.Thursday, January 27, 2005 ' Thursday, January 27, 2005 Y
oh yes yes..ROSELL : ive replied yr tagg its at the bottom scrolll down hee sorry fer the late reply.. was a little busyy c", )
. ' Thursday, January 27, 2005 Y
Hmmm im finally updating my bloggg…
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI PING!!!
Thursday
Im a walking disaster today!!like wad yf used to call me I was really a walking cherry disaster!! But no..i din wear red top n green pants ok. I wore plain jeans n a tshirt. Major slack. N to add onto sucha plain attire. I HAD to hav a bad hair day todayy. PLUS my lens just wont fit into my eye. How can this be happening to me?k so picture how I looked like? A BIG TIME NERD. Nerdy glasses w cap n a few strands of feather like hair sticking out w jeans n tshirt. My goodness n I SAW a nice cute n yummylicious eye candy today.let me tell u he’s gorgeous. Another babay face boy. But this is better than aaron he’s TALLER for one n he dyed his hair therfore he’s much cooler than aaron! N my dearest yumei took a picture of him its now my hp wallpaper!! Ok im a lil’ exaggerating la. But he IS cute – undeniable full stop. Wait till I show u weisze!! I only saw him once or twice b4. But today we were in the same com lab heheeee. Gave vanisha javanese massage n she happens to LURVE it soooooooo much. Hai gotta give her MORE tmr.she’s just lovin’ it like mad. Everyone asked y I had glasses on today goodness I promise it’ll be my first n LAST time wearing it today. Oh oh oh..next week im gonna wear another cap or hat to sch w hwee lan haha.we shall see how it goes. Thank goodness I din see double A today if not I’ll just die. Had breakfast w practically my whole class n I started singing –happy hapy dim sum eat it while its hot..steaming in a pot..when u eat it u’ll be on top???—I duno my CLASSMATE started dancing to tt song whaha..thanks to..? ME!! Razinah n I were BIG time bitches today we were COMPLAINING abt how rich we were n how terrible it is to b rich coz we WEAR DESIGNER"S clothes shoes lingerie..even designer’s hp—wad’s tt?we duno but its just has to be designer made haha.thanks to econs. Deborah wanted to slap me coz I was REAL cocky. Cant believe wad will happen if im REALLY like tt..i think sze will lurve me N my money to bits haha.
Played like mad all the way out while walking to the interchange. Went out to meet vanisha aft coming home but for like less than an hour? Super wasting my time. I thot we were gonna shop but I just ended up watching them eat. How interesting was tt?cant wait to get tt cherry hp chain from weisze..SEE I noe wad ure getting me fer my bday okay..haha. anyway study hard fer yr 5 tests with 6 topics bitch. hope u pass AND do well.
wednesday
That’s coz ive been bombarded with projects n ive been falling sick occassionally.havent been out for quite sometime n I was out yday. Met up w mabel yf n hui ping..havent met them for the longest time—one month only la haha! We had dinner in bugis. Mabz n yf AS USUAL teased me n pissed me off like MAD!! Hui ping got herself a lousier than me tuition tcher!! Couldn’t stop laughing at her over it. its her bday today anyway. And aft which they gave me n hui ping our bday’s pressies. N we laughed damn hard over the pressie they gave me coz it was EXTREMELY LAME. How m I gonna wear tt out? Haha nvm there’s always such a thing as jacket. Went home aft tt coz I was suddenly so dizzzzzy. Went home n tried to sleep but I tossed n turned n still cant sleep. Was on my bed from 9pm till 12 still cant slp n my mom din even realised I was home.
Tuesday
Spent 5 hrs online all in all. Talked to weisze like madd told her everything. Tt bitch was nice abt it la she came online to accompany me n continued talking to me. tHanks. U seem to be there at the right time huh?ok tHanks stop getting high on tt. I really feel tt its so impt WHO grows up w u.yes according to sze I was lost. Needa get my directions right. N we NEED we HAVE to spend money. Its been surpressed for too long alrdy. There r so many new things n things we NEED n HAVE to get. There goes my shanghai trip but nvm la buy first wad if I die tmr?haha. weisze remb wad I ALWAYS say? DON TRY SO HARD! U really tried too hard to make me happy n smile again but yeah la I smiled okay..u nv fail to make me laugh at yr extreme powerful mandarin wad..
.Wednesday, January 19, 2005 ' Wednesday, January 19, 2005 Y
im in school now.guess wad?i 2 stops away form my house n my classmate called to tell me tt lect was cancelled was sooooo angry coz i almost took a cab n im so dead tired once again.now i have to wait fer another 3 hrs fer my next lect..
oh eve n i took a picture in my hp on monday.when i saw it i felt a sense of familiarity.well i duno i guess i really miss going out n talking to eve.havent talked to her fer maybe like3 months plus?hmmm..haiyah but when i told her i missed talking to her n i was happy tt i talked to her again she din believe me..talked to her outside class on tues.n oh i had like 3 tests yday sucks!!2 accounts tests n one stats..oohhh i have to emphasize something junxiong is uber nice he practically did my stats test fer me n i merely copied it into my answer booklet hee i gotta nice friend.but i din sit next to him during accounts so i had to depend on myself..-pouts-my trial balance din balance.okay tt's nothing new la.but it was v close to each other haha.let's cross fingers n hope tt i can pass.weisze was sucha sweetie pie she msged to remind me abt sending a card.i brought the card to sch today but with no coloured marker so its just gonna be plain card.im comtemplating to go fer ac lect or not.but even if i go home there's nothing i can do also.hmmm i kinda looking fw to chinese new yr i duno y.oohhh im meeting mabz yf n hui ping next wed...yeepie...im glad mabz made an effort to plan haha.thanks in advance!!she asked me wad i wanted fer my bday i said i want to be able to shop everyday haha obviously she cant gimme tt.
.Sunday, January 16, 2005 ' Sunday, January 16, 2005 Y
hmm actually my previous entry was incomplete.but i don have the mod to complete it now.i hate school.it sucks!!
im having 3 tests on one day how great is tt?i duno where to start studying from also.u noe i think i lost weight hoho!!but aft eating alot on fri n alot of oily food on sat i think its gained back again.was sick the entire day yday n still sick now.went to church in the evening.in no condition to fish. hee.
went to eat w my family.at IMM?yeah soooo far.i was sneezing ALL the way REALLY all the way.almost died frm sneezing n there was some car fair at the atrium of the mall..n my father just went to hav a look n we ended up meeting the lady whom we bought our car from haha.n my mom wants to change into a MVP some toyota car..but hmm i don like it la.so huge like van?she's so rich why don she just gimme some of her money it will be better to invest in me than a car!!haha i told her tt n she said "no not worth to invest on u..i'll get nothing in return." wad an ass...=(
had fever on my way home i duno y.din hav the mood to supermarket shop just bought a few ribena pear drink n a packet of biscuits.wei sze just tempted me to spend money..bitch..n yes im still head over heels w 7610..but nah i better get over it soon.suppose to get a bag n wad is the other one?oh ya a skirt haha..bitch bitch bitch she just has to make me spend money ..haha but it'll be nice doing so..
.Friday, January 14, 2005 ' Friday, January 14, 2005 Y
k someone said i should update my blog...so im updating haha.nah la...just happen tt i have something ta blog abt.
hee met up w prisca shin yi n mean weisze!!haha.damn it la all of them yr 2 alrdy i feel like a pathetic primary 1.oh my goodness im sooo head over heels in lurve w nokia 7610!! its uber uber nice.i wanted to trade fer tt hp immediately but den again.im not tt rich la..mayb when im back frm shanghai in march but let's pray tt im not going den i can get tt hp..but there goes my shopping moneyy.we had dinner at pizza hut.was quite hungry initially.but we ordered e family hut?so we had like 2 pizzas?my goodness we ate like gluttons.kept laughing over some lame stuff n we had toooo much food left over we had to play some number game to finish it.n ADMIT IT im oure lucky ok.i won every round.but i was nice helped sze eat some of her not so nice pizza.im born nice.hai cant help it.pretty+nice=pretty nice.talked alot abt sch.just hate my loser sch la.no life.no pretty boys.no colourful walls.no big campus.no nothing.haha but got double A but come to think of it he's not THAT cute aft all.walked around town fer a while.saw taufik taufik in hmv.quite crowded.alot of malay aunties haha.
prisca was soooo nice she helped me remove my earring finally in the middle of town!!abit unglam but lucky got no cutie piess.but the other ear..erm i made it bleed twice.soo darn painful la.we just laughed like madded pigs.they kept criticizing my beauty haha k thick skinned!!but still humph!!oohh shin yi is sooooo skinny now wonder wad she did to herself.
went home aft tt coz i was quite tired.the walk home seemed so
.Monday, January 10, 2005 ' Monday, January 10, 2005 Y
updated version =)
Super Woman.
Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table,
and make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream...
Your eggs are overeasy, your toast unlikely,
all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me...
Now you say the juice is sour, it used to be so sweet,
and I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me...
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting so deep,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, but it's making me weak...
I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down,
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me...
I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you...
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you...
But when you get there, you just tell me you're not hungry at all,
you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk...
You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed,
I'm convinced I know the problem, you don't love me the same...
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, still I can't help but care!!
I'm not your superwoman...(oh no no no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...(I'm only human!!!)
This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me...
Oooh, baby!!
Look into the corners of your mind,
i'll always be there for you through good and bad times,
but I CANT BE THAT SUPER WOMAN THAT U WANT ME TO BE!
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me
I'm not your superwoman.
Oh! If you feel it in your heart and you understand me,
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me!
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet,
but you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me.
I need love, I need just your love,
I'm not your superwoman...
wheee i finally found the lyrics fer this song!!haha..must DL this song its dead nice..byeee.im in school now.oh mabz n yf i missed you!!!sze missed you too...cant help but worry abt u..HAHA see im born nice n sweeeet.
.Saturday, January 08, 2005 ' Saturday, January 08, 2005 Y
im so in lurve with this song recently hee its rawks!!
total eclispe of the heart
turn around
every now and then i get a lil' bit lonely and u never come around
turn around
every now and then i get a lil' bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears.
turn around
every now and then i get a lil' bit mervous that the best of the years went by
turn around
every now and then i get a lil' bit terrified and then i see the look in yr eyes
turn around
every now and then i fall apart
And i need you now tonight
and i need u more than ever
and if u only hold me tight we'll be holding on forever.
and we'll be making it right... (ps* it goes on n on..)
once upon a time i was falling in love now im only falling apart.
there's nothing i can do a total eclipse of the heart
once upon a time there was light in my life now there's only love in the dark
there's nothing i can say the total eclipse of the heart..
heee this song is damn nice.no the lyrics r not extrmely meaningful coz its like so saddening but the tune is just v nice..go download it n listen ya?first few times not v nice aft a while its v nice esp the once upon a time part..its by re sung by sammi.im so obsessed abt her n her bodyy!!
friday-7 january
today's yanling's bday.happy 19th birthday miss mah!!met weisze to get her a pressie.havent seen her fer the longest time. we ended up shopping fer ourselves.tried on some tops in Mango..great sale.heee got myself a top finally.it feels like i havent gotten myself fer a long time.im quite happy w wad i got.forgot to bring my phone out today i felt quite empty initially.we only manage to get yanling n prisca something just before i went off to meet my parents fer dinner.
*my sister just called me ta tell me abt some great sale* argh this cant be happenening i m SUPPOSE to not shop frm now till march.wanted to get red pants but i noe i'll only wear it once so i din get it YET.
im feeling so helpless weisze started it once again i duno wad's wrong.the best thing abt it is i cant do anything ta help her..everything is so mega screwed up.i hate everything tt's happenening now i duno y.im just so sick n tired of everything.everything sucks.laughing it off seems like the next best thing ta do.whheeeeeeee...only a GREAT shopping spree can make me happier now.
oohhh sze n i went to Dior n she wants the wallet n i wanted a watch. guess wad?i was sooooo uber angry w the sale person.i wanted to hav a look at it n she din even bother showing it to me n told me how much it was roughly she said it was $1000 plus.i rolled my eyes n walked off humph!!i wanted to ask if her $1000 plus meant $1001 or $1999.BITCH.argh im so angry w her. STOP looking down on me.i CAN afford it OKAY..told my mom abt it when i was home n my mom taught me how to be even bitchier.haha.
- stamps my feet- where's my sugar DADDDDY??
.Tuesday, January 04, 2005 ' Tuesday, January 04, 2005 Y
i have confirmed that..by not knowing when a quiz is will allow u to fail it!!damn it my luck is running out.i failed my com quiz today fark it la..failed by 1.5 marks.argh i can just die!!argh..in a moody mood now..trying so hard to do my accounts tut in class but she keeps looking at me.i hav gay tutorial later.sucks double sucks not double A hmmm din see him today.yumei did haha.
i din do my stats tut yet.i wont ha a break frm now till 6pm.don do this to me. n next wk r ALL my tests this sucks major!!hate sch..so childish but haha wei sze n i r suppose to take a neo pront n write "we hate school" no mattter how childish tt sounds who gives WE really detest sch..oohhh im in the same grp as jeric fer computer project wheeee he can teach me!!he's just toooo smart..
.Saturday, January 01, 2005 ' Saturday, January 01, 2005 Y
its a brand new yr today..hmmm but i guess it din come to a v good end..k i shall not b emotional here if not there'll be no end to this entry haha.
hee time fer resoultions? i don usually make new yr resolutions coz i noe i wont abide to them haha but i shall make some fer the sake of making.i will try to make it come true.
1. be a better n forgiving person.
2.be less judgemental, (the crude way) be less bitchy.
3.have better time management--b more punctual actually..
4.better realtionship w my family (aawww...)
5.be more understanding
6.do well academically--its like the toughest one whaha
7.hope to have more n more eye candies come my way!!oohhh pretty boys!!
8.get a sugar daddy n shop more often!wheee
9.acheive sammi's hot body--tt includes her small assets i DON MIND!!
10.um lurve ice cream less..humph toughest of the toughest!!
