She looked at me and smiled . . .
It wasn't accidental. It was on purpose.
I don't understand.
She knew that. She knew it very well.
I won't hit and run.
If it wasn't deliberate.
She knew what's in my mind.
I wanted her out of my sight.
Her smile irks me. Her fake smile.
The smile that took him away from me.
Get lost bitch!
He won't leave with you! He's mine!
He'll be mine, once you're gone
Off you go . . .
Finally you are down,
Unconscious.
Speechless.
The siren went. The ambulance came.
I watched, as she went up.
That hospital smell stinks.
How I hate the doctors and nurses.
I turned to her
Still as irritating.
Still as ugly.
That smile,
Though never fades.
Out of pure kindness, out of empathy.
Out of I don't know what.
Damn it.
I've lost
Angels always win don't they?