ate at macs today wif samq and ljy, then took 159 wif ljy, then went compass wif her and buy things from popular... watched holland v and ok, no problem! then ate barbecued prawns, feeling damn full. my english sux. printed out the chemistry common test module 1, going to d/l e others other times. feel that it's reaching the end of the world, but not yet. wateva. i repeat, my english sux.

bleah. dunno wat to say.

sian arh! still got p.e test tml... the whole stack of w/s to read... i will feel sad if i don read, 'cos i'll be wasting my paper and ink and time for printing the notes... sian sian sian...
i dunno how to do my family project, cme project. sianz again...
wateva. wat am i doing?
argh.

i feel like killing myself for being so restless. i realised that alot of pple had started revising for e.o.y. and i haven. i tried but to no avail. and right now i mean juz now, i was doing my family project. i shld have doe it ages ago so that now i won't need to do it. and i haven study for my HCL test nxt wk. not to say math.
frankly speaking, i didn understand wat mrs. fung is toking about, guess i will haf to get a tuition t'cher nxt time. this is the first time i wanted a tuition t'cher myself. i used to think tt i don need a tuition t'cher, but i now, i really feel tt i need. but wat's the use, even if i haf a thousand t'chers teahing me, it's of no use. everything is too late. and u may ask, "then wat the heck are u doing here? u shld now go study!" well, i wished i could. but i couldn't i haven finish my project. and i haven finish my hmk.
i wonder y am i so stupid? and the worst thing is: y am i so lazy? y carn i juz put in more effort? y carn i juz stop watching tv and letting my mind wander? y carn i juz concentrate on my work? this is frustrating i tell u. u want to do something but u juz carn do it. now i want someone to push me yet i don't. contradicting huh? i myself dunno wat im saying.
now my hand is very painful, after typing so much.
today i went s'pore confrence hall to attend some forum. at first we wanted to go b'cos we realised tt we didn't receiveany prize and our certs of partcipation already. but we entered in the end. alot of mayflower students got the prizes. then the forum started. the system goes like, there is a representative for each generation. (like, the younger genereation, the mid-twenties and so on until the odler generation...) i carn help but giggled at the person who represented the younger generation. he looked so mature! like those twenty something... but actually he's still studying in, i suppose, college? then his voice was like... WOAH! super deep. then me was like ,laughing? i feel so rude myself. bleah. and i especially enjoyed the refreshments. the chocolate and cream thing... wah. VERY nice. and the cheesey tart. it's almost the best refreshments i had. oh! and we had a goodie bag exchanged with the survey form given to us. inside contains some phamplets, a packet of instant noodles, 2 packs tissue, a calculator (but i exchanged with ash, so i got a badge instead). okie lah... and a plastic bag to contain these items.
well, i enjoyed the forum, but i still feel that im kind of wasting my time...
erm... is this my longest entry...? dunno and don care.
want to stab myself again... wasting my time on blogging... wat the? am i doing? see lah... i lack of determination... who can help me with it? hu can help me overcome my obstacle? sigh...
okie. if u ever see my getting crazy and reallie mad. don be surprised. i am halfway thru' it now. so... wait for the good show. i sound abit dangerous now, don't i? don worry, i haf lots of things to do currently. i won't haf enuf' time to sharpen the knife or walk up the stairs to a high storey. and do pray for me, if u are kind enuf', that nth will happen to me... i will pray for myself too. I WANT TO GO THRU' THE E.O.Y, AND PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS!!!

hello.
bye.

luv... this picture. shoo...nice.

something went wrong and now my computer's screen area went super small... my eyesight very poor u noe... still make me suffer?
anyway, juz wanna say that forbidden city was reallie nice! and esplanade was nice too... almost wanted to buy the cd... but realised dun haf enough $$. feel so sad suddenly... perhaps b'cos of skool reopening... haiz... no more sleeping late/no more watching TV in e morning/no more this?no more that... lalala.
todae i watched fushigi yuugi OVA that last piece... surprisingly i didn't cry much... ithink it's b'cos i kept pressing the fast button until i lost my temper. it's really annoying... but i almost cried when they played back all those seishis' stories. so i pressed the fast button... i don haf enough time for tears. i juz wanna finish up wat i had stopped and see the ending. ^-^. anyway, i muz say, the endin' wasn't very satisfying... i guess for me, nth wld be satisfying... y? because i wanted more from fushigi yuugi! ^-^...
alrite... think i haf finished crappin. bye!

I am most like Toro in Energy


Which Energy member are you?
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energy shld consists of 5 pple--- nuinai|ahdi|kunda|toro|shuwei. that shld be the ONLY energy known to everyone.
i think toro looks like lin zhi ying leh...

going to watch FORBIDDEN CITY today! yeah!

I tot I would study my hardest during this holis. in e end i didn't. i am still worrying 'bout how to go esplanade. i'd love to watch forbidden city, but u noe. i am a compete failure in directions. i took a long long time to recognise my way thru st. nicks. he kuan shi esplanade? wah L. bu guan le lah.
watched jin qu jiang yesterday. energy got bronze in xin ren jiang and they got the most popular band! ^-*. good taste. and lin jun jie got gold, winning over energy. nvm lah. i oso like lin jun jie...^-^.
'niwae, gt to finish up my home econs project liao. bye!

A: Just look at that young person with the short hair and blue jeans. Is it a boy or a girl?
B: It's a girl. She's my daughter.
A: Oh, I'm sorry, sir. I didn't know that you were her father.
B: I'm not. I'm her mother.


If big elephants have big trunks, do small elephants have suitcases?


A: Do you want to hear a dirty joke?
B: Ok
A: A white horse fell in the mud.


Teacher: Today, we're going to talk about the tenses. Now, if I say "I am beautiful," which tense is it?
Student: Obviously it is the past tense.


Q: What do you call a deer with no eyes?
A: No idea.(No-eye deer)


One day a man went to see the Mozart's tomb.
When he got there, the tomb was open and Mozart was sitting there tearing up pieces of paper.
The men asked: "What are you doing with all of your great works of music?"
Mozart repied, "I'm decomposing!".
(i laughed loudly at this, no offence mr. mozart)

There once was a very large lady in our town. She wore a dress size 16. I knew her when she was young, but she had a much smaller size.
Why do you think she is now wearing a size 16?
I guess she just 8 + 8 (ate and ate).


Q: What starts with E, ends with E and only has one letter?
A: An envelope.


Q: Why did the man throw a bucket of water out the window?
A: He wanted to see the waterfall.
Q: Why did the man throw the butter out the window?
A: He wanted to see the butterfly.

Q: Why did the man put the clock in the safe?
A: He wanted to save time.




A woman got on a bus, holding a baby.
The bus driver said, "That's the ugliest baby I've ever seen."

In a huff, the woman slammed her fare into the fare box and took an aisle
seat near the rear of the bus.

The man seated next to her sensed that she was agitated and asked her what
was wrong.

"The bus driver insulted me," she fumed.

The man sympathized and said, "Why, he's a public servant and shouldn't say
things to insult passengers."

"You're right," she said. "I think I'll go back up there and give him a piece of my mind."

"That's a good idea," the man said. "Here, let me hold your monkey."

There was a young girl who loved to wear ...

There was a young girl who loved to wear dresses everyday to school.
One day a boy asked her to climb the flag pole for a box of cookies.

She climbed the pole and all the boys in the schoolyard could clearly see her underpants.

When she got home she bragged to her mother that she got a box of cookies for climbing a flag pole. The mother knew that the kids just wanted to see her underpants so she told the girl not to climb the pole again.

Of course the little girl didn't believe her mom and the next day the boy asked her to climb the pole for a box of candy. She did and they all saw her underpants and laughed.

When she went home she told her mother the news. Her mother was angry. She told the girl she shouldn't climb the pole. She told her, "They just want to see your underpants and if you climb the pole again your grounded!"

The next day the same boy asked her to climb the pole for more goodies, so up the pole she went.

When she came home she told her mother what she got for climbing the pole and her mother went ape. "I told you they only wanted to see your underpants!" she raged.

"But mommy", the little girl answered, "this time I was smart enough not to wear any."

It's juz totally gross.

Y carn i juz do my hmk during the sept holidays? i haven finish my RQ14, my chinese compo, my physics w/s yet. and ppr is given to us today. like shit. rotten results. wat else can i say but i didn reach my standard/expectation. i neva expected my results to turn out like that. yet, surprisingly, i didn cry. perharps my tears are dried up after the past few days of weeping. i even cried one day b'cos i dun understand wat mrs.ong was toking about. i am juz a useless girl. sigh.

Life by Kristen Moore

Life is like a great big soap opera, full of maddening twists and turns.
One minute you are soaring, then next, crash and burn.
Though it is tiring, and might seem tedious, and hard to understand,
The more we fight it, the further back we will stand.
So you must go with it, flow along, yet direct where you are going.
Control where your life is headed, or reap what you had been sowing.
Live people, live.

Make the right friends, the right choices,
Make known all your feelings, with all your voices,
So that you can live a happy life,
With no regrets, no strife.
Though you might feel confined in a crib,
Live people, live.

No matter how far deep you dig yourself, you can only go up from there.
If you made a bad decision, like doing a stupid dare,
You can only climb out of your hole, and keep walkin down life's road,
Where you can relieve yourself of any awful burdening guilt loads.
Live people, live.