adjusting to my new life now.. be it good or bad im glad that its a new phase..im looking fwd to new good and happy moments coming...i dont expect them to come coz i no longer want to expect anything else. dont nd any more disappointment.

tuesday-27 dec
hmmm back to sch aft the long weekend..totally relaxation over the wkend coz ots been boring yet stressful in sch. rahh played w my teamates today fun fun..talk abt bonding and i hate cindy soh!! she's makig me key in data MANUALLY she's so free valls ughh..ive so much to do now just to meet HEr dateline not mine.
watched "a chinese tall story" last night and headed down to chomp chomp fer my yummy prawn noodle *yearns fer more* haha.. went home aft which the movie was HILARIOUS!! my poor nicholas tse was super gay and not manly in the show majr turn off but still loveable *pinch pinch* home sweet home.

MERRY CHRISTMAS~!!

25th dec
spent it w my family. has dinner tgt..mom went to get something from Eu Yan Sang. apparently its good fer me. but i cant care less.
town was way too crowded oohh i wore my boots today whee i look overly dressed today so i changed back to slippers aft a while.rahh kinda boring christmas i must say.

24 dec
met up w khorkiee coz i had to pass her the cookies she got from me..from 2pm..we dragged till 5pm!! headed towards town. RAAHHH the crowd was horrendous. worse than last yr when i went with you.
i had my lunch at 6pm!! bought jap noodles, orange julius pepperoni chesse dog and a dumpling and a drink. wasnt super full just enough to fill my tummy. khorkiee was as usual laughing at my HUGE appetite. being a super nice soul she tried to make it appear tt she was eating as well so tt i wouldnt look so piggy!! whaha..thanks. but it didnt work!! coz i ended up eating up everything..the auntie who came by the clear our table happily cleared the bottle cap of my drink..raahhh
it was close to impossible to walk aft we left taka. u didnt have to walk the rest would push u and i keep loosing khorkiee..that she kept speaking to herself when we were in zara! im sorry.haha. bought her a mini cooper..car model haha..we found it really cute so yep.same colour as HER mini anyway. hope u liked it.
went off the meet eric aft she left to meet her floorball friends. we had supper at geylang!! some taiwanese stall. it was alright. food was alittle oily. we circled tt area close to 7 times to search for a parking lot. ended up parking somewhere super far n when we were done eating we couldnt find the car!! humph humph humph! he was so apologetic abt it. we practically walked every street ard tt area. luckily he was w me..our "hot date". we spoke abt things happening to our lives currently. then it got me thinking abt me and you.
we sat by the beach just you and me. with little exchange of words. just you and me staring out at the sea. simple yet contented with what we had. taking pictures of the aeroplane tt flew past us..but to no avail. finding every little thing amazing.

hmm its the fourth day being in this stopover.. all i do each day is shade survey forms and darken the choices so it can be scanned.monotonous.

monday-19 dec
first day in BPOS my new stopover. made friends on the first day. friendly girls i guess. was kinda lost but got used to it aft a while hmmm..

sunday-18dec
lazy sunday but cindy wanted to meet so i met her in the late noon to try her papillio slipper. she was trying so hard to convince me to buy it w her. but i really didnt need it. went to isetan tried some concealer and i was tired alrdy i duno why..humph..went to the mango sale coz cindy wanted to take a look at some more tops..so we went and the sneezing spell started. sneeeezed non stop. wanted to get a pastel green lacy and organza(opps spelling error!) top really nice but there was only size M left. didnt get it. home aft which and had fried chicken fer dinner, played w my baby neighbour such a sweet child my darling, wheee..she ran to me when i came home.such a warming welcome. love her to bits!!!

saturday 17 dec
went out to get pressie fer someone..wait fer the surprise girl!! we're such sweet pple man..love givng surprises lurve it when i can make others happy. lurve surprises tooo..muahaha..
met up w mom n dad fer dinner. dinner at central. ordered quite a few yummy snacks. full. i paid fer dinner. sucha nice daughter. hmm and i havent even gotten my pay~! duper uber broke. im sorry no xmas pressies fer almost all of u forgive me pls..i promise i will make it up. hee. ive way too many wants and needs. bear w me. i just wanna treat myself properly fer once.
mom got me a charm bracelet fer xmas omg..so sweet of her..i lurve it we chose it tgt n my father chose the plain bracelet itself. feel so pampered whee. once in a blue blue moon..
fetch my sister from her dumb bdminton training all the way at changi beach club resort. super far. fell aslp in the car.

friday 16 dec =(
Round one of tep ended on friday..will miss the fun we once had in the room be it UNO cards or poker cards monopoly or fighting w brooms n dustpan. everything started off with "me me me me me" and singing mickey mouse songs. till now..i guess we're pretty much getting used to each other but we hv to leave. what a shame. shoutouts..

SON!!!--mom will always remb u coz i dont go round acknowledging sons..i'll always be proud of u..those little BONDING sessions we had a trip to cheers a trip to mac ..will always b remebered.mom will always b here to listen to yr complains abt piano n other pple.. just *squeeze squeeze* and i will ROAR my way there!! =)

wanwan--ah wan oei..*squeeeeezeeeee* come on dont kp saying u feel molested ok..its yr honour i dont really go round touching n squeezing pple i dont know ok? i will nv forget tt u n abba gave me a free hair trimming..ended up pulling my hair omg!! haha..dont be DEPRESSED pls..ure showing all signs of depression alrdy we will go thru it tgt not to worry. n no task is deemed impossible pls.relaxing k.

ABBA!--dont forget pretty daph gave u this name ok?must RESPOND to it. and yes when u ask me to run fer the lift i will.coz i REALLY dont wanna miss the lift..i wanna dothings fast n efficient okayy whaha..dont miss me too much n dont get all soapy opera ok..haha i give u tissue CAN? *squeeeeeeezze*

as fer the rest in room B110 i will miss each n everyone of u ok? time isnt impt i guess its just the process. it applies to everything in life i guess..omg im feeling nostalgic. save me man.

im getting tired of lying to everyone. that is vanisha's nick n i didnt noe what she meant till i spoke to her over msn last night. she got me thinking once again. she told me she was sick of telling everyone including herself she was happy. im sick of that too.

how many times can i laugh?
how many times can i tell everyone how fortunate i am?
how many times a day can i smile IT all away?
how many times can i ignore the fact tt its all a pretence?

weary weary..that's all ive been feeling. cant bring myself to do anything. ive been upset alot lately. im gonna proclaim my poverty cycle once again.omg.how can this be happening to me??
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Mimi Chan
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