Flower power

Had a great day of shopping and fun with R today!

The crinkled eyes when he laughs makes him look so cute!

Thanks for the treat of dinner & pool! :)

Life's played a fucking joke on me yet again.

Why does shit always have to happen??? Can't I just live a life with a proper relationship without meeting fucked up people. How many more fucked up guys do I have to meet. I don't even know what's right for a relationship, let alone who will be Mr. Right when he comes along in my life. I just don't know how to face people and treat a relationship properly anymore.

Life really has been playing cyclical jokes on me in terms of relationships. I wanna declare that I'm not afraid to love anymore, but now I've to think twice before making that statement. When I wanna move forward and improve my relationships, bombshells drop. Is this a testament of my loyalty or endurance or whatever? Have I not been loyal and patient enough in relationships? Loyal also suffer, toy with others also suffer. What then?

I wasn't desperate for any guy or any relationship. I took a ride with the natural flow of life. Then he came along, spiced up my life, made me raise little hopes, only to realise in the time to come that he was just another bastard out there. (Not in the sense that he cheated on me, but the way he treats me.)

What can I say? I'm disappointed. Seriously, it never pays to be kind and sincere to people, does it? The good always loses in my case. FUCK.

Life will never stop short of a 'why'

Hi peeps. I ended work earlier and now I'm back home, blogging about something which Huishan and I were discussing earlier. That girl kept asking me 'why this, why that', why's life so unfair etcetc. I gave her my opinions, and we probed further till the topic became a little too deep and abstract.

Personally, I've had questions floating in my mind, most of which I did not give a second thought to. Din wanna complicate my mind. 'Why' issues can be pretty mind boggling and requires intense thinking.

UNLESS...

You're asking stupid questions like 'Why does my stomach rumble' -.-

THE BIG WHY
Picture credit to http://www.vegansoapbox.com/why-no-meat/

FOOD FOR THOUGHT:

Why do things happen in this or that way?
Why are certain people still so lucky despite their selfish characters?
Why do we still care so much for others when they obviously don't reciprocate?
Why do people change and blame things on fate or destiny?
Why is an orange named an orange, and the colour is orange, whereas a lemon isn't named yellow and vice versa. (this might be a lame comparison, but it's still a 'why' - who named it, and how?)
How did the elements in the periodic table come about?

Blahblah so on and so forth. These are pretty lousy examples, but yaaa.

Every now and then, or maybe daily, a '5W1H' question would pop out in our heads subconsciously, or when we detect something relatively unfamiliar to us.

However, who's to answer these questions?
Will we be enlightened when we grow older, do we find out the answers ourselves or through others, or will we just put aside all these questions and accept things as they are?
I know that in life, you're supposed to go through countless experiences and obstacles, learn from them, and solve future problems with these experiences. But sometimes, there are just too many questions left unanswered too yeah?

And are some things which are quite puzzling.  Some people have said to 'live and let live', let nature take its course(which means to let fate give you a hand in running your life). However, some have also opposed that thought, saying that fate/destiny can actually be controlled by oneself with sufficient determination.
Sometimes, I actually wonder when and how has fate interfered with my life, good or bad, and how the final outcome will be.

For now. I choose to enjoy life without any complications, and I hope fate doesn't deal me a harsh hand in the future.

Sorry, this is a kinda abstract blogpost, which I don't exactly know what I'm thinking and I don't know how to convey it properly.

P/s: Overall blog content credit to Huishan (I added personal thoughts too) ----> Link's at the side if you wanna check out her personal blog :)

Lovin' Cereal

See how much my family and me loves cereal.
And this is not the whole collection :D
Hhaa we stock up as though there's gonna be shortage of cereal anytime!

Seconds till the sun rises

6 Aug; backdated photos taken on the day me and shan missed the Maybelline event.

Quite a pity, cos I actually won a pair of free tickets from Ohsofickle .

There were also free eye and hair makeovers if I remember correctly. Wasted huh.

I would have liked to change my blog's DP x)

Me & Shamyn! She helped me collect the tickets came all the way just to pass them to me on the actual day! <3

Car watching at Bugis ^^

Ritz Apple Strudel Cafe!

The Soup Spoon!

Anyway here are some nice covers I chanced upon on youtube! Check them out :)

Dancin to the rythmn

Had dinner with my babe and baobei again today!

I think thursday is gonna be our 'ladies night' :) Will try to dedicate at least a day to them each week, and also to my bff+the other side the girls!

Its really important to maintain relationships with people. Miss one outing and I would have already lagged on several gossip and updates of the group!

Jamaca almond fudge + Chocolate Mousse

Rainbow + Lime sorbet

Sigh, screwed up 2 presentations yesterday:( First time i got a fucking D for donkey for a presentation, in year 3 somemore. WTS. 0.1 more and I can at least hit a 3.0 cumulative GPA, but given the way this semester has been heading, I think its pretty tough.

I'm still lovin this shirt the boy got me from his previous Thailand trip :)

Actually, he got me a truckload of stuff which was a sweet surprise, thankyou!

Sian, any kakis up to go Thailand with me? ^^

Picture us with a Kodak

Someone's getting sweeter day by day!

I think if he sees this he'll come and find fault with me. That fellow gets really uncomfortable with being romantic, me no understand why..... BECAUSE I'M A TOTAL HARDCORE ROMANTIC.

Or lets just say, I used to be. Maybe now I still am, but with added caution for fear of falling too hard.

For the past 10 days, I've been patiently anticipating 'the call' each night, getting myself preoccupied with other stuff in the day, and I realised that actually waiting its not as terribly agonizing as it seems. Sure, not talking on the phone is not a big deal, but not being able to see him, hug him and feel his warmth, that brings a little agony :/

BUT! I assume its a healthy progress, and it fairs better than me being all obsessive and negative huh.

P/s: I hope some people take action automatically. Don't owe people things for too long!
Excuses are many, if others can, why can't you?

Pp/s: This is something NEGATIVE which I've to admit: I've been pretty fake recently, and I'm gonna stop it. Say less, show less. Easy peasy way to get on with life.
I've always believed in staying neutral till people get on my own nerves. If not, fuck off from the drama of others. A sentence less added is a fire less started.


I'm really sorry for not helping, I've been a terrible person though I see no injustice you've done to me so far. But I might just continue staying wary of you, coz it takes one to trigger another.

Safe within your arms

Hihi! It's been yet a week and finally I ain't drop dead tired. Must cherish this time to blog. LOL

Anyway, last friday I attended the TAR chalet & bbq, the last of gatherings before the first batch of guys enlisted on 1st Aug! I kinda miss them all. Although I don't really like siambus(thai girls - something happened between one and my guy), I miss going to the siamdius(thai pub/club) with them during the weekends.

Haha by the way I'm trying hard to recall what I'd wanted to write in this post. It's been saved as a draft since Aug 5th, I must have been really excited to blog about something yet too tired to type. Ugh whatever.

Anyway here are the pictures I promised, taken on 25th July while walking the last of the railway tracks
Weather was pretty good for us, thank god :)

Lonely winding road

Happily trying to catch my balance!

Way before my parents or grandma was even born!

I really wanna know what this signage meant

Trying to reach out for the post!

Creative notice 

King of the World!

Flexflex yo

Acting demure hahahaa

Mari kita somemore!

I kinda think he looks like doraemon when he smiles ^^

I've a story to tell, and its as long as this road ahead

I swear I was so dressed down, I looked pretty aunty

Byebye Railway!!

P/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLINGS BETTY & WINSON!! <3