_____separation of colours.

27 May 2004

ahhhhh.i'm super tired.i really can't stsand it anymore.tolerating everyone's nonsense.ahhhhhhhhh.sigh.i duno la.got back report book.wells.i didn't like my results.haha.but my remarks were nice.(:heh.

i duno how i'm feeling right now.i'm tired,irritated.but at the same time, i dont' really feel that way.i duno.i kena scolded.sigh.its not my fault.i mean,i can't help it if i'm stupid.all i know is that i did my best.everyone else can understand that its the first exam and its hard..why can't you???!?!i studied. you know that.will you ever understand?sigh.forget it.its useless.you'll still scold me.everyone in church understands,everyone in skul understand.even tchers understand.whywhywhy??

each time i go back hm,______start scolding.start nagging.i can't stand it!will you just leave me alone.i reach home so late,all tired, you still come and bug me.just GO AWAY!!!!!

i talk to you,you answer back.i was just being concerned.just trying to be nice.why?fine.i shan't bother about you anymore.

stupid.stupid.

still have to finish planning cip.dan chapel leh? no one's doing anything.why cant we just gather and just spend some time with GOD and ask HIM for the songs?instead of choosing the songs that we like,the songs that we want to sing,the songs that is nice???sigh.can't we just get it done once and for all?we have to submit the list of songs 2mr.2mr!we haven't even done anything.sigh.nobody wants to cooperate.AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

clara: thankew for helping me out with cip.if it wasn't for you,i really didn't noe wat to do.thankew so much babe!(:

yinling: thankew for being so helpful.in helping me with cip and stuff.helping me settle stuff.you rawk!

claire: my buddy!(:thankew for always being here for me,even when i'm stressed out and need some one to be there(:thankew for being super insane and crazy with me.(:lurv you girl!

ria:heygirl,your helpfullness really makes my day.with cip.(:was really great discussing stuff with you(:

beat:thankew for going back with me after skul and having fun with me(:i noe i've been moody and not really talking to you.i'm sorry.thankew for leting me know that i can always count on you(:

may: thankew for cheering me and encouraging me when i really needed it.stay crazy ya(:

lynn: hullo the other side of me(:heh.you really make a good sista.(:thankew for always being there for me and listening to all my stuff.i love you xiaomei!keep growing in HIM!

puikor:heyhey kor!you make me smile and each time i'm with you,i feel really glad(:thankew for guiding me and teaching me so many stuff and making me laff and laff.(:

kelsie:my dear sister!(:your stares make me laff and your poking really really cheers me up.you really are a joy(:

and to many many of skul peeps and church mates: thankew for cheering me up with your joy and laffter.really appreciate it even when i'm really really sad and tired and when i need an encouragement(:lurv you all always!(:

26 May 2004

yay!2more days to skul end.(:yipee!haha.had the interhse cross country run.yea.haha.claire and i walked the whole route.haha.what an acomplishment...rite.haha.super funny.we were like talking and talking the whole way.then laoshi was asking us to run.buddan we never.haha.we even greeted her.(:heh.dan at the last part.ms seah was looking at the both of us and daoing us.haha.coz we didn't run.ahahaha.(:ms lim also.heh.haha.sigh.so sad.ms seah and ms lim going off liao.sigh.

dan when i left skul,suelynn called me.she was like super freaked out la.coz she can't go church on sun.dan she need money for her dance tix dat we bought frm her.dan yea.duno la.buddan i'm gonna collect the money frm her 2mr dan pass it to her on fri.yea.haha. heygurl,dun stress yrself out.like what i told you,take life easy cause it's not everything.place your trust in GOD and he'll take care of everyting.rely on GOD.not on yrself.will talk to you sometime soon.meanwhile,look forward to yr hols k?

going church 2mr.yea.aunty hueyjen wants me to go down.haha.yea.duno for wad also.haha.meeting lynn at mrt station first.haha.gonna get back report bk 2mr.sigh.haha.duno la.i noe all my results liao.heh.the only thing i'm looking forward to is my remarks.haha.coz ms tan said she wrote very nice remarks.heh

shall blog bout sun.haha.went church.heh.didn't really have anything to do.met celine.really surprised dat she came(:heh.but i'm glad she came.haha.dan started eating chocolate.suelynn's one.haha(:went into cellar.dan stupid keith started scaring us with the stupid cockroach.sigh.haha.did ohp.yea.worship was great.prayed for kelsie.(:after dat we split into small grp.yea.had a great time of sharing.haha.yea.after dat went grandma's hse.i love grandma's hse(:haha.play and play.buddan me and my cousin fell asleep.haha.duno why also.(:bed too comfortable la.haha.dan went out for dinner.started playing 'pepsicola'.ohman.i haven't played dat for like super long.haha.(:i think its great being with my cousins and being crazy with them.haha(:


21 May 2004

ahhhh.i'm super stress up.haiz.i duno.sigh.my mum juz came in.scared me.haiz.oh mans.feeling really really down today.sigh.

ahhhhhhhh ****!!!!!!!!!!!!!i can't stand it anymore.AHHHHHHHHH!!!i feel super locked up.with no space to move,with no air to breathe.ahhhh.i feel like screaming,but i can't.

GIVE ME SOME SPACE!!!!!!!

sigh.got back results.super lousy.buddan i still give thanks to GOd.haha.i failed both my math.A and E (D?)

went church to do the bookmarks for children church.pui said he would get coldstorage chicken and bread.haha.dat was our lunch.haha.yea.super funny.wired meal rite.haha.so lynn,pui kor and me went to the other rm to eat.haha.super funny.yea.had a great time of fun and laffter and as well as fellowship.haha.(: thankew the both of you for cheering up my day and for showing me so much love and acceptence.(:stay strong in GOD ya(:after dat pui dae all got mtg.dan lynn n i went to do da bookmarks.had to cut and laminate it.haha.we finished it all.we did 105 bookmarks.woah.haha.(:yea.after dat more n more pple started cuming church coz dae all got cell.haha.yea.dan me n lynn went hm.haha.

sigh.yea.was dreading to go hm.coz i knew i wld die.reached hm all tired.dan yea.told me results.sigh.now my mum wants me to go for tuition.i really don't wan.i have a phobia of tuition.sigh.it wouldn't help me at all.bah.sigh.sigh.really really dun't want!!!!whywhy?;you are only wasting money.stop it! yes.i noe what you are doing is for my own good.but i'm telling you,it would not help at all.my math sux.i mean,whats the use of making me join tuition if it doesn't help me at all?what's the use of forcing me?i wouldn't have the right attitude and it wld be worse.sigh.wadever la.

i duno.there's still so many stuff undone.class chapel.the actualy chapel.cip.ahhhhhh.what kind of rubbish is this?just when i thought i could relax after the exams.sigh.

aiya.i duno liao.the chapel.i mean,nobody's doing anything.nobody cares about it anymore.sigh.i duno what to do about it.there's nothing dat i can do if no one does anything..ahhhhhh..

shall blog bout wed.went to watch troy with jasjie,lynn n suelynn.haha.i met jasjie first dan we went burger king.i was super stone la.haha.dan suelynn n lynn came.dan pui kor called me.haha.duno for wad.haha.just to tell me what i'm doing this sun.haha.super funny.i duno also.haha.i'm really really glad that i have such a kor like you.you've shown me so many stuff and encouraged me.thankew for all the stuff that you've done.thankew for being crazy with me and showing me the warmth and love.thankew so so much.(:
went to watch troy.super super nice.haha. to those of you who haven't watched,go and watch.haah(:after dat went to take neoprints.haha.super nice.
to jasjie,lynn,suelynn:thankew for all the fun that we've had.thankew for all the joy and laughter.you guys really brought so much fun to my life.lurv you all sisters!(:

thurs.went westmall.to buy shoe.haha.dan me and beat met may there.haha.dan we went beat's hse to swim.had so much fun!
to my 2 great frens:thankew so much for the fun we've had dat day.haha.really really glad that we could finally get together and really have fun.(:will keep loving you both!:)

i'm hurt not because you want me to go for tuition.but because you are not happy with my results.i'm sorry.all i can say is that i've done my best and there's nothing more dat i can do.its super depressing to see your reaction when i told you i got quite high for chinese.you didn't even react at all.whatever.i dun't care anymore.bye.

2mr got cca.must go n do qt dan sleep.


18 May 2004

wahaha.juz came back frm church.see la.i have so many things to blog about buddan its all jumbled up in my head.haha.yea.shall talk about sun.haha.reached church dan met kelsie,nina,suelynn n xianhui.after dat me n kelsie tried to do our 40 word riteup buddan cannot do.haha.dan jyc started.suelynn dragged me to do ushering with her.haha.yea.i liked worship.haha.the schedule for jyc came up.yea.will be doing projection nxt wk.dan after dat we played charades.the guys against gurls.haha.yea.dan me and suelynn started putting history characters.haha.i put joseph stalin dan suelynn put empress cixi.hahahaha.super funny.dan when it came for the guys turn to act.dan pui kor was like.giving clues to the guys.saying its a history chactaer.haha.dan keith started guessing all the characters.haha.super funny. dan pui kor was like"oei!who is the one go and put stalin one ah?"haha.dan me and suelynn started laffing n laffing.dan pui kor started looking at us with the funny face and we started laffing again.haha.dan justin got empress cixi.supper funny.his acting was super funny.me n suelynn just starred at them and laff n laff.hahaha.after the game spilt up into grps for sharring.yea.had a meaningful time of sharring with one another coz our grp has not been meeting for quite sum time.yea.haha.coz always during jyc got no time.yea.after dat went out with my cousins.went kallang stadium to watch soccer.haha.yea.ok la.dan ervin and zach kept on pestering me for my hp.sigh.dan i didn't give it to them.sigh.i never trust guys.especially the 2 of them.hu noes what dae wld do manz.sigh.reached home at 11 plus 12 like dat.haha.super tired.

thankew claire for bring my cd!yipee!lurv you gurl!dun stress over your family stuff ya.leave it all up to GOD.(:

went church today coz need to see uncle simon for the children church bookmark dat i did.yea.met lynn for lunch at kopitiam after skul.yea.talked and talked.yea.thankew for your sharing lynn!/strong>(:after dat went church.saw bigben playing guitar.haha.dan lionel,bigben started watching this guitar tape.yea.after dat went into yc office to slack and talk abit.haha.dan went next door to do the bookmark.yea.still have to go back onemore day this wk.after dat went yc office.haha.went to talk to sharon jie.she told me dat maybe on sat the gurls grp might be going for outing.yay!(:haha.dan after dat was talking to pui kor.haha.was talking about worship and stuff.yea.and what he said really made sense.he said that everything that we do on earth is for God and is to serve HIm.its like every morning if we wake up, its God's grace and we serve Him.dan if we do not wake up,means we are with GOd in heaven already.in this way,we benefit both ways.cool rite.(:coz was talking about what God wants me to do in worship ministry.yea.(:i shall pounder on that and seek and ask GOd(:thankew pui kor for lending me your worship book and thankew for sharing with me your experiences and just talking to me and mentoring me(:thankew for being such a great kor to me(:after dat talked and talked sumore.yea.had such fun in church:)i love church!

yay!2mr going shopping with jasmine jie,lynn and suelynn.haah(:yay!
haha.
ahh.have to plan chapel.sigh.and nobody wants to do anything.sigh.aiya.forget it la.bah.-.-


consuming fire
fan into flame
a passion for your name
spirit of GOd
would you fall in this place
Lord have your way.Lord have your way.
come like a rushing wind
clothe us with power from on high
now set the captives free
leave us abandon to yr praise
lord let your glory fall
lord let your spirit fall.

14 May 2004

ahh.stupid virus.grr.my mail got so many virus mails.stuppidd.grar.just came back frm skul.got the stupid prefect nominee briefing.sigh.dan mus do the 40 word writeup about my strengths n weaknesses.sigh.ah.dan got interview on tues.dat means i can't go out with vicky,may n beat!!ahhhhhh!!!-.-stoopid i tell you.sigh.i shld stop.haha.

went church ysterday.to see uncle simon.yea.met lynn at dohby ghourt mrt.haha.dan we went kopitiam to grab a bite.yea.dan we proceeded to church.went to uncle simon's office.told him about the bookmark that i did.and yea.got changes to do.haha.dan slacked for awhile.went up yc office.budddan dae all not dere.went for the purpose driven life conference.haha.saw jiahao and duno who in another room.yea.after dat we went back 3rd floor n talk.haha.dan we were deciding whether to go rafffles city,bugis or ps.yea.we ended up going raffles city and dan suntec.haha.walked and shop.haha.yea.had a great time of just talking and sharing.(:haha.after dat i recieved suelynn msg.yea.cheer up gurl.it'll be alright.leave it all up to GOD.it's in HIS hands.(:dun stress ya.you need help just call me.i'll be around.
dan we went upstairs food court to eat.yea.you will neva believe wad we ate.haha.ate chocolate and drank a drink.yea.our teabreak.haha.after dat went up and down.up and down.haha.we were looking for the chocolates dat suelynn wanted.dan we go and walk walk around.haha. i tell you ah.suntec is supersuper big.haha.after dat went back to raffles city.haha.ate a burger king.yea.by dat time we were super tired liao.haha.went hm.walked to the bustop.haha.thank GOd i didn't have to wait for the bus.haha.

bah.i m super tired. got so many things to plan and do.yea.got cca 2mr.haiz.sigh.i shall go now.

13 May 2004

hahahaha.holiday.heehee.yea.going out later.going church.need to see uncle simon for the children church thing.yea.Haaha.after dat meeting lynn in church.going out together.yea.see whoever in church and see whoever want to go with us dan go larh.hha.haha.now waiting for time to pass.hee.i duno y.i slept so much dan still sleepy.haha.i guess its coz the more you sleep the more tired you get.haha.my logic.hee.yawn.haha.i wanna sleep.hahaaaaaa.helped my mum do the children church bookmark.its super nice.hee.(:bah.duno whether i sld watch troy with ben kor and fei.haha.its at 9 larh.super late.dun even noe wether i'm allowed to stay dat late.haha.i got so many things to do.so many things to plan.haha.yea.i should stop wasting time.

i was doing qt ysterday.i was asking GOD.how do you want me to spend my time,now that exams are over.dan HE told me that he wanted me to spend time in church and help out.yea.either dat or HE told me to go out with the younger ones in church and spend some time with them.yea.haha.i got this song ysterdae.

All that i am.
all that i have
i lay them down before you o lord
all my regrets
all my acclaims.
the joy and the pain
i'm making them yours

lord i offer my life to you
everything i've been through
use it for your glory
lord i offer my days to you
lifting my praise to you
as a pleasing sacrifice
lord i offer you my life

things in the past
things yet unseen
wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
all of my hopes
all of my plans
my heart and my hands
are lifted to you

11 May 2004

wooohhoooo!!!haha.exams are over liao(:wheeeeeeeeee!!haha.i was crazy yesterday after hist paper.heeheehe..beat waited for me to finish my history.(:yea.after dat we went to eat lunch.and i was lauffing and lauffing to myself.haha.mad liao.hee.yea.dan met kelsie.haha.saw her studying dan i talked to her dan i started lauffing again.haha.she muz have thought i was mad.and sigh.i think she's gonna getback at me on sun.haha.after dat i started msging lynn,jasmine jie,grace jie.haha.i was crazy i tell you.haha.even they all said i was mad.haha.i pursuaded beat to go church with me.yea.dan at the bustop i was still msg and msg.haha.dan i send jas jie so many of the same msgs.hahaha.what is wrong with me??hee.dan 77 came and we can take.haha.but crazy me.dun want to take the bus.and dan beat was screaming at me.haaha.dan we missed the bus.ahahaah.i told you i was crazy.hahahah.dan we took the nxt bus and were sleeping.haha.yea.went raffles city to shopshop awhile before going church.haha.dan we went macs to eat icecream.coz it was supersuper hot.haha.ohwells.dan had to wait for lynn n jas jie coz need to get key for the room.haha.after dat dan we started giving lynn math tuition.haha.was super funny.hee.i realised that its hard being a tcher.haha.haha.wah.after dat i got really tired.haha.dan beat took over.hahaha.was lying all over the place.on the floor,on the shaky table.on the chair.haha.dan i was trying to switch on the tv.i think it was spoilt datz y its there.haha.i was trying to switch it on dan canot find the on button.haha.dan aunty connie looked into the room and found me trying to on the tv.haha.dan me n jas burst out into lauffter.hahaha.superfunny.dan dapfie came.yea.she was dropping by coz later at 7 she got jamming.haha.cool rite.haha.after dat we managed to get lynn to do sumore qns.haha.by dat time was 7plus close to 8 liao.dan we were all super hungry.dan went kopitiam to eat.wah.forever eat at kopitiam one.one wk at least go once.haha.we went kopitiam coz lynn wanted to eat her carrot cake.dan we talked and talked.haha.and i started playing with lynn's leftover carrot cake.haha.it was fun.haha.after dat dan we started walking to ps.yea.to send lynn off to the mrt.haha.lyk airport lyk dat.haha(:dan me,jasjie and beat took 174.haha.dan at the bustop i realised dat my eyesight is really bad.haha.its lyk the both of them can see the bus nos so far away dan i canoot.haha.haha.dan i was sleeping in da bus.as usual.haha.when i was about to reach dan i was lyk.eh?where am i?haha.dan beat n jas jie started lauffing at me.haha.yea.went hm to bathe dan sleep.hhahaha.holiday!!.haha.yea.

i just recieved a msg frm jiaen this morning.saying dat i must go skul on fri for prefect nomination briefing...ahhh..haha. i was freaking out when i got dat msg.wah.haha.yea.after dat jiaen talked sum sense into me.haha.thankew jiaen!(:yea.i guess i shld just go there n see see la.haha(:

haha.ben kor and fei are going to watch troy 2mr.and they are asking me to go.haha.its in da evening.hee.yea.i ask my parents first.haha(:kk..haf to go n do my mum's bookmark.yea.

grace jie: yea.enjoy your work ya.(: its fun.put GOd in your workplace and everything wld go on fine.haha yea.i will enjoy my skul hols while i can.heh.thankew for tolerating all my crazyness and thankew for being there for me!(:

10 May 2004

haha.changed liao.hee...haha.i shall realli really go n mug now.haha.

-you're the one that i want.the one i need.the one i love.-

i feel like changing my template.haha.aiya.see whether i got tym dan change la.haha.yay!last day.one more day dan i'm FREE!!!hha.there's chi and hist 2mr.yay.haha.finally it'll soon be over.haha.after exams going to help lynn with her math.haha.i shall be a tuition teacher(for once)haha.(:going plaza sing.haha.maybe going to church if can la.dun't think anyone wld be around in church coz dae all go malacca to reccee the church camp place..haha.i oso want to go!!haha,bleah.heh.i'm supposed to be studying now.sigh.haha.yea.buddan dun feel lyk studying.haha.ahh.haha.thankew may for lending me da planetshakers cd!!i love it!1(:haha.think i'm going out with lynn and jas jie on thurs.see who else want to cum dan cum along larh.haha.wahahaha.heh.my bro just came back.hha.its supersuper hot.ahhhh.my bro just said:thank GOD for aircons.haha(:

sun.haha.went church.yea.reached at bout 10.20.haha.took hist notes frm suelynn.heh.dan ipassed her all my exam papers.hahaha.
yea.dan had JYC.haha.so exciting.heh.dan was sort of teaching suelynn bio..haha.aiyo.she learn all the stuff dat i never learn one dat i dun bother to learn.haha.heh.i was giving out bulletin.haha.giving out bulletin and teaching suelynn bio.haha.multitasking.heh.dan grace jie was like"oei.worship starting liao."haha.dan we stopped studying.haha.yea.tanny kor led worhip.haha.dan i was suposed to switch on the light after worship..buddan i forgot.haha.dan keith was lauffing at me.haiz.
after dat we played the 'yes.no' game.ian kor's favorite game.haha(:dan i was chosen to be leader.haha.heh.super funny.i tell you ah.i was jumping and screaming like crazy.haha.dan after the game i got no voice and was couffing and couffing.haha.dan talked bout mother's day.yea.it really struck me.haha.after dat pui wanted to meet the jYC leaders.haha.yea.dan went to meet la.haha.yea.we're going to orgainise teh jYC camp in june.haha.yay.which means i have 2 church camps.haha.yea.gonna be real busy after exams coz must plan for church camp and dan got cca..wah.hhaha.dan pui said we have to go church bout 2times a wk.haha.dan we'll be like junior interns.haha.yea. i dun mind going church.haha.aiyo.i still dun gedeit. why does everyone says i look tired and pale?haha.grace jie was saying dan dat day beat was saying oso.hhaha.yea.maybe i'm tired coz of exams.butddan i'm ok.haha.perfectly fine.haha.rites.i guess i shall go n study.oh ya.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PUI KOR!!! THANKEW FOR ALL THE FUN AND ALL THE JOY THAT YOU'VE BROUGHT TO ME! haha.its i duno how many days late.heh.it was on wed.hahaha.(:


i realised dat i was very hardworking in sec one.haha.dan i slacked alot in sec 2.hahahaa.





06 May 2004

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha.i am mad liao.heh.supersuper happy!!its FRI!!!!!!wahahah(:doodeedoo..haha.i'm loving everymoment of life right now.haha(:sounds like macs.hee.yea.THank GOd most of my papers are finished liao.haaha.thank GOD that HE was with me through out my exam.i could feel HIm watching over me and helping me along(:didn't feel nervous at all.i THANK GOD For giving me the peace.and i thank HIm for his grace that sustained me(:claire and i were practically playing before every paper while everyone else was busy going thru last minute work.haha(:had math2 today.haha.was super funny.coz i din't noe how to do so many.heh.aiya. what's done is done.as long as i know and GOd knows that i have tried my best and that i studied hard...its ok liao.GOd was just telling me: don't worry about anything for i will take care of it.leave it all up to me." cool(:shall talk bout wed.went church after paper.haha.it was raining.haha.i reached church soaking wet.heh.jas jie,lionel,sam,lynn were there.haha.(:when i came in dan jas jie was like"wah..exam stress pimples!!"haha.dan we all burst out lauffing.hee(:yea.started on bio.studied for bout 2 hrs.haha.dan pui kor came in with ian dae all.haha.dan pui started calling me 'poopoo abi'haha.gosh.heh.(:dan i starred back at him and lauffed.hee.yea.dan i was writing bio stuff on the board.all about the nutrition in plants and stuff.haha.dan jason started helping me add.hee(: jas jie said"wah.you got a genius to help you"hahahaha.went yc office to find food to eat.haha.was playing with the white board and trying to draw an areoplane.haha.yea.went 7eleven to buy snacks.haha.went back to stardy sumore.haha.dan went for dinner.went kopitiam.was talking to ian.he asked me bout math.and guess wad he said.he said 'aiya.math olevels can get a1 one." i was like WHAT!???haha.(:yea.and he started grabbing me by my arm and making me walk backwards.haha.dan ben kor started punching me on my shoulder.haha.(:yea.its super funny.3 girls going out with so many guys.haha.went hm after dat.guess wad.ben kor is holding the flag for nDP.hahahaah.hee.super cool rite?haha.i'm gonna look out for him during ndp.haha.buddan so sad.he can't go for jYC on sun.haiz.aiz.haha.listening to planetshakers reflector now.haha.i just exchanged cd with may.heh(:yea. and claire...you still owe me my hillsong united morethan life cd!!!!!haha.i was about to killl you in da morning.haha.yea. TGIF!!!!yay!heh.i shall slack for the hole afternoon and dan start studying at nite.heehee(:can't wait for sun!!JYC!!!hee!can't wait for after exams! grace jie and jasmine jie say after exams we all go n chill out.yay!!!!hahaha.dat dae grace jie was msging me saying dat we all go out after exams.haha. dan i got all super excited and high.hhaha(:haven't been out for super long!!!(:hee.


a special shoutout to laura:
hello dear, dun stress ya gurl(: you really really look stressed.haiz.take it easy.i'm sure you will do well.just relax k.haha. you need help just look for me.(:take care gurl!leave it all up to GOD! -muax


-purpose.passion.purity.power-

LIFT UP YOUR EYES
i see heaven before me
angels passing around me
here i stand in awe of your beauty
captured by your holiness

lift up your eyes all of heaven's in worship
angels rejoice and the clouds will be filled
with the wonder of your name
with the wonder of your name
the train of his robe fills the temple with glory
heavenly hosts fall before him in worship
crying holyholy holy is the lord GOd Almighty

holy holy holy
is the Lord GOd almighty

02 May 2004

exams!!wahaha.i supposed to be studying.aahaha.sigh.heh(:just reached hm.i'm super super happy n high.ahaha.finished eng1 and ss liao.heh.wah.i can't believe what i was feeling ysterday.hah.was very excited about exams.haha.wired rite.haha.i must be mad.but its true.i guess after service in church ysterdae, GOd told me that exams are not everything and that exams are fun.(:haha.HE also told me that as long as i strive and do my best, He'll take care of the rest.(:cool rite.heh
church ysterday was fun.(:it was really great being in GOd's pressence and being with church mates.haha.reached church with my bro at bout 9.30.haha.talked with kelsie,nina,suelynn..yea.haha.dan suelynn got this funny wired wireed survey.about nanyang girls.i was doing it and lauffing.haha.ohwells.suelynn is not a typical ny girl.(:yea.dan pui kor came down.haha.than he was lauffing at me and giving me that wired face.coz of what happened on fri nite.haha.coz me n lynn were pooing in the toilet together(not in the same cubicle la)haha.super embarrasing.dan pui was there outside coz me n lynn were making so much noise.haha.(:dan pui started calling me n lynn the poopoo sisters!(:wahaha.so embarrasing...hee.ya la.dan on sun he started lauffing at me and making those pooing noises.yuck.haha(:dan he said i was piglet and than kelsie said pui looked like pooh.dan we all stsarted lauffing.hahah.dan i asked pui"why did piglet look into the toiletbowl? to look for pooh!!"haha.than he gave me that disgusted look.hahahahaha.(:and he said"abi!whats's with you and poopoo?!??!"hahaha.heh(:than we all burst out lauffing.hee.heh.dan i started disturbing pui.haha(:he's supper funny.heehee.yea.didn't really managed to do my math but..haha.had tons of fun(:

dan jyc started.reg led worship.worship was super good.God really spoke to me and He touched me once again with his loving and comforting words.(:i truely thank GOD for His grace that sustained me for the past wk.had been sleeping at 3plus for the past wks..yea.i thank HIm that he had guided me through this past wks and that He made me trust in HIm and made me a stronger person out of these(:yay!i praise GOD for that! ian talked bout passion.(:He said we must have a passion for God just like how we have a passion for something you like.yea.and ian said that we should have a passion for studying...but our passion for GOD must be far far greater than that(:yea.
haha.than ian said"its may!"we all said yay.ian said"which means its closer to the church camp"we said yay.ian said"dat means its closer to exams"than we all still said yay.haha(:super funny!haha.heh.i'm so glad yuxi came for jyc.yay!haven't seen him for a long time.haha.

a shoutout to my dearest poopoo sis:
hello my mei,dun stress for your exams ya.just leave everything up to GOd. HE will take care of it(:thankew so much for all your joy and all your laughter that brightened up my day(:anything you just msg me ya.(:will help ya.take care gurl.and dun stay up too late ya(:haha. muax:)lurv ya loads!