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Sunday, 26 February 2017 | 7:56 pm | 0Comment you know. i really just wanna scream and shout and give it all up. because fuck this shit that is killing me very slowly but surely. i feel like I'm going crazy. will i eventually suffer from depression? i dont know. fuck. -___-}
Sunday, 19 February 2017 | 8:36 pm | 0Comment Feeling so suffocated. How is a home a home when I can't even express my opinions freely? How is a home a home when it is so damn negative all the time? It is how obstinate you are, and how unreasonable you can be that led to this chain of events.. and I wish you knew. But you'd never understand. It's amazing how one can often point fingers at another, yet never at oneself. I hope to never be like this. life, as is}
Thursday, 7 July 2016 | 11:02 pm | 0Comment "when a door closes, a window opens" I do wish so much that this was true. The past few months have been hell for me. More so for the people who were dear to me. I leaped at an opportunity, and clearly got my hopes raised too high I fell really hard. The weekend was horrible, I was crying a lot and I couldn't get over the fact that I was so near yet so far away. And I have never wanted something so much in my life. Honestly, it felt worse than my 1st heartbreak. I woke up for days w/ a huge hole in my heart, I felt really really heartbroken I can't even put it in words. But it's time to move on, to better things. It's so hard to believe that quote but I'm sure if I wait patiently enough, work hard enough, my time will come. heavy hearted}
Wednesday, 1 June 2016 | 12:00 am | 0Comment Growing up, I've always thought of myself to be extremely forgiving and that I can overlook anything anyone did to me as long as that person continually puts in effort for me/ show some sense of remorse. But today, I realised that as much as I think it is okay for me to reaccept a broken relationship and let the relationship mend, I don't think it is possible to mend a broken trust.
Trust, when broken, is akin to cutting off all hopes I ever had for you as a person. And I stopped trusting you that fateful night.
What's stopping me now from walking away is that I still miss you, my friend. The you who was always there for me, who took care of me, who always knew what hurt me and could be sensitive when prodding it, who taught me the basics of whatever I loved, who was like a friend and a mother. Someone I've always thought would never hurt me.
But I must mean something to you if you try to reach out to me. Right?
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Tuesday, 26 April 2016 | 4:27 pm | 0Comment one heck of a childish cbkia WTF!!! -_____- you did wrong i still must come apologise to you ah. you serious?! aiya go F yourself. |
