There was a time when I felt like I cared
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed

But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do

Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be .

im coming to school everyday from now onwards. much as i try to catch up ive to speed it up.
i am sleepy. i noe i complain of being tired. but today im really really sleeping to my way to school. even when im in e lift. jun xiong's next to me in class now. saw khorkai at north canteen as well as someone. khorkai made me run. n she took my strawberry biscuit. the little chase made me more alert more awake.. and there's half an hr more to going home. i like. going off to work as a translator. im translating chinese to english. no one thinks im up to this. but even if i dont understand mandarin/chinese the pay is enough to motivate me i likeeeee

no more feeling emo. no more being paranoia. in fact i havent been. its just tt there were many things running thru my head all at one go. i just had to pen it down somewhere.
got myself a job. and i like it coz its intellectual work. i use my brains n get paid. how nice. perhaps its just another form of distraction. but i know im gonna like this distraction very much.
thank u for squeezing in time for me thou uve been busy. now its my turn to get busy. i hope u understand. its just too bad our timing dont match. i know im being selfish but im just protecting myself. i dont wish to fall again.

trust no one not even,
not even the one who claims to be there for u 24/7
cuz no one's gonna b there when u need them to be.

didnt have much time to blog. and its not like i was busy w serious work.
met up w sam on wed. i was suppose to teach her accounts and we ended up talking for eons. everything under the sun.
ive seen her grow from tt impetuous girl to someone who can think and plan for her own future. just like how im making plans on my own for MY future. i guess no one will be there to plan how ure gonna live yr life not anyone including yr mom. no one will noe what u want best other than yrself. she got me thinking about alot of things. things i never really wanted to think about. i wanted to live in my comfort zone for as long as i can. however life isnt always a bed of roses.
u gotta earn for it. u gotta work for the kind of lifestyle u want. i know what i want. but how to go about doing it is altogether a different story. currently nth..absoultely nth motivates me other than money. materialistic as it sounds. im just being practical and there's NO WRONG in being practical. if i m working its only for money. im not working out of love, im not working out of passion. im not working for anything. nothing. selfish as it sounds. everything i do is very practical and there's only one reason. to lead the kinda life i want. with money most things is possible. no point feeling emo. no one is going to stop the world for me to get over my past. no one is going to stop the world from revolving just to let me get ready n catch up. as long as i believe. i know i can.
babies..i know u can toooo.

nth really fanciful has happened but shit loads happened. the usual-- getting cheesed off more often than not. i shall keep tt aside bcoz their behaviour, response and questions are getting more absurd. the more u read into it the more agitated i get. SO why should i??
work was alright. pathetic pay, they can pay better than that. they expect so much of me but pay me peanuts. but the better part of it was...my uniform was lacoste polo tee and lacoste sneakers n i get to keep them! part of my uniform was a zara skirt. and i get to keep that too!! and to top it off my sister got me a hugo boss money clip and card holder. coz she was in charge of packing hugo boss's goody bag n she "accidentally" took a box for me. i like. for once she is not so dumb haa.
i saw hugo boss's ceo cum director. he is SOOO HAAAAWT. hot hot hot babies. clean shaved. nice hair. brown eyes. what more do i want? he was standing right in front of me. oh god. take me to the booth n make me stand there to promote hugo. i own hugo boss intense (for women only) and my father owns hugo boss motion (the ball shaped one) and i intend to get hugo boss purple. he owns a hugo boss motion tooo...so u see im quite a rabid fan of hugo!! i processed the badges for christian dior executives, escada, gucci, chanel, bacardi, shanghai tobacco, aigner, kenzo. oh gosh so many. thou the stupid pay is horrid it was really an expereince having to work with them.
thank u for everything. including the little surprises. im happier than b4. thank u.

its been 2 wks of sch..yes?? i feel the pressure i feel the work coming up to my neck. i need a break. yes i need one alrdy.
TFWA tax free asia training today. it was everything i went thru 2 yrs ago. nth's changed. in short tt's what ive been up to. i dont wanna noe about deadlines. im in no condition to meet them.

i attended all of my tutorials today. i feeel it. i feel the pressure i feel the need to come for classes. got sick of attending tutorial aft tutorial for 8 hrs straight. and some loser in my class had to further piss me off. pls take a look in e mirror. who are u to tell on others? u think u wont slip classes?? wait till u skip a class i swear to God i will shoot off n go on n on abt u skipping classes. i will tell every other tutor even if we dont have that class for the day. just u wait.
(okay actually i dont have much against u but u just hit the nerve oh well just yr luck)
im trying to get used to it all. i will try to understand that everything is the way it has to be.i will not as gulliable. i will not be as wilful for u to do anything for me. i will demand less and understand more. i will take everything as they come maturely and not kick up a fuss or stamp my feet in tantrum. i will. i will try harder. yes i will. *close my eyes*

Mimi Chan
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