now that i believe not many of my friends know about my blog...i feel kinda free to post wadeva i wanna say......
hahaha.........
well.......
let me recall the interesting incidents that happened in my life.....
1. fell in love (a puppy one) in sec 1 with an unknown gal... (shy)
2. hate love...hahaha
3. had one of my finger on my left hand drilled through!!!! yooohooo!!!!
(there was bllod all over the place man!!! i had to squeeze my finger til it turns blue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!was scary tho...hehe)
4. had an accident while on my way to tgganu with my 2 other friends...it was a lifelong lesson for me...unfortunate to know that 1 died during the accident..innalillah....not to take ur life for granted....really guys....the next thing u knw is that u will be hoping that Allah gives u another chance to live on and repent..........
(to my other 2 frens: thank u for being there..hehe)
5. had a freak accident at PIE ALONG KALLANG............LANE 1!!!!!!!!!wooohooo!!!!!
my bike skidded,
i fell on my right,
i began to slide,
i then roll myself many5 times...
thought i was gonna die....(really...coz there was a fast paced traffic behind me)
alhamdulillah the car behind me stop just on time...( i can smell the smell of the tyre man!!!notice how i close i am with the car?)
6. i duno la hor.....i guess i am damn lucky to be alive...alhamdulillah....see guys?didnt i tell you life is short? :)
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Monday, July 14, 2008
kehidupan
family is like a tree,
without its roots,
without its leaves,
without its trunk,
can one ever stand still amidst the ever-changing weather?
family bonding is like a root for one individual,
if the family is weak,
likely one has no support...
a father is like a tree trunk,
he holds all the branches and roots,
the trunk is something hold on to dearly....
as the trunk was removed from the tree,
it tumbles down the ground,
as it tumbles down, branches are broken,
roots are uplifted, green leaves no more....
as the trunk moves on and transform itself to something useful,
(thanks to production of paper),
it leaves a huge hole behind...
a hole nobody could ever cover it up,
a hole which its branches and roots slowly but surely crumbles down....
once i know a guy who is not into marriage,
often i ask him why..
he replied, " for me, my brother and sister comes first."
some said he's crazy or stupid to do such a thing as he has his own life to live with.
on the other hand, if he's the eldest, he has the right to at least make sure that his siblings are doing fine in their daily life.
Ever since the trunk of the tree left, the eldest branch slowly takes its place and ensure that things are in order.
Simple as it hopes, the roots starts to crumble and create a mess,
so much so that the branch began to lose hope....
as days goes by,
never a day the branch failed to pray and seek for directions...
one who loses his father and mother emotionally and physically at a young age is indeed a huge blow to his feelings and well-being...
as i looked at families who went dinner together, play bowling together, enjoy time together, it never fails to make me ponder and wonder how it feels like to be one of them....
i wonder how it feels like to have a warm hug from my father,
i wonder how it feels like to have your forehead kissed by your own mother,
i can only wonder.....
as i tried azan for the first time at gufhran last last sat for asar, i wonder how it would feel like if my father would have heard it? it was however a motivation for me to try out azan-ing in a mosque. the feeling was Masya-Allah......tears never stop to flow as i keep pondering.....
indeed, life must go on...but....painful memories are so sharp that you can't even lead a normal, decent life.......
very soon, my one and only pride, my house, will soon fall to the hands of hdb. This means that I will be the first homeless teacher in Singapore..haha...gosh this is so interesting....
i wonder how adults actually solve problems..do they just run away? do they just ignore that nothing happens? do they even have a bit of humility? what do adults feel when their child are made to pay all their expenditure..........taxes, bills, credit cards, loans, monthly expenses...
i wonder how specific adults are able to live this way......
my fellow saudara/saudari in islam, please teach islam the right way and practise it everyday....never ever get into conflict with your spouse...
young couples are warm-blooded...they are often stubborn, sometimes over-board, sometimes they fight for the sake of fighting....sometimes after years of marriage, too much time at home without socialising, feeling injustice towards each other,
feels that one party is doing more than the other party, sometimes one spouse feels that he/she deserves more....
bersabarlah wahai saudara/saudari ku, at the end of the day, keep your family photo intact, don't ever tarnish it with hatred or evil feelings....
when you are having a child, or already have one, educate him/her well....show that islam the right way of life....
to those who are converts, if you feel like you are left alone in the dark, fret not, as I know how you feel. Islam is beautiful as it is....if our Nabi s.a.w. can withstand the hatred of one kaum and yet he didnt retaliate, we should also follow his steps....
allahu akbar.........
without its roots,
without its leaves,
without its trunk,
can one ever stand still amidst the ever-changing weather?
family bonding is like a root for one individual,
if the family is weak,
likely one has no support...
a father is like a tree trunk,
he holds all the branches and roots,
the trunk is something hold on to dearly....
as the trunk was removed from the tree,
it tumbles down the ground,
as it tumbles down, branches are broken,
roots are uplifted, green leaves no more....
as the trunk moves on and transform itself to something useful,
(thanks to production of paper),
it leaves a huge hole behind...
a hole nobody could ever cover it up,
a hole which its branches and roots slowly but surely crumbles down....
once i know a guy who is not into marriage,
often i ask him why..
he replied, " for me, my brother and sister comes first."
some said he's crazy or stupid to do such a thing as he has his own life to live with.
on the other hand, if he's the eldest, he has the right to at least make sure that his siblings are doing fine in their daily life.
Ever since the trunk of the tree left, the eldest branch slowly takes its place and ensure that things are in order.
Simple as it hopes, the roots starts to crumble and create a mess,
so much so that the branch began to lose hope....
as days goes by,
never a day the branch failed to pray and seek for directions...
one who loses his father and mother emotionally and physically at a young age is indeed a huge blow to his feelings and well-being...
as i looked at families who went dinner together, play bowling together, enjoy time together, it never fails to make me ponder and wonder how it feels like to be one of them....
i wonder how it feels like to have a warm hug from my father,
i wonder how it feels like to have your forehead kissed by your own mother,
i can only wonder.....
as i tried azan for the first time at gufhran last last sat for asar, i wonder how it would feel like if my father would have heard it? it was however a motivation for me to try out azan-ing in a mosque. the feeling was Masya-Allah......tears never stop to flow as i keep pondering.....
indeed, life must go on...but....painful memories are so sharp that you can't even lead a normal, decent life.......
very soon, my one and only pride, my house, will soon fall to the hands of hdb. This means that I will be the first homeless teacher in Singapore..haha...gosh this is so interesting....
i wonder how adults actually solve problems..do they just run away? do they just ignore that nothing happens? do they even have a bit of humility? what do adults feel when their child are made to pay all their expenditure..........taxes, bills, credit cards, loans, monthly expenses...
i wonder how specific adults are able to live this way......
my fellow saudara/saudari in islam, please teach islam the right way and practise it everyday....never ever get into conflict with your spouse...
young couples are warm-blooded...they are often stubborn, sometimes over-board, sometimes they fight for the sake of fighting....sometimes after years of marriage, too much time at home without socialising, feeling injustice towards each other,
feels that one party is doing more than the other party, sometimes one spouse feels that he/she deserves more....
bersabarlah wahai saudara/saudari ku, at the end of the day, keep your family photo intact, don't ever tarnish it with hatred or evil feelings....
when you are having a child, or already have one, educate him/her well....show that islam the right way of life....
to those who are converts, if you feel like you are left alone in the dark, fret not, as I know how you feel. Islam is beautiful as it is....if our Nabi s.a.w. can withstand the hatred of one kaum and yet he didnt retaliate, we should also follow his steps....
allahu akbar.........
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
adulthood.......
holla everyone!!!
k i try eh..ahem..hehe..
hari telahpun berakhir,
malam pun menjelma...
hatiku berat,kakiku letih,
dompetku dihias dengan 4 dolar saja...
aku pun berjalan kaki pulang,
tidak kira sakit mahupun letih,
biarlah aku sengsara,
asalkan aku sempat memberi 4 dolar itunya belanja di sekolah kelak...
walaupun masakini sudahpun bermodenan,
ada jugak seorang ayah yang berkorban...
dicicah,dihina di rumah, dipermainkan di kerja,
malah hati seorang ayah itu tetap tabah....
tabah kerana anaknya...
hari telahpun berakhir,
malam pun menjelma...
hatiku berat,kakiku letih,
dompetku dihias dengan 4 dolar saja...
biarpun cerita ini tidak begitu manfaat kepada khalayak ramai,
tapi inilah hakikat seorang ayah,
yg penuh berkorban,
tanpa kasih sayang si isteri,
tanpa bimbingan ayah ibunya,
beliau keseorangan diri....
pernah berkali-kali ingin beliau melarikan diri,
tapi wajah-wajah anaknya menangguh hajatnya...
si anak pula, penuh dengan kesengsaraan dan kesedihan,
air mata berlinang di pipinya ketika melihat kapal terbang yang dinaikki ayahnya
bertolak dan pupus di awan-awan yang tebal...
meninggalkan anaknya yang penuh mengharapkan bimbingan seseorang ayahanda,
ibunda?
bagai sampan yang dinaikki orang tanpa dayung-nya,
tanpa tujuan, sampan itupun mengikut aras sungai....
dipukul,dirembat,dicela hampir pupus dibuatnya...
akhirnya,
hmmmm.........
entahlah.......
k i try eh..ahem..hehe..
hari telahpun berakhir,
malam pun menjelma...
hatiku berat,kakiku letih,
dompetku dihias dengan 4 dolar saja...
aku pun berjalan kaki pulang,
tidak kira sakit mahupun letih,
biarlah aku sengsara,
asalkan aku sempat memberi 4 dolar itunya belanja di sekolah kelak...
walaupun masakini sudahpun bermodenan,
ada jugak seorang ayah yang berkorban...
dicicah,dihina di rumah, dipermainkan di kerja,
malah hati seorang ayah itu tetap tabah....
tabah kerana anaknya...
hari telahpun berakhir,
malam pun menjelma...
hatiku berat,kakiku letih,
dompetku dihias dengan 4 dolar saja...
biarpun cerita ini tidak begitu manfaat kepada khalayak ramai,
tapi inilah hakikat seorang ayah,
yg penuh berkorban,
tanpa kasih sayang si isteri,
tanpa bimbingan ayah ibunya,
beliau keseorangan diri....
pernah berkali-kali ingin beliau melarikan diri,
tapi wajah-wajah anaknya menangguh hajatnya...
si anak pula, penuh dengan kesengsaraan dan kesedihan,
air mata berlinang di pipinya ketika melihat kapal terbang yang dinaikki ayahnya
bertolak dan pupus di awan-awan yang tebal...
meninggalkan anaknya yang penuh mengharapkan bimbingan seseorang ayahanda,
ibunda?
bagai sampan yang dinaikki orang tanpa dayung-nya,
tanpa tujuan, sampan itupun mengikut aras sungai....
dipukul,dirembat,dicela hampir pupus dibuatnya...
akhirnya,
hmmmm.........
entahlah.......
Sunday, May 4, 2008
isteri dan suami
sesungguhnya,
cinta-ilah satu antara lain kerana Allah
air mata menitis, hati terluka ditikam keris
hati sesama suka, minda berlainan aneka
hidup berdua selama, berpisah kemudian....
kebenaran cinta dibantai kecewa
air mata dibagaikan mutiara cinta,
apakah itu hakikat cintamu?
adinda isteriku, siapa yang tak pernah nangis?
di penghujung senyum dan ketawa...
ikatan kita berdua,
moga kekal hingga ke akhir hayat...
abangda suamiku, siapa yang tak pernah pasrah?
perjuangan hidup kita tak terhenti-henti
air mata tiada maknanya
sehingga pipiku dikesat dengan kasih sayang-mu...
si isteri, jgn lah anggap kesabaran suami mu sebagai suatu kelemahan,
akan tidak, suami bisa melarikan diri,
meninggalkan mu selama-lamanya....
saudara dan saudari dalam islam,
perceraian itu bukan satu jalan yang menyelesaikan masalah...
jika kamu sering bergaduh, bagaimana pula si anak yang tidak bersalah?
jgnlah bergaduh di depan si anak mu,
bermesra selalu,
si isteri, tuang lah segelas air untok si suami mu
si suami jika pulang awal, tuangkan lah segelas air untok isterimu yg pulang letih dari kerjanya....
cinta itu ber-revolusi
cinta zaman muda serta cinta pada usia tua
jauh berbeza tapi hakikat nya tetap sama....
carilah ketenangan di dalam diri sendiri,
tegurlah la iman di dalam hatimu,
dunia ini adalah persinggahan,
akhirat kelak kita kekal abadi...
segala puji bagi Nabi kita s.a.w. serta sahabat dan keluarga baginda...dan segala puji bagi Allah sekian alam....
cinta-ilah satu antara lain kerana Allah
air mata menitis, hati terluka ditikam keris
hati sesama suka, minda berlainan aneka
hidup berdua selama, berpisah kemudian....
kebenaran cinta dibantai kecewa
air mata dibagaikan mutiara cinta,
apakah itu hakikat cintamu?
adinda isteriku, siapa yang tak pernah nangis?
di penghujung senyum dan ketawa...
ikatan kita berdua,
moga kekal hingga ke akhir hayat...
abangda suamiku, siapa yang tak pernah pasrah?
perjuangan hidup kita tak terhenti-henti
air mata tiada maknanya
sehingga pipiku dikesat dengan kasih sayang-mu...
si isteri, jgn lah anggap kesabaran suami mu sebagai suatu kelemahan,
akan tidak, suami bisa melarikan diri,
meninggalkan mu selama-lamanya....
saudara dan saudari dalam islam,
perceraian itu bukan satu jalan yang menyelesaikan masalah...
jika kamu sering bergaduh, bagaimana pula si anak yang tidak bersalah?
jgnlah bergaduh di depan si anak mu,
bermesra selalu,
si isteri, tuang lah segelas air untok si suami mu
si suami jika pulang awal, tuangkan lah segelas air untok isterimu yg pulang letih dari kerjanya....
cinta itu ber-revolusi
cinta zaman muda serta cinta pada usia tua
jauh berbeza tapi hakikat nya tetap sama....
carilah ketenangan di dalam diri sendiri,
tegurlah la iman di dalam hatimu,
dunia ini adalah persinggahan,
akhirat kelak kita kekal abadi...
segala puji bagi Nabi kita s.a.w. serta sahabat dan keluarga baginda...dan segala puji bagi Allah sekian alam....
Saturday, May 3, 2008
holla!
sch's out and holidays in! well not exactly la...had to find sources to get cash and cash and have i said cash? yea..
that's life in singapore i guess. u earn to pay your debts. u earn to pay ur mthly bills. but on the bright side, we have security and freedom of religious practise yes?
ok enuf of boring stuff...haha...i pity la this colleague of mine whom we often tease about...she is just an average lady but nevertheless knowing me, a rather sleepy yet naughty student, often imagine stuff beyond ur wildest dreams!!! and with the kind assistance of my good fren, krissh brown, the imagination just gets wilder...hahahaha...
well, i shant disclose the information here as it is rather sensitive...kekeke..
family....u c peeps, we c our parents each day everyday..have u ever ever stop n think what will happen shud they not be there in ur house again? nah, im being emotional here....just stop and tink...have we done enuf to make them proud of us?
have u seen them fight with each other? how would u feel? to whom do you wanna help? to whom do you wanna defend? to whom do you wanna attack?
confused? i oso confused....parents, parents, parents....
treasure them while they are still breathing......regret now not later my fellow pals..regret now before you are laid down 7 feet down in earth, and no one will be by ur side in the sheer darkness....u tried to call for help but no one will be there...
care for a reflection on urself now?
everytime we get out of the house,we wldnt knw when will the next time we will hear our parents laugh or cry.....my fellow young peeps, i hope this serve as a reminder to all of us that while we ignore all chain messages about death and stuff, while we go on with our lives, go to school or to work or just go out and hang out with pals, just remember that you are temporarily in your body...
ok guys.....let's enjoy while we can..hehe...
that's life in singapore i guess. u earn to pay your debts. u earn to pay ur mthly bills. but on the bright side, we have security and freedom of religious practise yes?
ok enuf of boring stuff...haha...i pity la this colleague of mine whom we often tease about...she is just an average lady but nevertheless knowing me, a rather sleepy yet naughty student, often imagine stuff beyond ur wildest dreams!!! and with the kind assistance of my good fren, krissh brown, the imagination just gets wilder...hahahaha...
well, i shant disclose the information here as it is rather sensitive...kekeke..
family....u c peeps, we c our parents each day everyday..have u ever ever stop n think what will happen shud they not be there in ur house again? nah, im being emotional here....just stop and tink...have we done enuf to make them proud of us?
have u seen them fight with each other? how would u feel? to whom do you wanna help? to whom do you wanna defend? to whom do you wanna attack?
confused? i oso confused....parents, parents, parents....
treasure them while they are still breathing......regret now not later my fellow pals..regret now before you are laid down 7 feet down in earth, and no one will be by ur side in the sheer darkness....u tried to call for help but no one will be there...
care for a reflection on urself now?
everytime we get out of the house,we wldnt knw when will the next time we will hear our parents laugh or cry.....my fellow young peeps, i hope this serve as a reminder to all of us that while we ignore all chain messages about death and stuff, while we go on with our lives, go to school or to work or just go out and hang out with pals, just remember that you are temporarily in your body...
ok guys.....let's enjoy while we can..hehe...
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
life
yellow everyone..........
how's things so far peeps?
you know i realize 1 thing...
we go to sch everyday til we are errr 20 plus?
after that.....what's next?
some get married,have kids..
some get a job, work hard...
some continue studying...........
hmmmmmmmmz......................................
whatever it is....forget your family not yar?
quite sad tho if u r not in talkg terms wif ur dad or mama....
if they fight, get them together......
ok daaaaaaaaa..........
how's things so far peeps?
you know i realize 1 thing...
we go to sch everyday til we are errr 20 plus?
after that.....what's next?
some get married,have kids..
some get a job, work hard...
some continue studying...........
hmmmmmmmmz......................................
whatever it is....forget your family not yar?
quite sad tho if u r not in talkg terms wif ur dad or mama....
if they fight, get them together......
ok daaaaaaaaa..........
Friday, September 28, 2007
yellow............
wazzup.....oooh fasting month....very good month.........hope everyone is busy preparing for their hereafter life and dun waste this glorious period.....
was wondering y generally people favours more in celebrating hari raya more than their fasting period...i mean hari raya is a day which means the end of the glorious month of ramadhan...btw, i hope everyone is having fun!!!!
life is short hor....live life to the fullest!!!!! do what u want but must follow the law k?muahahahaha...till then.........ciaozzzzzzz
was wondering y generally people favours more in celebrating hari raya more than their fasting period...i mean hari raya is a day which means the end of the glorious month of ramadhan...btw, i hope everyone is having fun!!!!
life is short hor....live life to the fullest!!!!! do what u want but must follow the law k?muahahahaha...till then.........ciaozzzzzzz
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