Lost.

seriously man...if u ever encounter such a situation like me now...you will scold the 4letter word. shldnt haf upgraded my hp software manz~ now all my contacts gone already! okie not all. muz make tt correction. most of my newer contacts are gone cos they are stored in my sim card. like wtf la! hopefully i can get it fixed tomolo manz. ahh gif me back all my contacts! shall not go upgrage my software anymore haiz.

anyway my parents are back! haha at last manz. now i dun haf to worry about my meals..dun haf to worry about hu is goin to wash the clothes..and i dun haf to do so much housework already haha. but tomlo all of them goin out to work...so i dun haf my lunch again -_-''. and i am back to slping in the small little room already. not tat bad lar i think. juz tat i cant watch tv and go online at the same time. felt like i was staying in a hotel when i was sleepin in my parents' room. cos the toilet..the tv the com and everything inside haha.

got an email from the venture commissioner sayin tat we shld offer our help and form patrols to help out in the tsunami disaster. realli wanna go help manz...but i think they are goin on saturday and i gotta study too. haiz i wanna go help! hmmz shall c how first manz...shld do sumthin meaningful occasionally can help in my karma too haha.

going for countdown tomolo~. hoa so fast another year comes. last yr i went to raffles town club for countdown wif jinhan and dick...reached home at 3 i think. dunno wad time i will reach home tomolo haha. hope it's gonna be fun tomolo~

Stagnant.

been raining these few days and it's kind of cold~~~

spent my day studying today. hoa damn sian. and today tat woman got on my nerves again. ah nvm shall not care abt her cos basically tat unit is quite screwed up anyway. anyway i got my job done alr so it's no longer my problem.

went out to eat good food at night. went to this jap restaurant wif my sis. ate some beef thingy and had an ice cream after tat. the ice cream was supposed to be some italian designed thingy but after eating i tot there wasnt much diff haha. and i think i was kind of greedy today. went to get an apple pie before my tuition starts haha. but i am feeling hungry now -_-''

hmmz nothing much to write about these days. mayb cos my life is too boring already haha. my parents are coming back tomolo. goin airport at ard 11.30 at night tomolo. woo~ i like to go to the airport. haha.


~ everlasting love ~

Rainy Day.

hmm...i dun usually get angry with girls. no i mean i dun usually get angry at people. nowadays i seldom get angry or wad. but today there was this particular person who made me damn pissed. the more i look at the msg the angrier i get. pls manz no one except my leaders tells me what to do when it comes to scouts stuff. even if u want to tell me sumthin u bloody hell make sure that u tok to me in a better attitude manz. i hate it when pple tok to me wif those kind of tone. not as if i need you to teach me wad to do. and i am not under ur charge so u jolly well tok to me with a better attitude.
yea i hate it when pple tok to me with an attitude or vent their anger at me. and hoa a gd breakthru i didnt use the 4letter word at all haha.

yest went out to get mandy's present. at night was having dinner and jamie scalded herself when she was getting her food. she damn careless lar. and i think i was partly at fault too cos i shld haf helped her bought the food.

anywayz today i think i wasted 2 hours of my life away. i was at bishan for my scouts thingy and after settling my stuff i couldnt go anywhere cos the rain was damn heavy and i couldnt go anywhere at all. and i cant join my bros cos they were havin their projects presentation till quite late i think. so i juz stoned at hq doin nothin and occasionally talked to the leaders there. one gd evidence to show tat hq pple are slack. i was talkin to this guy and he told me tat he dun feel like doin any work so decided to come out and take a walk -_-''.

i couldnt stay out too late so decided to go have my dinner myself. went to look for jamie and mandy's posters -_-''. couldnt find any and i decided that i shld no longer torture myself by havin lousy food for my meals. so i went to Ding Tai Feng. mwahahaha. ordered good food and paid 17bucks in all. haha nvm can claim from my parents. damn full now manz haha.

resisted the temptation to take a taxi home after tat. decided to take mrt instead. not bad at least not as squeezy as i thought. i got to sit from bishan to city hall even haha. taking 135 home was a torture manz. so many pple on the bus damn it. and i saw brandon when i was alighting from the bus think he was going for some band concert.

5 more days. sigh.


~ your smile ~

Silent Night~

hmmz...how did u spend ur christmas? i think mine was damn pathetic haha.

christmas eve i was frying my own scrambled egg at home. damn ke lian i think. today was tellin hazel abt it she like found it quite incredible den tot i was ke lian too haha. christmas i was also quite sad case. but at night my bro and sis we went to swensons for dinner at parkway. haha i think i am realli getting sick of swensons manz.

went for chem tuition today. i think i am getting quite pro lol. anyway went wif hazel to MPH after tat cos there is this 20% storewide sale. i was lookin at the books there and i came across this book wif this woman combing her hair on the front cover. she was dressed all white den with this long hair there sitting down combing her hair. i thought it was some kind of ghost story or wad ma cos she was like those kind of jap ghost wif long hair haha. den when i wanted to look at the backcover of tat book...i noticed there was this line on the front cover.

"Worldwide best-seller erotic novel"

........ -_-''

anywayz dinner i wanted to go cycle to telok khurau there to buy some food. but after a nap when i came home i decided tat i was too lazy to cycle there and decided to call KFC. bad choice manz. i ordered the couple meal cos that was the least tat i could order. the meal consists of 4 piece chicken...1 medium mashed potato...1 medium coslaw and 1 popcorn chicken. hoa i nearly vomitted manz stupid 1 in the end i didnt eat 1 piece of chicken and the rest i ate half-way. waste of food~~ haiz.

1 more week. i am not lookin forward to it.

Christmas Eve.

haha abit bo liao so decided to change my blog pic to somethin christmas related. shall change it back after christmas haha.

hmm wonder wad am i going to do later. sis juz went out not coming back home today alr. i think my bro coming back home soon but i think he is goin to watch national treasures tonight so he wun be coming home early too. which means i will have to settle my own dinner. hmm think most prob i willl stuff myself wif all the junk food and go fat hahaha unless i decide tat i will go out alone or wad. hmm c how first.

couldnt remember how i spent my christmas last yr. i think i was in hongkong wif my parents haha. damn now they left me and go hongkong themselves. nvm i shall go there nxt yr b4 my NS haha.

i wanna play pool! long time nv touch tat alr. too bad i cant go out now wif jinnei and jianyang. haha last yr we were still at the count down to new yr party. so fast 1 year already. this yr passed by fast~ shall do some reflections one of these days haha.

Loneliness

yawnz woke up damn early today. woke up at 6.50am to send my parents off at the airport. had bk breakfast there first heh. took 36 home myself after tat and reached at around 9.30. damn tired wanted to slp but didnt sleep much haha. and i felt like vomitting after tat mayb cos i didnt haf enuff slp haha.

went to redhill delta hockey pitch after tat. png saw me at redhill haha. i didnt start the game but nvm i am not tat concerned about hockey anyway cos no matter wad i will still haf more feelings for chs scouts. haha dunno y also. mayb cos i dun tok much at hockey or wad. anyway i played the whole of 2nd half and i tot i played badly. mayb cos i didnt touch the stick for like 1 month alr haha.
we were down 1-0 at half time and they were kaobeiin all the while lar. anyway we were playin wif the seniors today. den at 2nd half i got to play and the first contribution i made to the game was to trip someone. felt quite bad cos my whole stick was like between his leg and he tripped haha.

went to bishan scouts hq after tat to settle my project. can u believe it. 1 month alr and tat guy still haven pass me. but he say i am nearin to passin -_-''.
anyway was tokin to him about ASPIRE. was askin him whether my 3 bros can pass not cos it's their last chance. den he didnt tell me directly and asked me whether i think they shld pass -_-''. hmm hopefully they can pass lar. i dun care so much abt myself though cos i got 1 more chance haha.
he was tellin me tat my performance quite inconsistent. sometimes i am okie sometimes i am bad. when i am bad i am "very jialat" according to him haha. hmm nvm i noe i wun pass cos i didnt try my best. the nxt time i go it will be a different situation. i promise myself. even if i dun pass the nxt time i go i will make sure i put in my best.

haiz finally experienced loneliness today~. was at j8 all alone thinkin about how am i goin to settle my dinner. in the end had mac for dinner and i took a taxi home (eatin my dinner on the taxi haha). and when i reached home it was damn quiet and damn dark. haiz. nvm luckily i still haf frens to tok to haha =).

christmas eve tomolo. christmas the day after tomolo. shall watch love actually tonight haha.

i am lonely~

Present.

walked alot today~. hahaha mandy muz realli thank me man!and muz thank jamie also haha. and she's real blur~ haha nvm shall not elaborate on tat alr. anyway saw lide and jeff today at 2 separate places. hmm they didnt change much haha.
am quite tired now haha. but i am happy =)

3 criterias to be a pig: 1. lazy 2. eat alot 3. sleep alot
....hahaha.

hmm tuition was useful. but i was damn tired~. sch goin to reopen alr haiz damn sian. hockey tomolo. goin to haf a match wif the yr 2s. haha i haf a feeling alot of yr 1s not going tomolo lehz. dunno if i wanna go. dun think i shld run tat much esp when i haf juz recovered.

parents going off to hong kong tomolo~. haiz sian. tat means i gotta settle all my meals myself and i am all alone on christmas! haiz. any1 kind enuff to haf dinner wif me nxt week haha.

christmas! the day to tell the truth haha. dunno if it's a custom or wad onli noe it's from my fav movie Love Actually haha.

lonely from tomorrow onwards~

Sushi.

juz when i tot i haf recovered...i am feeling kind of hot now haha. hmm nvm i think i will recover after my sleep tonight.

anyway...i was busy the whole morning till afternoon doing my stupid survey area shit. i spent my whole morning colouring the map and making sure all the details are in. haha but i think it's worth the time ;). went to bishan in the afternoon to go to scouts hq. damn i think the pple there are seriously damn slack and corrupted. the 2 pple i am supposed to find are on leave and tat guy has been taking leave like since last week? ah slack and corrupted!

so after spending 1hr on bus...and spending 5 mins at the hq...i went to cine to meet shiyang and leekwang. they were eating at some jap restaurant having sushi buffet there. okie it's a buffet so each person muz pay 17bucks for it and eat all u can. so being kind of greedy...i secretly took 1 sushi to eat and after 5mins...this grp of pple came up to me and say tat i haf to pay for the buffet cos i ate 1 sushi and it's not fair to the others -_-''. so they insisted tat i pay 17bucks for it.siao lar i wan eat 1 sushi den muz pay 17bucks le. but of cos i insisted tat i didnt eat any lar. haha den they kept sayin tat they haf pple hu saw me eating. den i juz keep sayin i didnt eat~~~. hahaha den after some time i think tat supervisor gave up and juz said "ok fine u didnt eat. but i am afraid we haf to keep looking at ur table cos it's unfair to the other customers." haha den i juz replied her "sure ur eyes ma of cos can look lar"
oh i think i am so AP haha. die might haf bad karma haha.

went back chs after tat to slack and play soccer. the scouts were havin their camp. hmm the pioneering strucs not too gd but i guess it's quite gd alr considerin they are sec 1s and 2s. anyway this new SPL dunno y gave me the impression tat he cant lead haha. hmm nvm muz c how it goes ba mayb he needs time or wad.

kind of tired today. anyway quite guilty tat i cant stay over wif my bros for the camp haha. they kept kaobeiin me. muz say sorry alr haha.

Untitled.

haha i am stressed~~~. woke up this morning to fix my computer. whole thing crashed had to format my c-drive. luckily all my files are safe and i didnt lose all my music and photo files. haiz now all my programs lost already. and my speaker cant work. isit true tat bad things happen together at once?

i think i am kind of lost. in a daze i think haha. it's not good to keep thinking about something all the time. the same thing over and over again.

not in exactly very good mood. i think i need to relax abit. tuesday is goin to be a busy day.

Unlucky day.

boo today is not a good day at all. this morning while i was brushin my teeth and washing up...i realise tat tomolo my sis will be coming back to singapore! not tat i dun welcome her home or wad. but she comes back means tat i have to move to the small little room beside the toilet. yup for those hu still remember i lived there for like 1 month+ during the june holis i think. hmm not tat i dun like tat small little room or wad. but hu wun like a bigger room? and i still haf to move all my stuff into tat small little room. not good at all.

and today after my chem tuition...i was walking away from tat building to the pasar malam there. there was this little girl over there involved in some flag day. she's about 7 yrs old or wad i think. anyway when i was walking past her...guess wad she said....
"uncle yao bu yao juan qian?" ...... -_-''
i told her "wo bu shi uncle lar wo shi kor kor...."
i dun think i look tat old do i? maybe i juz looke mature haha.

den i went back to chs after tat. i was sleepin on the bus as usual cos the ride was rather long...and there was this stupid man sitting behind me. i onli realised he was sitting behind me when i woke up to see his arms restin on the erm black handle(?) on my seat. duno y his arms muz reach all the way to my seat den i ended up turnin back at him a few times and stared at him haha. duno if he was tryin to steal my things while i was sleepin or not loz.
and we were playin soccer today. png was tryin to shoot and the ball came to hit my........ -_-''
not a good day today.

came home onli to discover tat my com is spoilt. woohoo how lucky can i be manz. the stupid thing kept restarting and i cant get into windows. using my mom's com now. hope my hard disc dun spoil or wad manz. all the pics and music files inside.

time flies~. my sis and dad coming home tomolo. oh great 2 more pple to nag on me. gd thing i think at least i can finally get down to study.

and my mind starts thinkin of many things nowadays. not a good sign.

Caldecott.

i still cant get over the aspire mood. yesterday my junior called me and he said "may i speak to siang han"
and guess wad i said.
"yes sir" ..........-_-''
die lar i am so used to callin pple sir nowadays manz. maybe some day i will be tellin my dad "yes sir!" haha.

anyways today i went to sime cemetry wif xavier again to settle the map. was walkin at caldecott hill. hoa the apartments there are like damn BIG. there was one wif police walkin outside lar. got 1 armed wif machine gun and a dagger. muz be some polititcian living there or wad. nxt time if i ever haf tt kind of house i will have an indoor swimming pool around the boundary of my house manz haha.

realise every holiday i am busy wif scouts haha. nvm guess i will remember these things when i grow older. oh and i hate the number 2 now. cos in aspire every one are called by their numbers. and mine was 2. so everytime they call "candidate no. 2 blah blah blah". haha shall take a pic of my number tag nxt time.

havin chem tuition tomolo. den goin back to play soccer i think. gosh i juz realise tat i didnt do any cip this holiday!!! ah die die die.

Post-A.S.P.I.RE.

woo am still suffering from the post-aspire syndrome haha. abit giddy and tired and i didnt noe wad i was doin all the while haha. slept for 12 hours the first day i got back (my first 12-hr sleep in the whole holiday) and slept for 8 hours the second day. haiz i think i juz cant sleep for too long lar haha. was tryin to study bio today. but ended up my whole day i only completed cell division and part of proteins. haha cannot help it lar too tired alr.

went to see doc yesterday. got medicine to treat all the sand fly bites on both of my legs. my legs were kind of disgustin manz. lucky got the medicine now the red patches kind of darken away alr. my legs got quite some cuts from the plants at punggol there. the plants there realli sux lar. got these thorny balls on them and will stick on ur shoes, shirts, shorts and everywhere. and the thorns will like rub against the abrasion on my legs. yucks.

but aspire still rocks. meaningful trip. made me become stronger mentally and physically.

was watching part of Love Actually again juz now. haha went to watch tat part only. not bad i think i love tat part and the last part most.

finally the day arrives. anyone has mp3 of silent night?

A.S.P.I.RE.

woo back from camp at last. am seriously damn tired. cuts and mosquitoe bites everywhere. my legs are unsightly now manz haha. all the red patches over. A.S.P.I.RE stands for Adventure, Self-reliance, Physical well-being, Initiative and Rescue. so bascially i was doin activites related to these themes in my 4 days. extremely long entry. pls do not read if it doesnt interest u haha.

*****

Day 1

i juz found out the previous day tat i have to report at telok blangah hill top at 8 in the morning. was on the car with my big bag and starting to feel the stress of the camp. anyway i met my frens and had to walk up to the hill top to assemble. there were all together 8 candidates for this camp and 5 are from chinese high. so 8 of us stood in 1 line to wait for the leaders's instruction. after 15 minutes of standin in the sun there were no further instructions and in the end png told them tat we were ready and onli then did the leaders started to speak. it was supposed to be some form of initiative test -_-''.

we had inspection after tat meanin we had to lay out our stuff and pack them up quickly after the inspection. we did tat for twice and onli then did i realise tat my bag started to have tears here and there and some of the side pockets have holes already. even my strap was goin to come off. den i decided tat i will abort the camp once my bag torn haha. and i dun understand wads the meanin of barang barang (which they use to refer to our bag and stuff)

we changed to our PT kit and had to move to another side of the hill to do physical test. had to run up this hill and on the way do 8 pull-ups, 30 push-ups and 50 sit-ups. hoa was damn tired after tat. den we had to do another round. this time carrying our heavy bag along. juz when i tot it was goin to b over we did another round. tt was damn shit manz.

had to cook our own lunch after tat. we were given spaghetti, mushroom, minced meat and tomato to cook. i am nv goin to eat spaghetti for a long time. it seriously sux manz.
after tat we had to hike for about 6km to our nxt venue...which is Labrador park. on the way we had to draw maps of 3 other checkpoints. i anyhow drew tat cos i was simply damn tired alerady. it's supposed to be some historical site. den we had this activity called Self-Reliance Initiative Test (SRIT) which is to test ur ability to lead ur group to do mainly first-aid activities. i performed quite badly for tat cos i wasnt too sure wad it was about. had to pretend tat we were doin CPR to the service scout and also call the ambulance etc. callin the ambulance means u have to say all the necessary info to the tester...which till now i still find it quite stupid.

each patrol had 4 pple so after each got a turn we had time to rest and have our dinner. had a game after tat. we had to explore the whole Labrador Park and answer 30 qns on the question paper. after doin it half-way it rained damn heavily and we had to abort tat activity. den it came to night time when it was time to sleep.

we were brought to this road where we had to cut into the side which is the forest section and had to pitch our barsha (shelter) there in the dark with the aid of our torch. half-way pitchin thru and it started to rain. damn my shirt was wet and had difficulty seein things. worst thing was tat everytime i pitched my barsha already when i was goin in my knots came off and i had to come out and tie again. i realised tat i used my bigger groundsheet as the one for me to lie on while i used the smaller one as my barsha. so effectively i restricted myself to a very small space. after much difficulty i managed to pitch it and i went to slp after tat without building my dustbin. and when i was pitchin using my torch...i realised tat on the ground there were small wood lice and cockroaches crawling about. cockroaches big and small wad size u wan all have. so basically the whole night i was sleepin with the bugs. and at night i was damn cold cos of the wet tshirt and the strong winds. haiz morale at the lowest pt at tat time manz.

slept at 3.30am.


Day 2

woke up feeling hot at 6.20am. guess i had fever. anyway we did a bit of PT, had our breakfast and ready for inspection. inspection is every morning at at anywhere. so i laid my poncho at where my campsite was with those bugs -_-''.
we left tat place and went back to jetty to have our nxt activity. we had to swim in the sea for about 50metres to a bridge and swim back. hoa lucky i requested for a life vest cos i wasnt too confident. my frens without life vest all had difficulty and nearly drowned manz. so i was all wet after tat and my shoes were soaking wet. had another SRIT after tat and i dun think i did well again for tat.

we washed up (meanin wash face and wash legs ONLY) and it rained heavily again. we were given further instructions and were told tat we haf to go from Labrador Park to Yio Chu Kang road after tat by any means. so we took a bus and mrt there. they gave us soya bean milk b4 leavin haha. damn shiok to drink tat but after 1 full packed i felt like vomittin -_-''.
hoa first sign of civilisation manz. went to harbour front mrt to take mrt all the way to seng kang. all the pple lookin at us lar. we were damn smelly but we didnt care. all we wanted was to sleep haha.

reached our nxt venue after tat and we come to this kampong. it's a real kampong and the last in singapore. we had to explore the place and draw a map of tat place. it was a fun experience cos we had to talk with the villagers there and had to ask them for fruits which they planted. i got rambutan, guava, lime, yam, tapioca and pandan leaves from them haha. the pple were kind and helpful and some lived for 30 over years there. still cant imagine how they live there. alot of mosquitoes there but they seem used to it. didnt noe tat there was still a kampong in singapore.

hiked for about 4km after tat to punggol park. slept on a grass clearin juz beside a bridge. had to pitch barsha and b4 tat we were doin SRIT again and had to carry canoes for about 1km. had to do sewin b4 we sleep and i anyhow sewed haha.

slept at 4am.


Day 3

canoed for about 2 hours the nxt day manz. first time canoin haha. damn tired and the sea was damn choppy. we canoed to punggol jetty where we had to tie our bags to the canoe and go for canoe. hoa i capsized twice lar. but luckily i was near the shore when i capsized. but my bag was damn wet manz. canoed to a nearby island called coney island i think. it's like a forest manz. den got monkeys there also haha. dunno how they get to tat island also. was supposed to do trap and fire there. haha my trap was damn crappy cos my plan failed at the last minute and i had to improvised.

had backwoodsman cookin when we canoed back to punggol jetty. there was this scout leader hu is damn zhai. he could chop down 1 big tree by himself using a parang and lucky got him we had tinder to start our fire. i didnt do well for tat cos i used 13 matchsticks to start the fire when 1 was the ideal case. cooked lots of food and all my food had natural flavouring. my mess tin was initially used to scoop water out from my canoe. and i didnt wash the mess tin. so ended up the water evaporated and salt remained there. and i used tat mess tin to hold the fish chicken etc tat i cooked. ended up i had barbequed salty fish haha.

were told tat we had to build a bridge using natural materials. we had to chop down and carry trees to somewhere before we can start building. hoa the tree trunk is damn heavy manz. ended up we spent the whole night doin the bridge.

slept at 6.40am.

Day 4

woke up at 7am. had only 20 minutes of sleep. it's the last day! we canoed back to punggol park and carried the canoes back. den we washed up..had another inspection and dismissed at 4.30. haha after tat we went to kallang KFC for free flow drinks! yawnz damn tired. my both legs are gone. blisters abrasion everywhere haha.

*****

haha i think this camp was a very good experience for me. though i didnt do well cos i didnt prepare at all...i think i have learnt quite alot. have become a better person stronger mentally and physically. nice working with my frens. the onli bad thing was tat i didnt realli like the girl hu went to the camp with us and another guy. she was practically flirtin with the testers all the way lar. hmm but guess tat's life also. first impression counts. no point havin the quality but not havin gd relationships. reality of life i guess. and tat guy had no leadership qualities at all. when walkin hike he told us to follow his pace. but no one actualli did haha. quite stupid he was walkin quite fast in front but when u turned his head we were all quite far from him walkin slowly. mayb cos chs pple are uncooperative haha. tried to act like he's damn good but in actual fact all the things he said are quite crappy.

dun think i will pass this time round. but i will go for the nxt one. going there being more prepared and more experienced.

and i have come to think tat gettin PSA is no longer an issue to me. it's the process. muz thank all my bros for supporting me manz. these 4 days wasnt easy to get thru. wld haf been worse if we didnt support each other manz haha. oh and muz also thank another source of support haha.

great experience. i will cherish my things more from now on. and i have discovered what is truely important to me.

Away.

the day has come. seriously this is shit. i juz finished packing and guess wad...my bag is fuckin heavier and fuckin bigger than my bag for my hike. (sorry for the language i am damn stressed and sianed now)

4 days 3 nights. venue unknown. i am not very sure if i am going to the correct place to assemble tomolo morning even. i dun think i am very prepared for this camp. traps? i have not even tried to make one before. juz hope tat i will be able to survive this 4 days manz. am goin to try my best. not gonna go memorise wadever shit there is. shall juz act accordingly to the circumstances.

wish me luck. am feeling stressed up and lonely (?) nowadays. mayb cos of this camp. makes me in kind of a du lan mood.

cya 4 days later.

LAN.

2nd part of first aid course today. the test was like...so easy! for pri sch kids more suitable i think. the CPR was quite lame also. the tester was this old man who like refuses to say anithin at all during his first half an hour in the class -_-''. anyway i still passed. 15 compressions to 2 breaths do for 4 cycles when there is no pulse or when there is choking. 12 breaths in 1 min for rescue breathin. hahaha i am ready for ASPIRE!
went PS again for lunch today. after tat we went to arcade to play some games. saw this chao ah lian (okie maybe she isnt chao but hu noes) playing on this dancing machine. hoa she can realli play tt damn well manz. dance until like so shiok liddat didnt bother abt pple lookin at her manz. haha i still dunno wad's so fun about such games.

went to play LAN wif my bros today at cine. my first time playing lan manz. ah seriously i still think tat LANin is quite stupid haha. doesnt realli attract me maybe cos i get giddy and feel like vomitting after a long time playing. anyway we played for 3 hours and ended up paying 6+ bucks. played counterstrike and after some time i ended up playing Hulk and mahjong haha. not used to the 3D graphics manz.

boo. i am restless and irritated...or should i say troubled. 3 more days to ASPIRE. oh manz tat is no joke. 4 days 3 nights in the wild most of the time feedin mosquitoes. and i will get accessed by the testers to c if i am good enuff to pass the camp. 7 pple goin this time wif 5 from chs and 2 from other schs. and i dun think all the chs pple can pass. this is the final hurdle to PSA. if pass this camp it will guarantee tat psa is achieved. but the only thing is tat each candidate can only go for twice. 3 of my bros are going for their 2nd one and i realli hope they can pass manz. it's like now or never kind of thing. immense pressure. the most prestigious award in scouting is juz so near...but there are still so much to be done.
this is my 1st time going. not realli under too much pressure. didnt prepare much either. quite anxious now though. juz hope tat by some luck i will be able to pass the test. but realli if there were to be a certain no. of pple passin i hope the rest will pass first manz. wish me luck though.

3 more days 192 hours to go.

First Aid.

went for first aid course today. woke up damn early lar~.

anyway first aid course was quite useful i think. but i tot those things were quite common sense. den again my prepare fully cos aspire coming soon~ final lap towards PSA!

the theory part made me want to slp lar. damn sian damn boring. den the CPR part was also quite boring. i always think tat goin up to tat dummy and say "hello hello are you ok?" den say "Help~ call 995!" is very very stupid. like tokin to urself lidat. and i think doin CPR to a living person will hurt alot. cos basically u gotta compress the sternum and the rip cage and tat i think will cause severe pain manz.

i think the PS grilled drumstick is yummy~. ate alot for lunch today haha.

boo. i am feeling restless now. sigh.

2nd part of first aid course tomolo. hope i wun slp! and gotta test tomolo~ haha dun think can fail tat test anywayz.


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Seafood.

wa reached home this mornin at 1040am. slept at 4+am yesterday~. yawnz damn tired man. and i onli slept at home for 1 more hour. haha i think i am lacking sleep nowadays manz.

anyway last night. or shld i say this morning. me shiyang xavier were checkin the diff hike groups their hike logs (meanin their reports) to see if they cheated anot. okie i noe there's an irony here but let's not talk abt tt =p.
anyway there was this group from ri scouts tat we realli drilled him and c if he cheated cos apparently he didnt noe some very minor details. so i being the usual mean, niao, guai *** me asked his companions lotsa questions haha. and they were sayin tat i was quite fierce lol. anyway in the end tat group didnt admit tat they cheated. but we all noe there was something wrong wif them cos his companions didnt noe the way they were walking. ah and i tot i was quite niao again by tell the ri candidate "i dunno y but apparently ri scouts are so ignorant tat they dunno where they are walking and they dunno wad are the things at the surroundings". haha shldnt haf said tt cos it's too mean. lucky shiyang told him tt there was no offense in my statement manz.

went png's hse to slp after tat. we took a taxi there and onli den did i realise tat after midnight taxi fees are REAL EX.

today i went out to eat seafood wif my parents bro and his gf. haha i ate alot~. 2 bowls of rice. muz b cos i didnt eat too well for the previous days manz. anyway the sotong is nice! crab is nice too! haha feel damn full now.

going first aid course tomolo. bon voyage to jamie and peiying haha. take care and haf fun there =).

Outing.

haha yesterday was too tired to type a proper entry. anyway i am not at my hse now am at my fren's house now haha. staying out tonight and i think my internet is spoiled also =(

anyway went to the airport today with minyan and jamie to...eh...gather before jamie goes to thailand haha. went to eat at bk and sat there for quite long. went to expo after tat to meet mandy. was at this fair where there are disabled pple there and there were some kind of exhibitions. thought they were very ke lian lar. born to this world liddat. can consider myself very lucky with all the things i have now. anyway was playing this ball game dunno called buccio or sumthin. had to throw this ball to a white ball. quite hard to explain. and at there this girl...she said she was running for some christmas queen thingy...was selling candles to us. 2 bucks each. tot she was quite farni. den she gave us 3 colognes which according to minyan is some famous and ex brand haha. and the 2 mean pple rubbed their hands on my sleeve after they touched the cologne. den now my sleeve got tat stupid smell. mean pple.

went city link after tat. was sitting there talking about some funny things tat happened this year haha. time flies manz. and quite farni we all could remember things tat happened at the beginning of the year. and boo some pple forced me to treat. so bad. haha tats wad i get for making her angry. haha lucky she not pissed with me alr.

going to somewhere at marina later haha. gonna check on pple c if they cheated =p.

Back.

woo 3 days of hike. only 1 word to say. i am tired. and i think i have phobia of wearin the uniform alr. so wet so dirty so stinky haha. the feeling of putting it on every morning...it sucks manz. in the mornin the uniform wld be damn wet and putting it on realli requires some sort of will power haha.
anyway my first night was spent at tagore drive. they had to slp inside the forest but i went to sleep on the roads instead haha. walked in the rural areas of singapore most of the day. was supposed to go into a checkpoint deep inside mandai but there were dogs around there and access was prohibited so i didnt go in haha.
2nd night was under benjamin sheares bridge. the nxt morning i had to walk into this reclaimed land with lots of muddy tracks. so i ended up with both of my legs sinkin into the mud most of the time. stars very nice at night. saw the orion belt haha.
3rd day i had to rush to a chinese cemetery at sime road. was chiongin my report for the whole day loz. den had to rush back to the cemetery to hand up the report.
anyway i think the hike was quite okie. at least i got to go to places i have nv been to. and muz thank my companions for walking the hike wif me and helping me do the report manz. and also my aux frens for lending me stuff and providing me advices and support. oh and also muz thank the person hu keep me company at night haha.=p

nxt week is gonna be a busy week. i gotta hand up my survey area map..which is i have to survey the cemetery and draw out a detailed map of tat place. den on monday and tuesday i am going first aid refresher course. den from friday to nxt nxt monday i will be at camp. ASPIRE! ah tat's the ultimate of all camps manz. heard tat it's both mentally and physically exhausting. cant imagine it manz. gotta prepare for the camp liaoz. if i pass i achieve my aim already! haha hopefully manz.

realli tired now. slept for onli 4 hrs for the past 2 days. gotta catch some slp soon i guess. i cant think properly liaoz.

jamie going off soon le. outing tomolo to send her off. hope she has a good time there haha.

Feeling shitty.

okie. the day has arrived. tomolo i will be embarking on a journey consisting of nothing but shit. ah okie shldnt use tat word too much. anyway i think quite a alot of pple will think "hey wads the big deal of walking 90+km?". i think walking tat distance isnt much trouble. in fact i think it shld be quite easy. but considering the amount of things tat i am brining along....this whole journey is really shitty.

firstly look at these:



the bag consist of the things tat i will have to bring for the nxt 3 days. on the right the plastic bags contain all the food tat i am brining along. and tat includes all the canned food and stuff. realli it's no joke carrying them. the last time i went i was practically walking with my upper half of my body perpendicular to the ground.
and realli i am traumatised by the bag. juz imagine urself carrying tat BIG bag walking along the neighbourhoods and pple looking at u with tat this-person-is-an-idiot look. seriously tat sux manz. and i heard tat some of the routes require us to walk long orchard road -_-''. ahh now u noe y i am feeling so stressed shitty etc.

nxt look at this:



this is the water bag tat i have talked about. basically it contains 3 litres of water and i am carrying 3kg of stuff already in my bag. hopefully tat bag doesnt burst >.< sigh i think i shldnt grumble anymore. anyway no pain no gain. part of the process of getting PSA. shall not feel so unhappy anymore. i am an optimistic guy =) anyway i bought my shoes today! i think it looks quite cool yea? hahaha also got my shin guard today. the nike ones i think quite cool also heh.


new shoe!

no more updating for 2 days. dun miss me pple ;) maybe by some chance we will be able to see each other on the streets hahaha. keep a look out for me =)


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Cycle again.

sigh i spent almost my whole day preparing for my hike today lar. went to chs early in the morning to get the gadget poles den went shiyang's hse to get the bag canister map compass etcetc. den went suntec to get all the food and everything. waste alot of money already~
went to get my hair cut at night. now my hair is damn short haha. muz cut it short for the hike and the aspire camp cos i think i cant shower at all -_-''. luckily i brining wet tissues manz. and i bought my water bag! haha it's basically a bag made of plastic (nope it's not plastic bag) and can store up to 3 litres of water. so now i have 3kg in my bag already cos 1 litre of water is about the same as 1kg. haiz.

went cycling in the evening wif jamie mandy peiying. haha i like cycling~. but today unfortunatly i fell down twice while cycling -_-''. and i kena pushed into the water by peiying...and i suspect jamie also pushed me though she strongly denies haha. in the end my shorts were quite wet and all the sand went into my slippers already. anyway we cycled to bedok jetty and den back to macdonalds tat side again. the wind is cooling~


nice clouds taken at bedok jetty.


another photo taken at bedok jetty.


taken at the...erm...breakwaters i think haha.

going to buy shoes and shinpads wif yaojun tomolo. and i gotta make last minute preparations for my hike. haiz this sux. and i miss singapore idol finals! will some kind soul pls help me tape down? thanks alot!

Cycle.

woke up damn early today~. 8.15 and i was already brushing my teeth preparing to help my parents wash the car haha.

after tat me and my dad went to unlock the 2 bicycles at the stairs outside my hse. haha den we started pumping air into the tyres. den we started polishing the bikes haha. long time nv touch the bikes already den they are all rusty and stuff. in the end we took about 1 hour doin everything haha. now both bikes are in good working conditions! =)

went to east coast park at night to cycle haha. my parents went for a walk while i went cycling. anyway it's kind of bored cycling alone haha. and due to the rain before tat...my shirt was quite dirty after the whole thingy -_-''.

haha anyway i juz discovered tat my phone bill for last month is $61+. haha my mom was tellin me to pay the bill myself heh. anyway i think i used 615 msgs and the talk time accumulated to 90+ bucks. hahaha think it's cos of the campfire thingy den i used quite alot of talk time. shall b careful not to anyhow use my phone to call already. i will still continue to use the msg hahaha.

wa..2 more days. why did i decide to get myself into this shit. muz start packing tomolo already.

Bao.

went to j8 with my parents today cos they fetched me to the scouts hq den we decided to have lunch there as well. so we went to the newly-opened ding tai feng for lunch haha. and i think i ate 10 xiao long baos today. cos my dad ordered the 10-portion first. den after tat i decided tat i was not full (okie i agree tat i eat alot but i am not fat) so he ordered another 6-portion one...which i haf eaten everything myself haha.
i wanted to da bao the sesame bun and the yam xiao long bao but they couldnt prepare them on time so i couldnt da bao damn. anyway was damn full after tat meal hahaha.
for every 20 bucks they gif 1 xiao long bao hp phone thingy for free. i have 2 of them haha. looks quite ugly rite haha. anybody wan the thingy? maybe i can gif 1 away haha.



went back for scouts today. and i didnt noe i have to reach there by 1.30 so when i reached i was told tat they were at LT3 so i went over there. i entered wearing my home clothes and listenin to music den i saw inside everyone wearin uniform and lookin at me -_-''. haha sort of kena kaobeied for being late heh. anyway attended some sort of seminar to prepare for a camp tat i am going soon. heard about all sorts of navigation and how u judge the north etc using the stars. the orion sword and belt haha. thought it was quite useful. and jian an somehow managed to mispronounce the word "fine" into the four-letter word during his presentation on clouds -_-''. anyway my part was on first aid and unfortunately i didnt prepare myself for the presentation but as usual i was able to crap thru haha. ah i am so slack.

had hor fun and fried rice for dinner. all at 4.50 haha. ate at a...erm..restaurant at the swimming pool in the school. there was this stupid bug in my cup of sprite when i was using the machine to fill my cup. anyway i filled the whole cup and left it there cos there was the bug there. i didnt pay haha.

3 more days. i am so not prepared.

Incredibly Incredible.

woke up at 6.30 this morning to go for my hockey friendly. my father actualli woke me up by hitting me on my face -_-''. felt like i kena slapped early in the morning lar.
anyway we were supposed to start the match at 9..but due to the stupid rain we started at 10.30 liddat. the match was quite bad. i tot i was quite bad haha. nvm shall juz gain experience from these matches.

i thought i was late to meet jamie minyan. in the end i wasnt cos i met jamie on the bus and minyan was late haha. anyway incredibles is not bad haha. at the start of the show there was this part about the sheep thingy and i actualli tot it was part of the show -_-'' haha.
i thought it was quite exciting and i like the girl hu can turn invisible...erm violet isit? forgot alr hahaha. she likes abit like the ju-on and her eyes are abit big haha.
anyway it's a great show! i like the jackjack's (is tat how u spell?) hair hahaha. mayb i also go cut like his alr lol. and i officially declare myself broke again cos 3 girls cheated me my money today *ahem.

maths tuition...hmm..wad can i say. the guy is very lame. yep. and i am not too sure if it's productive for me. mayb i will consider going for others. see how first.

hike soon! ahh i am traumatised. i dun like the idea of walking 90+ km. haiz shit.

Rojak.

so bored at home~ today the rain was so damn heavy tat i couldnt get to sleep well -_-''. i am startin to read digital fortress now haha. not too bad i think. but i haf a feelin it's gonna be about the same as deception pt.

went to suntec at night. went to fei cui to eat. ah the xiao long bao is kind of yucky there i think. anyway 1 ate 6 but tt's besides the pt. the xiao long bao kind of erm..."deflated" so ended up it looks like a xia1 jiao3. get it? ah nvm i dun think many get the picture. anywayz it's not nice haha. so i ate the you2 tiao2. and alot alot. haha.
and i was in the guy's toilet when i saw this group of teenage guys. seriously they muz be retarded of sumthin. they were like distributing their burger king food at the sink there den discussing hu shld get wad. so basically they were moving the fries and the burgers and there was this guy drinkin his coke -_-''. ah stupid pple.

friendly tomolo! ah i haf a feeling i cant last the whole thing man. it's in the morning. meanin tat it will be damn hot. meaning tat i haf juz taken my breakfast. meaning tat i might feel giddy. ah juz wish me luck haha.
incredibles tomolo!

Steamboat!

woohoo i finally finished reading deception point! hmm...i think it's quite an interesting book. but i didnt like the ending. kind of predictable actualli and i could guess hu was the mastermind in the story. the beginning was exciting though. not too bad. i shall start reading digital fortress tomolo!

went jin han's hse for steamboat in the evening. hahaha damn nice i ate alot~~~. the food was like forever replenished lol. so basically i ate alot of prawns alot of fishballs alot of pig liver alot of fish etcetc. haha not bad eating together.
den we went to play PS2. 4 players playing together haha. kind of exciting playin soccer games with 4 other pple cos usually i play with 1 more person onli. played ninja turtle and i was the mvp player (meaning the best player) for the whole game. hahaha okie i noe tat's childish lol.
ah kena alot of mosquito bites there. didnt even realise tat i kena loz haha.

stayed till 1015 den his dad fetch us home in his van. so me thongmeng jianyang eetse jinhan his sis and her fren all squeezed into the van haha. we were talking about our secondary sch life during the ride. haha it's kind of funny to recall the stupid things tat u do in ur secondary school. and we were talkin about the FHM tat one of our classmates brought last time to class haha. ended up our teachers found out tat we brought the magazine to sch haha. i almost forgot tat. ah all the fun and stupid things tat we have done last time. and come to think of it me jianyang jinhan are frens for 5 yrs already. haha not bad. shall go on an overseas trip nxt yr after alevels hopefully haha.

ah i forsee myself eating instant noodles for lunch again tomolo. no~~ i think i will die of msg overdose! ahh~~.

Exhausted.

ah i am damn exhausted now. feel like dropping onto my bed and close my eyes and sleep all they way~~ but i think if i slp now i will be waking up at like...6am? cos i think i will automatically wake up after 7+ hours haha.

went to bishan again this afternoon. tat stupid ass didnt tell me the person i was looking for took leave and i went all the way to bishan. 1 hour of bus ride!! ah but nvm after tat i went to png's hse with the rest of my bros haha. his hse is damn big wif a super big tv. wow.

went for pitch trainin after tat. i was seriously damn tired. didnt have any friendly today in the end. having one on thurs though. didnt play well today abit blur. think i shld improve and do better on thurs. anyway i nearly got injured today. i was standing there tryin to block the ball and luckily the ball hit my thigh instead of elsewhere -_-''. hui tong si ren de haha.

going jin nei's hse for steamboat tomolo night wif jianyang and thongmeng! haha shld b fun there manz. but i haf got nothin to do for the rest of the day. yawnzz.

website of the year: http://www.shuttermovie.com/EN/index.htm hahaha. i haf resisted the temptation of posting the pics one pic per day lol.

but i still dun think i will be watchin tat show -_-''

NKF.

tat's it man..i am not stepping into parkway for at least 3 days. i am realli sick of tat place. went there for dinner tonight and luckily i was not eating at swensons again. yea and i shall not step into swensons for 1 week. and i think i broke the promise to myself today. i ate damn lot for dinner -_-''. ate a plate of thai chicken chop rice and a bowl of beef soup or sumthin lidat. den after tat i went to eat a jackfruit ice cream! haha fat fat.

anyway. tat stupid NKF woman is damn jian! i was blur enuff to gif her my hp no. manz. she can now contact me anytime anywhere! and she is jian cos her number is private which means i wun noe which call not to pick up! ah jian! and she was speaking realli bad english and i couldnt catch wad she was talking about at all.

and she was askin me:
"shiang han (yes she pronounced my name with a h in it) how many boxes haf u filled up already?"

i was kind of shocked at tat qn. so as usual i managed to crap my way thru and i said:
"eh..i dunno how many boxes i filled in. but i think i collected about $20 (which in actual fact the card is not touched at all and i dun even remember where i put the card)"

so she went on to thank me for my "effort" and told me tat for every $50 we can help the kidney patients to do dunno wadever. grrr i think i shldnt accept the cards in future. not tat i am not helpful but pple like her seriously irritates me. and she has irritated me for the past 3 yrs! ahhh traumatised.

oh and i bought the zhou chuan xiong cd at 10 bucks! haha i didnt buy the expensive one..which is 18 bucks...cos tat has another cd with songs tat i got already.

and thanks to rai i found out tat tomolo's friendly is actually against pioneer jc. kind of weird for her to tell me rite haha. anyway hope everything turns out well tomolo.

普通朋友

等待 我随时随地在等待

做你感情上的依赖

我没有任何的疑问

这是爱 我猜

你早就想要说明白　我觉得自己好失败

从天堂掉落到深渊　多无奈

我愿意改变　重新再来一遍

我无法只是普通朋友

感情已那么深 叫我怎么能放手

但你说 I only want to be your friend

做个朋友 我在你心中只是

Just a friend 不是情人

我感激你对我这样的坦白 但我给你的爱暂时收不回来

So I　我　不能只是

Your friend I just cant be your friend

No no no

我不能只是做你的朋友

不能只是做普通朋友

heh nice song. finally got it posted up. muz thank my sis for tellin me such a nice song haha.

Rainy day.

guess wad. we didnt go cycling today...cos of the stupid rain. in the end we ended up playing pool at parkway. oh anyway we refers to mandy jamie and peiying. and i think peiying is quite farni haha. damn lame 1 haha.

anyway i think mos burger is expensive and not tt nice. by the way. i think i shld announce to the world now. I AM OFFICALLY BROKE! eh so pls pple hu owe me money or hu have spare cash..pls spare me some. i think some scouts pple still owe me money haha. okok pls kind souls around spare me some money thanks alot.

ah i hate the start of a new week. sian. gotta stick to my table and look at the notes again -_-''. friendly on tuesday. hmm dunno playing against hu. hope it wld be fun!

Jersey!

i am a poor little guy again. i am broke! :'( hahaha anyway i wun be spending again so i think shouldnt be a prob anyway haha.

yawnz tiring day today. went back to play soccer. den i got my jersey! it looks...erm...damn red and black haha. shall wear it to cycling tomolo i think haha.

went to watch pengsiang's class concert after tat. haha his gal is duo cai duo yi manz. she kept playing and playing and playing. she played piano and guitar haha. eh she got talent haha. anyway i think we were quite extra. the 8 of us wore our new jersey into the auditorium like some kind of gang liddat haha. ah too bad i cant go out wif them for dinner. damn!

anyway i heard from leekwang about shutter. apparently he went to watch twice alread -_-''. and he described the ending to me. damn scary. shall not type it out here cos i think saying it out would haf a better effect haha. leekwang spooked me with his big eyes when he told me about the ending -_-.

chem tutition tomolo. at last man. i dun wan it to keep draggin very sian 1.

my favourite song now is Pu Tong Peng You by tao zhe. shall get the song from my sis' blog and post it up soon haha.

long time never write anything sad on my blog already. haiz nvm guess i shall not write it anyway. shall not ruin my practice of writing onli happy stuff in my blog. sigh.

anyway...no chem tuition today. actualli didnt realli matter to me since i haf completed the work already. i think i need more work to do. should keep myself busy or wad i think.

going back scouts tomolo. maybe i wun be wearing uniform since i am going bishan again. 1 and a half more weeks to my hike. 3 more weeks to ASPIRE. i seriously have no mood to go. den again...should keep myself occupied. pass these 2 things and i will achieve my aim already. it's very near...but there's still a long way to go.

olinda is out of sg idol. sigh no comments about tat.

anyone noticed there isnt any haha in the things i typed today?

oh and i love the sony advertisement. i think it's quite nice.

"It takes 3 seconds to fall in love and 3 decades to get along"

nice quote.

Chalet!

ah i changed my tagboard already. i think the tagboard.com cmi already. everytime screw me up. shall change it once and for all. pls feel free to tag! and i think my blog template is kind of screwed also cos the 2 sides are quite near each other. shall change a new template soon i think.

yesterday chalet was fun haha. went tampines mall wif jamie and minyan before tat. went to eat at food court after walking around the place for very long. den we went to play at arcade haha. house of the dead 2 is damn exciting haha. we spent like 3 bucks per person on tat game lol. and they were screamin like siao haha so funny.

chalet bbq was fun~. i splashed water at jamie and minyan when we were in the pool and they were both quite angry with me and tried to splash me back but they failed lol.mrs k's mother was complainin that the food is cold inside and i ended up talking crap with her mother haha. yea i noe i tok quite alot of crap =p. the kids bo chap me damn! and i feel so guilty loz...i injured janice's arm. haiz feel so bad.
rai's heavy haha. i couldnt piggyback her very well haha. and i forgot to go to the beach! and i didnt manage to cycle =( shall go cycling one of these days.
and i forgot to take pictures ahh.

haha i think jamie is kind of spooked by me already hoho. i am not a mean guy =).

hmm..hu wanna bet wif me 10000000 bucks tat sylvester will be out tomolo? i bet he will be out. anyone wanna bet with me? haha.

happy happy today ^.^

Forgotten...

went to beach road to buy my camping stuff today. damn expensive lar the stuff. bought 5 packs of sulpur..44 light sticks...and many other things lar. paid about $30++ manz. haiz juz one ASPIRE and i haf to spend so much money already. 80 bucks for the camp and this money for the equipment.

damn i never get my jersey today. getting on thursday instead. heard tat it's damn nice lar. anyway i didnt go to my scout hq today. ended up watching forgotten with my scout bros haha. well...we paid for the movie and ended up getting this shutter promotion thingy...i think it's damn zhai! hahaha...


This is the pic in the envelope...


Now with the camera thingy over the picture...


Now look closer..the thing is there! ahhh~


heh i noe tat's lame...anyway....



Shutter promotion poster! haha. look closer~

okok back to wad i wanted to write about. i watched Forgotten today. i think it's a very very lame show..though i have to admit i was shocked in some parts of the movie. there was this part where the female lead was talking to this cop..den suddenly...BOOM! the cop got sucked into the air!!! hahaha it's damn farni but the sound effect gave me a shock -_-''. and my scout bros can fall asleep during the movie can u believe it manz. yar this kind of movie oughts to be forgotten manz.

and i dun think i will be watching shutter haha. cos i haf a feeling i will be damn scared haha. haha and i think jamie is tramautised by those pics lol.

had training in the evening. yawnz damn tired manz. going class chalet tomolo! hope it's fun~

Marche.

went to marche wif my parents today. hahaha finally can eat without thinking about the cost already. went to eat the death by chocolate cos my usual oreo cheese cake was not available =(. and as expected. my parents said the meal wasnt worth the money. haha i felt kind of guilty cos they dun usually eat such stuff and it was under my request that we went there to eat. anyway i think i wun eat crepes again. i finished the whole plate myself today cos my dad didnt like it -_-''.

and i bought a new pair of slippers mwahaha. i think it's nice. and i was being damn guai today haha. i was buying the slippers at flash and splash and was eyeing this nice pair of boardshorts. i asked my mom if it's nice. den she looked at me and said..."yao mai shi ma. yao mai jiu yi qi huan qian la". haha cos i everytime go there everytime look at the shorts so i think my mom was being nice today too. but i didnt buy! 79 bucks...haiz still think it's too ex already. shall wait for my birthday next yr (a hint to those hu are reading my blog)

i wanna watch the incredibles and sharks tale. my mom watching sharks tale wif her school on wed free tix somemore haiz.

am going out the whole day tomolo i think. finally one day without any books manz. am buying my camping stuff. pitch training at night. yawnzz tiring day tomolo.

Yesterday Once More.

ah i feel like vomitting now. have been getting food into my stomach today haha. went to sakae sushi for lunch today. yar so basically that meal was enuff to make me vomit. i went back home and drank 2 cups of apple juice. had dinner at night den ate durian. den i was watching the channel 8 show while eating famous amos cookies. yea famous amos cookies are my favourite now! i like the macademia nut one. nice!

was watching the new vcd i bought at parkway in the afternoon. Yesterday Once More. or Long Feng Dou. the one by andy lau and sammi cheng. ooh it's a nice show~. but didnt like the ending cos it was a sad one. tot the storyline was quite predictable too. anyway i enjoyed the show haha.

i think that this game is quite interesting http://www.ebaumsworld.com/marathon.html. from the xiaxue blog. haha it's quite fun but i got stucked at level 10 -_-''.

Rain~

ah went back to chs today again. tot i could get my jersey today but ended up i will be getting only on tues. my new jersey number is 11 haha. hmm gotta 3 jerseys now...one is no. 5, den no. 7 now is 11! hmm and i juz realised that those 3 numbers are my rankings in class in sec 1 lol. shall take a pic when i get my third jersey on wed.

and i was damn stupid today. i walked alot today cos i had to settle some scouts stuff and i alighted 2 stops earlier. in the end i had to walk damn far manz. and i still cant pass my project yet. tat idiot still has stuff for me to do and i gotta see him on tues again. damn.

went back chs to play soccer. 5 of us took a taxi and we had to squeeze in. thanks to the kind uncle hu agreed on fetching the 5 of us. if u didnt noe...it's actualli illegal to have more than 4 passengers haha.

played soccer in rain today. HEAVY rain. ended up i was damn drench and i think i will fall sick tomolo. i was so drenched tat i could squeeze out lots of water from my clothings heh.

hmm i think some pple have got bad impression of me. but i dun think i am able or i have the chance to change it. sad.

i didnt go fish and co wif the rest of the pple. shall wish my 2 bros happy birthday here...if they see this haha. Happy Birthday to Xavier and Weepin!

yay monday is a holiday! think i will be quite busy nxt week.

Kids.

ooh learning journey is fun today! hahaha the kids are cute and friendly! or rather most of them are friendly. some ignored me maybe cos they are shy haha. and i have to say this one more time i am not a paedophile!! haha i am juz popular among the kids :D. oh and there were these 2 kids grabbing my hand and not letting my hand off on the bus. haha. oh and today was the first time i fed a chicken/turkey haha. not too bad at least it was not pain. and there was this boy boy who i didnt tok to throughout the whole thingy...he juz came over to me and sat on my lap haha. kids are adorable but they grow up to be irritating haha. oh but i still like to play with kids heh.
hmm..wonder if they will still remember this day 10 years later. it's a fun day today!


Minyan's gd fren. I kept snatching her hat haha.

was completely exhausted after the whole thingy manz. wonder how the teachers can tahan for the whole day...or rather for such a long time. i think i will drop dead after a few more sessions haha. cos i will be bullied by the kids also.

went to airport for my dinner cos sent my bro off to aus at night. ah the food is not nice and it cost a bomb. yucks am not going to tat place anymore.

sigh. i wanna go for holidays! i miss sitting on the aeroplane~ i wanna go overseas! haiz. muz wait till nxt year then can go already =(

usualy routine tomolo. oh and my sis received her present already! and she said i wrote the address wrongly haha. i am so blur.

Xiao Long Bao!

oh great i am feeling sick now. nose like running tap liddat this whole day but feeling better already. had chem tuition this morning and hazel kept saying bless you to me when i sneezed haha. i think i passed all the germs to liren and hazel cos they were sneezing after tat =p

an jing...the song sylvester was singing today at singapore idol. tot the tune was abit weird and if i am not wrong he sang at a lower pitch. haha not too confirmed cos i am not musically-inclined. anyway daphane is really sucky i cant stand her. sang like some little kid with a squeaky voice manz. her that wo yao de ai is disappointing. sounded like some ang moh singing chinese song and her voice not tat nice. yucks. bet she will be out tomolo.

oh and i went Ding Tai Feng again for dinner tonight! ahaha the xiao long bao is nice! i think i ate about 10 xiao long baos all together haha. oh and the seasame bun is nice also. the yam xiao long bao is yummy too! oh manz i think i am eating too much nowadays. ate old chang kee during my tuition break. had 1 carrot cake, 2 sticks of squid balls, 1 stick of squid head and 1 peanut thingy. ooh i need to cut down the amount of food i am eating already haha.

learning journey tomolo. not too sure wad is goin to happen but hope it would be fun. at least i will skipping training in the morning haha. kind of lazy to run nowadays.

yan zi's Wo Ye Hen Xiang Ta is a nice song should go listen.

Realisation

chem tuition yesterday was helpful. realised that those going for tuition were all from tao nan haha. hmm like hazel said it's a reunion 10yrs later having tuition together haha. anyway i think thermochem better now.

finished reading angels and demons. shall start on deception point tomolo haha.

took 55 to bishan today to go to scouts hq. on the bus a taonan guy was sitting opposite me. i was looking at him and thought i looked like him last time. he was carrying this chickydee or sumthin liddat backpack. haha last time i used to carry this big bag with all the books inside and carried another file to put in more books. and i was damn afraid of my teacher cos she was damn fierce. thinkin abt it i think if she were to scold me now like how she did last time i wld have ended up quarrelling with her and not remained quiet. and this brings me to the main point today.

for those who have known me since sec school i think they muz have known about my bad temper etc. yar i admit tat i didnt have very high level of tolerance last time and i get agitated easily which results in me doing stupid things. yar and i know it's wrong to do such things cos pple dun have very gd impression of u.
and yep i changed. so i dun get into conflicts with any of my peers now. wadever they do tat i sort of feel bushuang i will juz smile and say nothing. yep wads the point of getting into conflicts? it doesnt benefit anyone. so yar i told myself i shall not quarrel with anyone this yr.

so yar this dick today made me pissed and i simply had to start kaobeiing him and really if he were to continue saying anything i wld have made sure he is seriously fucked (sorry for the language). anyway this issue happened during my hockey training..so u can roughly guess hu this dick is. well if he kaobeis me about hockey skills i wld have remained quiet cos i know i am much lousier than him.
anyway i realised this..the more i remained quiet the more he will say. i think he didnt expect me to get worked up so he was damn quiet after the things i said and he even said bye to me after tat. get my point? he's associated with the h word. and amir was tellin me to relac haha.

ah yep so i think i shall not be so nice anymore. at least not to these kind of pple hu seriously deserves something to wake up his idea.

running 7km tomolo. ah can someone calculate how many rounds around the track that will be.

ooh i studied chem today haha. sian i dun like studying. i dun like studying in the holidays!

anyway. anybody free can go see this website http://move.to/asshole. apparently it's very scary haha. i have not tried it yet.

Chocolates...again.

ah i am damn tired today. woke up at 7.45 to study. yes i mean STUDY. ah i have to admit that was for show cos i predict that i will be going out the whole day today so i had better study for a while before anyone kaobeis me again. yea and i studied till 9.30 and i went out haha.

went to parkway early in the morning to get my dear sis' present sent. apparently it needs 5-8 days to be delivered and i hope the thingy gets there in time. and the thingy had better not be lost man. wanted to go back perlini's silver to change the box cos the box was accidentally squashed by me -_-''. but it didnt open so i had to make do with the present one haha. ah juz hope she likes wad i give her.

went back to scouts after that. they were doing backwoodsmen cooking..meaning u dig a hole and start a fire there to cook food like chicken potato etc there. well seeing that there was a hole there i decided to start my own fire and cook some things. in the end me and my bros decided to cook egg. and i suggested that we add chocolates into the egg cos there were some chocolates left lying around haha. so the final product was chocolate with egg.
pple haf different comments towards the chocolate egg. some said it smell like rotten egg some say it's quite okie. i think it's quite ok haha. hope i wun get diarrhoea tomolo -_-''
i shall not be cheating hike anymore....i hope haha.

i cant believe that cindy sprained her back when she wanted to carry her nephew hahaha. was laughing like siao when she told me that. she's like some old woman haha.

boo studying again tomolo. sigh. feeling quite sick now...cos i ate too much for dinner -_-''. ate at a restaurant-like place in chinese high and had one chicken cutlet with fried rice. felt that it was not enough i had another plate of hor fun. so it costs 6.80 for the whole meal thought it was quite cheap haha. i am feeling sick now...

anyway will some kind soul please go to this webby and tell me wad is it like before i go try it myself haha

Chocolate Masque!

heh i went to school today cos the 2 girls in my pw group told me yesterday to meet them at 11.15 cos they have something to give us (meaning the guys in the pw group). so i went to school wondering what they are going to gif me..while suddenly remembering that my dear sis's (not the real one) bday is coming and i have to get my things sent by tomolo. so i smsed cindy to have lunch with her and luckily she agreed or i would have been damn bored haha.

so..i went to school and waited for half an hour before the pple finished their mother tongue examinations. rai and nadia den came to me and gave me..... a masque from rai and chocolates from nadia.

woohoo~ told u my pw members rox haha. well thanks for the things girls! enjoyed working wif you people too! maybe shld get them something nxt time haha.
and i will be happier if they were to stop mentioning the oil thingy in front of me already -_-''.


The masque from rai haha.


The chocolates from nadia~

ah then thanks to cindy i had someone to accompany me for lunch. and also thanks to her i managed to solve the problem of sending the stuff to my sis already haha.

haiz. i think i shouldnt be going out too often already. sian diao i dun wan to start studying!


The time has come.

Life = Unpredictable.

woohoo~ finally got my fav song when u say nothin at all from bock ahaha. okok i noe i am abit out-dated already but this song is nice!

princess diaries 2 is not suitable for me. i think it's more suited for girls lar. the nice gowns etc that the princess get to wear. i think the plot is quite predictable juz like wimbledon. okie it's quite farni at some parts. well at least this show is way much better than confessions of a teenage drama queen haha.
i wanna watch sharks tale...the incredibles...kong fu...and shutter next lol. why no one wans to watch shutter with me~~~~

ate alot today lar. i think i shld stop being so greedy and eat so much already. i shall eat only 3 meals a day and NO MORE SNACKS from today onwards. yea.

chem tuition tomolo. sianz i cant go for class dinner tomolo. and i wonder wad rai and nadia are getting for us.....


haiz. i am sorry. i really am.

*Bark

ah pw is over! but i shall not be like other pple feeling relieved becos pw is over. pw is fun cos my grp is farni haha. i know about nadia and amir's love life last time haha. damn farni~.
anyway our GPF has 387 pages and rai was busy today competing wif me see hu finds the stickers first -_-''. btw our group paginate the GPF by putting stickers haha. nadia's handwriting is like computer-printed haha. and we spent about 1 and a half hours trying to paste the stickers onto the pages.


Our thick file! tat's rai's hand btw haha.



My PW group!

went kbox after that. the people there are really stupid seriously. and they haf some serious attitude problems. surprisingly i can argue with pple quite well and not feel nervous or wad lol. ah tat woman sux haha. and i am not tat scary when i am pissed lar. am i? i am actualli a v nice person 1 lar jamie lol.

kbox was fun heh. managed to sing quite alot of songs but i didnt get to sing qi li xiang =(. ah i cant reach the high notes already~~

went jamie's house after tat. her dog is so....erm...hyperactive and friendly? hahaha actualli i am not tat scared already lar. her dog is quite okie actually. maybe if u shrink it and change it's fur to white den i will play wif it more haha. it looks quite intimidating juz now. ah and i did not tremble lar haiyo -_-''.

watchin princess diaries 2 tomolo. hope i wun think tat it's a stupid show aft the whole thing haha.

OP.

ah today's oral presentation was quite a screw up for me i think. i was holding the laser pointer and pointing out the graphs on my slides. i dunno why i was trembling den the pointer started moving up and down the screen like those kind of heart beat thingy if u noe wad i mean. realli i didnt mean to tremble. ahhh~ so diu lian haha.

but after that i talk abt plastic surgery and waxing it became better for me haha. maybe i shldnt haf prepared the speech. shld haf gone there and "whack" like amir haha. my Q&A was damn simple. i sort of prepared tat qn already cos i was discussing wif nadia before tat. haha okie i spoke confidently for tat =).

my pw group rox! haha haf to admit at first i didnt really feel comfortable or didnt really wan to do pw. but now i think my group is great! our file is damn thick now and it's all the hard work over the 8 months manz. looking at some other groups (or maybe group haha) i really think our group is great! rai is fun to bully but she offers lots of suggestions. nadia is a quiet worker hu is very effective and does lots of things too. brandon has lots of ideas to offer and got lots of pics haha. and amir provides useful suggestions and he always entertains the group haha.
Thanks alot pple! VJC048 rocks! =)

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haiz wad does the word trust mean to you? i feel tat i have been betrayed by alot of pple nowadays and it's really kind of saddening 1 lehz. i trust the pple den in the end wad i get is them telling others my things and it's like wadever i say would be known by others very soon.

haiz nvm shall watch wad i say nxt time.

Campfire!

wanted to blog about my campfire yesterday night. but i reached home at around 11.30 so was quite tired to blog.

anyway the campfire is a success! the chief commisioner and the president of the scout council both said to me that i did a good job and they are pleased =). guess i shld be able to pass this project lar haha. but the campfire wun be a success if the schools didnt help out. so shall thank hcjc, serangoon sec, punggol sec, holy innocents, pioneer sec sea scouts, and timothy from community scouting once again!

reached there damn early on sunday. i was there since 9 to help the hcjc girls to tie the pioneering structures. okie and i lost a bet resulting in me losing 8 bucks to buy 8 ice creams for the girls -_-''. ah i am so damn broke. the structures were quite good cos i helped tie the thing =p. haha no lar the gals are quite good acutalli. and i didnt noe wad to say to the girls there lar haha. i am a shy guy =p. so in the end thanks for jamie minyan and yingqian for msgin me and keeping me company for the afternoon. haha afternoon wasnt tat bad already cos i managed to talk more to them. and they are actually very friendly haha. must thank the girl hu kept my phone for me...though till now i still dunno her name -_-''.
at night i had to fill up the renten torches with kerosene. spilled quite alot onto the grass lar. and i dun like the smell of the kerosene. in the end i got the scouts to help me do it haha. gd use of manpower ;)
know most of the scout leaders there already. aha hopefully ASPIRE will be easier for me =p.
PM came for quite a short while i think. i prepared the thingy for 1 month and he stayed for about 45 mins -_-''. ah thats the gd thing about being famous. they had photo-taking and i didnt go and take a pic wif him. haha too bad sigh. but i helped the hc VnR to take the pic though it's quite bright haha.
and my bros. damn them. told them to come and none of them came. lousy frens. pengsiang came but tat bugger inflicted much harm to me. and pengsiang if you are reading this. you are damn jian! oh i am so screwed haha. oh yar and thank you to junrong hu wished me good luck for my project. he's one of those better bros ard haha.
nearly shouted at a group of scouts at night when clearing up. told them to empty the kerosene and keep the bottles properly. they lost one bottle and still dare to joke around wif me. they found it in the end and luckily i didnt shout at them haha.

hmm..it's a good experience handling such stuff. got to know and experience how to work with other pple and how to speak in the correct manner. not bad i enjoyed this campfire. luckily it didnt rain that day. must thank all pple who made this day possible. thanks alot.

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went to ang mo kio to help the hcjc pple to carry the things back to hcjc. and saw that chang foon or chang huan dunno how to spell her name lar the dhs gal...she kept calling me ah boy lar though she noes my name -_-''. and she really has the pinkest bag i have ever seen haha.

went to ask old man lee to help me sign my hike form. kena a scolding from him after i told him i lost my form (which in actual fact i didnt i juz forget to bring) and he asked me to fill in the from before he signs. i asked him if i can borrow his pen cos i forgot to bring mine and i kena another scolding from him -_-''.

pw presentation tomolo. hope everything is alright for my group. thanks to my group members raihana nadia amir brandon. nice working wif u guys!

haha i like to thank pple nowadays.....

Thank you.

hmm..feeling damn tired now. so many things to do so little time. tomolo is the big day. ah finally everything is going to come to an end. very tiring for me manz. helped the HCJC VnR to move their spars and equipment to the place today. was sweating alot after the whole thing. ah i hate moving spars.
gotta help them build the gateway tomolo i think. that means my whole day would be gone. and i think i will reach home damn late tomolo. sianz.

anyway i think i should thank some pple for helping me along the way in this campfire haha. must thank pengsiang for helping me move the spars. must thank punggol sec, holy innocents, serangoon sec, pioneer sec for helping me with the stalls and everything. oh yar and HCJC VnR esp xiu zhen for helping me with the gateway and the campfire pit. haha she seems to be as stressed up as me. and junhong for helping me look at my letters. and all my frens for helping me in one way or another.
hahaha i doubt anyone will be reading this anyway.

raining damn heavily today. nice weather. cooling.

bought yanzi's cd today! woo~ nice nice heh. i went parkway in the morning to buy but they told me in the afternoon den will start selling. den i went to J8 in the afternoon to sembawang. the cd is sold at 19.90. i thought it was quite ex so i decided to go popular at parkway at night since i need to settle some stuff too. popular sells the cd at 20.95 so in the end i went to sembawang in parkway to buy it -_-''.
ah i got a XS singlet cos i buy the cd. obviously i cant wear it haha. any girls want it? let me know haha.

shall be blogging about the campfire tomolo! yawnzz....

Tired.

haiz...i am exhausted. i still have minutes to do and the campfire thingy isnt too easy for me to handle. i have a feeling the scout hq pple will start kaobeiing me soon. ah shit them manz. screwed up association.

they say i sound like an adult on the phone. hahaha mature guy ;)

tomolo is the first time i dun look forward to a saturday...cos i cant play soccer! ah i dun wan to go for hike briefing lar..still muz wear uniform. or rather i should put it this way. i dun wan to go for hike! haiz i think i will be damn busy for the whole holiday lar. i dun like that.

anyway i changed my blog layout again! haha i think this is quite nice =).

yanzi's cd wasnt released today...and i still went to suntec to look for it. damn. shall go buy tomolo morning i think.

busy tomolo~ somebody help me with my pw minutes! haiz.

Clues.

wa~~ i think my com has some serious prob. i press the turn off button and the com restarts. this means that my com cant be turned off at all! it juz restart and restart and restart and restart........

ah my com is abit sucky now.

okie finally my campfire preparation is goin to end soon. i think tat guy is kind of bushuang me now haha. ah heck it as long as i can get this done it will be great. and finally the pple are cooperating wif me. great. sunday is going to be a very busy day.

ah now i noe cindy's secret and she noes mine haha. clues-playing is no fun haha.

just received an email from vanessa sia. hmm dunno wad happened at training today. think she is damn upset or wad. she's either leavin us or she is disbanding hockey. hmm hope nothin bad happens cos she's also quite a nice teacher actualli. shall ask about it tomolo.

yan zi's cd releasin soon! and i dunno y they wanna gif a singlet as a gift haha.

So near yet so far.

ahh my toe is damn pain~~ seriously i think i am rather clumsy lar. i play hockey and i can accidentally trip over my leg and nearly fall down -_-''. and my toe..ahh it's damn pain..kicked against the inside of my shoe today and i think my nail might be droppin off soon. yucks.
today's match wif the girls ended up 0-0. and i seriously dunno when shld i run up or wad. hmmz..muz learn about it soon...tat is if i still am stayin in hockey hahaha.

and i think tat guy is lost in malacca or wad alr. he told me he will be back in singapore by wednesday afternoon and till now i cant reach him. hahaha hope he gets lost in malacca~ =p

sometimes i wonder...am i overly optimistic. pple around me gets pissed..sad..unhappy and complain about life etc. but i dun seem to take these things too seriously. maybe you can say tat i am bochap. but den...wad's the point of complaining so much when it's better to use tat effort to change the way things are going. and wad's the point of feeling sad over love issues when the other party will never know or won't even bother about u being sad.

my point is, there's no point feeling so unhappy all the time. use that effort to change things instead.

and i am happy today! ^^ yay. finally got my ipod wahahaha. but i still dunno how to use -_-''

waiting for it to finish charging now...

Boo.

ah went sch early in the morning to c the k kkkkkkk. was asked to drop 1 sub. but i can choose to take re-papers for the 3 subs and if cannot handle den drop nxt yr. duno shld i drop maths anot. hmmz i dunno wad to do. lots of things to think about right now. sian.

luckily tonight i am not busy mwahaha. tat stupid guy is in malacca right now. hope the things i sent him is acceptable and i can juz stop bothering about the planning already. sunday is a big day!

pitch training tomolo. ah tired day again. yawnzz....

i wanna go orchard!

Life is great..but not always.

ah this is another entry of my complaints. not interested to read? den get lost.

anyway...i still dun understand y some pple juz haf to contact me and make me so busy at night when they could haf done so in the morning. they juz choose to pile me up with all the work at night and in the morning when i am so freaking free they juz dun bother to make me do the things.
the freaking campfire. it's like this sunday and tat guy can juz tell me today to draft out the letter the invite the pple to attend the campfire. wad an ass. seriously if he really thinks this whole thing is so important he would haf done all these things at an earlier date. and he freakin dun brief me on wad to do. ah heck it.
and those stupid ass that i haf called to help out in the campfire. they juz dun spare a thought for others. tell them to send me stuff by today and they still havent. bet they failed their primary sch education to not understand the simple request. no bet they are just simpily retards.

ok enough of complaints. on a happier note. i think i can finally get my ipod!! =)
and maybe i shldnt stress myself so much. life's wonderful. dun get so stressed up pple.

5 more days to campfire.
1 week more to op.
1 day more in my ........

Boiling.

this is shit manz. i got so many things to do and i don't seem to get anything done. and my flu is kind of killing me now.

sometimes i think i seriously haf damn lot of patience with some pple. ah okie fine they dunno i have got flu..they dunno i haf got the stupid campfire which is like nxt week to handle...they dunno i haf got pw presentation to do. yar i am juz so damn nice for u all to make use of yea?

ah fuck up campfire. tat stupid guy like pushing everything to me and i haf to handle everything for him. when i ask him things he gif me single word ans. wad an ass. seriously u can go to hell manz.

ooh getting kind of agitated now. didnt wanna type all these things but i am juz feeling pissed now. and dun ever vent ur anger at me. u dun think that i dun like that either.

think i need rest and alot of them. tomolo is gonna be a busy day again i think.

Bone.

today's gardening is damn stupid~~ i ended up plucking out all the plants lar..i didnt care if they were the plants or the weeds...juz get everything out haha. heck.

i went to cut my hair before the uni talk. i think i look like an ah beng now hahaha. and i found out that dyeing my whole hair costs $66. and dyeing my fringe cost $10 onli! haha am considering if i shld go dye not....but i think in the end i most prob wun do anithin haiz.
and i am not an ahbeng.

the uni talk wasnt too helpful i think. i ended up reading angels and demons. luckily i brought the book along manz. and muz thank junhong's father for fetching me to chs after that. felt damn bad. thanks alot manz!

went back to play soccer and went to KFC after that. i seriously think i accidentally ate a chicken bone lar! my throat not feeling very good now. pray for me guys.

Horror.

ah i woke up at 6.46 today..wash up and everything did all my daily routine...after that i felt kind of sian so decided to go sch late and slp more haha. luckily i went late cos there wasnt any bio and maths tutorials..and bio lec most guys didnt go anyway.

mr chew is damn nice. he treated the whole class pizza and i got chocolates from him cos of my improvement in GP -_-''. ah nvm i just lack the concentration sometimes if u noe wad i mean haha.

ah i wun want to go watch another horror movie again i think. today's movie was traumatising for me haha. i am juz not used to watching all these horror movies lar. oh btw i am talking about Ju-on. watched wif the class guys wif adibah jamie and minyan at PS today. ah the show is scary for me. and guess wad there was this guy walking behind me during the movie and at that time i was talking to jh so i was facing at his direction. den when tat guy walked past me i thought there was a head beside me lar. so i like quickly jumped away haha. and i hate the stupid sound in the movie.
but despite this traumatising experience...i haf decided to watch Shuttle as my nxt horror movie. i think it's goin to be damn zhai lar.

and there was this civil defence thingy at my house today. the civil defence pple were there and there was this guy hu sings damn well. sounds realli like zhang xue you manz. and while i was watching singapore idol..i heard "now a round of applause for Victoria Junior College!". so i rushed to the window and saw mr. seet there receiving this stupid thingy. haha he wore his same blue polo shirt...dun think he has anymore clothes.
they were damn noisy lar. stupid shit. but after that it started raining haha. tt's what they get for disturbing the quiet night manz.

and maia is out of singapore idol :'(. sigh~ i hate christopher.

tomolo got gardening and stupid uni talk. think i wun be going for the uni talk cos i will be going back chs. ah c how first i think.

Prawn.

i shall not eat the prawn burger from Mac anymore. i am seriously sick of it and the thought if it now makes me sick manz. pitch training...we simply thrashed the gals and unfortunately for me i didnt run at all cos the girls simply didnt get past to our half of the field! yar and i think i confirmed playing as defender alr but it's quite fun also haha. and i am seriously damn tired. body is aching~

ok back to the prawn burger. i haf been eating that everytime i go and eat Mac. and today i seriously broke the law or sumthin. cos i was eating the whole extra value meal on the bus...the burger fries and everything. those sitting around me were lookin at me giving me tat stupid stare...but hu cares my stomach is more important hahaha.

i think i shldnt pon maths lec anymore. haha today mr ho was like askin for all the S22 guys and no one was there. he wants to see us but i think the guys all heck already haha. aiya it's post exam period hu cares so much about lectures already..no mood!

ah i cant go back chs this sat damn. i wan to play soccer with the 7 bastards! hahaha. sat got wad gardening and uni talk so damn lame lar sianz.

training again tomolo...yawnzzz. and yea pls realise tat shut up is a very rude thing to say. yep and i haf realised tat too so i shall stop saying tat =)