Friday, May 26, 2006

[[* blog moved...... *]]
BLOG MOVED TO http://saey0ulurveeme.blogspot.com/ wif effect frm 25.o5.o6




hopee u all will still comee visit my blogg often.. =D

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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

[[* yup.. im finally back for gd.. *]]
well well.. after hw many zillion yrs, im finalli back.. yes back for gd! many things haf happened lately.. let me haf a recap yah.. 1stly.. tt bastard jp 2 tym me.. yah.. tts nt e most infuriating thing.. he 2 tym me le.. still claims tt im in e wrong.. n wanna take back chubby.. lyk wtf? he think i will gif him back chubby? hahaha.. tts lame yah.. finalli seen his freaking true colours.. hes nt worth it.. nt worth of my tears anymore.. n hmm.. yes, im attached at e very moment.. 4 mth plus le.. tym flies yah? hahaha.. will truly cherish him de..

to laogong: thx for all e care n concern u haf given me.. thx fir standing by me when i tot e world has given up on me. thx for being such a deary pie.. =D realli thx lots..

to jp: u dun feature in my lifee anymoree.. juz thx ya for hurting me so i can find my guy at e moment.. i will save myself frm all e humiliation n stay happy always.. u tis bloody idiot. =P

realli so happy to b back.. cos can on9 see alex. =x realli miss him all these whiles.. hope he will b happy always...

[22o1o6] alvis n yinggz [22o1o6]

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Thursday, February 02, 2006

[[* hmm.. im finalli back.. *]]
well well well.. afta so so so long.. im finalli back.. yes.. i haf let go.. hes nt worth it.. hes juz another playboy.. hes juz another bastard.. i haf a brand new start.. n im realli enjoying it.. anyway.. met up a pervert last wk wif ting, hua n neh.. he damn lame.. keep wanna touch me n ting n wanna pcc let us see.. wat a lamer.. n he uses e same hand to touch his hair.. if he dare to come pester me again, i'll report to e police.. he very humji, saw nehneh jitao cried.. muhahahas.. lame shit.. anyway.. im happy of my life nw.. a brand new everything..

to alex: im glad tt u r very xin fu nw.. frenz 4eva yah? huggies

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Friday, January 13, 2006

[[* a brand new start.. *]]
well well.. a brand new start for me.. i haf given up.. i shld haf done tt long tym ago.. he's nt worth it.. he has 2 tym me.. rite? haha.. he has hurted me deeply n still he vent his freaking temper on me.. so wtf is all these? i juz cant believe tt a guy lyk him can change so fast.. wat bout our 2 yrs feelings? thus.. i choose to end everything.. hes nt worth it.. my collegues n family members all sae.. there r much more betta guys outside..

-i dunnid euu anymore-

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Thursday, December 08, 2005

[[* im back... *]]
wtf.. e previous entry disappeared! madee me muz type it all over again.. arghs!

started work at kiddy palace le.. quite a nice job i muz say.. learnt many new things thr, n ppl thr r very friendly.. so is quitee enjoyablee ba.. n e pay is quitee gd.. so nt bad nt bad..

back to my r/s stuffs.. haha.. sumtyms realli in dilemma ba.. mayb fate is toying us.. or watsoever... but im trying all my means to makee us both possible again.. chatted on e fone wif him few days ago.. those sweet memories r back.. realli miss e gd old tyms.. most importantly.. i miss u alot alot.. met up wif him ytd.. woo.. realli cheered me up.. juz enjoyed myself wif u.. i juz wanna stay by ur side.. always.. nw juz miss him so much.. luvsick ba.. =/

kevin.. a real sweet guy i muz say.. always thr for me.. realli thx for everything.. i do cherish u.. =)

guess tts all ba.. juz hope everything will stay tis way foreva..
-ilu, nw always n foreva-

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Saturday, November 26, 2005

[[* .... *]]
mayb i shld juz gif up.. cos i realli cant stand u 2 so close.. hais.. lurvee hurts...

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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

[[* im backies again.. *]]
woohoo! im dead beat.. super duper tired.. worked nite shift ytd.. worked till 7am today.. well well.. realli damn tiring.. even thou nite tym at cheers is quite quiet.. but thrs still many things to do.. lyk mopping e floor.. cleaning e toilet?!! lamee shit.. e other gal nv do anything.. i did everything.. including cleaning e toilet of cos.. is lyk wth.. n she's at thr slacking? well.. went kiddy palace for interview wif yew they all juz nw.. dunno whether they will hire me nots.. *pray hard* anyway.. i juz slept 2 hrs today.. haha.. superwoman yah? dun play play ah! *winks*

i saee i will wait.. n i mean it.. i mean everythingg i sae.. so dun think im joking or watsoever yah? hahaas.. juz miss ya so muchies nw.. do u noee? can u sense it? haha.. guess u will be sneezing at e very moment ba? lols.. hurhur.. nuthingg can changee my lovee i haf for ya.. touched nots? dun cryy yah? i promise euu tt i will b happy.. so dun worry so much bout me k? juz hope u will b happy too.. =)

-im.oways.here.fer.euu-
*lurvingg euu*

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

[[* hais *]]
so long nv blog le.. so wat happen to me lately? well... started work at cheers lately.. kinda stressed.. well.. hais.. very sad lately.. cos he dun belong to me anymoree.. yes.. he has found sum1 new.. but i juz cant gif up.. i juz lovee him so much.. its very depressing.. but thrs nuthing i can do.. except perharps continue waiting? hais.. seeing e 2 of them so loving.. my heart broke into million pieces.. realli bleeding.. but i'll wait.. even thrs no outcome i oso wun regret.. waiting for sum1 i lurve is worth it... seeing u happy i`ll b happy too.. juz hope.. everything will turn out finee for u.. i nv regret lurving u..

-rite.here.waiting.for.euu-

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Tuesday, November 01, 2005

[[* sad.. juz so sad.. *]]
1 word to describe my feeling nw.. tts SAD! sad sad sad.. juz so sad.. arghz.. tears juz rolled dwn uncontrollably.. im totalli outta control.. rejection.. depression.. u name it, i haf it.. haha.. im goin crAziee soon.. i shldnt haf think so much aT e 1st place.. juz lyk wat js sae.. "e higher e hope, e greater e disappointment.. i juz feel so so sad.. hais.. i will juz treAT it as a normal crush, n will get over it soon.. juz hope u wun avoid me.. n wun feel so awkard when we mit next tym.. as i will oso treat it as nuthing happen b4.. i juz hope.. sincerely.. we 2 will get back to last tym.. when we were still very close to each other..

missing.euu.lots..

heartbr0ken.doll,
erine

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Thursday, October 27, 2005

[[* im back.. *]]
well.. few days nv blog le.. so wat had happened lately? hmm.. well.. went kbox few days ago.. nt bad. quite fun.. enjoyed myself to e bits.. n hmm.. lately kip go out wif js n gang.. very fun.. cos js is a real joker.. hurhur.. met alex lately.. thx to him, i got xiao zhu's new album le! very nice wor! *thumb up* hahaha.. well.. still miss him to e bits.. juz miss him so so so so muchies.. dunno hw is he at e very moment. well well.. all these muz follow fate ba.. let see whether fate wan us to be together anot lor.. anyway.. think tts all.. mind is complete blank nw.. haha lack of slp.. *yawns*

-missing euu-

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Saturday, October 22, 2005

[[* hais.. *]]
sad sad sad.. juz feel lyk cryingg aloud.. guess everything is impossible le.. i haf no 1 to blame except myself.. is all my fault.. hais.. think back alot lately.. those past memories came back to haunt me.. hais.. last tym only noee hw to play.. at rite nw, at e very moment, i wanna find e rite 1 n settle dwn.. but its lyk very impossible for me.. tears juz rolled dwn uncontrollably.. i dunwan to think back 1.. im forcing myself to stop thinking, but its damn hard. heart is bleeding.. hurts big tym.. hais.. everything is way too sucky for me.. ... i cant take it anymore.. pls.. can sum1 guide me? pls gif me sum soln, cos i realli running out of them..

*i juz wan euu, yes euu.. n only euu..*

i can b real stubborn at tyms.. tts me.. juz hope everything will turn out finee for me.. n i nid luck.. plenty of them..

[n i nid euu.. to complete my incomplete lifee.. to makee me smilee again.. to brighten my days once more.. i juz wan euu.. ]

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

[[* sad.. hais *]]
hais.. moody moody dae.. my life sarks big tym at e moment. kip quarrelled wif dad.. till im emotionally drained.. hais.. nuthing goes smoothly for me lately.. oso dunno wats going on.. sumtyms.. realli feel lyk ending everything.. once n for all.. to b free frm all these probs n etc.. cos sumtyms, e probs r so overwhelming tt i realli cant take it.. im realli outta ideas.. outta soln to cheer myself up.. nuthing can bring me out frm tis dark pit anymore.. i haf fallen deep enuff.. im sufforcating.. i realli cant take it anymore.. jp is 4eva sailing.. whenever i nid him e most.. hes nt thr for me.. he told me b4.. he will b thr for me.. but is he? i dun see him ard me at all.. n other thing, im realli sick of my family.. realli sick of it! whyy cant he tryy to understand me more? whyy he thinks tt hes always rite? whyy is he so stubborn? arghz.. realli sick of everything.. everything juz go kiss their own arse alrite?

-juz freaking leavee me alone- i nid peace!

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

[[* woohoo *]]
woohoo.. been ages since i last blogged.. well.. any1 misses me? hurhur.. well well.. juz came back frm chalet few days ago.. quite fun.. only e bbq nite is enjoyable.. well well.. kevin gave me bouquet of purple roses during e chalet.. thx lots.. n hmm.. am very tired afta e chalet.. well well.. am thinking whether i shld subscribe to singnet 1500 nots.. cos free nano.. n ber already subscribe le.. toking of ber.. i miss him so muchies sia! hahaha.. anyway.. miss lex lex too.. i miss alot of ppl sia!

TO ALEX: DUDE, PLS UPDATE UR BLOGGIE! HAHAHA.. YAO GUAI ALRITE!

TO LYNN: HAPPY BELATED SWEET 20TH TO YA!

TO BERNARD: I MISS U LYK CRAZIEE.. U THIS NOTTI BOY!

well.. tts all.. boring lifee... *gones*

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Saturday, October 01, 2005

[[* im here again~~~ hehee *]]
yoyoyo.. well well well.. quite long nv on9 le wor.. peeps gt miss me nots? anyway.. rite nw is at my idiotic cous's hse again.. n hes rite behind me giving me "killer looks" damn scary.. =/ anyway.. am very surprised tt crissx will come n tag my tagboard.. such a surprise alrite.. cos we so long nv contact le.. hmmmm.. n we gt a chalet coming on soon.. am very look fwd to e chalet.. am quite sure tt i will enjoy myself to e bits even thou is at costa sands.. cos is quitee eerie thr.. =/ haahaa.. actualli dun realli noe wat to updatee.. is nuthing my mind ish completely blank at e very moment. hmm.. think tts all.. tc peeps.. =D p/s ALEX CHAO AH BENG PLS UPDATE UR BLOG.. THX VERY MUCHIES. SI AH BENG! *runs off*

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

[[* im backiesss again... *]]
well well well.. im back to my precious blog again.. so wat had happened these past few days? hmmm.. let me recall yah? hurhur.. well... went kbox on tues... nt bad.. very fun.. we went to marina square 1.. nt much ppl thr, cos many ppl tot tt thr still under renovation.. sang quite alot of songs.. hehehes.. but i still miss going out wif june they all.. realli had a lot of fun wif them last tym.. anyway.. afta e kbox session, went to buy a new set of korean drama, "Little Bride" hahahaha very very nice! a very cute comedy cum romancee.. currently gonna finish e wholee drama le.. very fast rite? 16 discs wor! hurhur.. anyway, think tts all le ba.. dunno wat to add on le.. n
TO ALEX: update update update! n whrs my testi! cheat my feelings n brk my fragilee hartt again! hw can u!!! hahaha =P dun notti hor! dun think u r chao ah beng den i will scare hor. =]~
okiee.. tym to pen off le.. peeps do miss me.. *winks*

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Saturday, September 10, 2005

[[* yoyoyo... *]]
yes.. im backie again! hurhur! anyway currently am waiting for qihua's call.. to cfm whether they r goin to kbox nots. I WAN TO SING!!! so long nv go le.. kinda miss e gd old tyms. last nitee huat, ber, me, lex, ting conf again.. sians sia.. cannot kip conf, gt nuthing to chat bout sia. hurhur.. well.. am facing quite alot of probs lately.. bgr, work.. my life is 4eva so stressful.. am going craziee in no tym.. kinda hooked onto irc lately.. even though irc is very very dead at e moment.. so i was lyk doing a 1 man show lyk tt. pimples haf infested huat's face, n nw he panic lyk siao.. haha.. best ah! cos he used to tease me n his bro bout our pimples.. but nw our cases r so minor compared to his. =x oppss *zips* am emotionally drained at e moment, is lyk my brain cells r all dead already.. thus when ppl tok to me, i will gonggong for a whilee b4 replying them.. haha... alex is very stressed bout his proj, but thrs no way i can help him, so i can only sae "jiayou jiayou alex!" hmmm guess tts all.. nuthing much to add on le.. peeps do tc.. miss u all lots.. *winks*

-thrs no fairytalee in tis pathetic world =)-

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Friday, September 09, 2005

[[* here i am again~ *]]
woohoo.. im back agaiN! hahaa any1 misses me? well well well.. yup, im at my tupid cous's hse again.. hahaha rite nw hes behind me pestering me.. cos he wanna use e com. anyway, quite a few days nv chat wif alex le. dunno hws hes going on? hmm.. hope hes fine n do tc of urself yah? n yah, last nite, me, ting n ber conference. frm 10pm+ to ard 3. shiok sia? ghost stories session sia, we scared ting to death sia! hahaha... anyway, my so called irc chn ish so damn dead at e moment, no 1 ish alive man. tts such a sad case man! n yah.. i lurve my msn nick to e bits sia! hahaha tts "im oblivious to everything around me, of im scared of facing.. e reality.." meaningful yah? n peeps do tc yah? miss u all to e bits!

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Thursday, September 08, 2005

[[* here i comee again.. hees *]]
well! im back again! hahaa lately kip coming over to yew's hse. to use his com. =P i oso dunno hw i feel lyk coming on9 again. cos of HIM mayb? hahaa u shld noe who u r alrite? am quite happieee lately, except tt im in dilemma whether wana stay put or quit my job. tt job truly sarks lor. hahaha.. am quite happy at e very moment, cos gt chat wif him on fone lately.. haha juz miss e tyms when we had so much happiness! n hmm.. he seems very stressed lately. hope he will tc yah? hees, i juz miss him so much....!!! hehehe n well.. i sum sort of matchmake ber n ting.. hahaha.. dunno hws e prgress le. boo! hope they will become a couple ba! muhahahahas... anyway, peeps rem to miss me n hmmm.. tag my blog lah! my blog is so quiet lately!!!


-missing.eu.lots-


*hartts euu*

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Saturday, September 03, 2005

[[* woo!.. since ages i blogged! *]]
woo! its lyk so long since i blog. well.. many things changed i guess.. i oso dunno whr to start. well.. i gt a new job le.. as a tele operator.. work 9 days gt ard $700+.. nt bad rite.. hmm.. den alex.. i knew he went steady wif esther.. dan nw... broke up le.. he seems very sad.. hope he will cheer up in no tym.. i wan him to b happy.. anyway.. my lifee sux as usual.. many probs.. single still rox i guess.. nt gonna think so much at this very moment.. hmm.. guess tts all.. juz hope every1 will b happy.. esp lex k.. =D

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

[[* well.. so longg sincee i blogg.. *]]
hmm.. stupidd com. ish dwn again. darn tt bloody com. currently am at cousin's hse blogging, miss e on9 days.. miss my irc.. my ro, my msn? hahaha many ppl smsed me n told me tt oz is back.. but wats e pt.. cos my com. ish dwn, hw am i suppose to play? well.. nuthing much happened lately, enjoyed myself to e bits at e chalet few days ago. lately am quite happie.. thx for everything dazhuzhu.. u cheered me up.. =) thx for all e comics, my hp accessory, hmmm.. spiky hair still suits u moree.. haha.. anyway, think tts all le.. maomao n kevin kept asking me out for dinner.. hmmm.. see when im free ba okie?

eric ish 4eva so sweet. hurhur.. thx for ur crystal jade dinner. i truly enjoyed it. =P tts all... take care pals.. lurvee u all lots

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Saturday, April 30, 2005

[[* been daes sincee i blog. *]]
well, its 6am+ in e morn, n here im blogging. am i craziee or wart? hurhur, didnt slp e whole nite, simply cant get to slp. it seems lyk thr r little bugs crawling all over my bed, n makee my wholee body itchy lyk anythingg? i still feel so freaking itchyy nw.. yucks! anyway, im nt at all tired too, seems energetic, dunno cos of wart. juz hope my eye bag wun be tt obvious, n of cos, i dunwan to be a panda too. hees. anyway, my com. ish finalli fixed!!! juz hopee it will stay this way as long as possiblee ba. if it dwn again, think i wun gif a damn to it anymoree. =x

yew seems very troubled n vexed lately. his msn nick tells it all. asked him, he said nuthing much. in e end, asked sumthingg lyk gers' stuffs n sum sort of bgr probs... dunno wat realli happen between him n HER, juz hopee everythingg will b finee between e 2 of them in no timee. n yew, pls do cheer up k. ur beloved cum kawaii cous ish always here for u, anytimee, anywhr. haha touched yah?

jp reached sg le. think he will drop by my hse in these few coming daes? hurhur so happie, finalli can get e comics! yay!!! anyway, neh juz nw asked me bout sum stuffs, which i dunno hw she found out bout tt. is kinda weird, cos she sae ish jp told her 1, whilee jp claimed tt he hasnt been contacting her for 1 mth already. weird rite? zzz...

lex ish moody, he told me is cos of his hmmm.. mthly swing? haha so funny cos i tot only gers will haf tt? =x anyway, i noe things haber been going smoothly for him, juz hope tml will be betta for him cos nicee guy lyk him deserves tt. =D n yes, stay happie, dun worry too much bout anythingg.. hehe.. im always here for u, i promisee..

Eric ish finalli backk frm NZ, went out wif him 2 days ago, n yes, he gave me lots n lots of presents!!! muhahahas.. he nv changee a bit, still as crappy as last timee, becomee more manly, n of cos much moree gd-looking. he treated me machee n ltr swensen for icee cream, tts very generous of him rite? hurhur.. thx wor eric bud. =x

anyway, ked n neh gt married in ro le.. happiee for them. *thumbs up* am nt suree whether im going to e outingg tis coming sun.. hmm, still haber makee up my mind.. =/

miss my dearieee so much, juz hopee everythingg will stay tis wayy forevaa.. nuthingg gonna changee my lurvee for him. ((:

lurvingg my baby boii, nw always n forevaa...

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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

[[* zhun zhun zhun.. *]]
u r a forgetful person
u treasure friendship alot
if ur friends r sad or cry, u will be affected
u cant take peoples words
u will start to think why people say this why people say that
u r good with studies and works
u r a responsible person
but u
keep sadness deep in ur heart
u do tell someone ur sadness and problerms
but not all ur sadness and problems

did a so called fortunee telling on irc juz nw.. tts e results i gt.. haha quitee zhun yah?

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Monday, April 18, 2005

[[* new blogskin! hurhurhur *]]
well well well.. changed my blogskin, isnt it beautiful? hurhur, totalli lurves it to e bits sia! so kawaii so colourful, which suites my mood nw. im feeling happiee lately. haha.. anyway, lex came over to my hse today, take a look at my com, den hmm, scan for virus, den hmm, help me edit my blog. hahas thx alot alot sia! i made him so damn tired nw, so sorrie! =/ hahas, im feeling tired too, dunno y, quite shagz. n hmm bro ish sick, high fever n got 2 days mc in return. chatted wif hp juz nw, hes so freaking cute! keep crap wif me. bth! haha.. think tts all le.. <3 my baby boii.. hehe

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[[* birth daee of me n dazhuzhu.. hurhur *]]
Is your birthday day 5 of the month?
Your Life>>>Although you are on the quiet side, but you enjoy excitement and changes.
Routine is something you cannot stand.
Because of your extreme confidence, you hardly ask others for opinion.
You believe in leading your own life, and you have got the gift in doing so.
Your Love>>>Nothing can stop you from making progress in your love life.
Once you are in love, you feel the ownership of your lover.
A third party can only makes your jealousy becomes worse.

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Sunday, April 17, 2005

[[* in c0nfusi0n.. awwww *]]
hurhur, its 2 in e morn, n here im blogging. am i retard or wat? i noee im tired, but i juz wanna post my feelings out here. had a so called debate wif alex juz nw, haha, nt gonna elaborate here, if nt it will be at least 3 pages full. hurhur. we r discussing bout e so called love again. "lurving sum1 hurts? n knowing tt e sum1 u lurve lurves other person will be a torture." dun u all agree on tt? stumbled onto sumthing juz nw, n well, make me kinda moody, n thus led to my creative "imagination" again? haha shared it wif alex, n yes, wat i got back ish hmmm scoldings? or i rather sae lectures? hurhur he kept asked me nt to think so much, i haf no choice but to obey, cos hes such a fierce guy! i dunwan to hear his endless naggings n scoldings wor. x= im scared of a chao ah beng lyk him k. muhahahas, die, tml he sees tis, cfm will comee confront me again. i can only badmouth him since hes sleeping lyk a pig nw. hurhur opps. =x anyway, im contented wif wat i haf now. im realli happy wif my life nw i guess. haha thus gonna stop my imagination frm running wild, n stay happy lyk tis always? hurhur, hope i can achieve tt aim k. anyway think tts all, faster escape b4 e fierce chao ah beng lex lex is here to catch me. =x boo~ hahahaa =P

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Saturday, April 16, 2005

[[* juz tryy for fun.. haha.. *]]
sjc.jpg
St. Jo~Appearance and image are extremely important to
you. You strive hard to build a playful yet
high achieving impression on others and you are
proud of it.

which hk secondary school do you belong?
brought to you by Quizilla

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[[* im an assasin! so kewl.. juz lyk my ro char!!! *]]
Assassin

You are an
assassin.

That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes



What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
brought to you by Quizilla

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[[* wartt women realli mean. hurhur *]]
The wife says: You want. The wife means: You want.
The wife says: We need. The wife means: I want.
The wife says: It's your decision. The wife means: The correct decision should be obvious!
The wife says: Do what you want. The wife means: You'll pay for this later!
The wife says: We need to talk. The wife means: I need to complain.
The wife says: Sure... go ahead. The wife means: I don't want you to.
The wife says: I'm not upset. The wife means: Of course I'm upset you moron!
The wife says: You're ... so manly. The wife means: You need a shave and a shower.
The wife says: Be romantic, turn out the lights. The wife means: I have flabby thighs.
The wife says: This kitchen is so inconvenient. The wife means: I want a new house.

hurhur.. meaningful n quitee accurate yah? *winks* let u all understand gers betta..

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[[* days without my hp.. s0bz *]]
well well well.. days without hp sux!!! even though ish only 1 day nia.. cos i put my fonee wif my cous, n i forgot to take back! awwwww.. cant sms will die man! is lyk supa uneasy lor.. no hp = no lifeee.. can die sia.. anyway, i use bro's hp to bluff dazhuzhu. keep sms him, n he keep ???? hahaha.. toot toot kia!! den chatted wif alex last nite, bth him, DUA CRAPPER! hahaha keep makee me laff till siao man! anyway, we r having a big outing on 1st may. 4 chns combine outing wor! mayb goin ktv.. tt 1 i nt tt sure.. hehes.. think tts all le.. going to miss tt sum1 le. u shld noe who u r. *winks* -ilu- hehes

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Friday, April 15, 2005

[[* lamee, im sick again.. *]]
blogblog.. im backiee.. haha.. well well.. im SICK again.. kns kns!! anyway, ytd sarks! cos tt stupid dazhuzhu!!! he smsed me asked me who m i. zzz den i replied back sae wat u ask me who am i? den he told me he forgotten everythingg, cos he having high fever e nite beforee, den when he woke up, he totalli forgot everything, juz rem tt thrs a gal he deeply in lurve wif is in sg rite nw. wat e sai man, after tt he smsed back, sae u realli believed ah? make me damn fed up. ppl at here worried for him, he at thr playing a fool. but he realli having high fever, n forgot everythingg for a short time, but nw hes finee le. hope he will takee care of himself yah. n hmmm, last nitee kedon called me n crap. bth him sia. realli dua crapper, den keep at thr laffing, asked him why, he sae very cute, i noee im very cute, no nid to keep remind me de. hurhur.. keep ask me go supper, when im trying to lose sum weight here.. zzz but overall hes sum1 very nice to chat wif. very cutee n funnie. haha alex told me he didnt do quite well for his ytd papers, seems very sad, dunno hw to consolee him, but i noee e kawaii me cfm gt ways to cheer him up de rite. haha. =P

went jogging wif mum, 3rd aunt n his son this morn. tiring, legs very tired.. zzz after tt they came over to my hse to play wif chubby. hahaha.. ltr going world of sports wif them. having 50% off worldwide wor.. so betta go n haf a look. think tts all le.. ppl outta thr betta takee care of urself.. n hmm.. missing euu lots. hehe

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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

[[* finalli back to blogg.. any1 miss me? hurhur *]]
finalli back to blog. it been days yah? haf been going out lately, n of cos to my aunt's shop to learn hairdressing. hurhur.. den hmmm every morn went jogging wif mum n chubby. woohoo.. gt e determination to jie fei le ah? hurhur. anyway, these few days passed quite peacefully n i suppose happily.. cos finalli strenghten e bond wif my family. ((: n jp called me 2 days ago, he reached taiwan le. he hor, haha bth him, keep eating.. no wonder ish dazhuzhu ah. =x den i force him to buy comics for me, taiwan thr seems cheaper. n alex is still having his exams at e moment, hope he will take care of himself, n yes scoree well in his papers. n yew told me he has gf le, called geraldinee wong, nt bad, chiobu, volleyball player, those sports kind, no wonder yew ish deeply in lurvee wif her. haha, n my cousin ish pregnant! n ah leong gt gf le! congrats to both of them! hahaha. think tts all. will blog back in few dayss timeee.. missing u all lots. =)

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Friday, April 08, 2005

[[* in dilemma.. hais *]]
hurhur.. im back again.. tts fast yah? anyway, think im gonna disappear frm e virtual world 4eva yah? irc, msn?? think oncee i makee up my mind, i will b gonee yah? mayb u nv sense it, but she does matter to u. guess u do matter to her too.. her blog, jealousy? haha her tag.. so sweet. stop deceiving urself le.. u 2 r e 1 who meant to be, im juz a passerby in ur life. u 2 haf missed it 1 timee, dun miss it anymoree.. u happie i will b happie too. even though i admit i will be sad at e beginning, but as every1 told me, e wound will heal in no time yah? hurhur.. i forcee myself to believe it k? anyway, gd luck for ur exam, may u pass ur papers wif flying colours yah. =) i will be mia for awhilee i guess, to forget everythingg.. hurhur, guess by e timee i return, u will be finee le.. n hopefully, happily wif "her"? think tts all.. im gone ((:

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[[* nicee song.. meaningful too.. *]]
C21 - You Are The One
It's early in the morning
Soon another day will dawn
I can't wait to feel your arms
Around me again

I believe that we could
Lay down the world
Together we could live
The dream that never ends

Open up the door
Just a little more
Baby let me in

You are the one,
You are the one
Who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
Where ever you go
Why make it harder, than it has to be
Just listen, I'll give you love
If you'll give me your heart

Everytime I near you
Time is standing still
There's nothing you can't fix
With your heavenly smile

I would never leave you
My love is for life
Taking things for granted
Was never my style

Just give a little love
Say you'll never stop
I'll do anything

You are the one,
You are the one
Who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
Where ever you go
Why make it harder, than it has to be
Just listen, I'll give you love
If you'll give me your heart

And I'll do anything
If you give me your heart
Ahh ahh yeah
I'll do anything

You are the one,
You are the one
Who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
Where ever you go

Give a little love
Say you'll never stop
And I'll do anything
I'll give you love
If you'll give me your heart

Ohhhhh ohhhhh

Where ever you go
You are the one
Why make it harder, than it has to beJust listen,
I'll give you love
If you'll give me your heart

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[[* my lifee sarks.. hais *]]
sians.. sick sick sick.. nt feeling very well.. lately lyk so many ppl fell sick.. cos of e weather or wat? hurhur.. im nt tt sure either. think back of e past these few days.. dunno wats happening to me too.. juz feel moody? yup, guess so. hais.. juz cant erasee those memories, they r stucked firmly in my mind, thrs no way i can erasee them. but guess, he has forgotten bout me? dunno.. juz missed e timee we spent together.. our sims hse is still thr, incomplete, i guess thrs no chancee for us to complete it anymoree. anyway.. even u r acting so coldly towards me.. i noee u r having ur exam rite nw, but i can sense it.. everythingg changes doesnt it? e way u replied to my tag msgs n to her tag msgs, is so so different. mayb u cant sense it urself.. but onlooker can see clearly rite? hais.. sick already den still think of all these stuffs, am i idiotic or wat? listening to fish leong's songs last nite, tears juz fell dwn.. didnt get to recieve their sms last nite, guess i realli dun mean much to them, or mayb dun mean anythingg to them? hais.. thinkk so. arghz, darn tt freaking headachee, nt gonna think so much anymoree. i only can sae tt my lifee sarks. when i nid ppl thr for me, thrs none. hurhur, tts my pathetic life.. yay man..

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Wednesday, April 06, 2005

[[* stupid com. dwn again.. *]]
woohoo.. finalli im back.. well.. com. dwn.. shall nt elaborate on tt kuku thing anymore.. 1 mth dunno muz dwn hw many times. freaking fed up. =/ 1st of all.. let me say HAPPY BDAE TO JIANPING! haha.. his bdaee falls on 5th apr, n thus wish him a very very happiee 2oth bdae n may all his wishes comee true. n 2ndly, SAFE JOURNEY TO KARMUN N SHIYING! well.. they went shanghai 2 days ago, hopee they will enjoy themselves, n yes haf a safee journey. hurhur.. n 3rdly, THX ALEX FOR E BNCS! hurhur.. cos my com. dwn, thus nid bncs to park irc chns, tts why bo bian, muz buy bnc, n thx to alex, i gt bncs le. muhahahas. n jp ish on e way to taiwan le, will be back in a mth, hopee he will b finee, n pls tc of urself wor. den he told me ytd gt gurls wanna xian him sia! a 23 yr old gal call wendy. omg man, she went up to him at e interchangee, n told him she wanna noe him, den self intro, n wanna get his no. haha but jp told her hes nt interested. he very bad rite! brokee e gurl's fragile heart. =x n hmm, shawn ish back frm india, frm his msn nick, ish lyk he suffered alot thr, hopee he will tc of himself yah? i will b always thr for him. as for alex, hes sick, dunno he gt go see doc anot, juz hope he will recover asap. n pls takee ur meals n medicine on time! n yes, CUT DWN ON UR SMOKING!!! yao guai k. hurhur.. think tts all ba, will try to updatee asap. ciao peeps. muackies all.

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Thursday, March 31, 2005

[[* my last hammy died.. s0bz *]]
well well well.. im back to blog again.. hais.. my 1ast hammy died ytd.. so freakin sad.. sobbies.. n den ah xiong still asked me gif it to him, so tt he can feed his snakeee.. awwwwwwwww =/ bites him ah! nuthingg much happen lately.. juz bored bored bored.. n yah.. jp ish back le.. hahas.. but hes leaving on fri, tts fast man.. so guess these few days muz mit him ba.. sincee he told me he misses me veri much.. so gif him a chancee to see me 1or. hurhur.. diee la.. i still dunno wat to gif him as bdaee present.. HOW?!! sum1 help me pls. =/ muz i buyy a cakee or wat? arghzzzzz... its coming le, im running out of timee.. HOW HOW HOW???

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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

[[* sunrisee after nitee at kbox.. *]]


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tis pic ish a bit blur, but i lurvee e backgrd. hahas. sunrisee wif my sistas after kbox. *frenz4eva*


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[[* mr0 wif figo.. i miss him... *]]


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me n seng aka figo on mro. hais..


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[[* me n mro hubby. *mwahs* *]]


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me and my hubby posing. haha


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[[* frenz in mro.. miss them tons.. *]]


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thosee were e days.. wif my cousins n frenz in mro.


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[[* me n lovely hubby in mro.. *]]


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my hubby n me in mro. ((:


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[[* me n npc in mro.. *winks* *]]


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pretty me wif npc on my wedding daee at mro. lols


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[[* dayss in acro.. *]]


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thosee were e days.. kalson, me, figo n icy on qro.


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[[* anotherr earthquake at indo. *pray hard for them* *]]
lalala.. back to blogg.. 2 days ago, thrs 1 moree earthquakee occurred in indo, n nw thrs moree den 2000 deaths. i rem tt nitee i was lying on my bed, nua-ing, den i felt my bed shaking, didnt think much of it cos i tot i was giddy. till after 1 min, e shakee stopped, n cos i cant get to slp, i went to irc n msn. den saw ah xiong's nick said bout e shakee too. curious, asked him bout it, n found out ish e earthquakee.. am quitee dispressed, cos tis typee of natural disaster means thr will be deaths.

chatted quitee alot wif ah xiong lately. am so happiee.. e gd old times.. hurhur.. hes still as crappy as last timee. saw chubby's pic, den he saee he wan 1 too. n keep sayingg tt hes cuter den me. hahas. realli miss him, n e times when we spent together. nitee at his hse, watching vcds (wei xiao bao), looking at his pet snakeee, even though im realli scared of it, crapping wif him, ticklingg him. hurhur.. e gd old memories. cant believe tt we haf known each other for so long already! sincee kindergaten!!!! tts so so many yrs ago le. i rem tt he used to be a playful boy, lyk to pullz at my long long hair. =x lyk to teasee me. even though we diff pri sch, i still gt to see him sumtimes. behind me, teasing me. awwwww.. hahas... rem baking my 1st cakee n cookiee for him, rem goin over to his hsee late at nitee.. rem when he saee hes nt going to bringg me over to his hse, but i will find him waiting for me at e stairs. rem he juz went to shop n savee juz to look at me. rem hw my frenz will teasee me when they found out hes at sns again. rem hw shyy i will be. =/ rem e present tt he gavee me last bdaee.. n named it "bengbear". all e past memories.. will b kept deep insidee my heart. nv will i eraseee them. juz hopee tt he will be happy.. longed to see his smiling faceee oncee again. ((:

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[[* pr0blems wif guys. so freaking truee *]]
Men Are Hard To Pleased
The problems with GUYS:
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from CAMPING.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u. (Bullshit)
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMENT.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too ! SENSITIVE!! & sooo hard to please!!!!!
If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true....... but if u don't, they say u are selfish.....

muhahahas, so freaking truee.. awwww

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Monday, March 28, 2005

[[* quiz quiz.. *]]
Air
Your element is Air: Carefree, lovable, fun and
childish. Arent you cute! Your just full of
childhood spunk and happiness! Hey who said
being young was a bad thing? You have a keen
understanding of whats good in life and choose
to remain happy rather than get too upset over
things. Life is fun, who wants to be troubled
by grown-up problems? Being as capable of love
as you are you will make a wonderful parent if
and when you choose to grow up. Love is a
mystery because you only want friends not love
interests, games are better than relationships
with the opposite sex. You have what everyone
is searching for, that so called 'fountain of
youth' deep inside. You can come across as
naive and childish at times. But who cares what
they think, lets go play tag!

.:-What is your true element?-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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[[* haha havingg fun wif quiz *]]
well.. did alot of quiz as u all can see.. most of them r quitee accuratee for me. im too boliao, so did alot.. anyway.. moree to comee. muhahahas.

were quitee disappointed last nite, so shld i saee early tis morn? well.. cant believe she will react lyk tis.. whyy cant she tell me hw shee feels? whyy she wanna hidee frm me? n whyy muz let me noee bout tis incident frm e 3rd party, or even e forth party? realli very disappointed.. so shld i stayy a distancee away frm him or wat? i feel very comfortablee hanging ard wif him, hes sum1 who can craps ard wif me, n enlighten me when i haf probs. so shld i realli stir away frm his direction? dunno.. totalli haf no idea.. i tot we r sistas who can sharee everythingg? hais.. dunno.. realli sick of finding an ans..

chatted wif him last nitee n juz nw.. he seems vexed too.. dunno wat to do.. hopee everythingg will b finee in a short whilee? told him quitee alot of things, tt means he noes my darkest secrets already? omg! =/ realli feel very happiee to chat wif him, feel tt i can share almost everythingg wif him. n sumthing happened to lexlex.. his projects thingyy, he tot he can hand in his proj today, in e end, nt complete, thus went hmee to get, in e end, sumthing ish wrong, n he nid to redo EVERYTHING! im so sorry for him, but i juz dunno hw to consolee him, im such a failure yah? hais.. n jp smsed me tis morn, told me hes on his way back to sg frm msia le.. tt means im gonna to mit him in e coming days? he changed his hairstyle, dunno hw will he look lyk? muhahaha. anyway, think tts all.. ciaoss

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[[* *]]
lonely moon
you represent the hard times in life. you have a
hard life yourself and a hidden self many don't
know about.

What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)
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[[* *]]
innocent
You're the innocent girl next door. You are
friendly, cheerful, kind, and happy. You like
to spread your happiness around making people
feel warm and joyous. To do this you like to
bake cookie and muffins while giving kind
compliments. Plus you actually give apples to
your teachers. You're pure and innocent and
most likely haven't broken many rules. Everyone
loves you. How can they not?

What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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[[* *]]
2
PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking
for a relationship. You cannot live without it.
Your lover must be passionate and you want
that you and your partner melt into each other.
He/She should not try to take the domination .
You dont want a relationship without passion,
and the sexuality plays a big part. The first
moment you meet him/her is one of the most
important. There has to be something between
you , you cannot explain. From the first moment
on everything must fix. But when this passion
disappears you disappear to. For you it is
better to leave than to see your love
restrained.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.

~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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[[* *]]
Pretty
Hang on a sec! You're not an angel! You're a
goddess! Always the leader in your group of
friends you are the one to go to in a crisis,
your advice is valuable if you give it out,
which is only if you feel people deserve it. Go
you!

Which natural angel are you? (awe-inspiring pics!)
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[[* *]]
Goddess
The Goddess of Night and Regret. You are a perfect
confidante. Always understanding and
solicitous, you could be a queen and you are
exceptionally honest. You are an intelligent
beauty.

Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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[[* *]]
your guy is gothic! this is totally not a bad
thing. he knows his boundaries, and he knows
that if he cross the line he will be in BIG
trouble. But he is also experienced, which can
be good if are ready to take your relationship
to the next level. keep this guy near and dear
to you!

Who's" your perfect guy?
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[[* *]]
kawaii, desu ne?
Your label is the Nice girl/guy. You tend to care
for others over yourself. However, many people
appreciate your caring side and would rather
stick by you than hurt you. But, there is a
downside. Some tend to abuse your kindness and
take advantage of you. You always try to see
the good in everyone and try not to hate.
Also, you have sharp insight and a great
personality. Calm, serene, and understanding,
you make a worthy friend and a valuble ally to
people in need. Don't change your sweet
nature, your constant being-there can save a
life.

I suggest your go into a field that
centers around working with others such as a
doctor, baby-sitter, psychologist, lifeguard,
or Teacher. If none of these occupations
interest you, it is okay then. I am sure that
there are plenty of oppertunities out there for
you.

What type of teenager are you?
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tis ish so freaking accuratee :o


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[[* timee to blog again. hurhur *]]
well well well.. timee to blog again yah? hurhur.. tis morn was actualli quitee moody 1.. but during noon timee, sum1 cheer me up. i thinkk he supposee he didnt do anythingg, but to me he did a great deal, helped alot.. thx so muchies. ((:

anyway, nuthingg much happened today, except tt ro server dwn a few times, n exp all tt all rolled back. well.. every1 was nt happy bout tt of cos. esp. ked i supposee, hahas cos he lost his zenny, n becomee a poor guy oncee again, n his merchant lvl rolled back 5 lvls? n he lost quite alot of his stuffs too. n for huat, he lost all his exp. hes juz sad too. as for nehneh, she lost her pots, n sum items? well.. guess so. dunno hw to console them sia. n today hp told me sumthing, i found it quitee meaningful n quitee comical. he told me tt he learnt frm his past experiences, he can offend any1 in tis world, but nt gurls. why? hahas cos.. he sae tt all gurls haf e aunty attitude in them, regardless e agee, if u offended 1 gurl today, u will findd all gurls becomee ur enemy e next day. quite true yah? thus, tis ish a warning for all guys, dun ever offend a gurl! hahas get it?

n well.. maomao asked me go to his bdaee chalet on 1st apr. he told me hes asking sock ling goin too, but im nt suree whether i wanna go anot. n suddenli ask me hws my mr. rite lyk, hw i noe man? if i noee, i wun search high n low for him le. n asked me whether hes a bad cheehong kia in my opinion, hw am i suppose to ans him man? n told me stuffs lyk 1 of his frenz kena aids, omg, why he wanna tell me stuffs lyk those? i nv say i wanna noe. zzz

anyway, chatted quitee awhilee wif him juz nw, so happy. ahahhas, he seems gong gong n blurblur today, dunno whyy oso. n he sounds lyk a kiddo, so kawaii.. hahas. bth him. make me keep laughing. hes realli very very cutee, feel lyk pinching him? hahas.. n alex's mum went japan today, n hes hmee alonee, thus juz nw went to scare him, sae gt ghost here n thr. in e end, im e one who got scaredd.. =/ n hes still lyk no reaction, pro rite? hahas, he seem so tired man, hope he will tc of himself yah? think tts all.. ciao.. boo~ muhahahas

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Sunday, March 27, 2005

[[* chubby! my kawaii babyy gurl.. *]]

chubby n her colourful toy ball! *muackies* Posted by Hello

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chubby!!! lurve her to e bits!! Posted by Hello

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[[* chubby n yew. =x *]]

chubby chubby.. backgrd ish yew. =x Posted by Hello

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my kawaii chubby ish yawning!! Posted by Hello

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Saturday, March 26, 2005

[[* hurhur.. 3rd entryy.. *]]
omg. 3rd entry for e day.. m i craziee or wartt? im nt tt sure.. anyway.. juz had a fucked up arguement wif mum again. yah.. darn fucked up nw.. why she dun believe me? juz freaking dun believe me at all.. wtf man.. i tot family shld support each other when they r dwn, n trust each other? well.. i dun get those shits in my family.. simply dun! cant stop my tears frm falling dwn.. out of agony? out of disappointment? im nt suree.. i juz noee tt my heart ish bleeding.. i realli haf enuff in tis family.. realli enuff.. totalli given up on them. sincee they dun treat me as part of them, why shld i? hais.. no words can describe hw i feel nw.. goness wif e windd..

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did alot of quiz.. they r real fun n quitee accuratee. do try it sumtimes yah? ((:

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You represent... kindness.
You represent... kindness.You're a very gentle, kind, and caring individual.
You truely care about people and are generally
well-liked. Though sometimes you may be
perceived as weak, you truely have a strong
heart and a good desire to help others.

What feeling do you represent?
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You're sweet and innocent on the outside but on the inside you're one wild horny bunny!
Congratulations! You're a Bunny Hug!!

What Drink Are You?
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glass heart
Heart of Glass

What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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asshole
your asshole.

What swear word are you?
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past memories camee to haunt me oncee again.. =/ i madee a promise to myself tt i will totalli forget bout u.. nt goin to mention ur namee anymore.. but yah.. promises r meant to be broken. hurhur.. im juz giving myself an excuse to let me think of euu. im tryingg very hard nt to look at ur nick.. pretending tt i dun even care.. yah.. i tried way too hard tt all these backfired. i juz cant delete ur hp no. frm my hp. n i juz cant stop whois-ing ur nick.. yah.. i noe im being dumb n lamee here, but i juz cant help it.. i rem meeting euu.. chatting on e fonee.. all those past memories.. i rem u holding my hand, telling me tt u lurvee me... i rem tt last timee when i deleted all e sms u sent me.. tears juz rolled dwn, im juz totalli outta ctrl. well.. i guess im juz decieving myself when i told myself tt i will forget tt sum1, i guess i will nv achieve tt aim? i guess no 1 can achieve tt.. haha.. forget sum1 nid tons of timee.. healing nids timee too.. but pls.. can we realli forget sum1? i doubt so.. even if e wound ish healed.. e scar will still b thr. dun u all agree? dun tell me tt u all wun miss ur ex or whosoever, its impossiblee.. i still rem my 1st ex.. n tts ages ago, i told myself to forget him too.. muhahaha. but till nw, i still cant. thus i gonna stop decieving myself.. making myself to believe e impossiblee.

to lexlex: i noee i juz nid timee.. plenty of it.. i noe i cant forget sum1 so easily.. i noee i cant accept another lurve in such a short timee.. if i tell u i can, im juz bluffing myself n lying to u.. i dunno hw much timee i nid.. seriously i realli haf no idea.. n i dun wish 2 see u wastingg ur timee..

enuff of tt.. my com. ish giving me probs again.. arghz.. totalli screw it! keep shut dwn when i played ro.. wtf man.. =\ noee a guy called kedon in ro.. hes reali nicee.. juz enjoyed myself when i played ro wif him. hes realli sweet n everythingg nice.. watched the eye 10 wif nehneh, wugui n huat few days ago.. quitee disappointing. cos it dun turn out scary at all.. ish lyk we r wAtching comedy n nt ghost show.. boo.. went bk after e moviee... slack ard thr.. n 1 guy sitting beside our tablee.. when he started chatting.. IM SHOCKED! cos he sounds lyk raymond!!! YAH RAYMOND CHUANG! haha n he looks lyk him too! i was lyk omg.. is he ray? lols.. but think hes nt ba.. cos his hair ish way too long? muhahaha.. but im nt tt sure. =x

hao le.. timee to pen off le i guess.. i hope every1 will b happy.. esp. lexlex.. i wanna see u happy.. u gt tt? n plss tc of urself.. cut dwn on ur smokin pls.. its way too unhealthy. finish up ur projects n get a rest. =D muz rem k.. =]

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Thursday, March 24, 2005

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ked, neh, sherri, me n zw! nice pic rite? *winks* Posted by Hello

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e blue bandana gang n e extra zw! haha Posted by Hello

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sherri, zw n me!!! haha zw ish e pervert thr =x Posted by Hello

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me! haha.. chio hor? cos of e green colour =D Posted by Hello

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

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im feeling moody n sad out of e sudden.. when nite comes.. i will feel moodless again.. wats goin on? am i goin back to my old self once again? e 1 whom every1 tot tt she's cheerful n always so happy but actualli shes juz acting? i dunno wat causes me to go back to my old self.. i realli dunno wats happening.. juz feel lyk cryingg? juz feel very sad suddenli? hais.. realli dunno wat to sae...

n well.. my ro sin finalli reached 95.. still gt 4 more lvls to go.. m so freaking tired as i chiong till 5am last nite.. am going to become owl once again.. cant slp at nite.. den in e morn supa tired.. wat e hell ish wrong wif me? arghhhzz.. dunno la.. juz freaking moody.. juz dunwan to think of anythingg anymore.. but is it possible? i doubt so..

=\ guess tts all.. mind in a whirl nw.. dunno wat else to blog le.. tc peeps..

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

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tts 1 kewl priestess!! haha.. which is 1 of my fav. char~ Posted by Hello

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SOHEE! tts 1 of my pet in acro. she can heal u when she's loyal to u! =D Posted by Hello

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our guild pic! juz to celebrate nehneh reaching lvl 99! haha im e 1st gurl on e ritee Posted by Hello

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Monday, March 21, 2005

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hao la hao la.. muz updatee.. if nt sum1 kp me again. =x always ask me updatee den ownself nv update de.. hw can lyk tt rite? =x he very bad + notti hor. hahas.. anyway.. last wk were bz working.. realli very shagz.. frm 7.30am work till 7pm.. best ah.. lols.. den reached hme will be chionging ro.. chiong so long nw juz reached lvl 94 a few moments ago.. n nehneh finalli reached lvl 99.. congrats!! den yew, huat n ber oso gt play.. n nt forgetting jason too.. as he's using ^Mr.mrAcLe^ whilee im using ^mrAcLe^.. all my guild members kp.. sae very messy.. dunno who is hu.. hahas.. so funniee..

n im realli very happie! cos jp ish coming back hme soon! yay! gt ppl play ro wif me le.. hes e only 1 tt wun pangseh me no matter wat.. hes always thr for me when i nid him.. his bdaee coming le.. dunno wat to gif him man.. dunno hw to celebrate it wif him.. cos he realli made my bdae a memorable 1 wif nehneh.. thus i wanna gif him a special 1 too.. but realli dunno wat to gif him as a present.. n tt time he bought me a puppy.. =\

siongg seems very moody lately.. hopee he will cheer up ba.. n rem.. im always here for u k.. =D dun trust ur frenz n her family too much.. nw any types of ppl oso exist.. so muz beware k.. dun ever gif them money anymoree.. wait till u see ur frenz le den decide wat to do next k.. *huggies*

lately dunhaf timee to pai alex chat.. im sorry.. as u noee.. im hardcore gamer.. hahas.. so paiseh wor.. i wan faster reach lvl 99 ma.. so wish me luck k? *winks winks* think tts all le.. alex.. dun kp me sae i nv updatee le hor.. u betta updatee too hor! mai laziee.. hahass..

gonesss... *missing.euu*

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Friday, March 18, 2005

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all these were juz fairytales.. juz sumthingg too gd to be truee.. getting to noee u ish e happiest n greatest thing tt ever happened to me.. there's tis dream deep insidee me.. no1 noes it.. n im tryingg my very best to make it comee true.. but i doubt it will comee true anymoree.. i noe it wun comee true.. gavee up hopee.. but i juz hopee we still will b frenz.. juz lyk last timee.. when u were bored, u will call me for a chat.. when thrs ghost shows on tv, i will inform u.. tts all i wan.. all i nid.. but i noee its impossiblee.. frm e way u r acting rite nw.. i noee its all impossiblee.. i nt pinning any hopes on tt anymoree.. saddness felt my broken heart.. a friendship juz gonee lyk tt? i guess so.. i guess its so over yah? past memories flooded my mind, but wats e pt? yah.. even though i dunno u tt long, but u do matter to me.. do u noe? i doubt so, if nt u wun treat me tis way le.. its okiee.. i will juz let it go.. juz let e memories buried deep insidee me.. dun worry bout me, i will be e same old "cheerful" gurl in no timee. ((:

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

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whyy euu keep pop up in my mind? whyy i cant stop thinking of euu? but i guess its all 1 sided.. i dun thinkk u even noee tt im thinking of euu.. im missing euu.. mayb u noee but u oso wun gif a damn? yup.. tts wat i thinkk. think tts all for nw.. dunno wat elsee to blog le.. timee for my acro..

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Sunday, March 13, 2005

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finalli im backies! wahahas. my com. finalli alrite le.. thx to WUGUI!! yay! but e sad thing ish i lost all my mp3, my irc personal script, my dramas n ACRO! arghz.. i nv reformat it thus i realli haf no idea whyy they r gonee.. anyway.. kinda moody lately.. oso dunno wtf im thinking oso.. juz feel sad n moodless? yah thinkk so.. currently chatting wif alex on9 n dling acro.. realli miss alex to e bits sia.. hahas.. e suay thing ish tt timee my com. dwn den his line tio cut off.. cant even chat wif each other.. nw finalli can chat wif him le. so happy =D am nt feeling very well lately.. keep vomit, eat wat oso vomit out.. den cough lyk siao.. hais. am i dyingg already? =x jp called me few days ago when hes stopping at taiwan.. haha.. use office fone call sia.. bad ritee.. nw mum n bro r at shanghai le.. so happy.. no 1 can ctrl e usage of my com. le muhahahaha..

whyy my wholee mind is euu? whyy?? iya.. lurvee ish too complicated for me to understand.. too complex for e "innocent" me. =x haha.. so wats e pt of pondering over those stuffs? well.. sincee tts e case.. its timee for my instant cup noodles.. yummy yummy. =D

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Thursday, March 03, 2005

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HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE ish nice! *thumbs up* howl so freaking yandao.. haha den jinshun keep sae if howl ish his bf he will b very happy. anyway.. quarrelled wif qh few days ago.. realli sick of arguements n quarrellings.. juz totalli hate it.

anyway. logged in my acro acc juz now.. am realli pissed to find out my elven ears.. my aoa.. all my 6mil gone.. AM TOTALLI PISSED OFF.. if jp sold off my elven ears i wun tok to him anymore! I MEAN IT! log in my merchant.. 0z.. can u imagine tt? 0z! wtf ish tt.. arghz.. make me completely moodless out of e sudden.. hate it! arghzzzz

am on e road of healing i guess.. even though i still can feel e pain.. but guess its realli over.. cant even be frenz le i think. he sae we r still frenz.. but whyy is he avoiding me? haf enuff le.. its too hurting to continuee.. juz hope tt.. i will forget him completely yah? hopee i can achieve tt aim ba..

jp goin to korea on tis coming sat.. for his ns thingy.. for 1 mth.. arghz.. he gonna celebrate his bdae alonee on tt crappy ship.. he told me tml pei him go buy winter clothings.. whr gt sell huh? hmm den he sae after he come back frm korea, rest a few days den off he go to taiwan.. for another mth.. zzz den shawn oso goin to india for ns.. he told me he realli gets very moody lately.. cos of e stupid ns.. hope he will cheer up yah? n hope both of them will be safee n sound..

hahas.. hope every1 will be as happy as me k? same goes to u alex.. wanna see ya cheerful self again.. keep ur smiling facee going k. *winks* think tts all.. ciaooo

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Tuesday, March 01, 2005

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alritee.. im finalli back.. finalli managed to get on9 today.. cos few days ago, chubby bite spoilt my telephonee line den i cannot on9.. n i mia from irc for so freaking longg yah? lols. anyway.. here sum recap of wat happened during these few days..

Fri
its e bbq!!! yay!! its so fun man! many many many ppl wor.. gt nehneh, wugui, js, aaron, yx, leehui, tzehui, suhui, qh, yew, huat, gracee, bernard, caiwang, jia jie, turtle, guan chong (dunno correct spelling anot), lrd, crissx, alex, suhui's mum n of cos ME! alot of ppl rite? lols.. so fun! so many food to eat. shun's curry chix totalli rox! we gambled, play a fool.. ticklee ber.. woo.. nehneh very horny tt day! keep teh ppl's nehs.. hahas.. den ard 3am.. we went our ghost hunting again.. 1stly we went to e maze.. n heard sum weird sounds.. lyk gurls screaming lyk tt.. most of e ppl heard tt.. so eerie.. den after tt went to e swamp.. under construction, but we managed to get in.. very muddy n dark dark.. but nt as scary as e swamp.. den after tt.. walked back to e pit.. js n gang stayed thr.. cos they were too tired le.. den me, yew, huat, aaron, yx, tze hui, lee hui, ber n wang went to red hse.. such a long way sia!! realli so freakin tiring!!! arghz.. reached red hse at 5.30am, dun daree went in, cos when we outside keep heard footsteps insidee.. but thrs nobody insidee.. at 6am, those guys went in.. gurls stayed outsidee.. cos tze hui lai ang, den we pei her.. e guys came out.. told us thrs nuthingg insidee.. n we walked back to e pit again.. arghzzz... *drop dead*

Sat
nuthingg special.. juz slp slp slp.. *yawns*

Sun
nt feeling well.. thus slp slp slp again.. jp fell sick.. hope he will tc of himself.. huggiesss

Mon
yew they all took back their results.. yew mai tell me his results.. e rest lyk suhui, leehui, aaron, js results all very gd.. esp leehui, she got 4 a1s!! haha.. congrats!!! they came to my hse.. play play play.. haha.. having lots of fun wif them..

Tues
ltr going to catch white noise wif js gang ba.. hope i will enjoy myself to e bits yah? winksss


*i still missing euu.. thrs no way i can erase euu outta my mind, i haf fallen deep enuff.. tt i dun think thrs any way i can pullz myself out frm tis pit.. juz wanna let euu noe.. i realli miss euu.. realli realli cant forget euu.. haiss*

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

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i miss eu.. miss euu.. miss euu!!! arghz.. whyy am i still thinkin of euu? I DUNNO.. totalli haf no idea!!! hais.. hen fan hen fan zhen de hen fan.. wat am i suppose to do? can sum1 pls enlighten me? im totalli out of ideas le.. i noee e way i tok.. play ard.. tend to let ppl thinkk im a flirt.. BUT IM NOT!! when i realli lurvee sum1.. i realli stay devoted to him de.. no 1 understands me.. only my closest pals will noe tt.. keep cryingg lately.. i dunwan to cry too.. but tears juz rolled dwn uncontrollably.. nehneh lectured me.. ask me dun be so stupid le.. i told myself tt too.. but ish lyk so damn hard.. realli realli hard.. realli nt in e mood lately.. tot timee will heal all wounds.. im wrong i guess.. my wounds nv oncee heal.. nv oncee. its so hurting... haiss

[am glad tt they 2 r finee le.. at least i saw her joined back his chn le.. hope he will cheer up ba.. sincee u 2 r frenz oncee again.. so dun thinkk too much k.. stay cheerful always yah.. i wan see ur smiling facee once again..]

nw am juz looking fwd for fri de bbq.. juz wanna go thr relax.. usee e sea breeze to numb my pain? lols.. craps sia.. juz hopeee tt i wunn think so much anymoreee.. im tired.. tired of everythingg.. but whyy i juz cant let it go? whyy?!!

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Your Icecream Flavour is...Neopolitan!
You aren't satisfied with just one flavor. They say variety is the spice of life and this shines through in your Ice cream of choice! Just don't eat all the chocolate and leave the strawberry and vanilla behind!
What is your Icecream Flavour?
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

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well.. im back.. im feeling much much moree betta today.. cos last nitee gd nitee slp? nt so moody n sad le.. even though i still feel alittle hurt.. but at least ritee nw i can ctrl my tears le.. can prevent them frm falling dwn my cheeks le.. hey tts a great imrpovement k.. anyway.. today ish alvis's bdae.. happy bdaee to euu yah.. hope all ur wishes will comee true. =)

well.. i cant wait for fri to comee.. its thee bbq again! yay.. gonna ton at pasir ris again.. ber ish thinking to go och n redhse.. well.. i wanna go.. but im scared at e samee timee.. many ppl will be going again.. hahas.. cfm haf tons of fun de! hopee nehneh can go too.. =D

alex isnt feeling very gd.. dunno whyy oso.. moody? hope he will cheer up soon.. tts all ba.. tc peepz..

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Monday, February 21, 2005

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freak euu!!!!!! i haf finalli seen ur true colours.. thrs no way tt i ever gonna believe u anymoree.. sincee its so ez for u to lose faith in me juz lyk tt.. so wats e pt.. i hate euu.. hate euu.. totalli hate euu!!! all e past promises u can go n clean ur ass. wahahaha.. things were nt going very fine for me last nitee.. chubby ish behaving very weirdly.. barking at sumthing or sum1 tt i cant see.. jp told me e truth tt he saw quite alot in my hse.. awwwwwww.. im getting goosebumps.. den at nitee quarrelled wif alex, alvis n lala.. so totalli no mood sia.. juz gt to realise tt actualli trust n faith r easily to be shaken de..

im finee wif alex n lala le.. but im nt so fine wif alvis.. hahas.. i dun gif a damn anymoree... wat he wanna think or do ish none of my biz.. juz totalli disappointed in himm.. i dunnid any1 anymore.. n i dunnid his trust or watsoever.. dun fucking comee mess wif me yah.. or i will make ya regret? muhahaha.. yah.. im tt evil.. =\

dunno wat to add on le.. juz feel damn pissed off ritee nw.. i hate u.. got it? yah.. u! hahaha.. juz fucking leave my pathetic life.. =)

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Saturday, February 19, 2005

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whiee r euu so cold towards me out of e sudden? last timee u r nt lyk tt de.. everythingg changes isnt it? haiss.. dunno wat to sae.. i juz noe sumthing ish going on.. but im nt sure wats tt.. am realli disappointed n sad.. but if tts e way u r.. i gt nuthing to sae.. anyway.. keep goin to kbox lately.. kinda sick of it liaos.. haha.. sing sing sing.. sing all e way.. sianss sia.. den hmm.. so long nv blog le.. nw den i realised tt actualli i gt nuthing to blog sia.. well.. currently am watching "xian jian qi xia chuan" nicee show.. *thumbs up*

m realli in dilemma.. realli dunno wat to do.. haiss.. still pondering over those stuffs.. im going craziee..

chubby fell dwn last nite.. my heart ish bleeding.. omg! she cried lor.. so can noe tt shes realli in pain liao.. getting more n more notti le.. haha.. but still lurve her so muchies.. muackies..

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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

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happy vdae to all! hahas well.. i enjoyed my vdaee alot! woos.. 1st alex n ting came over to my hse.. alex helped me fix com. den ting slack ard wif me.. den we went off to tpy to catch sum moviee.. hiak hiak hiak.. "i do, i do" simply rox k.. e show realli very comical n nice! *thumbs up* realli very very nicee.. e whole theatre ish packed wif laughter.. after tt we went kbox n sang our hearts out till 12am.. nice nice! sang alot alot.. hahas.. den off we went hmeee..

alex ish realli sweet, he gave me 1 heart shaped necklacee.. stars tt he folded himself.. n 1 hp accessory wif my namee inside.. totalli lurve it wor.. so sweet.. den went hmee.. xiaowei kept smsed me.. ask me to trust him tt hes realli serious bout me.. i bwg.. dunno la.. =\

hao le.. realli enjoyed myself alot.. thx alex! hehes.. thx for ur vdae present.. xiexie ni! huggies.. =)

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Saturday, February 12, 2005

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i miss euu.. i miss euu.. i miss euu.. juz miss euu lots.. hais.. sobs sobs..

i noe we were once together.. but i nv once meant alot to u.. rite here im missing euu.. but do u noe? i doubt so.. i dunno why im such a fool.. falling blinding in lurve wif u again n again.. now im sure i dunhaf anymore feelings for ya le.. but i still wan u to rem me.. why? cos u used to mean alot to me.. realli alot..

even though we were history now.. i promise u tt i wun forget u.. nv will.. i will be missing euu.. im sure of tt.. very suree... haiss

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alrite.. finally im backies.. any1 misses me? lols.. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR TO ALL! cheers! woos! well.. juz came back frm msia ytd nite.. den hmm.. msia trip was quite okie.. thr were many ppl thr as usual.. living room 4eva so crowded.. thus me n peiling n ah hein keep hide in e bedroom n chit chat.. hahas. had a heartfelt chat wif my jiu mu few days ago.. she's asking me to go msia n live thr for sumtimes.. n asked me find a job thr.. at least lyk tt i no nid to stay at my current hse.. m still considering.. still pondering wanna go anot.. not sure.. mind in a whirl.. in dilemma.. =/ got quite alot of angbaos.. n jiu mu gave me $100 more.. hahas.. me too kawaii le ma.. so bo bian. =x anyway.. thrs nuthing to do in msia.. juz watch tv.. eat here n thr.. crap here n thr.. yah! i muz jian fei!!! am getting fatter n fatter.. omg!!!

came back to sg.. qh they all came to look for me.. told me tt they saw colder holding sum1 hands at orchard.. i cant believe it lor.. he at here xianing me.. den outside thr gt steady le.. wtf ish all these lor.. i hate these kind of ppl.. hate it! trust him so much, tts wat i gt in return.. best ah! got back chubby.. getting more n more playful.. hahas.. currently he's slpin beside me.. so kawaii lor! am quite moody lately.. realli dunno wat i wan in my life.. juz feel tt my life sux.. hais..

hais.. i miss euu lots.. but do u noe? do u care? i doubt so.. cos everything changes.. including euu..

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Sunday, February 06, 2005

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oh ya.. i haf a serious attitude prob.. so? take it or leave it k.. =) i dun gif a damn..

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yup.. im finalli 2o.. im old.. yes old.. =\ well.. nehneh they all made my bdae a memorable 1.. 1st we went steamboat.. ate alot alot.. many ppl were thr.. gt js, qh, leehui, aaron, recoba, nehneh, wugui, yongxun, suhui, no_name, colder, jianping.. well.. very happy.. no_name very poor thing, he keep nid to cook food for me n leehui, still muz serve us.. wahaha. den hmm yx came latest.. den he nv eat wif us.. he cre8 1 surprise for me n aaron wif lightsticks.. thx yx! thx!! after tt.. we went kbox.. sang e whole nite thru.. having lots of fun.. den after tt saw xiaowei on e lift.. after tt he smsed me gd nite msg.. 5am gd nite msg.. =\ den he claimed tt hes shocked tt i haber slp. n claimed tt he didnt see me juz nw.. all my frenz sae he's juz acting.. i realli enjoyed myself to e bits.. thx every1.. thx!!! lurve u all lots..

am very disappointed tt he has forgotten bout my bdae.. totalli disappointed.. wanna cry le.. but wat to do.. mayb i realli didnt mean much to him? even though we used to be together.. but im juz a small fly.. a plain passerby who passes thru his life? mayb.. tts wat i think ba..

hate it! whiee tt he met her?!! WHIEEE.. TOTALLI HATE IT! arghzz.. i realli dunno wat i wan.. i realli dunno wat my mind ish thinking.. i juz noe. I HATE HER TO E CORE.. fark off frm my life.. dislike me tell me in frnt of me.. dun crap behind of me, or hint here n thr.. damn fucked up.. juz simply hate euu.. yes EUU!!!

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Friday, February 04, 2005

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HAPPY SWEET 20 TO KARMUN!!!! HAPPY BDAE TO EUU.. HAPPY BDAE TO EUU.. HAPPY BDAE TO KARMUN.. HAPPY BDAE TO EUU!! MUN, MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE!!!

alritee.. im here to blog again.. nv blog.. my aiai keep kp.. =x hahas.. anyway.. I FINALLY GOT MY DOG! wahahaha.. i named it "chapi" haha.. actualli we called it "gurlgurl" 1.. but in e end.. my mum dun lyk n ask me to call it chapi.. okiee den.. chapi will do.. its a very very cute shitzu.. female.. only 2 n a half mths old.. very playful n active.. keep bite here n thr.. run here n thr.. haha.. jp, nehneh n wugui sent to my hse ard 8pm+ last nitee.. at 1st she was so quiet n obedient.. den after awhile, when she's used to e surroundings, she started to get playful.. keep play ball wif my bro.. den shes very obedient.. cos at nite.. when every1 ish slping.. she wun bark.. she will juz keep quiet in e dark.. n last nite.. when bearbear saw her.. he kept barking.. but when his owner opened e hsedoor, he dun dare come close to chupi.. lols.. very cutee n comical.. totalli lurve tis shitzu of minee.. thx jianping!!! muackies..

anyway.. woke up damn earli today cos nid to prepare chupi's breakfast.. n yew reached ard 8am+ to see chupi.. took alot of her fotos wif his hp. hahas.. n nw she's rite behind me playing wif her ball.. hope i can toilet trained her asap.. i hatee to clear e shit.. =\

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Wednesday, February 02, 2005

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woo!!! hehes wo hui la leeee... yay! 3 more days to moi bdae.. 2 more days to mun's bdae.. 15 more days to lia's bdae.. n hmm 23 days to mum's bdae! hahahas.. so excited wor!! n CNY ish coming!! cant wait sia.. i wanna get angbaos! lots lots of money! hahas.. jp told me i gonna get moi dog in a few days time.. so excited man! cant wait for tt dae to arrive.. n ytd.. nehneh n reco went to buy moi present.. but neh dunwan tell me wats tt.. they juz said tt i will lurve it.. n will feel touched! anyway.. lately feel so sians... wanna do sum spring cleaning.. but cos mum still working.. so i oso dunno whr to start.. lols.. n yes! yew gonna make me 1 pair of contact lens as bdae present.. so happy! hiakhiakhiak.. iyo.. i haber buy new yr shoes.. n new bra. =x n cny ish only less den 1 wk away.. omg omg! hmm.. i dunno wart to do.. last nite i realli cried.. u shld noe y.. i ask u dun regret.. in e end u told me u regretted.. shld i trust u once more? i dunno... realli dunno... hao le.. nuthing much to blog.. juz hope to get moi doggy soon.. woof woof.. -missing.euu.lots.lots-


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Monday, January 31, 2005

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woohoo~~ im backies! hahaha so excited.. my bdae ish only 5 days away frm nw.. n mun's 1 ish 4 days away frm nw.. n lia's 1 ish 17 days away frm nw.. ahahaha.. n im simply overjoyed! cos jp gonna buy me a puppy!!! yay!!! after so long, i finally gonna get a puppy again!! realli cant wait lor! think im goin to buy a shitzu? cos nehneh sae shitzu suits me.. haha.. shitzu realli very very cute lor!!
n hmm.. few days ago.. i sprain my back.. jitao cannot walk, cannot sit, cannot bend.. pain till keep crying.. den went for injection.. nw at least nt so pain le.. n can walk alittle le.. haha.. enuff of unhappy stuffs!
DOGGY DOGGY.. woof woof... SO HAPPY!!! =D

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Thursday, January 27, 2005

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e bride in another costume.. Posted by Hello

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e family pic.. Posted by Hello

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e "shi dian jin" nice ma? Posted by Hello

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e car.. chio bo..  Posted by Hello

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