.Tuesday, November 30, 2004 ' Tuesday, November 30, 2004 Y
Im actually blogging twice today. Nvm since ive something to blog abt. Aft my boring computer lessons everyone seeemed to have somwhere and something to do. I was quite caught in btw. Din noe to go to town or eat at crystal jade. din noe which to choose frm. Ended up eating w them at crystal jade. I was concentrating so hard on my noodles din really have the mood to laugh like normal. My mind was blank. Was not smiling nor joking like before.
Called sze on the way hoping she will meet me but she din feel like going n aft a while she msged me n said she will meet me. So nice of her. I just started tearing n crying when I saw her. I was so glad, more than glad actually to see her. Really relieved. Thank you so much. I could hav continued fer a long long time but I din wanna spoil her day too much. This sucks like mad la it really does.
We din noe where to go we just entered the train station n chose a spot on the map. We ended up at queensway. Went to see some shoes bag n crap. Nothing nice there so left n went to this shopping mall opp ikea. It was like a food mall. A lot of nice n sinful stuff to eat. Had mango cake and sze had banana chocolate cake at secret recipe. Quite alright, just a little too much cream. I made a mess out of sze cake!! Wrote some crap on the choc fudge part hee. Ate her bananas. Saw black forest. But din eat it. Oohhh my dear sweet friend treated me to our little tea break. Thanks!!
Wei sze- SEE im making an effort ta say something nice abt you ok stop saying tt im mean im NOT. I noe ure VERY nice.
Bought some stuff to DIY fer xmas. Played ard with some stuff we saw. Quite a nice time there n aft tt decided to go off. Coz I was a lil tired frm all the tearing n I woke up VERY EARLY. Tmr gotta wake up early too ive class at 9am n on thurs WORSE gotta wake up fer 8am class. I alrdy feel stressed. The lecturers make modules sound so tough the way it alrdy is. Yuck. Pure yuck.
. ' Tuesday, November 30, 2004 Y
im like in school now attending computer lessons but its OH-SO-BORING. the tutor is explaining to us so clearly wad a printer computer monitor cpu and a scanner is my gosh.its too elaborate. i was listening to her at fiirst but now no more.was msging n eating my fave poiful nice nice sweet.i was v early fer lessons today hee.but i was so sleepy.had small eyes.coz i cried last night over nothing much.this just sucks like mad.
oh my sister did something sweet fer me i think she made bread fer me b4 i left fer sch this morning.mayb that's bcoz she wanted to ask me fer money.she even msged me to ''talk'' to me during my boring computer class heee..see things at home r fine but school is not..
i miss wei sze..but we like got everything we wanted so no more shopping spree needed.too broke to go fer one anyway.miss that stupid fool vanisha who din even come fer class yday.i have to go thru this com class all alone w no laughter no entertainment.
oohhh cindy wished me happy birthday today thou its a little late n lsuper duper lame i was smiling at her msg haha.today's cindy's birthday too..hee we've got like exactly two more months to our final bday.
wei sze made me laugh so hard when i was abt to go sleep last night.heee.thanks sweetie so nice of u but got a little reverse effect leh..
yuck im all down n sucky w no mood fer anyone or anything.
.Tuesday, November 23, 2004 ' Tuesday, November 23, 2004 Y
hrmm.ent out w my dearest wei sze yday to chinatown..if i went there alone i swear i'd have gotten lost..walked n walked n my shoe broke!had to get new shoes..damn broke alrdy!!but to my surprise its quite nice u noe..white colour covered toes..went to get cloth fer my mom..den went to meet my classmate to pass some notes fer supp paper..
went fer popular shopping spree..got some nice colour pens..
oohhh i trimmed my hair last fri looks alittle wierd to me now..coz ive fringe but i guess it'll be long enough by the time sch re=opens..hee..i like the length thou i wanna let it grow till my bra strap n make some curls..i think it'll turn out nice..i duno..but that will be a long time later coz it will take a long time to growww cant wait to try the curls out..
.Monday, November 15, 2004 ' Monday, November 15, 2004 Y
went to stay over at aunt's hse fer 3 days.sick n tired of home.had a fun week i guess.
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15 nov-monday
came home at 11am.watched tv till now.cmae online.demoralised n sad. wished sze was here w me now. but i din msg her din noe how n where to start. i duno wad i can do now.getting a little tired. its getting tougher n tougher. watched some concert w jay chou. just had to remind me.
14 nov-sunday
went to the gym w sister in the morning found out something big!!hmmm i ganied 2 kg!!hello its 2 kg how on earth m i gonna shed those horrible fats away!?!?argh all my fault..msged sze to tell her abt it..
went home fer dinner in the evening.visited my neighbour's hse coz it was hari raya.they made v v v v nice n yummy cookies.played w my baby neighbour.oh so adorable.went back to aunt's hse ta stay.
13 nov-sat
went to help mom in the day.den went fer a short window shopping spree w my sister fer her grad night.saw a very nice shrug.mickey mouse.but quite ex.i wanna get something mickey mouse.looks v nice.
went fer dinner at serangoon.thot it wont be nice but the prawn w salad cream's very very nice yummy.most of the dishes were great.tt'll be our nxt favourtie hangout fer sat dinner i guess.den went to aunt's hse.watched vcd w her till 2 am??
11nov-thurs
my happiest day of my 22 days of holiday.khalid's party today.finally got to meet cm.was late coz i missed the train.met chen wei n chun yan n him.walked to khalid's hse.a little far.watched spore idol in khalid's room n abit of ren wo ao you.tt yilin is a major bitch.tried playing cards but got bored of it aft 2 rounds.went ta cut the cake.khalid's friends r scary n cruel!!his sister practically broke his head w an egg..i pity khalid's head more than the poor egg shell.his sister used sooo much force i thot his head was gonna hav a crack.den it was smash cake time!!had fun watching i wasnt part of it phew!~
cm distributed the cake n deb gave a slice to me.it was black forest.my slice din hav a cherry coz it fell off!!was eating it until someone came over to me n passed his cherry to me.i could hav died at tt instant.i was still v blur n din noe wad exactly happened.ate the cherry last.it tasted esp nice n sweet.
went home w deb n eddy n chen wei aft tt.deb n eddy missed their last train to outram, poor them they had to change a bus frm toa payoh.
told sze abt it.i just had to right??she was happy fer me.told yf abt it too.the way home was so quiet n soooo many drunk indian men.freaked me out.ran all the way home.
.Saturday, November 06, 2004 ' Saturday, November 06, 2004 Y
ive been going thru blogs n friendster testimonials.read some of them n realised how far away im drifted from my friends.we no longer keep in touch.we don talk ta each other.we don meet.its saddening.im glad that some of us r still quite close like yifang mabz joanne..on n on.looking back on our days in secondary sch its like whoa!time of our lives tt we nv wan it to end. but in just a snap of fingers we all just went to different polys.different courses not knowing wad'sahead of us just walking on the path tt's been laid quite nicely fer us.some of ours might be rocky some might b smooth sailing but i noe at the end of the day we arrive at the same place.i heard its the process tt counts not the results.i agree w them.duno y im getting emotional n all.just wanna let pple noe tt i cherished every single moment i had w each n every single of u.i din forget any small detail.
mabel-i din forget how i thot u bio.i thot u using some lame F&N theory n using my hands n arms.din forget how i went over to yr hse n prepared fer our practical n fer our unsuccessful study group tt jen chu paired us w tgt w yf n hui-ping.thanks fer tching me math n geo MAPS despite me being sucha a slow learner u nv gave up explaining..din forget how i teased u abt sammi n yr lose wt program by just drinking milk!how childish we were : seperated tables when we fought.from that to teaching u how to wear yr contacts properly.encouraged u thru it hee..it goes on but those r my fond memories i had w u in sch.
yifang-studying in tp mac's everyday during the crucial o's period thot u bio like mabel but ure worse. teach tilll sore throat still don understand!!drank soooo much tea coz of the damn freezing mac's. im really glad we got closer during the exam period.gotta chane to noe u better.going back to sch to ask eric tan abt math n physics.walking out of sch on rainy days.teasing u abt yr -favourtie- food FISH.planning mabz bday tgt.as fer yr bday this yr it was really dissappointing.u appeared at the wrong time outside the toilet in bugis!!rem?as fer this yr im glad u were here listening to all my junk crap.ganging up agaisnt poor mabel abt her oh-so-precious-sammi.times we asked mabz to tch us geo n made her blood vessel burst!!thanks fer walking w me along my journey.
cindy-i can nv forget wad u first said to me in class.happy birthday.how can anyone who barely knew me wish me happy birthday on my birthday??our freidnship started frm there.it had its ups n downs.im glad it did if not it wont be a true friendship.waking u up is forever a problem.esp during our N and O levels.sleeping on 3 cold hard chairs was nv a problem to u as long as u had somewhere to slp.band room!eating non-stop suring our intensive revision.bitching non-stop abt how ugly this person looks how mean tt person is seemed so fun at tt time.having lunch aft sch w u means taking 3 hrs of studying coz we'll end up roaming around toa payoh centeral thomson plaza or junction 8.eat n eat.making me grow fat w u.i noe im the fussy one.frm tt to studying in bishan CC.apply fer the damn membership card.being chased out of the place coz we were caught slping in there w/o a card!taking endless toilet breaks.eating ban mian tt turned into starch coz it thickened due the large amt of onions u added.in O's..many many flings n tears..learnt frm lessons fell again n stood up.yr idiotic contact lens made me walk outta sch w u to a doc.w eric tan.tears just flowed.demoralising phrases frm eric tan made u wanna giv up but u brushed them off.u played a great part in my life.im glad u came by.n rem?our bdays r juz one day away frm each other..
serene-we were not as close.even if we were it was only fer a short while.we had our different views.different perspectives of lives.but as my BEST FRIEND in food n nutrition class certainly made the boring theory lessons moe interesting.at least we could talk!cooking tgt tasting each others cooking made me look fwd to each practical lesson.but definately not the washing up part where we had to scrub till our fingers hurt so much.my nails chipped n smelled of mama lemon!!watching concert vcd in yr hse.cooking potato tt we could never hav finished.uve added a nice colour to this part of my life!!thanks fer just being here!!
desiree--hee we got to noe each other thru our ex-es haha.hafta thank them fer allowing me to find sucha treasure.she guided me thru my work.my decisons.my friends.thou she's afar away in aust i feel tt she's jus nxt to me at times.her advice n comfort just makes everything seem right again.our endless letter writing n passing to each other during assembly made each assembly more interesting!standing on the wet grass each morning is sucha turn off.worst is when we hav to listen to all the announcements n prayers n marching n defense day.really stick out tongue BLEAH.im glad she's part of my journey.she's ever so understanding.a kind soul
weisze-this is the nicest brown i can find.my new fav colur yr long ago fave colour.wad can i say abt an ah soh like u?u helped me thru it all.duno wad i would hav done without u.frm sec 2..till now..still the same being there fer me whenever i needed u.im too dependent on u alrdy!!frm sch work to family to friends to crushes to chasing stars n my crazy obsessions to clothes to nail polish to shoes to bras.ure alrdy in my life.cant do without u.esp recently uve been here so much.when my tears just flowed u were nxt to me.when i was happy u were there.frm N's to O's results day i noe u were just as anxious as i was.forever reminding me to wake up to study in wee hrs of da morning.forcing me to do accounts whe i hate it the most.without u i wouldnt hav gotten my A2 fer O's n i wouldnt hav gotten a C fer poly.always my last min tutor.trying so hard to cramp those debit n credit into my mind.using her damn long ruler to hit me.CHILD ABUSE!so understanding.nv scolds me fer being late.NEVER.i cant find another bitch as nice as her alrdy.this MF is really too much alrdy.pigging out aft exams.clothes spree.cover me when im doing something bad!listening to my endless rantings of my latest crush.listening to my endless chasing stories.n wad i did in exchange fer her being such a nice soul to me is insulting her damn jay chou,her lame korean craze-luckily it lasted fer a while only and her bad taste in some clothes.i feel so mean.but tts my wei sze fer u.she just stands there n listen.n recently we did something mean too changing shoe boxes!!she made lurve yami yoghurt.she keeps asking me to invest in her wadeva shopping fund.she can wait long long!!
these r the few special pple im really happy to hav in my life.really grateful to them fer being part of me.without them i duno how bland everything would be.just being emotional.bear w me!!
. ' Saturday, November 06, 2004 Y
Havent been blogging fer a few days alrdy…
Nothing much has happened. Was sick yday. Still having a slight fever. Ive been caught in the rainfer the past few days.
Went out w parents to hav dinner yday some fish soup thing at Crawford lane. Its quite nice…
Checked my results this morning. Passed all my modules. But not very well passed. Lotsa D’s n C’s. humph but I think its better than I fail them. Told my mom abt it n she was surprisingly quite happy with it? Hmmm mad.
The class’s suppose to go tgt to the escape theme park on this coming Monday. Somehow or other mayb we r not meant to go. Ai ling checked it out n found out tt it opens during the pri sch hols. INFURIATING !!! gotta change the day again. Made me so excited fer nothing. Wad a lame place. Opens only during pri sch hols n wk ends?? Madded. Stoning to death at home.
Watched princess dairies w sze on thurs. nice show. V fairy tale type of house. Oh man I simply adore her closet of shoes. Lovely pumps im loving it. I don fancy her clothes much thou. Her jewelry r ok thou but too matured fer me. I jus wan those shoes!! Must find a way to own it but like I always say to sze –liking n owning are TWO different things-
