A drunken post

Thursday
Ladies Night
Me and the girls

pic by BFD

I am tipsy- shouldn't drive- can't ask DD.... have to drive

drove, got home safe- thank God for a straight road and no traffic (as usual)

I am sick of the talk in my ear.  

(I know you all love me and only mean the best,

but shut the F up! and just let me be)

I just want to 'be'

There

Now

Yes.

So concludes drunken babble.

In the moment- Changing

Did you check out my birthday post for Vixen? 

You can find it HERE 

(you might want to click when you get there)

Photographer: Jon H.

Some of the best photographs are the ones that are taken "in the moment". They are not posed, there is no smile, and your bottom isn't sticking out 'just right'.  These pics are just that- snapped as I changed back into my street clothes after a photo shoot.

"In the moment" changing................

HNT Photo Note:  As you can see from last weeks pics HERE (in the click), I always pick the coldest days to want my photos taken I swear!  It was cold that morning, making me dream of moving to a warm Southern region.  Too bad I haven't ever been further South then... well - not very far....  Actually- I have never been to a state that it doesn't snow regularly.

New

Look what my hubby surprised me with (this was awhile back)  

NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW

Now to some this may not be all that exciting but, for so many years that I have lost count, I have purchased three new bras and about 5 pairs of underwear a year. 
Yep, that is it.  So this- wow! 
He earned big time points with me, and I have felt fabulous since.

(Plus I didn't have to make any decisions

other than if the bra fit and felt good)

I've fallen down the rabbit hole

Stacy: Question how does a girl who falls, 

no actually jumps eyes wide open, 

down a rabbit hole, 

plummeting into chaos come out unchanged?

Stacy: Answer, she doesn't.

 pic from here

Quote from the movie- Little Black Book:

Babble- thoughts from a conversation this afternoon

If people would put the time, money, and energy (emotional, physical) into their spouse that they do on the person they are having an affair with - they may not need to have an affair.  Don't hate- I said 'may'.  I am talking about a specific circumstance.

 Does everybody stray? Even if only emotionally, or mentally?

 It seems I can't take care of me for me..... it has to be for something or someone else

We can kill ourselves with the 'should have's ' and the ' if I would have's' .  Because, really we do not know what the outcome would have been if we did- right?

Lots of people think they want to be me, I think I want to be someone else- we are never happy where we are.

 We are human, therefore we are grossly imperfect. All of us.

 The thing we hate the most in our spouse after years together usually is what drove us toward them in the first place.  That sense of independence, or  strong will, or stability- whatever it is we found intriguing becomes the thing that irritates- is that fair?

Plans always sound so much better when making them then when actually making them happen (like exercising tonight vs this morn)  Edit: I did make it tonight

 

Time is an interesting creature- relevant to what we are waiting for.... days drag on waiting (oh how you can't wait) , but weeks fly by , taunting you that you aren't ready...... ahhh time.

You can never guess what one person is walking through - you really can't

Mute Monday- Hunting Shack/ Fall

It's Her Birthday !!!

For you babe

Happy Happy 

Birthday 

<3 <3 <3

Gone Hunting

Back Sunday Night

Ouch

My head hurts, I am shaky, and quite frankly the sound of the keys tapping is annoyingly loud....shhhhhhhh

We went out last night

I apparently drank too much beer last night

However I don't think I drank more than usual, instead I drank a different kind of beer - Harp

Now, it sounds all angelic and sweet and soothing -but that is the instrument not this beer.  dang

That is what I get for not being a big girl and saying, no I will stick to what I know works....sigh

On the other hand I had a good time.  It was nice to be out again and have some positive girl energy - AND we looked kick ass in our boots (it is Fall and chilly so we celebrated with "boot" night)

That is all for now- could you just keep it down a bit? thanks

On the inside

If you find a set of dots, and you look at them for a bit..... analyze

Start at the first point, and draw a line from one point to another- yes, connecting the dots.

All of a sudden it all becomes very clear.

I am hoping I missed a number and it isn't really what I am seeing...........

Screaming on the inside

HNT- Silent

Ace

I just found out the last three classes I rushed through (three in one month vs four months..... remember that?) (600-900 level classes, now you remember?)

ACED THEM!!!!!!!

Yep! All three A's.
That means I got A's on all of the classes I took this last Spring/Summer,
and am done FOREVER!
woohoooo..........

Now go see the amazing photos below (all four of them ;)

In my backyard- picture post

Photos by BFD

A lake near my house- Sunday night

TMI with a bit of fantasy

Tuesday Snooze Day.......

Need some waking up? Can't make it until HNT? Head on over to TFT (plus it's a good cause!)

Next- TMI Tuesdays, I have to say I kind of miss them. It was an easy and usually telling post and a good reason to visit others. (and no, I do NOT want the duty of bringing it back) But today I thought I would answer a t.m.i. question-

2. What's one sexual guilty pleasure that you wouldn't openly tell your friends about? Why? (this one was from April I believe)
I would never tell my friends about the guilty pleasure of being able to take matters into my own "hands" during the day at home alone. I have mentioned before that around lunch time is 'my time' and I am alone- no nooners for me. (ok, so maybe I would tell....but there would have to be whiskey involved to loosen my tongue)

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He slipped his hand up the right side of my skirt as he braced himself on the rough brick wall behind me. The same wall that was cutting into my back setting every nerve ending on edge. He had said he couldn't make it out, it was girls night and he didn't want to have to listen to the whine while drinking wine. So when I got the text that said, "I am in the back, meet me" I was worried, thinking something bad happened, and wondering why he left the house and kids. As I stepped out into the dark it took a moment for my eyes to adjust. Then, there, across the alley I saw the glow of his cell phone as the words "over here" showed up on my phone.
Now here we are against the brick wall, next to the gutter drip drip dripping from the rain earlier that night. So out of character for him I couldn't help but be breathless instantly. He reached up with both hands now, pushing skirt up around my waist. Not sure of his next move I held my breath. He half smiled as he pulled my panties off. Did he feel that they were already starting to get wet?
"I'll be taking these", he said.
"You go back in, enjoy yourself. I'll see you at home."

He turned and walked down the dark alley without looking back leaving me breathless, confused, and excited.

How to not feel quite so old.

It's my oldest's 11th Bday today

That makes this mama feel quite old.

What's a girl to do?

Sigh? Pout? Nope.....

I got my friend the photog Jon out on this freezing cold day and got half naked and took pics - lots and lots of pics. 2 locations and many outfits I was only half in and then out of.....
(He and his camera are magic....just sayin)

Yep- that worked!

<3

I am just like Penthouse.......everyone is here for the articles

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I came so hard that.......... group post

A small number of people are playing along this week:

We are given a line and must write a story (real or fantasy) from this line:
I came so hard that.....

Topaz http://topaz-gemology.blogspot.com
Advizor www.advizortoall.blogspot.com
Kimberly http://yourerrantwife.blogspot.com

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I came so hard that...

• I was left shaking
• I couldn't move
• I was ball of giggling satisfaction
• I almost felt guilty that I was alone and no one could experience it with me
• I hadn't felt the pain from my head pinched in the headboard
• That I wanted to do it again and again and again

I came so hard that ....

• I didn't make a sound
• I was completely breathless
• I screamed so loud I am sure the neighbors heard
• I violated the name of our higher up (why do we call His name?)
• The words out of my mouth would make any porn star envious
• I hurt my partner with my thrashing

I came so hard that.....

• I couldn't believe one person could make another feel that good
• I turned the toy up and did it again- making myself work through the sensitive after feeling
• I was sore for two days after
• I was stalled at a stop sign the next day thinking about how good it was

Finally, I came so hard that...........
I cried,
I cried because
I was thinking of you, YOU here with me

your hands

your mouth

your body against mine

skin on skin

your breath in my ear, on my neck, my back, my thighs

your voice in soft whispers
I came so hard for you

Review posing as HNT

A blindfold, handcuffs and a tickler-this kit speaks for itself but we’ll tell you about it anyway.

Romantic restraint kit

Review time rolled around last month and I in my anxious/neurotic/distressed state I was in at the time couldn't make ONE more decision. I told hubby he HAD to decide for me, and I would be game for (almost) anything he picked out. Much to my surprise this is what he chose off the Eden Fantasy site. I was nervous to say the least.

But we have put it to the test and I must say I am very impressed with this set. The cuffs are padded and very comfortable, the flogger (gahhhh did that word just come out of my mouth?) is more of a tease than painful (exactly what this little girl needs) and the blindfold just adds to the presentation really- for us that was more exciting for my hubby than me..... (not that it didn't do something for me of course ;)

This "romantic restraint kit" is perfect for someone just playing with the idea of BDSM, a gentle introduction if you will. If nothing else it is a way to add excitement to your night and change from same old same old - to ohhhh my.

From the Eden Fantasy site:

The blindfold is made out of slim and comfortable leather, and not knowing what’s going to happen next is a great way to add some excitement to your sex life.

The safe Velcro Sportscuffs are a great introduction into the fantasy world of bondage and domination, and the rubber tickler/whip can both punish and reward.

You know you’d like to get a little freaky and creative in bed, and this high-quality and sensual kit will help ease the transition for both you and your partner.

Now I suppose you want to see it *wink:

Tits for Troops

Tits for Troops is run by Vixen.
She is always looking for contributors- anon or not.
You can find the info at her site: HERE.

Since I don't really have anything else to put up today and I know she is searching for new (male or female) contributors I figured I'd break....ok, bend the rules and give you a preview of my pic... but only if you go check out the site and consider contributing, otherwise close your eyes and go away- you can't look.

pic by BFD

If you want to see the full size version
go HERE

P.S.








vi.sualize.us

Why are we as humans never content?

The house is quiet
Disturbingly quiet

I am alone- the cat is snoozing in the sun, the other is off hunting something he will later bring and deposit at my feet half squirming. The dog is hiding under the deck waiting for the squirrels to get close enough to make a surprise attack- she never gets them, yet she doesn't give up. There is something to be said about the excitement of the chase.

I have things to do- don't get me wrong. Laundry to put away and start again this week, sheets to change, canning to do, lawn to mow when the dew dries off, a freezer to defrost, sigh.......things. Same old same old boring things.

I am battling- lack of motivation and guilt.......... why are we as humans never content?