RANDOM...

Something that just got me thinking and got me asking myself. Why do some people always judge a book by it's cover? We comment, gossip and talk behind peoples back. Why? Is it human nature? Nobody is perfect. After all, we're only human beings. We're no GOD! So why still carry on being this way? Sometimes it's just sad. I admit, i do these kind of things too sometimes and i'm not proud of it. Why not for once be nice? Take the time to know people more and give people a chance? Everyone deserves a chance! It is so much better than being a bad person! :P

P/S: I'm not emo. It's just a random note. A topic we talked about that got me thinking. :)

Till then, Tchao!

Back!

Am finally back from my blog break. It has been a pretty busy week for me. Ups and downs. Things that people do to tick me off and so on. Work has been pretty much occupying my time for the past few weeks. With tons of projects coming in and plenty of space to fill. Starting work tomorrow with my team and am currently cracking my head to find a replacement as one of the promoter couldn't make it last minute. Guess it's back to work. Till then. Tchao!

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It's 3am now. Still awake. Not being able to sleep. INSOMNIA! As i said before. Not being myself. Not the happy me anymore! everything seems to be going the wrong directions now. Nobody knows how i feel. Being alone. Thinking more and more. Asking myself why? How come? What's going on? Praying to GOD. But there seems to be no answer. Things just happens. How fast things can change. Answers change. Reactions change. Emotions change. Things going from positive to negative. Wow! Anything and Everything can change within seconds! The move i'm making isn't the right one anymore. I'm just bad at this.

2nd Half of 110609

So here comes 2nd half of today. Morning just wans't my day. The second was so so i guess. Ups and downs. Was happy for certain reasons and not so with some others. oh well... Guess that's how it goes from now on. Wish it'd be better. All i can do now is to keep on appologizing. Which i think is not much of a help right now. Guess that's about it! "Looking foward" for another sleepless night! Till then, Tchao!

1st Half Of A Downhill Day...

Today is just like yesterday. Waking up at the wrong side of bed. Not being myself. pretty messed up. Being confused, not knowing what's going on. Not being able to sleep properly. Being treated coldly and all. Oh well... It's just 12pm. Still have another half a day to go. Not sure what is in store for me. Hope it changes today.

Just Not My Day...

Today is a day that i wish to not remember. Things just went wrong. Woke up this morning and kinda had the feeling that it's just not going to be my day. I was right! Even my lecturer could see that i wasn't being myself today. He said that i was being quiet and different, just not the usual me he sees. All i could do was just to give him a smile and tell him that i was alright. Had presentation later around 2pm. Was nervous and all. Went into class and our group was the first. I screwed up my part of the presentation and even the Q&A! Darn! Got a call from my boss and he told me that the company received complain from the client side regarding last week's roadshow! I was assigned to head over to the outlet to rectify the problem and to make sure everything was alright. So, after class, rushed over to the outlet to get the issue resolved. Tiring! Phone wasn't as busy as usual. It was just weird. Not being myself and all and with all these! Gosh! Headed over to my boss house after everything was done. Had a talk and dinner with him but just wasn't in the mood to do anything. Didn't really tlak much today and was pretty quiet. Weird.lol... Guess that's a good thing. Oh well... Tons of report to complete tonight. Another sleepless night! haih... Till then. Tchao!!!

Presentation...

Presentation starts in 2 hours time. Feeling pretty nervous right now. Always felt that way before presentations or any other events. Not much of being in the mood, Not sure why, guess i woke up at the wrong side of the bed this morning. Want to appologize to her again for what happened yesterday. Haven't been hearing much from her this morning. But oh well... Guess that's it for now. Till then. Tchao!