Home not alone.

Dad and Mum are overseas for these 3 days.
Greatly appreciate my brother being the 'stay home' kind of guy.
At least even if we don't talk, I know that there's another human presence in the house to accompany me.
Or else even with all the lights on in the house, I would still feel sad, lonely, scared, or probably depressed.

Luckily my parents only went nearby, so its not like a whole week overseas affair.
Thank goodness for that too.

Toodlebugs.

Gonna be stuck at home all day long today i guess.

Guess it's god's way of making events happen this way so that I will be bored to death and end up doing my chores/homework to occupy myself.

I can sense flu coming up. It keeps knocking on my door, leaving its footsteps and traces and running away again.
Such an ambiguous visitor makes me ponder when it will arrive for an actual visit.

Aye. I'm broke and I need more $$!
Thus sitting at home to save $$ too!
Have to start planning and managing my bank accounts again.
Account(s) because i created a UOB one just 4 days back!
That one shall be where I place aside a small sum of $$ to limit my spending?
And the POSB one shall be where I save my $$ I guess.
Because POSB allows for easy transfer of allowance from my parents, and UOB allows for me to draw $$ w/o having to wait for long queues at goddamn ATM's.

SMART? :)

It's a party in the USA

PARTYPARTYPARTY.

I'm not a party-goer but i like club music manymany. Haha.

So I attended NP's GLOW PARTY earlier on, just hours ago! :)

Organised by NP's student union, they invited DJ Kzee down to be the DJ for the night.

Many free lightsticks were given out, not bad huh.

NP's rich luh. ^^

  With Huishan                     With Jasmine

The music wasn't as nice as I'd expected it to be, quite a few unknown songs in fact. Not high enough!

Kinda hard to get into the real dancing mood too, no drinks or anything to let ourselves drift into the club mood :(

It's like you just walk in out of nowhere, totally sober, and have to suddenly force yourself into the mood, and let the music carry you away.

I still think last year's REDCAMP5 hopnight was much more fun, with DJ Daniel Chow. His music was nice, and the people from my batch were more high I think.

  With Weicheow                 With Stella

This time round it is open to all students as long as you can produce the NP identification card, so the volume of people was definitely more than the previous year.

More funny faces. Ahem kidding.

  The girls!

  With Alson

Making this a short post. Tired to describe on any further. Roughly what you would expect of a club, only with a bigger surface area to dance with, and no drinks. Fullstop. Bye :)

P/s: Sorry for kinda neglecting you babe! Luckily I realised it in time. Feel real bad, cos I absolutely detest that feeling. Which is probably why *ahem* neglected you too, because she needs to avoid feeling like that. I'm able to put myself into both your shoes. Girl, if you're reading this I'm sure you'll know who I'm referring to.

Shedding those pounds.

Hi people.

Netball training kinda demoralised me today.

I think i suck at catching balls now.

Or probably because I was facing totally new people and was uncomfortable with playing with them.

Din really dare to edge forward and catch the ball, afraid that I would trip someone and stuff.

Was blur with the rules and missed the catch several times. Holy cow. Don't like that feeling.

I very much prefer the times back in secondary school, when we kinda played a rojak game.

We always said 'lets go play netball', but our netball consisted of captain's ball rules.

So the wing attacker and defender could actually run the whole courts, and could even step through the semicircle teeheehee.

For me, I played the wing attacker in the first round, and did not dare advance to catch the ball when the whistle was blown. LOL.

Just ran around blindly, not calling out to my teammates to pass the ball over and stuff.

Why am I always so worried about how people will view me.

I should just go ahead and play happily shouldn't I?

Must not be worried about how people will view me if I fail to catch the ball or fail to pass it properly.

Everyone errs huh. And I'm inperfect anyway.

P/s: How I wish i was born with some kinda sports talent or something. Don't like being so un-sporty. Rahh :(

Pp/s: Happy with my haircut! Many people complimented me on it. Thankyou people! :) Only now abit starting to miss my previous long hair where I could toy it around and fiddle with different hairstyles.

Pine for the past.

No tutorials/workshops during the first week just rock!

I think its supposed to be like this to help us slowly adapt back to poly life after 7 long weeks of holidays. LOL.

Or I bet that there would be many 'ponsters'.

As such, they decided to implement this thing of not having tut/wksps to give us a chance of not failing our attendance grade.

Haha kay keeding. It's just a wild guess.

Well, had a fun time using bff's photobooth today.

Camwhored like mad. ^^

Chatted and stuff. Random jokes, h2h talks(:

Warning - Camwhore danger up ahead!

terrible eyebags lol.

lopsided smiles!

strongest man survives!

P/s: Ate with my mum at the market earlier.

Finally got a time to go eat outside and chat, just the 2 of us.

Miss my mum being so nice for once. :/

And it goes a long way back.

 Finally met up with that beloved girl la.

Stupid girl, go China for so long.

Made me and baobei miss her much xoxo.

But that lengthy 6 weeks have already passed!

So now, she's happily back in Singapore, complaining about missing Sg's variety of food, and that the food there was too oily etc!

Ahhh, but at least she did not get fat there lor.

Food oily still can maintain her weight there for 6 weeks.

6 weeks rotting in Singapore and I was the one who grew fatter instead. -.-

Unfair ley. Haha.

So many things happened when she was away.

And so we met up together to catch up on our stuffs. ^^

Had a great time laughing till we rocked over and cried. ♥

P/s: Udders bailey & bourbon icecream made my tongue sizzle when licked!

 Pp/s: Thank you so much Aaron, for bringing down my blogshop digs! (He had to come all the way from Chinatown and lug my stuff that I mailed over to his address for fear of being sniffedout, LOL!)

I had a reason to.

Yesterday was the 18th.
Supposedly the day I would have hit my 6th month with him.
In other words, we would have been together for half a year.
Sadly, a little earlier before this date, chaos dropped a bomb down on us, pushed us over the edge, and poof went everything.
I did everything I could to salvage this r/s with you.
Yet you never, ever, are able to fully change.
As so the saying goes, 'a leopard never changes its spots'.
So super true.
Happen once, fine.
Happen a second time, okay.
Happens too frequently, that's the end of everything.


So, what's with the wanting to change bullshit you gave me?
The way you show it is to complain right the next day?
Saying stupid stuff like I'm not heeding your advice whatsoever.
All guys, regardless of them being good friends/acquaintances are all 'danger'?
Every single one of them?
I might be childish, stubborn, wilful, not so streetsmart, BUT I AM DEFINITELY NOT DUMB.

You think my cousin wouldn't protect me from 'danger'?
Saying that you trust me yet not the people around me?
Only you are able to give me FULL protection?
You are not infallible. 
What's up with that nonsense.
Even to the extend that you doubt my closest girlfriends.
If not for seeing how miserable I was, would they even have bothered to 'poke their noses into our business'? -(as quoted from you)

So tell me.
If you were in their shoes, wouldn't you do the same thing?
To give advice, to want your close friend to end his/her misery.
Do you dare say that as a close friend of mine, he/she doesn't have the rights to want to see me happy, and to influence me to end my suffering?
Or would you rather, he/she stand by the sidelines and only can look on sullenly, but not being able to do/help me in any way?

Please ask yourself this honestly.

Love's supposed to strengthen us,

and not weaken us.
"A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself to fix it" - Person

Chapter closed.

Awaiting a new and better beginning.

Off relationships for the time being.

Too weary, it drains me of everything.
明天会更好！

The fun that only comes during holidays.

(15 Apr, 10pm-6am)

Night out with my cousin was fun!

From Kbox after work to having frog's legs porridge at Geylang Lorong 3.

Her friends were driving, which made it easy to move from place to place.

Hehs. I was quite paiseh to sing with them in the beginning.

I was the only one below 20 yrs there. :(

Kept feeling like I was a kid through their eyes.

Now I want to hit 21 yrs old quickly!

Okay, don't even say 21 yet. 18 already haven't hit, cannot think so far-.-

So we were out till about 4+, 5am, slept around 5+, 6am.

And we did not manage to wake up on time to do her ic.

I woke up a tad earlier, and ended up playing with her dog.

His name's Meyer(: About 8/9 yrs old already.

And he's super sticky to my cousin. Haha.

Is it a trait of golden retrievers?

(16 Apr, 10pm-3am)

Lugged the whole bag of clothes which my cousin passed over to me to find Mel and Mervyn @ Plaza Sing after work.

Went to drink at Liquidkitchen,

Magon & Weicheng joined us at around 12+.

We spent like a total of $280, $40 on food, $240 on drinks. 

And that was without opening any bottle lol.

Here's Magon's rainbow shooter. (7 diff hard liqour)

My Hawaiian Cocktail. 

(Rum, malibu, pineapple)

Sucks man.

Mel & Mervyn

  Weicheng & Magon

Mel's waterfall.

My snow white & the 7 dwarfs. 

First round.

(Gin, Vodka, Rum, Tequila, Thriple Sec, Whiskey, Bourbon, Milk)

Have to drink in order, least 'hot' to most 'hot'

Milk acts as the igniter for puking. Haha.
But I did not finish the whole thing:(
Din wanna go back drunk.
But I swear I will go back and chiong that whole thing again! :D
(If I can bunk over at someone's else house/chalet)

Second round of it.

This time round, with a sequence too, but unknown hard liqour.
(The rarer types i guess)

The experienced bartender's secret recipe. Lol.

Can see the difference in colours? (between 1st and 2nd round)

And it was blue carossal (alcohol with milk) as the igniter.

And Mel, me, Mervyn drank several shots of the blue carossal after that.

P/s: This time round, it really is over between me and him.

We just cannot connect no matter what. 

Too many different views, two different worlds.

I still don't get it.

In the midst of reading a book titled 'wrecked' now!
Been reading quite abit of it since last night, hope to complete it by today.
Doubt there will be much time though. Gonna head down to work later and am staying overnight at my cuzzie's house before we head down to work together the next day again!
Aye, she has a whole lot of clothes to clear and I'm gonna go over and try them to see if they fit, and to see which are my picks!
(We stay at totally opposite ends from each other, so its pointless to lug all back)


Anyway, I realised all the novels I've been reading so far are all about destroyed lives, due to some careless mistake or something.
It makes me fear yeah?
Fear that my own life will be destroyed if I do something stupid.
And I HAVE THE TENDENCY TO DO STUPID THINGS TOO.
Kinda feel that I'm still very wilful and stubborn at times.
Grow up soon please! :(

Mood: Happy

Finally got down to editing my blogskin again.
I'm going more for simplicity nao.
The next round i change my blogskin, I might even remove my chatbox, the many links of others, and use just the provided blogger template just to blog. Haha.
Think it'll shave off alot of unnecessary time needed when i re-edit the details and the html of the new blogskin.
♥ this blogskin. It's almost similar to what I was looking for.
And I can upload huge pictures on it without the pictures being blocked off from the blogskin frame or exceeding its width.
Thankfully, it din take me a long time to find it too(:

Changed to the new blogger uploader too!
Better but more lag. Everytime i press 'enter', it lags. Tsk.

Off to dinner already, bye guys(:

Prawning again.

Today was kind of a bad day.

You know, the kind of days that one just doesn't feel like being out all of a sudden?

I was actually eager to go out; set off in the morning feeling happy.

But halfway through the day, it started to rain, and we had just only reached the prawning area lor!

Aaron & his catch with the uber long pincers!

Our huge haul! (okay la, alot is some random uncle gave it to us!)

Kind soul will have kind returns!(: (as the chinese saying goes)

P/s: Sorry for some lousy quality photos, they were taken using phone. Cos my digital's battery died in the midst :(

Then okay, one would actually expect it to be sheltered fully right.

But that lousy place had actually been designed to look like a kampung, with 'attap roofs' that leaked. 

Mesh nettings of course will leak water right!

Who's the lousy architect for that place!

Want to build at least build really fake 'attap roofs' can!

Build at least those kind that are able to shield people from the rain, and let people not have to worry about catching a cold due to rain from the leaking roof!

So now I highly suspect that I've gotten a cold, because I'm feeling shitty feverish.
And I've been sorta 'drenched' in the rain for many hours!
WE WERE THERE AT THAT PLACE FROM 4+ TO 11+.
CAN IMAGINE THE COLD WINDS AND THE PATTERING OF RAINDROPS ON YOUR BODY FOR SO MANY HOURS!
Zzzz. I've got work on thursday, please don't do this to me.
Having a dry cough and coughing fits is bad enough as it is, I definitely don't want to be contacting a high fever later.

Embracing nature.

HAHA. As my blog title goes, we were embracing nature in its finest.
Actually no la, exaggerated one.
The MET 4 JIAOS actually wanted to meet up and camp overnight at East Coast Park. (Last Friday)
As in, really camp, pitching tents and stuff, not just to camp(ton) overnight.

But end up there were little notches and stuff that obstructed everyone from turning up on that day.
So yeah, yes, we still pitched a tent and stuff, but did not seat in there for long.







A few hours of playing heart attack, indian poker, running around the sand like dogs, and Jerry had to leave. :(
We didn't want to sleep, so we went prawning and whatsnots!
Was Jac & Mel's first time prawning, Jiawei and me second time!









We camped there for like more than an hour with the failure of not catching any prawn at all. haha.
They did not refill the prawn pond!!!
15 BUCKS FOR A FREAKING HOUR, how can they do this!
And before we reached there at 3-4+am, were already many people sitting there camping with huge catches of prawns! :(
P/s: A good advice is to go fish at 1+2+am! Still got time to snatch with people!(:

Finally Jiawei caught our very first one!
This was when the place was already quite empty of people. (5/6+am)
We had no idea how to pull off its blue pincers and none of us actually dared to grab the prawn bare handed & throw it back into the net! Haha.

So, we asked this group of teens to help us.
They looked very unapproachable and intimidating, but it turns out that they were actually very nice!
They donated to us 5 or 6 of their prawns i think, making our catch total up to 9.
But one flipped over the sink while we were washing it.
AND IT JUST HAD TO BE THE FATTEST ONE. LOL.
So as you can see, we had 8 left to barbecue and eat.



Jac & mel were actually kinda reluctant to eat at first, cos they were saying how pitiful the prawn had looked when we had captured it and had poked them with our sticks.
End up still munch la of course. Super fresh and nice yeah(:



Caught the sunrise, slacked around in the tent, and all of us packed up and headed for breakfast @Mac!





Oh, i fell sick right after. I wonder why.
Achoo-ed like mad at Mac for a freaking 20+ times, and my eye became swollen.
Dad says it's due to the pulling of the nerves at the eyes due to my violent achoo-.-