11 November 2007

reliance.

too much or too little?
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as with all questions in life... how much is too much? how little is too little?
when "everything in moderation" seems to be the magic formula to solving life's problems, quantifying various amounts of 'care', 'worry', 'happiness' seem too difficult. much too difficult at least, to one like me.
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the random-ness of all this will find it's use someday. i sure hope. =)
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with CA exams just ard the corner, and one i shld be very very worried abt, i'm finding i have too much on my plate, my everyday plate. this plate of mine is tilted, and has strange properties. =S then again, it might all be in my own head. which would make it a very confused one indeed!
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S is the one in question and S affects me more than she realises, and S is not even nearby enough as it is now. maybe one day i will find the magic component that balances it all out. maybe i'll have to look really hard for it, within and without. but maybe too it will just appear through no effort of mine, as with most things that often happen in life.
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"how you view other's dont necessarily determine how they view you"
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what IS the key word? if i had to gut feel something out this very moment.... hmm... i'd say moderation.
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moderation, and me being me, i'd say guided by having tried one's best and having only the best of intentions for the people and things you love.
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wtf? you say.. yes i know. tell me smt new. this bit of blabbershite served its purpose i hope. =P
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"try your best, cos even the good things in life, need moderation" - sadly so...

03 November 2007

when does one fail in life?

one fails when you cause pain to the people you love. that i tell you, is where i fail.
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when that happens, all else means for nothing. nothing much really.