20051228
20051227
I don't know what to do.
It's been hours
I've been thinking.
I look at you and think,
If only I can,
If only I can,
I would do anything for you.
I wish I can do something for you,
I really do.
I look away
No, I will not
Let you see how I feel.
I know
I am stubborn.
I won't show
I won't let you know.
But I do,
Really hope to, I do.
Make you happy, I do.
You are helpless.
I am too.
I want to help,
I really do.
But what can I do?
No, I don't know.
I am here, you know.
I am here for you.
Take care.
I love you.
It's been hours
I've been thinking.
I look at you and think,
If only I can,
If only I can,
I would do anything for you.
I wish I can do something for you,
I really do.
I look away
No, I will not
Let you see how I feel.
I know
I am stubborn.
I won't show
I won't let you know.
But I do,
Really hope to, I do.
Make you happy, I do.
You are helpless.
I am too.
I want to help,
I really do.
But what can I do?
No, I don't know.
I am here, you know.
I am here for you.
Take care.
I love you.
20051223

Masayuki Sakamoto
Hiroshi Nagano
Yoshihiko Inohara
Go Morita
Ken Miyake
Junichi Okada
V6!
just thought of them recently and remembered how I used to claim that I liked them, even though I didn't know their names. Could vaguely recall that I saw Coming Century [i forgot whether there's 21st century anot... 'cos that show was played long ago.] in a drama shown on channel 50, which implies that the drama was produced before I was primary four. And I was so obsessed with the theme song, or perhaps the ending theme song, that I later found out to be called "Over". and here I am, trying to find the song but apparently yahoo and google discourages piracy and so I ended up with the information on the song. nevertheless, I managed to find the midi [that's original right?] and started playing the whole night. oh btw, another lovely song by V6 to recommend, and I bet you that this song is much easier to find on the web!
Utao Utao
Kousaten de Okujyou de Hitokage mo Mabara na Kouen deTachi Tsukushitetanda Nagareru Kumo Yubi de Nazotte
Mure Nasu Katatsumuri Sono Rasen no Uzu ni MonogatariHarai nokete “Kimi no Kokoro Yusaburu Kanjyou”
Itsu no Ma ni ka Kawari Yuku Machi Nami heDoushite Bokura Kaze ni FukaretandarouTe wo Totte UTAO-UTAO
Souzou Ijyou no Mirai heSoutou Hard na WAY KoeKuse ni Naru ne Bokura Deaeta Kiseki tokaHirogaru Mugen no SoraMou Doushiyou mo nai Kibun saItsu no Hi ni ka Ai ni Todoku UTAO-UTAO
Dare mo Shiranai Haruka Mirai Sono Saki he to Tsutzuku DaikoukaiKomuzukashii Koto wa Houri Sutete saa Susume
Ori Nasu Tapestry Ano Kasunda Taiyou ni Te wo KazashiNagashi Konda Ki no Nukekitta Apple Cider
Kono Mune ni Afureru Kibou no Hikari“Mou Ii Kai?” Nante Ima Sara Iwasen nayoInaotte UTAO-UTAOSouzou Douri no Kono StageSouzoushii Nakama ga IteTatoeru Nara Tom to Jerry no Gendai Version
Kumoma Kara Sasu HikariMondou Muyou ni Sosogu HappinessYume Mitai na Hibi ni Kanau UTAO-UTAO
To wo Totte Uta wo Utaou
Souzou Ijyou no Mirai heSoutou Hard na WAY KoeKuse ni Naru ne Bokura Deaeta Kiseki tokaHirogaru Mugen no SoraMou Doushiyou mo nai Kibun saItsu no Hi ni ka Ai ni Todoku UTAO-UTAO
Dakara Koko de Kimi ga Warau UTAO-UTAO
20051221
My christmas wish,
Santa,
you know it.
You know what I want.
You know,
that
peace
is what I want.
That they will stop hurting each other.
Stop hurting the innocent.
Take a look
at those happy faces.
Feel
the friendship among them.
Fulfil
the wish they have had for so long.
Help them
regain their joviality,
which they had forgotten they once had.
Send them
the dearest present ever.
Happy christmas to you.
Happy christmas to all.
Santa,
merry christmas.
Santa,
you know it.
You know what I want.
You know,
that
peace
is what I want.
That they will stop hurting each other.
Stop hurting the innocent.
Take a look
at those happy faces.
Feel
the friendship among them.
Fulfil
the wish they have had for so long.
Help them
regain their joviality,
which they had forgotten they once had.
Send them
the dearest present ever.
Happy christmas to you.
Happy christmas to all.
Santa,
merry christmas.
20051218
20051216
watched 'sekai no chuusin de ai wo sakebu' [the movie] with deborah and xinlei ytd. like the plot though some parts were quite lao tao. still, it's touching. u noe, the two lovers loved each other so much and yet they had to be separated b'cos the girl was dying and so on.?
i liked the plot b'cos it revolved around cassette tapes. hey don't whack me and tell me i'm old-fashioned. i mean, if u change that to a cd, of vcd, or worse still, a mp3, the whole show would have sucked.
and it's like, aw, the girl wanted to record what she wanted to say to the boy in a tape and vice versa. why? so that after she had gone, the memories could be recovered whenever the boy listens to it isn't it?
and and and and! the words that they said were so inspiring. no wonder it was rated top or the second top movie in jap.
cool. go grab the dvd or something. it's nice.
i liked the plot b'cos it revolved around cassette tapes. hey don't whack me and tell me i'm old-fashioned. i mean, if u change that to a cd, of vcd, or worse still, a mp3, the whole show would have sucked.
and it's like, aw, the girl wanted to record what she wanted to say to the boy in a tape and vice versa. why? so that after she had gone, the memories could be recovered whenever the boy listens to it isn't it?
and and and and! the words that they said were so inspiring. no wonder it was rated top or the second top movie in jap.
cool. go grab the dvd or something. it's nice.
20051215
guess what's my feeling now?
my two legs have been bitten by a stupid insect which i have yet caught it.
and my feeling now is hatred. believe me or not, i actually hated an insect so much that i will never be reluctant for one second to kill it with whatever method i can think of.
and i think this is the stupidest feeling i ever had.
my two legs have been bitten by a stupid insect which i have yet caught it.
and my feeling now is hatred. believe me or not, i actually hated an insect so much that i will never be reluctant for one second to kill it with whatever method i can think of.
and i think this is the stupidest feeling i ever had.
20051210
Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this yearand all I want is one thing
Tell me my digi cam is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting hereSanta, that's my only wish this year
... And Santa heard me! yeah!
I have been so good this yearand all I want is one thing
Tell me my digi cam is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting hereSanta, that's my only wish this year
... And Santa heard me! yeah!

nice ba! juz made it at e ACME heart maker. make one urself now! customize it! (= go to http://www.acme.com/heartmaker/

by the way, i made another one! aw... sho nice! (=
: you probably would tell a
> >falsehood anyway-but the
> > Hershey Man will know!
> > YOUR AGE BY CHOCOLATE MATH
> > This is pretty neat.
> > DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST!
> > It takes less than a minute .
> > Work this out as you read ...
> > Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've
worked it out!
> > This is not one of those waste of time things,
it's
fun.
> > 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week
that you would like to
> > have chocolate
> > (more than once but less than 10)
> > 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold)
> > 3. Add 5
> > 4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait while you get the
calculator
> > 5. If you have already had your birthday this
year
add 1755 ....
> > If you haven't, add 1754.
> > 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you
were
born.
> > You should have a three digit number
> > The first digit of this was your original number
> > (i.e., how many times you want to have
chocolate
each week).
> > The next two numbers are
> > YOUR AGE! (Oh YES, it is!!!!!)
> > THIS IS THE ONLY YEAR (2005) IT WILL
EVER
WORK, SO SPREAD IT AROUND WHILE
> > IT LASTS
i did it and it came out accurate... seriously, try it.
> >falsehood anyway-but the
> > Hershey Man will know!
> > YOUR AGE BY CHOCOLATE MATH
> > This is pretty neat.
> > DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST!
> > It takes less than a minute .
> > Work this out as you read ...
> > Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've
worked it out!
> > This is not one of those waste of time things,
it's
fun.
> > 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week
that you would like to
> > have chocolate
> > (more than once but less than 10)
> > 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold)
> > 3. Add 5
> > 4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait while you get the
calculator
> > 5. If you have already had your birthday this
year
add 1755 ....
> > If you haven't, add 1754.
> > 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you
were
born.
> > You should have a three digit number
> > The first digit of this was your original number
> > (i.e., how many times you want to have
chocolate
each week).
> > The next two numbers are
> > YOUR AGE! (Oh YES, it is!!!!!)
> > THIS IS THE ONLY YEAR (2005) IT WILL
EVER
WORK, SO SPREAD IT AROUND WHILE
> > IT LASTS
i did it and it came out accurate... seriously, try it.
20051209
juz watched summer rhapsody @ kokoro and i was cursing that woman called yi qing. initially i was pitying her b'cos she was kinda neglected by the man [called menglun] she loved. and then she actually made menglun broke up with his loved one by telling him she was pregnant! urgh.
i mean, come on. even though this kind of plot is quite typical nowadays, it still makes me boil.
but anyway, she got her retribution in the end. haha. still waiting for the last episode to see what's exactly the ending.
if you wanna noe what the heck i'm talking about, go the website and watch the flash animation. -->http://cw6.so-net.net.tw//kokoro/srmain.html
i mean, come on. even though this kind of plot is quite typical nowadays, it still makes me boil.
but anyway, she got her retribution in the end. haha. still waiting for the last episode to see what's exactly the ending.
if you wanna noe what the heck i'm talking about, go the website and watch the flash animation. -->http://cw6.so-net.net.tw//kokoro/srmain.html
20051208
whoa! after struggling for 'bout 2 hrs, i finally made my first chinese blog and updated 2 entries [about 3 mins for one and 1 hr and 57 mins for the other one]
do visit that won't ya? it's at http://cherished.iblog.com and leave a few comments okie?? =D
alright! good night! watch 'yummy yummy'! raymond so funny when he was jealous in the show...
do visit that won't ya? it's at http://cherished.iblog.com and leave a few comments okie?? =D
alright! good night! watch 'yummy yummy'! raymond so funny when he was jealous in the show...
20051203
20051201
i sat in front of this squarish machine for at least 7 hours... without even putting it on stand-by mode while eating. i guessed i must be super thirsty for computers.
guessed what i did over these 7 hours? tok on msn, asked samquee to send me photos, received photos from pris, went friendster and roamed for 'bout 3 hours, discussed with deborah 'bout our web, checked my mail [which consisted of msn groups and msn groups], read fanfics, tried to create a new account but still no avail, wrote a fanfic and put it up in another place [joanne! i wrote one for you le!], went into neopets[!!! i noe, i noe, i juz went to see whether my pet has died, but sadly, it will never die], wnet to see maple story front page and went quickly out of it... [seriously i wasn't interested in it lah... am i that old?], and died mentally in front of this squarish thing. life is juz so dead isn't it? now i dun even have the strength to get up and wash my face. . . i'm juz too stoned. and i have to keep typing and typing and typing like crazy... i bet my mom will scold me if i told her i didn't even try to get up from my seat ever since she went out. and i better do that b'cos she's coming back...
guessed what i did over these 7 hours? tok on msn, asked samquee to send me photos, received photos from pris, went friendster and roamed for 'bout 3 hours, discussed with deborah 'bout our web, checked my mail [which consisted of msn groups and msn groups], read fanfics, tried to create a new account but still no avail, wrote a fanfic and put it up in another place [joanne! i wrote one for you le!], went into neopets[!!! i noe, i noe, i juz went to see whether my pet has died, but sadly, it will never die], wnet to see maple story front page and went quickly out of it... [seriously i wasn't interested in it lah... am i that old?], and died mentally in front of this squarish thing. life is juz so dead isn't it? now i dun even have the strength to get up and wash my face. . . i'm juz too stoned. and i have to keep typing and typing and typing like crazy... i bet my mom will scold me if i told her i didn't even try to get up from my seat ever since she went out. and i better do that b'cos she's coming back...
had my prom last last night.
went out of hse at 'bout 11 plus to meet baoxian and deborah at sengkang interchange, before we set off to samquee's hse. and deborah was late lah! hmph.
'nwae my lunch was 3 takoyaki and a few seaweed fries [or whatever you call it].
'nwae we went to mandarin hotel in time and changed. and of course, met all the chiobus...
[sigh, juz couldn't elaborate much...]
and took photos until the legs and mouth became numb [after all the squatiing and smiling]
and the dinner started late.
we had a lovely walk into the ballroom before we all settled down for the speeches... then the going up on stage to get the certs... and listened to diana ser's speech. and she went smth like, "you can never go wrong with a st nicks girls"
cool huh?
so we had our first few courses, then yining said she wanna put on her contacts... and that was when i discovered, to my horror, that i was abit cockeyed. haha.... weird huh? i was like so franctic that yining had to keep telling me 'everything is going to be fine' while she herself tried to put in her contacts...
we ended up spending hours in the hotel room fixing the eyes lah... until mingyee the saviour came to help yining put on the contacts [well she didn't exactly put the lenses but she taught yining how to do it] and joanne had to help me put foundation 'cos i look like some girl being dumped by her bf and cried all night until my mascara ruined my face.
so we went back to the ballroom, yining with her contacts and me with my specs [)=], thinking "everything is going to be fine". until yining told me she can't see properly and her left eye was totally blurred. in the end we discovered we by mistake had changed our contacts. what the!! and me yining and anqi had to go back to the hotel room again to change back hers...
we missed the grad songs btw but unfortunately managed to catch the candlelighting session.
then it was all taking photos while i tried my best to finish the dessert... -.-|||
anyway i suddenly made a decision to stay overnight... and then... like that lor... haha... didn't sleep much anyway ['cos i usually dun sleep much outside house] and my toe bled while i walked to the mrt station on the way home.
and so now i have 1 wounded toe and 1 blister on my feet [all b'cos of my cheap slippers] and smth like a hole in mt left thumb [ but now it's sealed 'cos i put a plaster over it... which caused part of my nail polish to disappear]. lovely prom aftermath.
went out of hse at 'bout 11 plus to meet baoxian and deborah at sengkang interchange, before we set off to samquee's hse. and deborah was late lah! hmph.
'nwae my lunch was 3 takoyaki and a few seaweed fries [or whatever you call it].
'nwae we went to mandarin hotel in time and changed. and of course, met all the chiobus...
[sigh, juz couldn't elaborate much...]
and took photos until the legs and mouth became numb [after all the squatiing and smiling]
and the dinner started late.
we had a lovely walk into the ballroom before we all settled down for the speeches... then the going up on stage to get the certs... and listened to diana ser's speech. and she went smth like, "you can never go wrong with a st nicks girls"
cool huh?
so we had our first few courses, then yining said she wanna put on her contacts... and that was when i discovered, to my horror, that i was abit cockeyed. haha.... weird huh? i was like so franctic that yining had to keep telling me 'everything is going to be fine' while she herself tried to put in her contacts...
we ended up spending hours in the hotel room fixing the eyes lah... until mingyee the saviour came to help yining put on the contacts [well she didn't exactly put the lenses but she taught yining how to do it] and joanne had to help me put foundation 'cos i look like some girl being dumped by her bf and cried all night until my mascara ruined my face.
so we went back to the ballroom, yining with her contacts and me with my specs [)=], thinking "everything is going to be fine". until yining told me she can't see properly and her left eye was totally blurred. in the end we discovered we by mistake had changed our contacts. what the!! and me yining and anqi had to go back to the hotel room again to change back hers...
we missed the grad songs btw but unfortunately managed to catch the candlelighting session.
then it was all taking photos while i tried my best to finish the dessert... -.-|||
anyway i suddenly made a decision to stay overnight... and then... like that lor... haha... didn't sleep much anyway ['cos i usually dun sleep much outside house] and my toe bled while i walked to the mrt station on the way home.
and so now i have 1 wounded toe and 1 blister on my feet [all b'cos of my cheap slippers] and smth like a hole in mt left thumb [ but now it's sealed 'cos i put a plaster over it... which caused part of my nail polish to disappear]. lovely prom aftermath.

