.Tuesday, December 28, 2004 ' Tuesday, December 28, 2004 Y
hoho merry late xmas everyone!! i spent my xmas having cramps how great is tt??yes yes im blogging in computer class again..damned bored.n i got 16/25 this wk n i STUDIED.damn it.
oohhh finally there's something interesting to do.we're all chatting thru e messenger in class n we're talking to each other..so lame!! its quite fun but its major lagging!!
opps e tcher just asked me a qn n i blabbered away but i din noe wad it was abt..i just said wad i saw..n she said excellent hmmm not bad not badd..im proud of myself..din talk ta yf n mabz fer almost a wk alrdy missed them hopefully mabz will come back frm hk soon..den we can go out..im so stoned in sch no motivation no eye candy today coz got no lect!!bored bored bored
.Monday, December 20, 2004 ' Monday, December 20, 2004 Y
havent blogged fe rlike a wk?ummm i shall strt frm today?
monday-20dec
something JUST happened.i slip n fell in the toilet!!!!the other time i fell int he kitchen now in e toilet.the sole of my right foot is quite painful my right knee is alittle bruised.n i sat down to cry!it wasnt THAT painful la but whenever i fall i tend to think of all the sad n uphappy things tt happended to me recently.i cried n cried as if i lost a foot.but its quite painful u noe.
suppose to go fer confession w my cousin at 8pm but it was cancelled.so i came home aft going out w jia min n mulan!!horrendous i tell u.so much crappig n childish acts. laughed like madded.but im glad i laughed havent laughed like tt fer a long time.but aft awhile my ulcers were giving me too much pain.i din talk much e whole noon.we were in PS n we bought a whole honey chicken n ate it on the spot.my goodness so unglam!!luckily double A wasnt around whaha.
ate some horrible mango pudding hard like anything!went to toa payoh fer a while n went home i was rather tired.im having like 10ulcers now cant eat well cant TALK my gosh that is the worst thing tt could ever happen to me!!
sat-18dec
met mabz n yf in town.mega mega crowded.don understand why pple enjoy town so much on a squeezt wkends.if i din hav to meet mabz n yf fer chris's bday u'll nv ever catch me in town.i hate crowds!!argh.i was early initially but traffic jam PLUS human jam.went to choose christina a bday pressie at take n went to swensens to get a seat coz lynetter forgot abt booking.was a little irritated by her.haha. huiping came a little later.n i was happy ta see her.havent seen her fer donkey yrs like she said.im SO super happy tt she's so much better now.she's like a brand new person.real happy fer her.instead of celebrating chris bday mabz yf huiing n i were all snapping away w our phones.ohhh yf hup ping n i got the EXACT same phone. so cool if only mabz got the same as us!!ok fine it was more of ME snapping away with ALL their phones n making it their wallpaper.they gotta shock when they opened up their hp!coz hmmm too pretty alrdy..sorry cant help it yar?hahaate earthquake.but it was ALL melted.kinda gross.n had slight gastric pain.coz it was the first meal of the day somethng cold haha. walked ard w mabz aft tt n mom fetched me home.
friday-17dec
din go to sch today.coz vomitted!!n had a slight fever haha.k other than tt i din do my stats tutorial n i din really like tt gay tutor tt i have. vomitted coz i ate moudly bread i guess.stoned at home the whole day din noe wad to do.should hav went ta sch instead.jiamin,hweelan,chen wei and bee wan msged to ask if i was alright.sweet of them.the one i wanted to rec a msg from din msg me.a little upset but i guess im learning..im trying..went to meet sze coz i totally forogt abt meeting mabel n yf on sat.did some DIY necklace n bracelet took the entire night to finish it.i so sorry mabz i really forgot all abt it till u told me.so PLEASE remind me 2 days b4 meeting nxt time k?im forgetful!!heee
.Tuesday, December 14, 2004 ' Tuesday, December 14, 2004 Y
once again im blogging during my lame lame LAME internet computing class.i just finished my quiz i duno y we hafta do quizzes every wk.but i passed.HAHA.pure tyco.i got 17 upon 25!!cool i get tt score almost every wk.now the teacher is letting read some oh-so-meaningful phrases.i hate it when i read them "LIFE IS NOT FAIR GET USED TO IT" i totally burst out laughing i duno wad's the link btw this n the boring internet lesson.but den again its true.
oohhh i saw AARON many many times today he's sooodarn cute i tell u.he's double A battery now whhaah.
humph im gonna complain now.ended lesson so early suppose ta end at 9pm but ended at 825pm.argh waited fer mom fer more than half an hr coz she only came at 9.12pm.with mmy father.ya la most prob e both of them went dating n forgot abt ME.was quite tired.was msging like mad.my goodness i don really noe wad im doing.msging the person i wished was someone else.wad a big FAT bitch--i m.but den again feelings fer tt someone who was special to me din come as strong as b4.im healing i guess.thanks sze. SEE im making ANOTHER effort ta thank u ok.she's been w me thru out this stupid drama mama. i don understand y is it when i m trying to get used to yr absence u try to make me melt?argh.
k enough of demoralsing stuff.oohh im doing princess dairies fer my presentation later this wk.which is thurs!have ta do a review n wad ive learnt from it.i wanted to do yesterday once more y sammi den i changed it to love on a diet by sammi again.n den i changed it to princess dairies.my imaginary life.hmmm now i gotta find myself a tiara to SCORE more marks haha.where's my prince?quite near me physically but not so near.im quite screwed up today as in my attire wise?i duno.i din hav any idea wad i wadi wanted to wear.so i wore linen pants-slacks w some black top.n fer once in so many months we were wearing the same colour top n bottom!wheee...hmm havent met tt quek fer sometime alrdy.actually its only been like a wk or 2 but it seems like a mnth ta me.i duno how to end this k i shall just end...
.Friday, December 10, 2004 ' Friday, December 10, 2004 Y
ME---den i was sooooooo happy alll the way till lecture started den when i finally calmed down n paid attn to the lect i suddenly felt so empty n so sad like i was just being happy fer the sake of being happy?n din feel good abt tt at all
my friend---
+u still lyk him?
+familiar isnt equals to lyk
+not fair doesnt equal to u have to get it all back
+somehow i juz feel tt u r making urself lyk him
+for wad? i dunno
+how happy u really r ask urself
+u mix reality up with wad u think abt
+u dig up those happy moments up "years" ago
+when it means nothing much...
+forget it la, even if u all get tgt
+u think it'll ever change or u'll b happy?
+not worth
+mayb cos u gave out u wan smthg back
+dun make urself miserable
+u can move on
+u change only for the better
+not to suit another
my lovely conversation tt gave me all the answers to my qns.=)
.Thursday, December 09, 2004 ' Thursday, December 09, 2004 Y
was a little late fer tutorial today.i had soooooooo many reasons not ta go to sch today but i duno y i managed to get wad n make my way to sch. well firstly i was so uber tired plus muscle ache, secondly i din even have the lecture booklet to go for my tutorial, thirdly i din even do any of the tutorial qns.plus i was really lack of slp.i practically wrote down all e answers on a blank paper. luckily the oh so pretty tutor din scold me or pick on me.
after which we had our little quick breakfast n we were all late fer class.i don like that tcher she looks arrogant n difficult to get along with.she's talks as if evrything was so matter-of -act. like eewww..k im major bitching i duno y im criticizing everyone i see..true blue bitch.
my class mate den told me something during our second lesson.i was smiling coz i was interested ta noe wad happened but aft everything was said it was a dead looking me.but i really did expect tt.i din break down n cry coz i alrdy did tt last wk?i was a brave little girl.msged weisze n told her abt it n she kinda scolded me fer not learning my lesson still.n talked some sense.but i wasnt really in the state of heeding it.i was trying to digest the fact tt came to me last wk still trying hard to absorb n accept it aft today's confirmation.-thank you my dear classmate.-
met mable n yifang aft sch,told them abt it.i was standing on the kerb near the escalator trying to see who is coming up fer fun.n this smrt guy thot i wanted to jump over at he escalator n told me not to do foolish stuff n asked me a the stupidesty qn anyone would wanna hear..i betta not mention it.its oh so embarassing!!my gawd he needs a mirror badly.he's like some ah peh but i called him uncle n he was rather offended.who gives? he REALLY needs a mirror.gosh.
ate ramen fer lunch n went ta kbox aft tt.chose all de sammi songs jay chou eason chan..n so on..was at jay ' s yuan you hui n i just started to let the rain fall down.it was too much ta bear.who is gonna swing me on the swing?who is gonna shelter me frm e rain?who gonna give me a cherry when it is missing on my black forest cake??who is gonna.......it goes on n so does my tears.more n more sad songs came up aft tt song.sucks.walked around aft tt took a screwed neo print! it printed everything tt we DIDNT WANT.stupid machine.
went home aft tt.mabz accompanied me.thank you! i din wanna walk home alone so msged sam n he was so sweet he really came to walk me homme!!
thanks sam!!i really appreciated tt.talked ta him fer like almost an hour plus n i decided to go home coz i needed ta pee badly!!din hav dinner coz i din feel like eating.it was great knowing tt pple do care once in a while..thank you really..=)
. ' Thursday, December 09, 2004 Y
went fer some wedding dinner my father's bestie friend..n they were cool they hugged each other when we left reminds me of my friends n i..wheeeee...
my sister n i ate n ate my father talked n talked my mom stoned n stoned.n i kept stepping on my skirt i duno y..hopefully it din tear or anything.
when the bride n groom stepped in i was so emotional i duno.i had tears in my eyes?n NO i don even noe them.i duno wad their names r.but i felt tt getting married is sucha sacred event.i mean 2 pple having come so far till this stage..hmmm shit i cant be so emtional i must maintain my cool n cant be bothered attitude if not my tears will just flow fer anyone anything!!
im tired gonna blog more tmr i was late fer lect today n i couldnt scan my card.darn the lecturer..im sleepy
.Tuesday, December 07, 2004 ' Tuesday, December 07, 2004 Y
having my oh so boring lesson internet class.sucks man oohhh i just had my quiz just now n i totelly din study fer it last night.watched tv w my sister n parents din slp well had horrible headache.went ta sch myself today im trying v hard to learn how to b independent all over again. i noe i will succeed.
oh i passed 2 of the damn internet computer quiz .anyway we were suppose to finish two quizzes den can go fer a break but the tcher thot i finiished both n asked me ta go fer a break. i stupidly went out fer one n had to come back n do it when everyone has alrdy finished.brought mickey mouse cereal ta sch n everyone called it dogfood.bad taste =( gonna have a 3 hr break later duno wad i can do..
wad m i doing ta myself now?y m i making believethe one im msging is the one i wan to msg?big darn...FARK this shit
.Thursday, December 02, 2004 ' Thursday, December 02, 2004 Y
this term just jinx me i guess.NOTHING nice have happened since i went to sch.i thot at first perhaps it will be a greater sem than the previous one n i was so looking fwd to it..but now i would rather the sem din start.
tears jusy flow as if it has no significance value.i was just too upset.i duno wad betta vocab can describe.its the worst.its been a sometime..not too long not too short but to me its been a long time. i spent 50 mins physically watching someone slp.wad a fool i m right?
oh vanisha came to sch finally yday n we bitched so much.it din make me feel better but i manage to get the sadness off my mind fer the day.din hav much mood thou.took some lame neorpints n i looked damn close to her friends as if ive known them all my life..theyre nice ppl v friendly.
wad the hell m i typing im just going on n on n on...wait till ive something betta ta bloggg
