it's mid of may :)

HELOOOOO!

in this middle n going to be super gan jiong REVISION SESSION..
i'm here.. blogging!

well, these few days..
buddy rush..
facebook...
twitter..
sa sa de...
n STUDY...

aihz! can't wait to go back msia for durian and sing k.. my beloved moments... <3
7th july: i'm heading home lahhh...
my summer plans... is so rubbish with my super lazy attitude and failure to find any placements!
nvm..
EVERYTHING WILL STILL MOVE ON wat.. :)

imagining or reflecting back..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
2011: year of rabbit luuuu.... :B (ohh.. i din rear a rabbit before ler.. lol..)
sigh.. the feeling of cny is decreasing and getting further away from me..... far far awayyyy...
and YES, i'm not in malaysia with red red cny also.. can't blame much la!

hmmm.. imagining or am i reflecting back..

- imagining that i'm on the high way of malaysia north south highway rather than attending lectures.. sleeping, eating junk food and playing games in the car like nobody's business..
- imagining that i'm running with my neighbour's dog on the playground rather than running on the treadmill.. so happily and feel the wind sweeping my face and body.. lol.. i kinda like the feeling of running fast fast especially when it's windy.. (though my speed isn't too high also)
- imagining that i finish a whole container of nga ku biscuits in the living room while watching tv.. yum yum..
- imagining that i look out from my back door and appreciate the view of all the flowers and plants there.. watering them one by one with their looks showing me how grateful they are.. lol..
- imagining that i can see the twin towers easily from my house.. so lovely la twins.. hahahhaha..
- imagining that parents bring me to tian hou temple or mines wonderland for any chinese new year celebrations again..
- imagining that i'm eating all those super nice dishes rather than maggi mee or pasta.. ahem..
- imagining that i'm having fun fun fun and relax gao gao RATHER THAN projects projects projectsssss! boom!

zzz.. happy cny lahhh!

in de midst of exam period

when things pissed me OFF!!!
i dun lik them and definitely dun like the feeling of it at all... sighh..
yes yes.. they will be gone after some time..

one of the creature on my desktop.. just spotted it a few days ago~

nah.. this is me la..

ok, back to study.. 

ex-ex-exammmmmmm!

HI 2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011~ wooooo..

2010 passed too fast for me.. bahhh! especially the last few weeks of december.. busy like a very fat bee.. lalalaaa..

and so, i went to switzerland.. very nice ski trip.. first time skiing considered not bad.. at least i tried though i was quite memalukan.. the only one at the skiing area to scream when it was too chi gek and fell down with my head come down first at the slope.. :)lol... then, due to the importance of safety for people skiing there, i was scolded quite terribly when i had a big fall on the third day... i even sprained my left knee and right wrist.. consuming ibuprofen pain killer now.. duuuuut..

after that ski trip, kaixin, hoongleong, hanbin and yeefong visited newcastle.. fuiyohhh.. i was happy like heaven.. not being sarcastic.. but it was enjoyable to zat one another like how we did during high school.. and our lame jokes la of course.. :P

and sadly, i failed my interview at that time.. ok la.. i was quite sucky and need more practices for interview.. experience, yes! i'm gaining you! :D then, being a lousy daughter, i forgot my mom's birthday.. and i was nagged a bit by parents due to some family problem.. boo!
anyway, 坚强的我 can 克服种种困难! hmph! fan nao oni mar.. pui! lol i felt so positive in this blog post.. but the truth is.. i cried when i was sleeping for the past few days..  -.-"

NEW YEAR NEW START!!!
my last year's unsolved resolutions: focus on accounting with no regrets AND learn one more language.. see la.. may be can achieve this year? hahahhahaha..

THIS YEAR's RESOLUTIONS:
(being a bit more serious to myself.. and i really want to achieve them..)
1. make my own decisions MYSELF.. instead of friends making for me.. cut less incidents like that.. hahahahha..
2. i want to have a busy 2011.. i need to have less time thinking nonsense at home and get my ass out to do something.. :)
3. stay healthy as usual.. if possible, i wish to donate my blood for once.. hahahhaha.. -.-"
4. work for something related to accounting during summer.. (said till so abstract just in case no one wants me for internship)
5. paris paris! and also italy.. (not that rush la...) another europe country pls? :D
6. gain some interest into the business world.. i need it!
7. *keep to myself*

ok done! hahahahhaha..
21 years old this year.. cheng~ hope i will change to someone who is better la of course.. ahhahahah.. the word better shall have no definition. *winks*

AND i should FOCUS on my revision now!
jan exam on 22nd and 26th..
2011 let me love you, pls and thank you.

helo helo!

winter break~ is hereeeeee!!! but 3 weeks only.. and exam on jan..
hope my switzerland trip will be fine for everything la next week!!
then, i am very the excited with high school frens visiting newcastle!!!
muahahhaha.. imagining it makes me happy all the time.. nvm.. 8 more days to see them sahaja!!

i miss high school.. a lot... a lot.. :(
treasuring the memory as much as i can..
if i can go back to anytime i want.. high school time is definitely my choice! but with my friends la of course.. sigh.. why am i growing up? to see more things i know.. and i think i am damn lousy in treasuring 'the present' now.. yak si la.. let the time drag me to anywhere it likes.

tmrw will be a busy day.. yes i know.. i am lousy in packing.. da da da~

weee.. just felt like seeing my pic in this blog.. helloo! i lost a bit of weight vomiting too much last week.. hahhahaha.. and this was... 22nd october of me.. zzz 2 months ago but the memory sangat fresh in my mind! you know why.. cox it's with high school friend... :)

there it goes:10.12.10

a day with my unconscious brain cox of the fever i assume.
early in the morning, classes and seminars all ponteng-ed cox of my almost dead body lying on the bed.. lol.. so, today marks my first time missing classes for my stage 2... zzz.. sad mou..

well, thinking that i can do more preparation for my telephone interview since i ponteng the classes.. I failed terribly.. i was busy having long breakfast and urm.. internet surfing.. zzz.. then i made the decision to eat my medicine before the interview.. woahhh... after 15 minutes consuming just one tablet, i vomited like urm.. raining.. hahahahha.. and the basin flooded.. then i prepared myself for the interview..

the interview started but i felt really not well la.. and i requested to postpone.. =.= sweat mou.. my whole night last night wasted la for this preparation.. anyway, my ears were almost half deaf already la due to the fever, so i think it's wise to postpone it gua? sighh.. now patiently waiting for their next interview date and you know.. my 20th till 31st dec will be on vacation.. then jan will have exam.. i dono how to arrange this telephone interview la. :( email email please arrive fast, dun let me sam gua gua..

ok not finished yet...
AFTER cancelling that interview, aihz.. i rushed to the toilet to vomit again.. yiuuuu.. u know what.. i failed to aim the toilet bowl and vomited on the floor.. somemore vomited so much!!! ok.. time to wash toilet.. zzz.. damn cai liong ok.. high fever+headache+cough+flu person washing toilet and spraying the antibacterial detergent in the toilet.. as a conclusion, my toilet is sparkling clean now.. wth...

then, all of a sudden, i felt like attending a seminar at 3pm and i went to uni.. -.-" class cancelled and lecturer left messages on the table.. hahahhaha.. er.. so cute..

time to rush for my assignment now.. sigh!! 5 days not touching it already..
and please recover as fast as possible.. :(

多的是 你不知道的事 :(

on monday, i fell down and finger was bleeding like omg.. bathing, washing dishes and even wearing gloves - made me feel like screaming all the time.. :( nevertheless i was strong to bear with one small little finger..

on tuesday, i lost my mind and had a very weird night by people calling me and talking rubbish to me.. and i had to rearrange my mind before i slept..

on wednesday, my death-look-alike day.. body aching (cox of bball) and coughing again.. yes im sick again. whole afternoon lying on the bed like a dead body and i lay on the bed though my alarm rang two hours ago to remind me for accsoc xmas dinner.. ok.. late for dinner and felt like dying there.. rejected them for clubbing of course and went home.. cried to sleep with high fever and headache.. too san fu.. and i couldn't eat any paracetamol pills as i drank white wine during that dinner.. :'( wet my whole pillow and wish someone could just collect my tears with a pail that time.. and you know.. my tears made that pillow so cold. sigh. the last time i cried to sleep was 7 months ago ok.. sigh.. TEARS'''''''''''''''''''''''

on thursday(TODAY), woke up with scary eyes.. lol.. cox ystrdy's eyeliner didn't clean properly la.. and i thought that i cried till like so scary. zzz.. brought a damn pale face and almost dead body to class.. and my hk friend still wanna scare me from behind.. -.- attended the one and only lecture.. and felt like crying while walking home.. :( and you know.. cox of the fever.. i don't feel the cold anymore.. 4DAYS not touching my assignment already.. ahhhhhhhh~

on friday (i know.. still not yet happen), TELEPHONE INTERVIEW in the afternoon.. please bless me and i think im going to kill myself with it..

i suck..
everything happened to make me tougher..

please don't give up..

white white snow

pretty scenes are back.. especially when it is snowing..

everything so white.. and bright cox of the snow.. :)

snowball fight is also enjoyable~~ lol..

BUT really dislike going uni during snowing period.. it's a very tough job and i feel so 伟大 as a student.. hahahhha.. like soldier going for a war.. so kua jiong..

and really dislike me sleeping a lot!!! i need coffee everyday to go uni.. -.-" i nap so much as though time is too much.. sighhhh.. so many things need to be done!! stop hibernating please..

ANYWAY, today i received my first salary in uk jor.. kena tax so much and i didn't know about that.. lol..

2+ more weeks till winter break.. please cancel more lectures i don't mind! so tired of them..

assignment now... zzzz..

ability

you know..

i have a damn strong ability in wasting time!!!

and should i be proud of that?

sigh..

the consequence of this ability will be explained in the terms PROCRASTINATION and UNPRODUCTIVE..

i hate it..

actually not that bad la.. just feeling annoyed with this ability.. 

and i know i had complained numerous time about me procrastinating jor in this blog..

let it be..

i dono how to change myself sometimes..

simple

i wanna study and revise a lot..
i wanna understand law, finance and whatever im supposed to study..
i wanna have less choices if possible..
i wanna complete all the application forms..
i hate myself being so lazy and procrastinate so much..
i hate myself for playing too much but i enjoyed a lot..

haiyo...
and i love my newcastle friends la..
being treated too good sometimes can make me go dumb dumb..
you dono what i mean..
hahahhaha..
grateful. blessed. love.

'i am supposed to do this.. i am supposed to do that.." is 废话。
concentration is much needed now!