the weekend was great.went shopping with my mom n sister.main purpose was to get my sister a bag fer sch plus her dumb lappy.went thru a zilliong adidas rip curl nike..wadever sports brand u can think of.couldnt find le coq coz we werent in suntec.went ta bugis.brought mom to mickey mouse shop.she had the same reaction as me excited at first but aft 1 min we found it boring.it wasnt as nice as the ones we saw in guangzhou.variety was tooooooo little.wanted to ask her to get me a mickey bag but realised i alrdy hav 2 of it no point getting another plus the ones i get here might b wad almost everyone is carrying.

sat--28 may
bought shoes in bugis with my sister.haha i thot it was kinda cute.now ive cute yellow shoes.but i hardly hav yellow clothes.yellow was nv my colour.my heels were killing me.everyone seemed to forget where we parked our car.walked on n on n on.saw a bright coloured adidas bag.tt looks like a bumble beeee.was rather tired.wasnt really in e right mood..wanted to chase toro but was uber broke..missed his pretty face!!!bet denise missed him too...

sunday 29 may
stayed home till 3pm.raining cats n dogs donkey n cows.really din wanna go out.but mom dragged me out.met her in far east.went w her n my sister to sign up fer my broadband.was uber super duper bored there.clueless wad they were talking abt.went ta paragon to look for clothes n all but didnt really hav what we want.we walked on to wisma n den ck tang n den isetan.oohhh finally got my brown pants from tangs.love it..its hugeeee!!! haha wanted to get a jacket but it din look nice on me...love being small now wheeeeeeeee

I try to look the other way
And keep my heart on hold
But every time I'm close to you
I loose my self control

'never leave the one you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love..'
from des's bloggg

There's a girl in the mirror
I wonder who she is
Sometimes I think I know her
Sometimes I really wish I did
There's a story in her eyes
Lullabies and goodbyes
When she's looking back at me
I can tell her heart is broken easily
'Cause the girl in my mirror
Is crying out tonight
And there's nothing I can tell her
To make her feel alright
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying 'cause of you
And I wish there was something
Something I could do

If I could
I would tell her
Not to be afraid
The pain that she's feeling
The sense of loneliness will fade
So dry your tears and rest assured
Love will find you like before
When she's looking back at me
I know nothing really works that easily
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
'Cause the girl in my mirror
Is crying out tonight
And there's nothing I can tell her
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying 'cause of you
And I wish there was something
I wish there was something
Oh I wish there was something
I could do
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
I can't believe it's what I see
That the girl in the mirror
The girl in the mirror
Is ME

happy birthday daddy~!!!
yeah its my father's birthday today.din noe wad to get fer him went shopping fer his present with sze yday ended up with nothing.
stoned at home.was all alone grandma went over ta aunt's hse. i slept so much i think sleep is scared of me!
went to CK tang marriot at 5pm to get my father his bday cake coz i din noe wad else to buy for him.im so uber broke now but the cake was real yummy
but i was so afraid it will melt i put it in the fridge n it became icy haha..had dinner.it was a rather silent one.uncle came from msia he will be here fer the long wkend painting my aunts hse.thot i could study for my tests next wk.but mama asked us to shop.its been sometime since we last shopped with her.coz sis starting sch on tues gonna get some stuff fer sch.n perhaps..perhaps i could get her to get me a baggggg....im STILL WAITING fer my mickey mouse bag ..YOU better get it fer me don lie ta innocent girls haha..

played pool last night w sze ben n 2 of his macho friends whaha.they must visit the gym.unlike tt stupid ben.ugh..anyway couldnt really play properly..wasnt really properly attired.ugh going off now bye!

13th may
it was the best friday the 13th i had. the best.
Wooooo… I simply loved jam n hop night yday. Raz vanisha n I were enjoyed ourselves thoroughly. Aft the performance they threw us high up in the air. THANK GOD they caught us if not it will be a bad fall. But it was sooooo fun. They way they flung us into the air was like we weigh nothing! –guys- phew im glad my shoe din fly off or something. N den we decided to jump on one of them n it only ended up me alone n I was carried all ard the auditorium. It was sucha bouncy ride thot I was gonna fall. Held on soooo tight!! N den it was really jam n hop.. saw winky there he is soooooo CUTE!! Short n adorable ooohhhh totally fantastic!! He was the MC n he grabbed me on stage to DANCE!!! N I cant dance for balls!! But I was up there w my dearest raz who din leave me alone! We came down like 2 mins later. Den they all laughed at my dancing. I KNOW I cant dance ugh save me the embarrassment!! N den suddenly everyone backed off from the stage leaving a huge gap btwn the stage n the floor.. choosing fer OGLS to b up there n I was CARRIED to stage w almost three quarter of freshies looking at me!
It was den water break. Hee. We were all sweating like crazy.. I poured a whole bottle of COLD water on some one. n it was poured back to me in return. Wet n Close contact. Whaha… n some bitch came to confiscate my bottle!! Argh. Oh no im fantasizing a little too much but its good fer me right now. I don needa think abt anything else. Just dance my way thru no matter how disgusting my dance is. Cant believe vanisha told a guy how terribly I danced. I so need a paper bag!! Dig me a hole to hide myself. Im in dreamland.
Went back to dance abit more n we saw frog!! –peace- we were finally introduced to one another n I was in a terrible state. Sticky dirty n WET. saw double A as well. today is my best eye candy day thou double A is such an arrogant jerk he’s adorable. But now a little TOO chubby fer me. went off aft a while fer dinner coz we were all so hungry. i din have to walk from the train station to the place tt we were eating at! but my cherry hp chain broke im SO SUPER DUPER SAD. almost teared. anyway had dinner at pizza hut. but my mom called to pick me up n i needed a ride home coz i was majorly tired my feet hurt alot coz i was jumping running around n twisting in those vicious heels of mine.so i went off w/o having dinner. but my journey to pizza hut was fabulous! haha. mom had Marriot Hotel durian crumble in the car so i ate it. it was the best thing alive. mmmhhh yummy.
Nothing is holding me back now. No point loving yrself so much when wad others see u as is just someone so unworthy of yrself. everything now is the best way outta all these terrible things tt happen.
I want thin but not skinny. I want lean but not flabby. I want tall but not towering over me. I want strong but not Mr. Muscular (FBT). I want smart but not nerd. I want sweet but not sweet talk. I want some1 to be nice to me alone… not just to everyone else. I want someone to share my embarrassment with me not just sit there with me. I want someone to mess with my hair playfully aft they dig at wad I suck at not laugh with their friends. I want someone to love me unconditionally. I want to be selfish. I want to be unreasonable. In short… I just want YOU.

someone told me -i love you- and 3 hrs later the same person says im just someone who wants others to love n b there fer u when ure lonely.from this moment on im nothing to someone.from that moment on that someone wont love me anymore.
i have a heart like steel i don cry.i cried so much i think i lost my tear ducts.things happen within a split second.u dont have to WAIT fer it to happen it just happens.

hmm tmr's orientation finale sooo exciting..suppose to meet the stupid tpday but tt pigggg is still sleeping ugh..school is horrible.trying so hard to want to catch up.but saying it n doing it are totally 2 different things.humpf..i needa break urgent.i need things to make me cheer up.maybe shopping will do the trick but gosh i don even noe wad i want i don even noe wad i need.im real sick of my life.i need something new to perk me up..im half alive..each day is a routine.each day is a chore.
okay im outta here BYE

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
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Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's likeWhen nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
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To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kickedWhen you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
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Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
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Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
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You don't know what it's like to be like me
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the backYou might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like shit
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To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And one's there to save you
NO YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE

school is not so good aft all.im having trouble catching up.biz finance with accounting sucks biz finance itself sucks.tmr is my FIRST lesson to mkting management in a brand new class tt i alrdy half noe huph..GOd bless me pls...hmmm this friday will b orientation finale.im SO looking fwd to it wheeee..talk abt du-bler-veh!!!cant wait..ugh.somehow im so tired of sch nothing makes me wanna go to sch except perhaps fer some eye candy but...not really enough fer me to walk to sch in a quicker pace..whhaa..crap!a mickey mouse shop will open in parco this wk end i think go check it out..mickey rox!!!

Mimi Chan
In love with the bling!*
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