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♥ Tuesday, September 14, 2010 @ Tuesday, September 14, 2010
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I really do not know what to feel towards us.. Deep down, i know i still love you. But there's a barrier between us. I can see how you have changed, things you promised. Somehow i'm touched.. ReallyLabels: How to react to your care
♥ Saturday, September 11, 2010 @ Saturday, September 11, 2010
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I cried once again~ Am i getting into crying? Feeling lonely at all times. Should i say this behaviour of mine is making my family members worried? Making myself digusted. I hate this feeling, really alot. Am like an empty shell, feelinh cold and lonely. Is there something that i can do to get rid of this feeling. Now i really feel like running away from this place, to somewhere where no one knows me, just let me alone. But is a thought that will never happen on me, this i know for sure. Why am i not independent? Why must i rely on the surrounding people to gain comfort? Why am i always pestering other people to make them feel that i need sympathy from them? Friends are trying to accompany me, but then, how long can this be? I need to keep myself busy, but how? Maybe i should really start schooling. To at least get rid of unwanted thoughts. Do you know that i am actually very unhappy. I really have no idea who to talk to, for now... Drink and get drunk, must i resort to this?
♥ Wednesday, September 08, 2010 @ Wednesday, September 08, 2010
`Tears flow
we broke up, officially.. this time round is in a calm way. No fight, no argument. I don't know is it a wise choice, but no matter what, is over. Im sad, thou i am the one who initiate it. He's nice, v nice to me, but guess temper & character in us changes this whole relationship. 2 yrs n 6mths.. Pretty long huh. Someone i used to love deeply, 1 whom i have the intention to settle down with... just became a very good friend of mine.. I know he's feeling worst then me.. i can feel it. cuz am crying every seconds. I cant't bear to let go, but i guess is better for us, at least for now. I won't know whether will we be back again, at least not for now. i guess..
♥ Friday, August 27, 2010 @ Friday, August 27, 2010
`I've finally reached home
Am finally home sweet home!! Was out with Bernie and Gilko for dinner. Initailly we planned to head to Orange Latern. But, we head to Timbre with Dustin and Eugene since they are going to city hall as well. What a coincidental day. We were chatting happily, gossping here and there, basically in our own world. Thou we were out with their friends, but we didn't chat much with them!!! Awkard meeting session~~
Something wrong with my phone. I can't receive msg or call at times!!!!
Yeah am going kelong next week, but boo am starting work next mon!! BOO-HOO. my future boss is going to acc me to sign the contract and he will send me to work!
♥ Sunday, August 22, 2010 @ Sunday, August 22, 2010
`Rach is sad
Things are bad, really bad. We argued once again. While at the verge of breaking up, we both cried. To be honest, the feelings i have in him is no longer like before. I have told him and he understands that pretty well. We spoke alot. Im confused. Somehow really want to talk to someone am closed with, but who can i look for? Messy thoughts, messy brain.
I do want to be alone and think about it, clearly. We still went out as usual today, things seem fine on the surface but i know is not as perfect as it can be. He showed me lots of concern and do all the things which he knows i will like it. Why is it always like this?
Guess i can ask no one except myself.
I need to party. Its been so long since i party. Drink and get drunk! Labels: My cough is getting bad...
♥ Saturday, August 21, 2010 @ Saturday, August 21, 2010
`i don't feel good about everything
I really don't have the confident in sustaining our relationship, anymore. We argued uncountable times. Just like today, we quarrelled once again. I have told you not to shout at me, but why are you still doing it despite the promise? Love is important in a relationship, but somehow i feel that our character is breaking up the love in us.
You do not understand when i keep mentioning about our character. This was brought up so often that, am kind of tired of saying. You mentioned that i don't understand in what you're saying, either do you. How can a couple quarrel over those trival matter. You named it, we had it. Is so ridiculous.
What's the point in solving the issue when things can be solved right in the beginning of everything? Not the first time, never will it be the last. You mentioned in changing. But you have mentioned long ago. I'm tired, really tired about it.
We spoke, things seemed to clear. But deep down, i feel the crack is getting deeper and longer. Sooner or later, this crack will no longer able to fix. Really losing hope in this relationship. Mixed feelings going round.
Should we even be together in the first place? Or are we really fated to be together initially. I'm getting so negative about all these. Positive thinking? Still searching for it. Labels: where's the love we used to have, Where's the spark
♥ Friday, August 20, 2010 @ Friday, August 20, 2010
`:)
Ex-boss keeps psychoing me to join back afrc.. Now what? Is the current situation that bad that they needs ppl to work for them?
Was out with Mr Huang to causeway point, midst of applying for credit card, the personnel asked me whether am i interested in joining his company as sales. :) Basically, jobs are everywhere. What's wrong with the current employment rate.
Mr huang did his visa and everything, that means, he is well prepared for his cananda! How im feeling? Should i say am kinda used to him flying here and there. Well, this is not the first time, definitely not the last. This i can promised!
Anyway, have been sleeping with mum for the past 1 week or so. Reason behind it? Cuz am not working, so my room shall let papa to sleep so that he will not be disturbed by baby desiree.
Been getting not enough rest and this caused me to have dry cough lately. :( I hate being sick, but im still having chips!! Good lord.
Mum told us some bad news lately. Grandpa is not doing well. I feel upset over this. Sometimes will just think about it, what will my reaction be when he's no longer around. Seriously, i need someone to be there. Mr huang will be leaving, so who else can i find? I will just feel so emotional over certain thing, is like, i really do not have alot of friends. So bad.
Alright, apart from those unhappiness stuff, something to be happy about. My birthday is reaching in less then a month!!! :) I can't wait for it to happen. It's the time for me to unwrap pressie! Hell yeah!
I want to buy bb!! :(
Should i further study? Why are there so many things for me to think about.
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♥ Tuesday, September 14, 2010 @ Tuesday, September 14, 2010
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I really do not know what to feel towards us.. Deep down, i know i still love you. But there's a barrier between us. I can see how you have changed, things you promised. Somehow i'm touched.. ReallyLabels: How to react to your care
♥ Saturday, September 11, 2010 @ Saturday, September 11, 2010
`:(
I cried once again~ Am i getting into crying? Feeling lonely at all times. Should i say this behaviour of mine is making my family members worried? Making myself digusted. I hate this feeling, really alot. Am like an empty shell, feelinh cold and lonely. Is there something that i can do to get rid of this feeling. Now i really feel like running away from this place, to somewhere where no one knows me, just let me alone. But is a thought that will never happen on me, this i know for sure. Why am i not independent? Why must i rely on the surrounding people to gain comfort? Why am i always pestering other people to make them feel that i need sympathy from them? Friends are trying to accompany me, but then, how long can this be? I need to keep myself busy, but how? Maybe i should really start schooling. To at least get rid of unwanted thoughts. Do you know that i am actually very unhappy. I really have no idea who to talk to, for now... Drink and get drunk, must i resort to this?
♥ Wednesday, September 08, 2010 @ Wednesday, September 08, 2010
`Tears flow
we broke up, officially.. this time round is in a calm way. No fight, no argument. I don't know is it a wise choice, but no matter what, is over. Im sad, thou i am the one who initiate it. He's nice, v nice to me, but guess temper & character in us changes this whole relationship. 2 yrs n 6mths.. Pretty long huh. Someone i used to love deeply, 1 whom i have the intention to settle down with... just became a very good friend of mine.. I know he's feeling worst then me.. i can feel it. cuz am crying every seconds. I cant't bear to let go, but i guess is better for us, at least for now. I won't know whether will we be back again, at least not for now. i guess..
♥ Friday, August 27, 2010 @ Friday, August 27, 2010
`I've finally reached home
Am finally home sweet home!! Was out with Bernie and Gilko for dinner. Initailly we planned to head to Orange Latern. But, we head to Timbre with Dustin and Eugene since they are going to city hall as well. What a coincidental day. We were chatting happily, gossping here and there, basically in our own world. Thou we were out with their friends, but we didn't chat much with them!!! Awkard meeting session~~
Something wrong with my phone. I can't receive msg or call at times!!!!
Yeah am going kelong next week, but boo am starting work next mon!! BOO-HOO. my future boss is going to acc me to sign the contract and he will send me to work!
♥ Sunday, August 22, 2010 @ Sunday, August 22, 2010
`Rach is sad
Things are bad, really bad. We argued once again. While at the verge of breaking up, we both cried. To be honest, the feelings i have in him is no longer like before. I have told him and he understands that pretty well. We spoke alot. Im confused. Somehow really want to talk to someone am closed with, but who can i look for? Messy thoughts, messy brain.
I do want to be alone and think about it, clearly. We still went out as usual today, things seem fine on the surface but i know is not as perfect as it can be. He showed me lots of concern and do all the things which he knows i will like it. Why is it always like this?
Guess i can ask no one except myself.
I need to party. Its been so long since i party. Drink and get drunk! Labels: My cough is getting bad...
♥ Saturday, August 21, 2010 @ Saturday, August 21, 2010
`i don't feel good about everything
I really don't have the confident in sustaining our relationship, anymore. We argued uncountable times. Just like today, we quarrelled once again. I have told you not to shout at me, but why are you still doing it despite the promise? Love is important in a relationship, but somehow i feel that our character is breaking up the love in us.
You do not understand when i keep mentioning about our character. This was brought up so often that, am kind of tired of saying. You mentioned that i don't understand in what you're saying, either do you. How can a couple quarrel over those trival matter. You named it, we had it. Is so ridiculous.
What's the point in solving the issue when things can be solved right in the beginning of everything? Not the first time, never will it be the last. You mentioned in changing. But you have mentioned long ago. I'm tired, really tired about it.
We spoke, things seemed to clear. But deep down, i feel the crack is getting deeper and longer. Sooner or later, this crack will no longer able to fix. Really losing hope in this relationship. Mixed feelings going round.
Should we even be together in the first place? Or are we really fated to be together initially. I'm getting so negative about all these. Positive thinking? Still searching for it. Labels: where's the love we used to have, Where's the spark
♥ Friday, August 20, 2010 @ Friday, August 20, 2010
`:)
Ex-boss keeps psychoing me to join back afrc.. Now what? Is the current situation that bad that they needs ppl to work for them?
Was out with Mr Huang to causeway point, midst of applying for credit card, the personnel asked me whether am i interested in joining his company as sales. :) Basically, jobs are everywhere. What's wrong with the current employment rate.
Mr huang did his visa and everything, that means, he is well prepared for his cananda! How im feeling? Should i say am kinda used to him flying here and there. Well, this is not the first time, definitely not the last. This i can promised!
Anyway, have been sleeping with mum for the past 1 week or so. Reason behind it? Cuz am not working, so my room shall let papa to sleep so that he will not be disturbed by baby desiree.
Been getting not enough rest and this caused me to have dry cough lately. :( I hate being sick, but im still having chips!! Good lord.
Mum told us some bad news lately. Grandpa is not doing well. I feel upset over this. Sometimes will just think about it, what will my reaction be when he's no longer around. Seriously, i need someone to be there. Mr huang will be leaving, so who else can i find? I will just feel so emotional over certain thing, is like, i really do not have alot of friends. So bad.
Alright, apart from those unhappiness stuff, something to be happy about. My birthday is reaching in less then a month!!! :) I can't wait for it to happen. It's the time for me to unwrap pressie! Hell yeah!
I want to buy bb!! :(
Should i further study? Why are there so many things for me to think about.
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