Even lovers need a holiday

Birthday II

Sakura buffet treat @ Science Centre by my beloved friends on the 19th!

How cool is this cake!! ^^

All my girls blowing out the candle with me :P

Okay, need to wake up at 6 later. Gdnights everbardy. Lemme gather all the birthday pictures soon I promise!

P/s: I stayed up to finish tutorial before the 11.59pm dateline, did some household chores, super hardworking of me LUL.

Indescribable

I'm boreddddddddd. Need entertainment right now as the boy's busy snoring his ass off. I did not bring any homework over either. :<

And my menses is stopping us from taking a swim. HURHUR waste of such good weather!$#@#%$#^%$

Okay after this week is over, its officially gonna be the start of week 2?! And we're expected to have alreasdy chosen a company with unfulfilled IT needs cos we're gonna be designing a whole new website for them - as part of our final year project. THIS IS TOUGH REALLY. I think choosing a suitable company is much harder than doing the codes for the website. But I know I'm gonna regret what I just said. Hehe

LOOK, first week of school is usually the accustomisation period but this round, its like ugh? By week 4 we've to submit a proposal already. It's like giving u a slap right in your face saying 'HA. TAKE THAT BITCH!' 

SO ANNOYING PLEASE.

Kay, so the douche of schoolwork is getting me so stressed, I think I shall cut down the time wasted here and get my work done. BYEBYE. Better to be early than late, set the school tone right yo!

#fuckyeahhhhhhhh (Y)

Tap on my heartstrings

30. One thing you're excited for

My birthday - which is today. Okay actually I'm not excited about turning a year older and nearing the '2' digit, neither am I that excited about my birthday cos to me its just like any other normal day. The only turning point of birthdays are the 16th, 18th and the 21st. I'm 19 now, no biggie. But I am excited to see what my friends/bby has in store for me ^^

ANYWAY, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ME ^^

Walking on sticks

Hi all, I just arrived back in SG from a 3d2n getaway to Genting Highlands last night, and school started at 8am today so you can just imagine the amount of sleep I got before I had to wake up at 6. Of which I overslept and woke at 6.30 instead. LOL.

Martin & Mervyn. These 2 had to tank alcohol for Justin

Read these cute condom packages - ' SHOOOT! JUST COME'

Anyway, the very first people to celebrate my birthday for me were Jacqueline, Peiying, Martin, Mervyn and Justin. The 5 other kakis on my Genting trip. The 2 girls made all sorts of excuses to divert me out of the room to buy dinner with the guys, and when I came back to the hotel room.... tadahhhh a tiramisu cake was presented to me!! Touched wor :)  - That was on Saturday night.

And last night, the boy came down to find me and surprised me with a pretty little butterfly diamante bracelet as a birthday present. That idiot tried to make me count to a hundred while I closed my eyes so that he could sneak up behind me. But he failed at the count of 20 HAHAHAA. Footsteps too loud laaa.
Again, he asked me to close my eyes and count to 50, this time round - he tried to distract me by kissing my hand continuously as he sneakily snapped on the bracelet.
SOOOOO CUTE I almost kissed him to death. Kidding^^
But I wonder where he got the bracelet from, no box nothing siaaaaaa. I'm afraid it'll tarnish if I don't store it properly?

So here's the continuation of my 30 day challenge which has lagged for days

22. Your academics

I've to say I'm proud of my improvements :)

23. Something that you miss

Parasailing

24. 5 words/phrases that make you laugh

a: pudgy
b: squishy
c: chubby ninja (inside joke this one)
d: cockanathan
e: blubber

Most of the words that can make me laugh are actually words that sound 'round', 'plump' and 'can be squashed'

25. Something you are currently worrying about

How serious is he towards me?

26. Things you like and dislike about yourself

Like: cheerful, adventurous, emphatic, rational, peace loving
Dislike: slow-witted (in reply to sarcastic people), indecisive, dreamy, lousy time management, can be disorganised and messy

27. A quote you try to live by

Refer to BLOG TITLE

28. Somewhere you'd like to move to or visit

Paris/France/Japan

29. 5 weird things that you like

a: the smell of carbon monoxide
b: the feeling of rubbing uhu glue on your hand
c: fish spa?
d: (I SHALL RACK MY BRAINS)
e: (IM STILL STUCK.)

Bring me faith

19. 5 items you lust after

a: Chanel handbag/wallet
b: A totally sponsored shopping and relaxation trip to Europe/New York City/USA
c: Miumiu/Balenciaga handbag
d: A pair of steve madden booties/oxfords
e: A chio pair of sunglasses

20. Your fears

FLYING ROACHES? Losing a loved one? Heights? Causing grief to someone?


21. How you hope your future will be like


This question is kind of stupid. Obviously anything but bleak? Well, I don't aim high, definitely not to be a millionaire or anything, but I wanna run my own business and be a successful businesswoman. And the business, well, I really hope I can run a business with something I've an interest in. And I want to be blessed with a supportive family, be married to a a guy perfect for me, have kids and live happily ever after. Simple bo?

I almost left the real me on the shelf

18. A problem that you've had

I've had this problem since I was in Primary 6, and its still an ongoing issue.
I am suffering from hair loss. Yes, if you have not read that clearly, I am suffering from HAIR LOSS.
Put it horribly, I am balding in some areas on my scalp. (IMAGINE MY DISTRAUGHT WHEN I FIRST REALISED THIS!!)

I've no idea what caused this, but its definitely not stress, and it can't be due to an unhealthy lifestyle either. Because I think I consume food more healthily than some others, yet I don't see this weighing problem in them.
It's an issue not under my reign of control, and I suspect it's a hereditary kinda thing.
My aunts have tried going for those Beijing 101, Yunnam hair care treatments, and they proved naught. They spent thousands but no effective result was to be seen. And I was warned against going for such treatments.

It really sucks because I've had to suffer with the problem of LOW SELF ESTEEM ever since that tender age of 12, plus I'm not slim like other girls. And sometimes, I'll wonder why of all people did I have to be laden with this stupid woe. I mean, its not a health issue or anything, its something which people don't even bother with! People with naturally thick hair, they can just goddamn comb their hair as many times as they wish, pull and drag the comb through their thick mane when they're in a rush for time etc.
WELL, I CAN'T.
I've to comb through my hair oh so tenderly, treating it like a fragile possession. Even my friends handle my hair with extra care.
I try BY ALL MEANS to avoid getting drenched outside, avoid getting wet in water games during camps and stuff. WHY? To protect clearly visible patches of scalp once my hair starts clumping together.
AND I can't do up my hair in pretty styles no matter HOW BADLY I WANT TO.
A good hairstyle really frames up your face well yeah?

It's coming close to 7 years since I started dealing with this situation, and I've been coping much better as i mature, or maybe I'll just ignore the situation and thank god for blessing me with a great family and live for other happier things.

As long as I believe I'm beautiful, no one else can make me feel otherwise.
Thank god I've lovely friends around me who ain't superficial like that. They love me despite my looks, and they've all accepted me for it. They can even joke and talk to me about it, I can feel comfortable in my own skin(show them my problem and not be embarrassed), and we can laugh it off like its no biggie. ^^

'Its okay not to be okay, just be true to who you are'

♥♥♥♥♥♥

Dammit, I was googling about the health effects of cereal, and I've just been enlightened that my favourite cereal is not as WHOLESEOME as I thought it was.

In fact, cereal actually contains alot of carb and sugar, and there's often not enough protein in the meal to slow down insulin response. WHICH MEANS?/?? - easier to get diabetes? lol. 
obviously that won't be the case if you constantly replenish your body with fresh fruits, vegetables and water.


I saw this on a forum. 


'Not to freak everyone out too much, but I'm seeing more and more studies about acrylamide levels in fast foods AND cereals. Acrylamide is a known carcinogen, and the EPA restricts levels in water to a *very* small amount. However, french fries, and even Cheerios (!), are apparently really high in the stuff:'


'The lesson, as far as I can see, is to try to avoid foods containing carbs/starches that have been cooked at too high a temperature. In other words, oatmeal and meusli will work rather well since they aren't *toasted*, if you have particular concerns about carcinogens and such.

I'm still trying to learn more about how damaging this stuff actually is. I'm really annoyed that peanut butter (the natural stuff) is also bad (unless it's raw), 'cause that's been a huge staple for me lately.'

Refer to this data for the amount of Acrylamide in breakfast cereals: http://www.cspinet.org/new/pdf/acrylamide_product_charts.pdf

LIKE SERIOUSLY. Not too long last month, I posted a blogpost on how much me and my family loved cereal. Gotta start consuming eggs and veggies for breakfast instead.

Fuchsia feathers

17. Something that you are proud of

I once got AD for my photography module. A HIGH fucking distinction for something I like. Definitely something I am proud of lol.

Relationships fall and whither because eventually someone stops trying and it doesn’t feel the same. The first couple of months or even years, it may be the best thing you ever wished for, but eventually someone loses feelings, gets busy, or doesn’t even bother to try. You know what? Because they’re comfortable. The beginning is all about the chase. Can you keep up? If you can then you’ll get the hang of it and then you won’t want to try anymore. You aren’t afraid to lose them because they’re yours. Arguing leads to fighting and it just gets worse from there. It all flashes by so fast. So, cherish what you have.


Reblogged this from tumblr. Relationships really need MAINTENANCE and its something which people tend to miss out in their daily lives. Have a friend who suffered from a recent breakup of a relationship coming close to 3 years. Not because of lack of love or because anyone cheated.
WHY? It was due to a LACK OF COMMUNICATION that they mutually drifted apart. They got too comfortable with each other somewhere in the middle of everything. Feelings do fade when no one does anything to maintain that spark. People, you have to remember that everyone does takes things for granted OCCASIONALLY. Even the most angelic people. THAT'S HUMAN NATURE FOLKS.

SO. START YOUR REPAIR WORK AND NIP ANY PROBLEMS IN THE BUD BEFORE ANY REGRETS APPEAR!


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You stole my breath away

16. Something you always think 'what if...' about

What if my parents/friends/bf suddenly left me?? How would I cope with it?
As of now, I think I'm still pretty dependent on the people around me. Sigh.

#nowplaying Pixie Lott - Band Aid
When I met you, I didn't really like you
First impression was you were somebody who'd walk right by me when I wave at you and say hi,
But they say...
Bad beginnings make happy endings
Now that I know you I begin to understand things
It's turned around 180 degrees,
I found my missing piece


Suits my current thoughts about us. And I've realised that its quite true, usually if you get together with someone u hated/disliked at the start, it usually builds a wholly new and enjoyable experience you would never expect to receive.

Not that I din like you either, but first impressions count. And the first impression you gave me was that you were cocky and I was invisible to you. HAHAHA.
It's only now that I realise you're such a sweetie. And you make me feel special, NOT INVISIBLE ♥ 



There's something about you, that's like the sun
You warm up my heart, when I come undone
You're like me soulmate
And on those days, when I hurt, when I break
You are my band aid~~

Okay time for a swim. Just cooked dinner for my brother, for the 2nd time in my entire life I'm touching the stoves in my house to actually whip up a proper meal. And I've a challenge facing me this Friday.
Bby wants me to whip up a dish of macaroni and cheese and idk what else for his lunch. He refuses to help me out so I think I'll get his maid to guide me. Hmphhh. I'm only doing this because he's gonna cook steak for me the next round. MUAHAHHAHA.

Your arrowed love

15. Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality

I'm a LIBRA. Yes!!! (screams and throws confetti into the air)
Okay, as a libra, we place huge importance on giving balance to everything, justice, weighing out the pros and cons of any decision we're about to make etc.

It isn't meant to be understood, it's just a natural action that we take.

Well, I do agree that I hate being misjudged or be on the receiving end of unfair treatment. (STABS DAGGERS AT YOU IN MY HEAD). No, obviously a libra is too full of kindness to do that to you ^^

It has always been claimed that libras are the most charming out of all the other zodiac signs, we're like the sign of partnerships and we're the best mediators around. ._. I don't deny that libras are charming to a certain extent, but we can get on others nerves too. I think we reside on the extreme ends, usually its a love-hate relationship with us. But yes, I've also used 'charm' & 'mediating skills' to bribe my way through my friends, slip through arguments etc :P

It's inborn though. LIBRAS JUST DETEST ARGUMENTS AND UNREST amongst people.

I guess I could really write a whole page on the good and bad of being a libra but I ain't going to. Just gonna write about the most important points.

OHHHHH. Libras love to enjoy life, as can be seen from my blogposts, I guess I lead a pretty happening life and can be a social butterfly at times. I can be super indecisive and I think I've some artsy fartsy thing in me. I like incorporating art into the things I do :) I'm sentimental, optimistic yet emotional (the irony of it all), sensitive to people's take on me (learning how to ignore that).

Yupp, and I like bringing colour into mine/other's lives :)
YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO TELL FROM THIS MULTI-COLOURED BLOGPOST.

A whimsical fantasy

14. What you wore today

Starhub's lime green shirt + shorts + slippers

Can't expect much from working attire yeah.

Am so loving this flower hair tie gift from Huishan!

Anyway,,,,,,

Me & jac waiting for Martin and his band to perform at their gig

All the different bands waiting outside OMSQ @ Fort Canning

Bby came to pick me after the gig, we caught Lan Kwai Fong at Vivo!

Astonishingly, I was asked to produce my IC. Have always thought I looked old enough to pass such spotchecks-.- I mean, throughout my secondary school years and such, I've always looked older than most of my peers. Some auntie once asked me if I was 26 when i was barely 17? #fml yeah i know.

Ate at 'The Mussel Guys' restaurant. Dined Al Fresco. Have always loved it, and still love enjoying life that way. #fuckyeah.

The view spanned from the long bridge towards Sentosa, the waters, USS, the cable cars, and I could even get a clear view of people chilling just a level downstairs. Oh, and the sea breeze was mmmmmmm :)

BUT. THE FOOD WAS PLAIN!! Kinda wasted for a place with such good view.

Probably one of the worse baked rice I've ever eaten? It was under chef's recommendation btw. The prawns weren't succulent. the mussels (which they were supposed to be famous for) - was NOT FRESH, the rice was so dry and the cheese was bland. 

Have to give them credit for the pretty huge serving though.

P/s: Couldn't decide between a mustard and nude coloured cardigan, got the NUDE one (YIPPEEEEE!!)
but I've this strong feeling I'll go back and grab the MUSTARD one too. One can never have enough of clothes with good cut and pretty colours LOL.

Dandelions by the riverrrrr

13. Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it

Honestly, I'm not a huge fan of my body shape cos I've enormous hips which makes it hard for me to find clothes. Damn. I might be chubby but I do appreciate my assets. Life isn't fair, no one is perfect. 
I still do complain about my body size occasionally, but I've been more accepting about living in my own skin, be more optimistic and focus my attention on loving my assets instead. 
I can't stop people from judging or passing harsh criticism about me, but what matters most is that I'm learning to love my body day by day :)




Damn, damn, damn,
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here


GONNA BE SEEING YOU LATER!! HUAT.

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<3 YOU LONG TIME!!