why are you so sweet to me. i scare i cant take it and faint in excitement. =x

i cried badly, real badly after i saw my childhood photos. i realise that we had been too concern with our friends, our lovers and we had been neglecting those that always had been closest for us no matter what.


for this, i cried real badly. thinking how have we mature and how my parents age and realise that throughout this period. we seldom had been taking photos. i had lived for 20 years old.

i had promised myself lots of things, and lots of them revolves around my parents.

let the music blast! for some weird reasons, i wanna be drown in rap songs. i need to feel my skins tremble when he raps.

i need a job. i'm poor thus i dont go out. but lucky, i got someone to accompany me!

like what they always said, if the old one dont go. the new one never come.


life had been pretty great and i'm now on my holidays. which means i have no jobs and no income which is a rot at home day!

i'm just a poor guy. it's nice when we could meet and not everyday because we both might get used to it which isnt a good thing. meanwhile, ♥