i realised some parents are really cruel... they beat wack and slap their child.. without letting them explain what happen. and some children are so helpless, they can't defend themselves... haix.. what to do? seek professional help... don't want? i don't know what else to say.
Survival of the fittest. Emotions are unnecessary. why cry because you feel sad? comeon, pick urself up. do something. in this world no one gets owned by anyone.
i really need a break!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mentally exhausted. my mind is cramped with so many things.. school work, exams, trainings, atc, ndp...
finally ndp is coming to an end on tue, one heavy load off! but there's still exam to go. and worse, ATC.
literally having nightmares every night and night after night i will be thinking about what will happen if i don't do well in my studies.... haizz >.<
today had a nightmare.... dreamt of shu, peiwen, chew wei and huiling telling me that they've decided not to go for this year's ATC.... haha although only shu is in npcc..
really need a break... my mind is too tired... sometimes in bus for that split second i will see things... that is totally unrelated to the topic i'm thinking of... (choy not those good brothers)...
shld i refer to a psychitrist? blehx.. i don't wish to..
