goodbye 2008. heya 2009...

"and so it is, just like you said it would be, life goes easy on me, most..of the time."
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every year we learn new things, improve on the old, make new friends, lose old habits. change should figure in all areas. it has indeed for me. no stock-taking of resolutions for me this year, wells cos i didnt make any last year! =P

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then i had only one wish i think. lol. now i shall have more. many more. the year has been an ok one, because when you really come to think of it, anything could really be much worse. but it did end on a higher note than when it started! mel's wedding and the annual xmas gathering did well to bring some cheer and good fun to dec. the travels during the year helped too! lol. first revisit to perth after graduation. firsttime bkk. genting. firsttime hk. i cant really complain. wells maybe only about the funds part! =\

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..... more in aibt. wheeee!

randomness...

it's meant to hurt, because you truely loved her.

AAA08

the fourth CA module exams happens tomorrow... but seems pretty pointless now. or is it?

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Wise men say only fools rush in
but I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you
Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes

some things are meant to be
take my hand, take my whole life too
for I can't help falling in love with you
Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
some things are meant to be
take my hand, take my whole life too
for I can't help falling in love with you
for I can't help falling in love with you

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it's all so quiet...

going solo. and wishing i had company

AJ.

i've tried my best. only time will tell now, if it's meant to be.

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a.f.w.u.

all i want for xmas...

is something i will not be getting.
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sometimes i wonder, and more so now each day... why does it always rain on me?

for what time doesnt heal, it reveals.

someone dear once told me, i was interesting to people because of how i supposedly chose to live my life. and that, was interesting to a certain extent. how true it was? i neva got to find out. but what i did find out was that having let that die in me because i was searching for another puzzle that made up life, i was in fact making that next piece i was seeking for more elusive. such was life, and its irony. you have something people seek for themselves, and they come to you for that specific reason, and just when you turn your attention to them, you lose that one thing that probably got their attention in the first place. you'll never know what hit you. yes, its that crazy. =)

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i didnt knw what hit me. but i spose it was what made me, well, me. i was the one who walked a path with a different beat from others. its nt that they couldnt, but probably just that they didnt want to. and this, is something no-one can decide on their behalf.

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for almost two years, i loved someone i knew more than i thought i ever could. maybe it was good, maybe it was bad. well, good for that it made me realise what i had in me to love. but bad in which it made me wonder how much more do i have in me. herein lies the crazy thing about life. which perspective will i choose?

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letting go is never easy, especially when that person meant so much to you. maybe one doesnt have to let go at all, but it would be wise to leave first and let time go by. for what it doesnt heal, it reveals...

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and this, is the crazy me.

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"and i loved you more, than you would ever know... and part of me died, when i let you go."

- blind, lifehouse

blurry

a crazy past few days...
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an off-peak that doesnt seem so...
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a time where things seem a blur...
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with nothing to hold on to...

storm - lifehouse

How long have I been in this storm?

So overwhelmed by the ocean’s shapeless form

Water's getting harder to tread

With these waves crashing over my head

If I could just see you

Everything would be all right

If I could see you

This darkness would turn to light

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And I will walk on water

And you will catch me if I fall

And I will get lost into your eyes

And everything will be all right

And everything will be all right

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I know you didn’t bring me out here to drown

So why am I ten feet under and upside down

Barely surviving has become my purpose

Because I’m so used to living underneath the surface

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And I will walk on water

And you will catch me if I fall

And I will get lost into your eyes

And everything will be all right

And everything will be all right

hearing and understanding.

you knw someone has given up on you when you tell someone why you did something and they say.. not jokingly.. "you mean i should thank you for it?"

all along...

i think the time has come for some blogging. some thinking. some dreaming. =)

will you count me in?

Colbie Caillat - bubbly

I’ve been awake for a while now

you’ve got me feelin like a child now

cause every time i see your bubbly face

i get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes

and I crinkle my nose

where ever it goes i always know

that you make me smile

please stay for a while now

just take your timewhere ever you go

The rain is fallin on my window pane

but we are hidin in a safer place

under the covers stayin dry and warm

you give me feelings that i adore

It starts in my toes

makes me crinkle my nose

where ever it goesi always know

that you make me smile

please stay for a while now

just take your time

where ever you go

What am i gonna say

when you make me feel this way

I just……..mmmmmmmmmmm

It starts in my toes

makes me crinkle my nose

where ever it goes

i always know

that you make me smile

please stay for a while now

just take your time

where ever you go

I’ve been asleep for a while now

You tucked me in just like a child now

Cause every time you hold me in your arms

Im comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul

And I lose all control

When you kiss my nose

The feelin shows

Cause you make me smile

Baby just take your time

Holdin me tight

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go…..

Into the new year... =)

happy new year!!! welcome to 2008!

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didnt start off too well actually but then again it could have been worse! =)