no longer the same
maybe its just me?

army half marathon yesterday. 21 km. with lionel.(: legs are aching now. can't even walk properly. glad we did it(:

stayed in church to study before and after service. didnt really do much. was playing with crystal leong while studying before service started. heh. i miss the childrens church kids. one day..one day...i'll be back.

went for dinner with lionel then went back home.

glad i managed to catch suelynn and xian hui and talk to them(:miss those times we had together in the old church, during sunday school and jyc.

all the best to those having prelim papers this week and after sept hols!

13 more days till prelims. trust in god? i will, and i have to.

miss the trackists.

is it just me?

why do friendships seem so fake, so superficial.

celebrated ruting's birthday. and finally we got a class photo..well, not all of us, but its still good(:

while waiting for the school gate to open, so we were rotting.heh

waiting for tuition to start. lionel's coming to stay over later(: not going grandma house today. can't. hope they all have fun.

feels weird not going cell on friday night. like there's something missing. hope that i'll still be able to go.

thanks lynn for coming to meet me for supper(:

really wish this period in life would just skip itself on its own. studying and more studying...
seriously, wish school would end quickly.
celebrated ru ting's birthday in school yesterday.wish i could upload the photos on my phone can't. finally, our class feels so united and nice.

happen to meet mr ang yesterday night during supper at the prata place. coinciedental. thought of trainings, the track, the trackists...miss them.
but feel so far away.maybe its because i didn't make an effort to.
what are true friends? maybe its just different

saw leemey last sun at macs near church. miss mg people so so much. but i know that they will always be there. and yes jia, we'll meet up soon hopefully, after all our exams.

shall blog awhile before going back to my books.

9th week. 1 more week of school then its the 1 week of hols then its prelims. do i feel prepared? no way. guess everybody is feeling this way. its ok, we'll get through it. really want to do well though.

going for army half marathon this sunday. didn't register, but just going to run for fun. with my dad, lionel and other church uncles. heh. can't wait. hope my stamina is still there, but i doubt so. nevermind, just run.

photos of the fireworks festival taken last sat. (: makes one happy. pretty fireworks! thank you for spending time with me(: its in blue!haha

photos after service on sun, after studying at starbucks(:

feeling rather sian about school. its ok. still have to go.

don't think will be able to go cell anymore:(

Oh great God
Be small enough
To hear me now
There were times when I was crying
From the dark of Daniel’s den
I had asked you once or twice
If you would part the sea again
Tonight I do not need a
Fiery pillar in the sky
Just want to know you’re gonna
Hold me if I start to cry

Oh great God
Be small enough to hear me now
Oh great God
Be close enough to feel you now
(Oh great god be close to me)
There have been moments when
I could not face
Goliath on my own
And how could I forget we marched
Around our share of Jerichos
But I will not be setting out
A fleece for you tonight
Just wanna know that everything will be alright
Oh great god be close enough to feel me now

All praise and all the honor be
To the god of ancient mysteries
Whose every sign and wonder
Turn the pages of our history
But tonight my heart is heavy
And I cannot keep from whispering this prayer
Are you there?

And I know you could leave writing
On the wall that’s just for me
Or send wisdom while I’m sleeping
Like in Solomon’s sweet dreams
But I don’t need the strength of Sampson
Or a chariot in the end
Just wanna know that you still know how many
Hairs are on my head
Oh great God (Are you small enough)
Be small enough to hear
Me now

Nichole Nordeman - Small enough


daddy be so real.

goodbye to playing, hello to mugging.

3 more weeks to prelims? or rather, if GP starts on 30 aug, then its 2 more weeks.

feel so lost after being so busy with the wake and not doing my work. i'll catch up hopefully. have to.

thanks to everyone who went, who messaged, who cared. esp to lionel for coming down everyday.

going to make sure i study everyday after school already, be it at home or outside.

the past and the present (:

heh photos we took today. thank you for coming all the way down to accompany me to study.

good bye...


the thing that hurts most is that we'll never get to see you ever again. i wish you knew God


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its another week. short week, but its like no break. yes, study.
feel so slack. argh.
34 more days to prelims. :(

watched the simpsons. funny show. had a good laugh. thanks lionel(:

and again, i'm asking myself those questions. stupid questions.

don't want to type it here in case people get affected.

is the rain falling from the sky

keeping you from singing

is the tear falling from your eye

when the wind is stinging

don't you know the seed will never grow

if there were never showers

and though the rain might bring a little pain

just look at all the flowers

don't you know the sun is always there

even when the rain falls

don't you know the son will always care

when he hears your voice call

don't you fret now child

don't you worry

the rain's to help you grow

so don't try to hurry

the storm along

the hard times make you strong

i know how long the day can seem

when storm clouds hide his face

and when the rain dissolves your dreams

just remember his amazing grace

daddy god, thank you for the sun and the good weather today.



just came back from an hour of running. feels good. miss running, miss those track days. had time to think, to reflect, to stop and think about my life, about what i'm doing. had time to talk to daddy God.

and its time to study. inorganic test tomorrow. bah...

school life is mundane. its a routine. its tiring. ohwells.


is this phase in life just all about mugging only?

can't wait for this week to be over. can't wait for school to end.

finally see the need to study. and i do not want to waste anymore time. but is it too late? hmmm...



trust me ok? promise you