personality test

koped from xuet's blog! :D

超准的心理测验！
A。排一下自己最易哭的原因!
(1是最容易, 5是最不容易)

5个选项是:

- 感动
- 伤心
- 痛(是肉体, 不是心灵)
- 生气
- 担心/紧张



我的顺序是1～5：痛、感动、伤心、生气、担心/紧张
自己排了再看下面的分析


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◆感动

不是跟你很熟的人觉得你是......
1 - 一个常常把自己藏起来的人。很有神秘感。不容易接近。
2 - 一个很会关心别人的人。很容易发现身边有人不开心。
　　不会很容易讲错东西或话题。
3 - 一个傻傻的人。怪怪的。想做什么就做什么。不过很可爱。
4 - 一个不会想﹐老是要人担心的人。(特别是长辈)
5 - 一个很聪明﹐很负责任的领导人。对你很尊敬。

◆伤心

跟你很熟的人觉得你是......
1 - 对很多事都要求很高的人。不过有很多时候都太固执。
2 - 可以跟你讲道理。黑白之间分辨得很清楚。
3 - 心思很细腻的人。
　　很多时候伤心不会表现出来，不过其实大家都看得出来。
4 - 会先想很多才会做选择。不想自己给人看扁, 自尊可以算是很强的人。
5 - 外刚内柔的人。但其实知道你的内心不是那么坚强。


◆痛

你想要别人觉得你是......

1 - 很需要别人保护的人。
2 - 不是那么容易接近的人。
3 - 好人一个。很关心身边的人。不怕做牺牲的人。
4 - 很聪明, 不过又不会骄傲的人。
5 - 很清楚自己想什么要什么的人。


◆生气

你最希望你的情人是......

1 - 跟你很合拍。你跟他想的东西是一样, 不用问便知道对方要什么。
2 - 不会很客易发脾气。要懂得容忍你。外刚内柔。有自己的性格。
3 - 内心是很可爱的一个人。你猜不到下一步他会做什么。
4 - 很细心。你需要什么他都有准备。不会因为很少的东西便找你。
5 - 智慧很重要。可以管得到你的人。而且要讲道理。


◆担心/紧张

其实真实的你是......

1 - 一个很怕给别人看到自己是什么样的人。不喜欢自己性格的人。
2 - 孤独的人。很希望可以跟一大堆人在一起。
　　不过很多时候都不知道怎样跟别人沟通。
3 - 觉得朋友比天还重要的人。很珍惜身边很多朋友。敢爱敢恨。
　　不过不喜欢的人你就不会去管..
4 - 直接的人。很多时候因为这样的性格跟别人不合。
　　希望有多一点人可以了解你, 特别是你喜欢的人。
5 - 不是很清楚自己将来要什么。不过就很幸运的走过半生。
　　不会对很多东西有要求。最重要是可以开心过每一天

first day at work

last sunday i was at sentosa with my bro, my sisters, their bfs and clement, who is bernie kor's bro and is around the same age as me. we had so much fun playing captain's ball on the beach, followed by soccer, then my sisters and i went jogging along the beach for a couple of minutes. we only ran for a very short while because it's so tiring to run on sand! the feeling of sand under my feet brought back so many memories of hcanoe and the 10km run we took part in. i still remember how i lost sight of the rest of them during the sandy part where we were supposed to jog 1 or 2km along the beach. someone bumped into me (as usual) and i fell down so i ran the rest of the marathon alone until some nice stranger ran the last few km with me. i was so touched when i saw wenyi and huiwen and the rest still waiting for me to run the very last lap together. it's a pity i couldn't run the very last lap of the canoeing journey with them. but oh well, i did have my share of fun and joy with them :)

on monday i had tuition with samantha and taught her physics and a little bit of maths. i had such an enjoyable time teaching her because she's so cooperative compared to some other tutee of mine. and she's more like a friend to me, so we always talk alot of rubbish during tuition. but hey, im not a bad tutor okay, we talk useful rubbish that's related to science and maths!

on tuesday i tutored brandon who stays at jurong west. from the past visits to his house, i've come to hate boon lay interchange so much! all the berths are spaced so wide apart and the buses that i take are always at the extreme end of the ring of berths! so everytime i end up having to run like mad whenever i see my bus arriving, and most of the time i'll miss the bus. even if i manage to catch the bus, i'll be all panting and sweating when i reach his house. okay, maybe im just not fit enough. but still. the interchange should be more passenger-friendly! anyway, tuition went fine. i lent him my virtual fighter computer game in exchange for the spongebob game that he lent me. the spongebob game was totally lame and kiddy, but quite entertaining at times because of spongebob's cold jokes and patrick's funny face. till now i have no idea how he ended up lending me computer games. i guess he just wanted to share his love for spongebob with me haha. in the evening i was supposed to go for grace's bbq but didn't in the end because of my aries job! sorry grace :( i took on this part-time job as a sales assistant in aries not long ago and that day they needed me to go because they couldn't find any replacement. for four hours i simply had to stand there and watch customers so that they don't steal anything from the shop. in other words, i felt like i was being a makeshift surveillance camera. apart from this, i was supposed to make sure that all the accessories are in place after customers mess them up. so lame, still must make sure that earrings are spaced apart when there are no customers. i want to be the cashier! using the machine seems fun. maybe next time they'll let me try.

on wednesday i had tuition with effie the hyperactive. needless to say she was still as wild and crazy as ever. and the only thing that could make the situation worse was estee's presence. both sisters bugged me during and after tuition. this time it was an origami-folding session. oh my, how come i always end up doing strange things during tuition.. i was supposed to go for the bridge game at night with yiwen but the aries people called and said they needed my help so i couldn't go for bridge that day. sorry to yiwen too :( but later on they said never mind, and that i didn't need to go for my shift in the end. that means i forsook my poor partner for nothing. sigh.

on thursday i started settling scholarship applications. these are things i hate doing, so i drag and procrastinate until the deadline's just near. and i make sure i don't waste more than a day on them because i am far too lazy to spend too much time on them. only applied for 2 through brightsparks and my favourite moment is clicking submit! then i went to tutor sherly. she's in sec 1 and she told me about her big dream to become a mediacorp actress. she's going (she should have gone by now) for the campus superstar auditions. so cool right, these are the kind of things i'll never even try for in my entire life. on the way home i met chuan yuan on the bus! luckily he didn't bully me much that day.

on friday i tutored samantha again and went through chemical bonding with her. all those terms - isotopes, allotropes.. they seem so far away. and i think i got her confused when i tried explaining the definition of relative atomic mass to her. all that chunk about 1/12th, carbon-12, and the ratio of masses. haha, i explain until i thirsty, she listen until she blur. then i tutored brandon the second time this week and he was so naughty he didn't do my homework! and it was the march holidays so he should have time to finish them! so i threatened to be angry and i think he was scared. shall see whether he does my homework the next time round..

on saturday i met huiying in the morning and played table tennis with her! had a great time catching up with her and listening to how she ends up washing plates as a human resource assistant. she's obviously being bullied by her superiors! other than that, her job involves paper-shredding which she must accomplish by feeding paper one at a time and taking over the receptionist's job during lunchtime. but at least she has a friend who'll have lunch with her, so it's still not too bad. after we had lunch at mos burger, i met twinnie at bpp to get rina's birthday present! we got her the coolest and cutest birthday present :D then we headed to rina's place for her bbq birthday celebration. before we walked over to her condo we actually had to spend quite some time at the bus stop struggling to complete her present. apparently twinnie blames me for it, but it's a nice present! not too good to describe what exactly it is here, because it'll sound stupid, but anyone who receives such a gift will definitely be happy! that is what counts. so we met up with rina, pheywa, mindy, enqi and clara! haven't seen any of them for such a long time and it was nice being with them.

on sunday i watched two movies with zhu xuan the crab! happily n'ever after, followed by the pursuit of happyness. yeah, there is no y in happiness. :) two happy shows. one about fairytales gone all wrong then right eventually, and the other about the power of love and true grit. she gets what she wants, but does she want what she gets? zx has some weird obssession with the italian chefs in happily n'ever after. the woman next to me was sleeping halfway through the movie. her daughter was really entertained by the thought of rapunzel turning bald though. i love the pursuit of happyness! so touching and inspiring. will smith acted so well he can move you to tears. i love his kid in the movie because he cracks jokes that are actually more funny than cold.

today is monday and it's my first day of work at my erjie's lawfirm! im the temporary secretary because the current one will be taking maternity leave soon. she took mc today, so there's no one to teach me what to do and i've been doing nothing much but blogging so far. i can't install msn and chat online because i don't dare to. haha, the 2 lawyers im under may pop by anytime to get me to do stuff. from 9am till now i've only been asked to photocopy a document, scan it, then deliver some legal stuff to someone on another level. i wish my erjie were here so she could have taken me out for lunch. she happens to be having the time of her life now in new zealand. she just bungee-jumped yesterday! i wanna go bungee jumping too. before she went, she showed me the different types of jumps she might try out. got the mountain and valley kind, and urban kind too! i can just imagine her enjoying the entire jump given how adventurous she is. my colleagues are very very nice. they just bought me subway for lunch! and belle, another secretary who sits near me, gave me macs burger and tea when i first reached! the only bad thing (so far) about this job is that i have to be in formal office wear! got laughed at by my entire family when i tried out my sis' clothes. sigh, and the shoes are suffocating my poor toes. i hope my tutees won't laugh at me when i go for tuition in these clothes. maybe they'll respect me even more!

alright, been typing for quite long and my fingers are tired already. see ya..

scribble

Scribble Help the Ink Blots get to the finish flags.

Play this free game now!!

the games my cousins play are actually quite fun! but then again, i may be just too bored. i think this is an improvement from neopets though! which reminds me, maybe i can make a living out of selling neopoints! seen too many ads on the newspapers looking for people willing to sell neopoints/mesos. don't understand how people can part with real money in exchange for virtual cash. but! if you're one of these people, just tell me! i've got plenty of time to earn these neopoints/mesos for you :D

my visit to the zoo

no no, i didn't make her cry. we're supposed to be sadly entrappped animals, and she's afraid of the slithering snake.

ai yoh, tuition with effie is so exhausting. i can't imagine myself being as hyperactive as her when i was young. what's worse, i can't imagine my siblings and parents having the urge to strangle me just to keep me from running about the house. because that's just what i feel like doing whenever she deviates from studying her ting xie and starts doing all sorts of strange stuff. and i definitely do not have a sadistic streak in me. that day her younger sister, estee, was at home and it was simply disastrous dealing with the two of them! after 2 hours of tuition (still think babysitting is more apt) i had to help the two construct a disney princess tent. it's something like those bright colourful kinds of tents people use when they go picnicking at east coast park. just that theirs is much smaller, entirely pink, and maybe a little cuter. even though i didn't manage to finish building the tent and camp in there with them, they were already so excited to jump around in a collapsing, pathetic-looking tent. so easily contented, and forever so happy.

see, she's so very adorable. how to be fierce towards her?

and so i've got another tuition session with her today. another visit to the zoo! just hoping for a miracle that this wild rabbit will become tame soon..

phew..

it just felt like..
some red mercedes benz was driving, zooming,
charging straight at you with full speed
the guy in it was furiously slamming on the accelerator
and your eyes could only register a red blur of movement
your brain screamed out alert! panic! fear!
and a growing sense of helplessness began to take over
so many nervous signals
you were just going crazy, becoming paralysed instead
and when you finally braced yourself for the ultimate moment
the car made a sharp turn

hello?? it wasn't even going your way in the first place?

phew!
that sigh of relief
of utter stupidity, but nonetheless you still felt lucky
so so so lucky, that you're still alive

phew phew phew!