7 yrs anniversary

Our 7th anniversary just passed 2months ago, time really flies very fast. In this 7 yrs dunno why I can't even feel that actually our relationship can go so far, my heart just tell me actually we just together 2 or 3 yrs. Some of the ppl mayb very particular for those gifts in special days, lucky both of us not really care about that. On that day, we totally no celebrate anything, no gifts exchange, no candle light dinner. Finished work go back, yumcha nd sleep. Maybe in my perception, gifts nt really important to me, the most important is when we together every moment we feel happy and happiness is okay for me. If in the every special days, the guy gv me a gift but I can't feel the happiness frm him I think that whatever he gave me will b meaningless. Many ppl did ask me when we going to tie the knot, although he already proposed wit me but I should feel happy bcoz gt a guy would like to marry me. But I have so many thing to worry mayb can say that I not ready yet. Age 25 I still feel very young, I'm not ready to step into the other stage of my life, once u step in u never ever to turn back. 可能现在的我们什么抱负都没有，有了家庭什么都是要自己来真的说I reLly not yet ready to take this responsibility. Nowadays I saw many young ppl dy get married even got a baby, I was wondering how come will like this, I definitely cannot accept pregnancy then only tie the knot. Do we really pak tor so lama and is the time? Try to open up my heart but still cannot......house bought almost 1 yr, car Oso change dy, ring oso had it, wedding package and deposit also paid dy actually myself also dunno what I want, once I say okie everything can go smooth, can reno, can book the restaurant, can choose the date, can take wedding pics. Now their parents just wait my parents and myself say ok, I can understand my mum cz in this home I'm the most noisy, good helper. My sister married Oso just 2 yrs my mum sure keberatan. Even my hubby Oso scare to discuss with my parents bcoz he knows that my parents not bcoz of money will push her daughter faster get tie the knot, hehe both of them really difficult to persuade, this i agreed. Chloe Ah Chloe, what the hell you waiting. None of the ppl in this world are perfect even yourself, so dun expect too much lah......you are not young also, many girls dy get married in this age and even some girls dream to get married early but......as he knows that in your wedding you want the best, he already try to give you whatever he still can afford including the deluxe wedding package, honeymoon place also think for you, famous and consider best restaurant also already choose for you, although the house not big like current (as I got ask him why dun take the house he staying right nw, as current house they going to reno bigger and bigger) and without thinking he told me his parents already say new house for elder son, what for wan so big as we only few person stay, so big I will very xin ku to clean the house as long can stay is okay, chloe if you still drag ppl like that in the end you will get nothing, everything will gone that's time you cry already useless and can't turn back anymore. Now my heart just like have a evil and angel keep whispering with me.........if in 1 day you guys see I get married means my heart a.ready open up and can accept to b a good wife and mummy.

No updates

So sorry that for long long long times did not update my blog, not I forgot my blog but is because I felt very lazy and maybe sometimes after working felt tired that's why when back home don't really feel like want to on my pc or iPad. Since the modneth of may until now I think more than half years I did not updates my blog, of cause in this half years many many many things that I hope to updates and share with all of you but haha what I did last week I also an really remember so what can I do is just only try my best to refresh back all my happy, sad, happiness moments to share with all of you. But not now........okie lah just stay tuned ya~~~

他向我求婚啦~~~

就这样一个星期就过去了，五月五日这一天我一定会记得。。。。。。 我的hubby说他会帮我搞一个生日party， invite了我几位好友在一间restaurant, 因为生日当天他去了outtstation所以就没有和我一起庆祝。i thought that he just joke with me because usually he just know to 'blow water' ask him do = 0 哈哈哈我还像好坏哦。我蛮惊讶的因为我从没想到KEN THOU, CHANEL, DAPHNE AND JERMINE will attend, really very surprise. All the way, we enjoying our pictures time, enjoying the foods and chit chat. 当我们吃到一半的时候，忽然间灯关上了， 我的hubby也忽然播了我们长跑六年多的快乐时光的照片到了最后一幕我看到我难以相信的东西，那就是chloe, will you marry me !!!我一望我的hubby他已经跪在我的旁边，打开那戒子盒说了一句嫁给我！！！真的不知所措。我也点头答应流下眼泪了，我真的很感动，因为他在outstation 2 weeks already so tired doing his works and reports. Every night slip ard 3am as i though he doing his works but i really do not know that he spent his night while doing this slide show. i can really felt his hard work, sincerity and he really loves me. Now only i know that he already plan to propose me and did so much of thing because of me. Besides that, this propose party really make me feel so meaningful because my good friends be the witnesses. Really happy

LOVE YOU~~~ Chloe Tan

boring day

This 2 weeks without his accompany I really feel very boring even sometime we did not go any special places but at least he will bring me go yumcha see this n that. He knows that I will boring that's why he borrows his iPad and download many movie n games for me. Haiz but still feel boring loh. Sleep more than 12 hrs until my head Oso getting pain, friends date me but mum dun allow me to go on on Saturday because of the Bersih 3.0 want to take part but disagree from my hubby........when he no out station I keep complaining that he very annoying and noisy when he no around me feel lonely. Hope that he really can come back faster because I almost beh tahan the boring life dy.......

boring day

This 2 weeks without his accompany I really feel very boring even sometime we did not go any special places but at least he will bring me go yumcha see this n that. He knows that I will boring that's why he borrows his iPad and download many movie n games for me. Haiz but still feel boring loh. Sleep more than 12 hrs until my head Oso getting pain, friends date me but mum dun allow me to go on on Saturday because of the Bersih 3.0 want to take part but disagree from my hubby........when he no out station I keep complaining that he very annoying and noisy when he no around me feel lonely. Hope that he really can come back faster because I almost beh tahan the boring life dy.......

birthday without him

Counting down my birthday I think not more than 2 weeks, many of my friends asked me how I going to celebrate my birthday. When I told them I celebrate alone but nobody believe me hahaha this really not a joke. My hubby already go to out station for 2 weeks and 2day just a 3rd day without him. Honestly I really did not blame him or angry him or feel unhappy on it, because I must understanding his situation and now he is working not go play play. If he beside me I also don't think that we will special celebrate it. Gift? Hmmmmm can I say dunno what he going to give me, every year also buy hp for me hahaha hp although expensive but if can let me choose I rather want perfume, work, yumcha, dating without perfumes I will feel comfortable that's why I rather want perfume for those branded bags I think see when I go travel I will use my own money buy it. So this year wish my owns elf happy birthday lah........

Worked for this company almost 3 years, but I feel myself like very busy because usually ppl busy in 1 position only but I really dunno why I have so many position to be handle. Yes, although I already 'naik pangkat' from admin assistant and become admins executive, but on the other hand I also is my boss de PA for this 2 position are in insurance line haha but when I doing mortgage or loan, I have the other position, I can be mortgage administrator in doing mortgage submission, I can be a team leader in handling loan, even telemarketer I also involve in aiyoyo really make me pening. Is a gud thing can let me learn but I really dunno I can tahan or not, training need to attend and even some of the bank exam I also need to go, but in the end juz 'half baldi air'. Lucky my boss and colleagues really very very very gud otherwise I think that I really can't stand for it. Sometime work in a happily environment really can let u feel comfortable even you feel yourself very stress, depress. My boss said if this year our company archive the target he will bring us go for travel I really hope our dream can come true.