Finally back in blogging after sooo many MONTHS..
Been busy recently with my stupid heavy-loads-unfinishable assignment. =X Have to work harder this semester in order to get in the course next year.
I really want to get in Bachelor of Architecture next year which require 70% of average. =X
Hardness of life.
I only score about 67% last semester. So I need 73% more this semester. I don't wanna go into Diploma.. It will be another 2 year extra if I enter that course. Really don't want to. =C
Sometimes looking at the amount of assignment I have. Really tough one. I feel like giving up. But I know I can't.
1st. I don't wanna let my parents down. I already let them down soo many times. Then I really wanna be an architect. (Hope that next 7 years I will be the one who design ur house. =P)
I have been busy since last week. with my non-stop-unfinish-able assignment. Especially the one I had last week.
1st December (Monday) I have nothing to hand in. But been working 3 days for 1 HUGE assignment.
2nd December (Tuesday) I have an essay argument evaluation to be hand in. Which I have no idea where to start. =X
3rd December (Wednesday) This is the busy busy busy busy day. The project I have been working for like 3 days is due. And I just done in around 7.00am in the morning. My teacher told me that she is gonna deduct 5% of my mark due to I am late to class. BUT I AM EARLY TO CLASS! I reach class on time and I realise I didnt bring something that I have to hand in as well. SO I ran to the nearest library also the nearest photocopy machine which took about 10 min. And when I reach back in class. she already start the oral presentation. ='C I tried talking to her and have witness that I arrive on time, She told me that she will talk to me later. Maybe on her next class. I am gonn remind her again. 5% is freaking ALOT. =C I dont wanna lose that mark for just "I am late for class" which I didnt. =C
Hope that she isnt bitchy on the next class.
4th December (Thursday) One of my assignment due. Due to changing of new teacher, this new teacher is really strict.. (I prefer the 1st teacher ='C) She just gave us this assignment on Monday and wanted us to hand in Thursday. Its not an easy one, I had to design uniform for 1 identical company for both male and female. (I have no idea why I am learning this but owh well its foundation of arts =/) And I have to stay up whole night again since I have start nothing.
Soo I been staying up whole night since last 2 weeks. Kinda exhousted and tired. And thinking of giving up seriously. but owh well the hard time is over. And I slept like non-stop on Thursday night, Friday after class and Saturday. I only have 1 assignment due next wednesday. But gotta start doing. Its freaking hard. I need to use Colour Marker

(And believe me. They freaking expensive. The one I had is only in grey scale. So I had to buy the colours differently =C)
and draw it into this:

(Anytype as long its glass, that is what I choosen cause its the 1st image I type in google under glass =))
Not only glass but, a wood/marble texture and a metal object. Soo 3 all together.. Hardness of life =C
Been away from home for 4 months already. Still terribly homesick. I miss my family and my pets. Everytime I open my room's door, especially when I am alone, I saw nothing but a quite place. =C its not like my home. I miss my puppies noise. Miss my dad screaming at me. I went to pet shop almost everytime I am free. I hope that the shopkeeper don't recognise me. lols
I went there to distress (Its a good way to distress without spending =P) and I can sit there for a few hours if I am allow. I really want to buy one of them and put them into my house. and everytime when I come home there will be this puppy shaking its tail and even barking and looking at me. And when I am busy with my assignment, I can at least have something to hug on. Not my pillows but my dogs. But I know its impossible. The owner of the place I stay don't allow dogs. =C
Hope that I can move out and find an apartment which is cheap and allow dogs. (that if I stay, and Hope that I will stay)
Owh well enough of the sad times. Today, I wake up at extremely early, and wanted to take a look on News (I have been soo outdated, I didnt even look at the newspaper for soo long) I didnt know where to start so I went to the STAR. i found this funny little article about "Malaysia a role model"
Have a read "http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2008/12/6/nation/2739821&sec=nation"
I lol'ed when I read this
"KUALA LUMPUR: Bill Clinton has expressed admiration for Malaysians, saying that their ability to respect other people’s faiths should be emulated by all.
The former US president said the world would be a better place if it emulated Malaysia’s harmony and social tolerance."
I totally disagree with that. LOLS if harmony and social tolerance, how about that leader which I can't even remember his name saying "Chinese don't act like American Jews" and ISA didn't do their part to catch him? and instead they caught the 2 reporters who is doing their part? LOLS
This is not only 1 case but there is a few more.
Owh well, can't do anything about it.




































