连续剧

连续剧 《一生一世》

静静地，甜甜地，暖暖地…..

这种感觉，这种感情，真好。

珍惜

惜，这真的很珍贵。大部分的人都是把这么珍贵的东西习以为常。有些人连等失去后都看不到它的不凡。可能是因为不能接受，所以不承认吧。

哀莫大于心死，悲莫过于无声。

Forgotten Love

Didnt know why but as I wanted to relax, I played some old songs I found on youtube. In exact, old love songs, some I used to listen when much much younger.

As I was listening to the music, suddenly I realised… I had forgotten… How I would like to be loved, those needs and wants of being loved… This is how long…

On the other hand, since I have given up and not demand anything from you. What right do you have to demand same from me?

Airport

Since I was on leave today and I had not seen my dad for a long time, I decided to meet him for lunch at Changi Airport. As I reached early, I spent the time at the viewing mall.  

There were times when I was going through very tough periods and had nobody at my side. The airport viewing mall was the place I would go and sometimes cried. Those were memories of so long long ago….

雨

动漫里的一段我觉得有意思与想记下的话…..

伞 遮得了天上的雨

却遮不住心里的雨

我们索性把心灵洗一洗

总会雨过天晴 云淡风轻

无论做出什么样的选择

勿忘初心

切莫回头

佛曰

随心

随性

随缘

Gone With the Wind

Initially, I thought I will be working full time after the practicum but I rejected the company's offer..... I guess that place was not exactly my cup of tea.

Continue studying was not exactly a bad thing..... I learnt something fascinating this month such as robotic processing automation, which if you have the software and the knowledge to do up the scripts, you can actually save up a lot of time on monotonous data entry, data extraction work etc. Pretty interesting, right?

Recently, I am also watching a Chinese variety show called "See You Again" in Youtube. It featured couples who were already divorce or at the edge of divorce, which showed you the other side of marriage. 

I have no idea what my future beholds but I am surely taking one step at a time. There was this phrase that I had liked and still like really very much. Surrender..... Let go..... Gone with the wind.....

Thoughts

Have not been working since last November but studying since the beginning of this year. There are a lot of changes.

If you asked me if I had regretted resigning, the answer is no..... Every now and then, whenever I thought/talked about the times that I had been put through, there is still resentment and anger towards the company, towards the management.

Studying now take up a lot of my time. It is like super express bullet-train crash course..... Can you imagine completing a module which you have no prior knowledge in just about 3 weeks? If you are lucky, the lecturers allow you more time for handing up of the assignments. If not, everything including assignments and exam will be completed within these 3 weeks.

Free time thereafter will be self healing period. Bit by bit, I am trying to find myself back. The company made me too distorted. What I knew to be right, what I had to do though I felt not correct, I had no choice but gave up and the company is not appreciative of your hard work at all.

Now is Dardar's turn to go through all these..... A taste of what I had been through.....