with a few click and poof! my old chat board was gone! OMG. i just realize after days and it made me feel quite upset...
so much memories was lost man! if anyone could remember the old web that we used for blogging back then. do give me a comment, would appreciate it!
Thursday, August 07, 2014
Wednesday, August 06, 2014
and I'm still here, breathing day after another day still free of illness or death itself.who knows how long could i live but still I'm still alive right now!!
and my past months goes like this!
1st - Full Time Job!
after months of post ORD and job hunting and part-time job, under a introduction of a friend. i have finally found a full time job at GraphicTech as a Project Coordinator and it's my FIRST DAY! am really glad of her to introduce this job and hopefully it would be a good job! and i was attached to a manager and followed him out for a meeting. everything sound really confusing and hopefully i can get the hang of the job and not let my gf down!
2nd - Healthy and Breathing Family
everyone is still doing well and super proud of my bro that made it from ITE to POLY because i heard from others that it was really really VERY VERY HARD! but am super glad that he made it even after he is studying in poly for like the 3rd year already. there is a saying, better late than never!
and glad he is planning to study UNI unlike this brother of his that have no ambition or dreams...
my mum told me once that my dad was really zi bei when he said that why every other dad can send have the money to send their sons/daughters to UNI and yet he cant... i was driving at that point of time and deep deep down my heart, i died a little. i could barely hold my tears but managed to hold out and i didn't talk anything on the trip home. it was really a heart breaker. and somehow inside of me, i have failed my role as a son because i cant let my dad be proud of me, wearing the square hat and taking a family photo, hopefully my brother would be up to this job that i have 'leave' to him for I'm just a useless brother.
i recalled few months back, had a little quarrel with my gf about the issue of money. as some or not might know, i don't really take money seriously as i find that it's something that we're can live without with or minimal... i remember i had to tabao dinner for myself and i went to RM's coffee shop to tabao. i wanted like a main dish and some sides, like fried dumpling. looking at my pocket, i realise i was few bucks short and had to proceed to the ATM to draw money. suddenly those negative memories came bombarding as i saw i couldn't even draw enough money to have a rather 'decent' meal. i cried on the way home, i cried in the showers. that is like the worst in this year. been long since i cried... i remember that i drank my hearts out on that night which i took a photo of it and i cried away while blasting house music. i 'drunk' text-ed my gf about it and it might be even worse and after that i had a hung over that following day, that's pretty weak of me...
3rd - Loving Girlfriend.
and YES! a person like me is still attached with a wonderful girlfriend of 3years and still counting. am very thankful to her and in most of the ways, she always think about me first, like today. she told me that she 'pray' for job to be smooth sailing and no, she is a Buddhist. the reason that she prayed is because that her company have a practice of saying prayers before they start work, giving thanks to god and etc; aren't you touched! because i sure am. but knowing me, i wouldn't feel it at that point of time. it's only till the later part of the day that I'll feel touched. aren't you jealous? because you better be, unless you got a better gf than me which i think you wont!!!
speaking of which, i recalled i shared with a friend about this issue and it goes something like this. she just entered working world and let says, suay suay, 1 guy that have more social standing and power and money than me, decided to woo her and somehow managed to snatch her away from me. i told my friend that i would just escape to NY where my friend is studying or might be working in the near future and don't come back! run away from this land of heartbreaks and HOPEFULLY IT WONT HAPPEN! BUT SHITS HAPPEN!!!!
it's not that I'm being negative, it's just that I'm stating the facts that i observed. and yes I'm a LIBRA! i think of both side of the story thus leading to people saying I'm very matured already during secondary times as quoted from Ellen whom have grown up to be a fine hot young lady.
i guess I'm always thinking and 'forcing' myself to mature faster, perhaps I'm the oldest? i don't know too..
and yes i got plans to marry her but these plans aren't called plans if you don't have money to start with right? right now, I'm trying to save up for every stuffs here and there and hopefully I'll be able to and she would say yes too!
and after months of not 'blogging' , i have manged to post a entry of my life up till date! hopefully i would have more to post and this wouldn't be my last post!
all the best jinglie!
to the FUTURE JINGLIE! GIVE 100% ON EVERYTHING YOU DO AND DON'T REGRET IT!
and my past months goes like this!
1st - Full Time Job!
after months of post ORD and job hunting and part-time job, under a introduction of a friend. i have finally found a full time job at GraphicTech as a Project Coordinator and it's my FIRST DAY! am really glad of her to introduce this job and hopefully it would be a good job! and i was attached to a manager and followed him out for a meeting. everything sound really confusing and hopefully i can get the hang of the job and not let my gf down!
2nd - Healthy and Breathing Family
everyone is still doing well and super proud of my bro that made it from ITE to POLY because i heard from others that it was really really VERY VERY HARD! but am super glad that he made it even after he is studying in poly for like the 3rd year already. there is a saying, better late than never!
and glad he is planning to study UNI unlike this brother of his that have no ambition or dreams...
my mum told me once that my dad was really zi bei when he said that why every other dad can send have the money to send their sons/daughters to UNI and yet he cant... i was driving at that point of time and deep deep down my heart, i died a little. i could barely hold my tears but managed to hold out and i didn't talk anything on the trip home. it was really a heart breaker. and somehow inside of me, i have failed my role as a son because i cant let my dad be proud of me, wearing the square hat and taking a family photo, hopefully my brother would be up to this job that i have 'leave' to him for I'm just a useless brother.
i recalled few months back, had a little quarrel with my gf about the issue of money. as some or not might know, i don't really take money seriously as i find that it's something that we're can live without with or minimal... i remember i had to tabao dinner for myself and i went to RM's coffee shop to tabao. i wanted like a main dish and some sides, like fried dumpling. looking at my pocket, i realise i was few bucks short and had to proceed to the ATM to draw money. suddenly those negative memories came bombarding as i saw i couldn't even draw enough money to have a rather 'decent' meal. i cried on the way home, i cried in the showers. that is like the worst in this year. been long since i cried... i remember that i drank my hearts out on that night which i took a photo of it and i cried away while blasting house music. i 'drunk' text-ed my gf about it and it might be even worse and after that i had a hung over that following day, that's pretty weak of me...
3rd - Loving Girlfriend.
and YES! a person like me is still attached with a wonderful girlfriend of 3years and still counting. am very thankful to her and in most of the ways, she always think about me first, like today. she told me that she 'pray' for job to be smooth sailing and no, she is a Buddhist. the reason that she prayed is because that her company have a practice of saying prayers before they start work, giving thanks to god and etc; aren't you touched! because i sure am. but knowing me, i wouldn't feel it at that point of time. it's only till the later part of the day that I'll feel touched. aren't you jealous? because you better be, unless you got a better gf than me which i think you wont!!!
speaking of which, i recalled i shared with a friend about this issue and it goes something like this. she just entered working world and let says, suay suay, 1 guy that have more social standing and power and money than me, decided to woo her and somehow managed to snatch her away from me. i told my friend that i would just escape to NY where my friend is studying or might be working in the near future and don't come back! run away from this land of heartbreaks and HOPEFULLY IT WONT HAPPEN! BUT SHITS HAPPEN!!!!
it's not that I'm being negative, it's just that I'm stating the facts that i observed. and yes I'm a LIBRA! i think of both side of the story thus leading to people saying I'm very matured already during secondary times as quoted from Ellen whom have grown up to be a fine hot young lady.
i guess I'm always thinking and 'forcing' myself to mature faster, perhaps I'm the oldest? i don't know too..
and yes i got plans to marry her but these plans aren't called plans if you don't have money to start with right? right now, I'm trying to save up for every stuffs here and there and hopefully I'll be able to and she would say yes too!
and after months of not 'blogging' , i have manged to post a entry of my life up till date! hopefully i would have more to post and this wouldn't be my last post!
all the best jinglie!
to the FUTURE JINGLIE! GIVE 100% ON EVERYTHING YOU DO AND DON'T REGRET IT!
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