.Monday, April 24, 2006 ' Monday, April 24, 2006 Y
. ' Saturday, April 22, 2006 Y
why? why the fuck are u all like this? why act as if nth has happened n yet i stupidly believe n still hope tt all the inicdents werent intentional? why do i have e slightest bit of hope tt things would turn out for the better? why the fuck did i even believe u again??? why do i have to put myself thru this agony n thru this crap time n again to further prove to myself tt ure simply NOT WORTH MY FUCKING TIME? seriously ure making me feel tt all of u CHOOOSE to be miserable, pathetic, selfish, unreasonable, pot-calling-kettle-black, childish and unconditionally hypocritical -- by choice.
.Saturday, April 15, 2006 ' Saturday, April 15, 2006 Y
i got myself yet another brown baggg...i like. thank goodness i got this bag w the Tangs voucher tt weisze got me. no more shopping this week. its just watching vcds. i like. im looking fwd to thursday and friday. (babies u should noe why!) vanisha, i cant wait. but tt would leave me really really poor. but all's worth i guess. i need this for the longest time. i will make sure i enjoy every single minute of it. i promise to work my ass off after this little treat im giving myself. i promise to study hard n be a good girl when sem starts. i will. coz i have to.everything will be brand new. everything will start over.
.Thursday, April 13, 2006 ' Thursday, April 13, 2006 Y
i stole some pictures from kk to upload it to y blogg..
bad day yday. i found out i had cramps in the morning and i was wearing white pants and
he came to sch to pass me my calculator but ti turned out to be some saga n hooo-haa. my day was ruined n dampened. it was worsened by some incident sometime during lunch.furthermore to add on to all the agony n drama for the day, my grandma had to piss me off. it was a absolute bad day.
. ' Thursday, April 13, 2006 Y
the babies-jeanne vanisha and daphne
khorkai and daph
our long awaited group picture (after much deleting)
omg did i tell u tt it was yummy??
.Monday, April 10, 2006 ' Monday, April 10, 2006 Y
im gonna start detesting sch. i will dread thursdays. i have classes till 10pm on thursdays and ive 8am lecture on friday! i need to sleep. -frowns-
i had a longgg weekend.4 long days. i like. took 2 days mc on thursday and friday. slept slept slept. but i really fell ill on friday. sinus. tv tv and more tv!! i like..met up w vah-nesss-sahhh on one of the days.
did i mention tt i bought myself a dress on saturday?? wheee i lurve tt dress. but its a little too big needs to be altered. hopefully its done quickly im excited to wear it!! haa..showed my mom the ALDO bag i wanted she didnt comment much but when i really wanted to get it. they didnt have the brown colour tt i want so i ended up buying this other blue bag i saw elsewhere. i likeee...its blue. fer once i own a blue baggg. its a tote n i lurve it. weisze and i bag shopped like crazyy. saw many other alternatives. im itching to get them. i saw this really nice silver chain from Warehouse. i want my brown bag my black bag and my many many other accessories!!! (see weisze! at least i noe what i want!) i asked her what she wanted she couldnt answer me!
.Wednesday, April 05, 2006 ' Wednesday, April 05, 2006 Y
well yet another day babies..LAURIEEE this entry is for u..im feeling angry today (ive done my fair share of story-telling so the close ones u should noe why) but due to the oh-so-beautiful manicure i did for myself yday i calmed myself down.its gonna be a lonely sem next month. but i noe i can. i wont let any of u ruin my day.
i like no competition. i like no comparison. i like no exemplification.Engaging in crap like that only reminds me of how profoundly juvenile you are. what else is there to say. some people choose to be wet blankets; they are miserable by choice.
.Tuesday, April 04, 2006 ' Tuesday, April 04, 2006 Y
im feeling grouchy. im feeling agitated n irritated. i hate school. i hate tep. i might even find myself hating classical. but at e end of e day what do i get out of hating my daily activities? to a certain extent i feel tt ive everything i want in my life now..but why do i still feel tt something's missing? why do i still feel tinge of emptiness within me? somehow its incomplete
it was really good having to meet up w jeanne vanisha and khorkiee..we went girly shopping n vanisha claims she will get smth girly no more jeans n tshirt!! a brand new start...a new image. u will like yrself more vahh-ness-sahh. camera whoring till jeanne n i felt so tired from smiling. someone pls upload the pictures somewhere.nydc was good we lurvved it. yummy. but sinful. we shall cut down on sugar yes?..im looking fwd to our shopping spree w vanisha n jeanne!! extra retail therapy never kills.
.Monday, April 03, 2006 ' Monday, April 03, 2006 Y
oh i forgot to mention tt my mom got me really nice jeans from hk..miss sixty and replay. ooh i like..no.i lurrrve. she got me a denim jacket too with pink diamantes. cant wait to wear'em. got me a pair of boots, a pair of sneakers and a pair of ballet flats. and a couple of belts. so u see ive got many bottoms n v little tops.*thank u mummmy i suddenly realise tt ure gd at shopping!!so from what u see..ive quite a number of bottoms. i went for a spreee for tops. i lurve shopping. how many times do i have to tell everyone that? cant wait to go to hk to shop w weisze next yr. its a long wait. meanwhile i noe i will hav little sprees in btwn to make my wait a little more exciting. haha i will....right??
. ' Monday, April 03, 2006 Y
meeting up w mad woman jeanne n vahh-ness-sahhh laterr im loooking fwd to it coz i havent met them for the longest time.esp jeanne. im sick of calling. i havent made ONE call and its 3.45pm now. alright so.. i lurve the first line of this song (there's gotta be more to life). i wanna be mean i wanna be bitchy. i wanna ostracize every and ANY tom dick n harry i see..can i? can i?? im sick of being oh-so-good.yet nv good enough. i wanna lead tt kinda life i used to. i cant seem to get it back..something's missing..but what is it?dont make me fall in love with u. coz i bite.
the babies-jeanne vanisha and daphne
khorkai and daph
our long awaited group picture (after much deleting)
omg did i tell u tt it was yummy??