~~Tweety~~

Tweety...nice name huh..new name that i have just thought of days ago for dear... Well..meaning of this name is not supposed to be revealed..so... Sorry folks..

Just thought of writing in blog in case you guys n gals do not know who i am refering to when i called him that.. Its just another way of showing our affection..Haha.

His birthday coming soon but no ideas what to get him as he has almost everything! I only have 2 weeks left liao!
Give me some suggestions please..

~ Mission Possible ~

Finally manage to bring up the courage to do what I have to do...

All photos,letters,cards are being torn and dumped..I am really ready for a new start..As i threw I relooked at the letters and did not feel anything as its being torn..except that cant stop figuring why would a couple whom once loved each other so much would end up in this stage..Love is really an amazing thing.After 2 years, I finally wake up,the person i wana thank is you. You know who you are..Because of what you did,I finally realised that you are simply not worth a tiny winy bit of my love. After all these years I realised I do not know you that well..Each time I would think of how you feel before i will talk to you fearing would hurt you ..BUt you? Did You? NO! Kerry is right that I shouldnt think of how you feel after all the hurt you have caused me! I am just being stupid..

I leave it to kerry to do the job of tearing into pieces as I packed watever need to be packed.( I think he is quite happy doing that) Haha..

Things that once I thought is impossible has just been made possible..

Love you..

Feelings are so amazing..at one time u can love the person so much but at the other times u can hate them to the core..

These few days i have finally know how to love and appreciate you more..Yes i may be unreasonable at times but you are always so patient with my temper! haha..Learn to see alot of yr good points like :

• you know your road well ( dun nd me to direct u around unlike some jerk out there)
• willing to wait for me even though i will be late ( and not scream at me being late)

While all these love for you grows,hatred grows as well..But I am being told that when you hate someone it will make your life more miserable. So no worries dear, lets learn to be forgiving towards the people we both hate and live our lifes to the fullest. How about lets go to somewhere deserted to burn those photos? I being longing to dispose it but dun know how..Anyone can advice?

Anyway both of us believe in retribution though..Those who do good will be rewarded..Those who do bad or evil in the heart will suffer maybe not themselves but on their children!!! WAHAHAHAHA...( sound like a witch though)

Jerk 2

If you are afraid of people saying den dun do it..orelse dun complain if i publish it in blog! Maybe to all my frends out there i should tell you what the jerk reply me after he read my blog..

He says that i malign him and called me a bitch with lots of vulgarities as well..He ask me to fuck out of his life and he dun love me anymore ( if he is the one looking at my blog,who should fuck out of whose life now?) I dun love him now either so why does he has to make it look like he is dumping me? ( So pathetic, I believe me n kerry would be better off then u and yr D.....) All these will let u know wat a person he is. Since he is such a person who dislike embarrasments, i shall do it in public and emabarass him! U can carry on saying i m childish,so am i ,wat can you do to me? Let me see how far the relationship will go..Dun let me be right! ( PLEASE!!!!!)

I can be very nice to people who treat me good, if you wan me to be nasty i can aso! I dun care who you are with now as i m happy as I am .. U know yrself you are happy or not!

To the Jerk out there.....

Just cant help wondering Y there are so many liars and Jerks around????? Why arent they all dead..or they have to be ard to prove that there are good guys ard? Got to know about it yesterday, maybe thats y i spent so much! Shopping therapy!

A JERK told me that he will not have any galfrends at the moment etc..But in the end i knew that he had one..tats y he stop all those calls to me..I feel used again and again! When he is emotional weak he will call me and i will tok to him! I can choose not to but I did not..Well just like what kerry say he knows my weak spot and will attack on it but i refuse to believe as i know he is not the sort! But now i have to accept the fact that he is! And it is me who is unable to face the fact!
I m just a stupid bitch lor, y cant i trust others who is more trustworthy? But i feel proud cos I m not tricked into doing anything indecent with him! Damn angry! Fuming now!

You may think that I am fuming as i still have feelings for him! Well...Its becos I regret not listening to Kerry Words! NOT becos of the fact he is attached! I am damn silly lah..No more next time! Its time i wake up!

My dear frends out there( u know who u r) Please give me a tight slap if i ever mention anything about this idiotic Jerk again!

Thank YOu and Appreciated!

Shopping Spree..

Went out with Joyce yesterday to accompany her to buy some of her office wear..But me ended up spending as much as her! haiz..

1st we went to Gmask my HP..and it cost me $38 for a transparent wrapping but i think its worth it as long as my HP (Samsung U700 ) remain scratch free!

Next we went G2000 1st as there seems to be a sale going on! I love their knitwear as its cheap (oni when they are on sales) and good! I grab 2 at $35! What a steal! Joyce bought 1 skirt and 2 knitwear top at oni $61 ! So happy with the cheap bargain! We actually spent an hr at G2000 by then its time to collect my HP at Gmask.

Went to eat Yakitori as its a must if we are at takashimaya! Another main point is we are damn hungry as we have not had our lunch and we do not wana eat something filling as we already have plans for a sumptuous dinner! I had Chicken with green pepper and Pork with asparagus (a must) & Joyce had chicken balls accompanied with a cup of refreshing lemonade to quench our thirst!

Rest our foot outside Chanel for a while and set our way to Shaw! Over there its worst ! I spent $105! Bought a knit cardigan($26,cheap!),a simple top( $33,abit ex but i like)and a retro loose top ($49, most EX!) Joyce bought a knit cardigan and a top as well! BUT for each spending of $50 from participating brands, customers will be entitled to a $5 voucher! So I qualify! The best part is for spending above $100, there will be a free packet of 50 Swarovski crystals from Gmask! So happy! The lady at Gmask offer to put on the crystal for me FOC, of course I agreed! Now my HP is Bling Bling!!

Rush to have dinner at Chinese Feast Restaurant at Tanglin Shopping Centre.. Full from dinner we decide to go Zara to see if there is anything cheap worth buyinG..indeed i saw knitwear pullover selling at oni $29.90 with multiple colours! Guess what colour I buy? Light PInk..my favourite..Joyce bought a ribbon belt which is sweet..at oni $19.90!

Decided to head home as we r rather heavy with our load..took MRT to Sembawang and plan to take a cab home from there.(cheaper) Walk pass Sun Plaza, a long skirt caught my eye! OH MY GOD! didnt know that even in sunplaza i will spent $ as well! But i bought it anyway at $15! cheap! wahaha! Joyce bought a ballerina from a fair at the sun plaza square for $19.90! Haiz.. it seems that wherever we go,we will spent $ together!Even In Sun Plaza!

Finally manage to get a cab and head hoMe! I seldom buy so many things at a go! After upacking, i feel a sense of achievement as well as a sense of loss...( Loss of $) Gona fret about next month card bills again..but Dear say its on him..so wahaha..

Thanks Dear! Total bill is around $200..