The greatest enemy is within us.
Sunday, May 04, 2014
On your left, the devil speaks to u, on ur right the angel advises you.
Everyday, theres a battle within urself..
Either u get defeated by ur fears or u overcome urself by conquering ur fears.
Either u managed to CONtrol / resist temptations of say ( e.g smoking? playing computer games , etc etc) , or u allow ur bad habits to take control over u once again today and tell urself maybe u will try harder tomorrow...
well theres always a tomorrow.. but also there may not be a tomorrow... who knows..
Or maybe u finally CONvince or persuade urself that u shall do it NOW! like a finally..to start doing hw.. or revise or say exercise? eg decide to go for a swim, jog, etc.. Suddenly in ur mind, pop out with various excuses/reasons for u to procrastinate again.... then u slowly weight the pros and cons.. while continue to laze around on the bed or infront of the computer.. lol.. then soon feeling too lazy to go.. too much of second thoughts ruins the first.. Perhaps in exams, never change ur answer.. becx ur first instinct may be the most accurate..
How often are we able to triumph over ourselves ?
Sometimes, i really get very tired trying to convince myself.. it takes too much time.. lots of hesitation.. it is a total waste of time.. by the time u tink too much.. the feel is gone lol.. sun already set la lol.. haaaa. Either after much thoughts then in the end still go.. or end up never go..
Well, I do always find different ways to counter myself.. overcome myself.. deal with myself.. is a kind of self delusion method.. or in other words.. different ways to motivate myself.. using achievements? well. When intrinsic doesnt work anymore.. maybe extrinsic comes in...
My advice would be...
Improvements are what we want to see...
But yet hard to see ...
Make it visual...
So that we can see...
eg. number of push ups, write it out to show the trend of an increase.
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YSunday, May 04, 2014
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
What do I want to be?
What do I like to do?
What are the steps to path towards it?
1st, is to clear the chinese Exam 1st.
Put aside all obstructions!
Concentrate on that 1st.
Everyting is in my mind spinning.
Put all of it on hold.
Chinese 1st.
After Monday then decide on the nxt step!
Stop tinking!!!
Ok done!!
On my way to chinese : )
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YTuesday, May 25, 2010
Monday, May 10, 2010
I shall just start off with a : )
Rite in the middle of this exam which seemed to be a race, Im feeling rather demoralised. Lost. Somewhere far behind others. But if Im going to stop, I would nv be able to finish this race. Although I have started the race badly and hav fallen among the last, the least I could do is to finish it well.
Answers in the script cant be changed, bt those which i hadnt received could still be changed.
I remembered those lies. Im very disappointed in myself.
At the EOY last yr, tis was wad i said "After tis exam, I will revise ! The nxt exam, I must score well."
It never feel gd to hear lies and excuses again and again...
Im rly very very sry to myself.
Time once past, they will nv take pity and forgive those hu wasted them.
Harping on those time wasted is of no use, they wont forgive bt they hope u wont forget...
If ever u wan to promise urself, make sure it is nt a lie.
Make sure u will do it. U noe urself well...
The lack of urgency.
You might think that u hav alot of time...
bt when the time comes, u will only regret nt making use of those lots of time...
Every1 is provided with the same number of hours each day. It is how one make gd use of it. Everything can be unfair, except time.
Time...R u gd?
Do u think tt u are gd?
But im glad u shld no mercy nor biasness to any1 on earth. : )
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YMonday, May 10, 2010
Sunday, February 07, 2010
While talking to ynez on msn..came up with a lousy story...
link link link~ hahahas
blah blah blah..............
i making u more luan (confused)
I noe u now spinning on ur chair
like merry go round
until married
become mary
hahahahas
then u gt lamb
little lamb
go john little
buy johnson baby bath
the shampoo
then when u bathe u poo
hahahas
then u poo, the door pull.
open.."sm1" outside
end of output....
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YSunday, February 07, 2010
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Hmm...while teaching kymie how to write 1 compo...i came up with some insane ideas...
你因为假期里觉得无聊， 所以决定做一件刺激的事。请详细描写事情的经过并谈谈你事后的感想。
Shop lifting went crazy... （Kenny's eccentric version)
kymie struggled
with herself
then take put back take put back
"no1 will catch me de" she told concentratedly.
the shop no camera, scared wad? lousy la me...
then also the shop keeper so old
cant run de...throw!!
After much thots, her concentration went up up up high high!
♡・c Kimberly says:
O.o
[c=#4DB3F0] Do not lose to urself[/c]AND [c=#22EABD]Fear of yourself[/c] says:
then kenny says u scared ar?
then u peer pressure le so caused the pressure on the head high to be high tat she nv tot of the consequences!!!
Without further hesitation, she took and dash out
Bt she was shaking like a leaf that the thingy DROP!
That Huge Thud! alerted the old man, the old man eyes went big yet cant see properly how prettie kymie is....
"WAD ARE U DOING!!"
"u think i old cant see u, u take i cant chase u is it??? "
kymie was felt funneh~ "Bt its true!~ Go slp my dear, u nit more rest. Go drink more water even when u are strolling...jst dn crawl..."
"BYE~"
♡・c Kimberly says:
O.o
wa
♡・c Kimberly says:
but i tink i write will get low marks
[c=#4DB3F0] Do not lose to urself[/c]AND [c=#22EABD]Fear of yourself[/c] says:
o.o, den dn write!!! GO DO IT !!!
♡・c Kimberly says:
my chinese bad leh,
english better
[c=#4DB3F0] Do not lose to urself[/c]AND [c=#22EABD]Fear of yourself[/c] says:
dn nit use chinese, use HANDS!
Continue:
The shop keeper shouted" come back u small little boy! Be a gd little kym kym possible"
A man heard the lousy annoying sound and immediately chase her.
Due to concentration gradient, she could run very fast
Bt the man is faster...at last u were caught by that man
Kymie then shouted MOLEST!!!
then he run away acting innocent...
maybe he rly is? maybe nt...
♡・c Kimberly says:
....
[c=#4DB3F0] Do not lose to urself[/c]AND [c=#22EABD]Fear of yourself[/c] says:
then u get away le
then later u rly met with a pervert
then u rly tot "OMG, my wish finally came true...
At that moment, Kenny came to the rescue!
jumping fly kick
kick*
poom!
then kym ber fattily sing the Boom Boom Pow song
then the pervert Died..
kenny saved the day, although he had quite a bad day be4...
then kymie very regret
causing sm1's death
just becx she stole smt
caused such a big tragedy
she went back to the shop
and apologise
bt the shop keeper was too agitated that he
heart attack
and attack kymie
kenny once again gave a splitting kick tat lied on top of the head
Tat followed by a jumping back thrust tat allowed him to shake thru out....rotating his head automatically...
he flew and hit down all the items behind him
the whole shelf dropped on him
kenny took all the money away
and ran...
Part 3:
sm1 saw wad happened
and gave chase
kymie was very shocked
bt she grabbed some sweets
to maintain her concentration
then left hastily
chasing after the man
kenny stopped
and run towards the man
giving him an ultra violet violent punch
kymie saw and screams with all the glucose power
that man's ear drum exploded and erupted...
that magnificent scream was worse than the punch
♡・c Kimberly says:
wait wait wait
[c=#4DB3F0] Do not lose to urself[/c]AND [c=#22EABD]Fear of yourself[/c] says:
luckily kenny closed his ears
After waiting, kymie had to eat some sweets so as to replenish all her energy to boost her nxt blast...
kymie and kenny then decided to take him to the KK hospital even thot he was too old bt its ok...theres no reason to everything..............
The story then ends. and its really very 刺激 (exciting) for such a boring holiday...
Bt warnings...although kymie get away with all kenny's help hahahahs, she cant get away with her own conscience. As such, everyday she ate alot of sweets tat she went to the hospital to pump stomach at KK and was rite in the same room as tat man....
(the end)
Hope u had all enjoyed my ridiculous story...tag me plz!
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YSunday, December 13, 2009
Friday, November 27, 2009
Hey HENsomes~ hahas
Finally? yea yes. I changed my blogskin ｡◕‿◕｡
erm. So I must post smt clean.
Hmm. Ya i put some new and old chinese songs and yet old English songs hahahas. Now the new ones hahas are too new for me to put. wait for them to turn old then i shall change the songs ｡◕‿◕｡
hmm this skin is actually a continuation of the previous 1. Previously was under the blue sky and dno wad stars? lols la..I also cant rmb. ya this time is sun rise. after the nite under the sky seeing stars, the day continues. We will see the sun rise. Wad's next? hahas we shall see after months later ｡◕‿◕｡
Byes HENsomes. ｡◕‿◕｡
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YFriday, November 27, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Today i went swimming. Hmm interesting things that i observed again. hahahas. Clean yet interesting ones. Hmm. there was a women hu swim the breath of the pool with the head above the water... After she decided to stop and leave, her hair wasnt wet at all...oh well...very interesting.
Another girl i saw she was kick her legs when swimming the frog style...she was rather tired yet nt moving much...That might be on purpose becx that is rly tiring yet very gd exercise. If she fold in legs and thrush out she could move faster with less energy. hmm. oh well. interesting also.
Hmm. i tried to talk under water, haiz bt realised tat cant becx hav to take in air when talking...bt when i talk in water, water will keep coming in, cant pronouce the words properly...
I tried to lie down flat on the ground. hahahas, can do it! hav to be very calm no strugglings. no breathing out. move the head towards the ground. Succeed. i look up above i see the surface of water is above moving no stop.
I touched the surface of the water the feeling was like unexpected.
From the breath of the pool i tried to dive from 1 end to the other. I only managed to do till the 4 line at the beginning. Then later try again afew times succeed. Hmm, i must rmb tat legs must nt stop folding and thrusting while hand actions must be small yet vigorous. However, my throat was starting to feel pain...hmm nope the windpipe. trachea ｡◕‿◕｡ the atmospheric pressure caused my head to be rather pain.. sad that its nt a relax feeling any more...
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YWednesday, November 11, 2009
