Monday, November 29, 2010
Friday, November 26, 2010
i saw your friend on vietnam trip meeting. i was thinking if i should ever start a topic with her just to find out more about you.
i realise that i think a lot when i'm shitting and now that i'm in class. i couldnt think of any. it seem weird for me to blog during school hours.
but somehow, i still miss you. then i realise even if i can lie to whole world that i wouldnt mind what had happened. but deep down, i know it would happen again. they said i should let you go. perhaps i really should huh. i know you're pretty determined and i know you wont not even be viewing my blog anymore. oh well, what done is done, but i cant help to think about it at times.
perhaps, it's just human nature. they think a lot.
i do think a lot, i think about the present but not the past and future. for what done is done and cant be changed and what have yet to come would only be predicted and might not be true. i realise that what i wanted was certainly in life.
then my friend told me, the way you think isnt the right way. you have to plan for your future as well. at least have a aim, so you would know where you would be going.i have a aim but that is not really related to my job. all i ask, was to have a family and kids and a stable job with fairly income. i'm just like any normal singaporean, it's the common mindset out there. i know that i'm those type of guys that would actually sacrifice myself to bring joy to others and family. perhaps, that's how my father thinks as well.
i'm suppose to be doing work and yet i'm still typing and typing. typing on stuffs that arent related to my school work.
this all would be going to stop. but till then, just let things be how it be.
then the happy part is that the bus come on time for me again! it's like how they always say, everyone neglect the small things but it's the small things that matter most.
have you looked at your small things in your life that you should be happy for?
i realise that i think a lot when i'm shitting and now that i'm in class. i couldnt think of any. it seem weird for me to blog during school hours.
but somehow, i still miss you. then i realise even if i can lie to whole world that i wouldnt mind what had happened. but deep down, i know it would happen again. they said i should let you go. perhaps i really should huh. i know you're pretty determined and i know you wont not even be viewing my blog anymore. oh well, what done is done, but i cant help to think about it at times.
perhaps, it's just human nature. they think a lot.
i do think a lot, i think about the present but not the past and future. for what done is done and cant be changed and what have yet to come would only be predicted and might not be true. i realise that what i wanted was certainly in life.
then my friend told me, the way you think isnt the right way. you have to plan for your future as well. at least have a aim, so you would know where you would be going.i have a aim but that is not really related to my job. all i ask, was to have a family and kids and a stable job with fairly income. i'm just like any normal singaporean, it's the common mindset out there. i know that i'm those type of guys that would actually sacrifice myself to bring joy to others and family. perhaps, that's how my father thinks as well.
i'm suppose to be doing work and yet i'm still typing and typing. typing on stuffs that arent related to my school work.
this all would be going to stop. but till then, just let things be how it be.
then the happy part is that the bus come on time for me again! it's like how they always say, everyone neglect the small things but it's the small things that matter most.
have you looked at your small things in your life that you should be happy for?
Thursday, November 25, 2010
当一个女生真的喜欢你的时候，能做到以下8条，那你就娶他，准没错！
⒈ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她会主动发信息或者打电话给你，因为他很想你。
⒉ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她会在乎你的一举一动，因为她怕她随时会失去你。
⒊ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她跟你说话的时候会表现的很淑女，因为她想在你的心里永远是那么的美好。
⒋ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她会在她的朋友、同学面前一天到晚提起你，因为她觉得自己老公是如此的好。
⒌ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她会为了你从家里逃出来，甚至不惜跟爸爸妈妈翻脸，因为她想见你。
⒍ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，如果你想去学校去接她时，她会不让你去，至于为什么我也不知道。
⒎ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，如果你要去打架，她会劝你不去，因为她怕你受伤。（当然是废话）
⒏ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她看到你心情不好，就会来安慰你，尽管你对她发脾气，她还是忍了。
⒐ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她会对你说些她的秘密，甚至有些连她最好的朋友也不知道的秘密。
⒑ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，如果你有一天对她没感觉了，不去理她了，她会选择跟你说分手，然后默默的离开，尽管她已经爱你爱到骨髓。 男孩和女孩吵架了，男孩再也不对女孩说:我爱你.当然女孩也不再说:我也是.他们谈到了分手的事，背对背睡下了。半夜，天上打雷了。第一声雷响时，他醒 了，下意识地猛地用双手去捂她的耳朵，才发现不知何时他又拥著她。雷声紧接著炸响,女孩留下了眼泪。过一会雷停了,两人假装什么也没发生，可谁都没有睡 著。她想也许他还爱我，生怕我受一点点吓。他想，也许她还爱我，不然她不会流泪的。爱的最高境界是经得起平淡的流年。世界上最美的木乃伊,这是一个古老的 符咒，看到此日志的朋友转载到自己的日志里，三天内就能得到心爱的人。
she really love me a lot that time. =/
⒈ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她会主动发信息或者打电话给你，因为他很想你。
⒉ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她会在乎你的一举一动，因为她怕她随时会失去你。
⒊ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她跟你说话的时候会表现的很淑女，因为她想在你的心里永远是那么的美好。
⒋ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她会在她的朋友、同学面前一天到晚提起你，因为她觉得自己老公是如此的好。
⒌ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她会为了你从家里逃出来，甚至不惜跟爸爸妈妈翻脸，因为她想见你。
⒍ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，如果你想去学校去接她时，她会不让你去，至于为什么我也不知道。
⒎ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，如果你要去打架，她会劝你不去，因为她怕你受伤。（当然是废话）
⒏ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她看到你心情不好，就会来安慰你，尽管你对她发脾气，她还是忍了。
⒐ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她会对你说些她的秘密，甚至有些连她最好的朋友也不知道的秘密。
⒑ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，如果你有一天对她没感觉了，不去理她了，她会选择跟你说分手，然后默默的离开，尽管她已经爱你爱到骨髓。 男孩和女孩吵架了，男孩再也不对女孩说:我爱你.当然女孩也不再说:我也是.他们谈到了分手的事，背对背睡下了。半夜，天上打雷了。第一声雷响时，他醒 了，下意识地猛地用双手去捂她的耳朵，才发现不知何时他又拥著她。雷声紧接著炸响,女孩留下了眼泪。过一会雷停了,两人假装什么也没发生，可谁都没有睡 著。她想也许他还爱我，生怕我受一点点吓。他想，也许她还爱我，不然她不会流泪的。爱的最高境界是经得起平淡的流年。世界上最美的木乃伊,这是一个古老的 符咒，看到此日志的朋友转载到自己的日志里，三天内就能得到心爱的人。
she really love me a lot that time. =/
Monday, November 22, 2010
Sunday, November 21, 2010
had a E36Q steamboat just now at rainer's house! it was so long, nearly 2 years ever since the first sleep-over we had. everyone still looks the same to me! glad that everyone is doing fine! after that, we played monopoly deal. i always seem others playing it, now that i have my tries on it. it seem pretty fun! well, it's the clique that make it fun!
~
now that i have heard your side of the story, i cant help but to feel sad.they told me that you're very sad at that point of time and then words are spreading around. but, have you ever know what i'm feeling. they told me, to do the same way. so that you would know how i'm feeling for you still, so there would be any chance of getting back. but then, what would i remember now is that you would ask me to move on. they told me, perhaps i had hurt you too deep that you moved on. i suppose, that's true. if you really do, which i believe so. you must be happier than before, happier than the period that you're with me. so that i can find some excuses to comfort myself that you're doing better without me.
i heard that you're still the same as whom you're back then, i lack the strength to see you in person. you grow more mature
and my friend told me, he sense sadness in me when i told them my part of the story. he sense sadness in my words which are so seldom. as some might know, i'm not those type of guys that show their feelings when the lights are up. sometime, i think it's quite sad as what i felt in the day, will only reflect when the lights are down and when i'm alone. with then came to a point that i'm used to such feelings and by the time when the lights are up, i couldnt feel anything anymore. it's like a soulless body.
只能怀念下去。。。爱有时很无奈。
能看你一生幸福到老 這樣就好
知道他不愛我.他的眼神 說出他的心.
我想哭但是哭不出来，
人都说哭出来就好了，
就正常了....
真的哭不出来....
~
now that i have heard your side of the story, i cant help but to feel sad.they told me that you're very sad at that point of time and then words are spreading around. but, have you ever know what i'm feeling. they told me, to do the same way. so that you would know how i'm feeling for you still, so there would be any chance of getting back. but then, what would i remember now is that you would ask me to move on. they told me, perhaps i had hurt you too deep that you moved on. i suppose, that's true. if you really do, which i believe so. you must be happier than before, happier than the period that you're with me. so that i can find some excuses to comfort myself that you're doing better without me.
i heard that you're still the same as whom you're back then, i lack the strength to see you in person. you grow more mature
and my friend told me, he sense sadness in me when i told them my part of the story. he sense sadness in my words which are so seldom. as some might know, i'm not those type of guys that show their feelings when the lights are up. sometime, i think it's quite sad as what i felt in the day, will only reflect when the lights are down and when i'm alone. with then came to a point that i'm used to such feelings and by the time when the lights are up, i couldnt feel anything anymore. it's like a soulless body.
只能怀念下去。。。爱有时很无奈。
能看你一生幸福到老 這樣就好
知道他不愛我.他的眼神 說出他的心.
我想哭但是哭不出来，
人都说哭出来就好了，
就正常了....
真的哭不出来....
Friday, November 19, 2010
i took LRT today, i looked around to find any signs of you. the you that lingers around at here. i looked at my watch, it's around the time that you could be going home.the place which we part, the memories i had, they still lingers.
we meet due to fate. do you remember how we met still? do you remember how i tried to chase you back then? if i had those msn conv still, i could tell you. i would read them again at times. i tried very hard not to think about you too much during the day times. but the harder i try, i miss you even more at night. but lucky, it doesnt occur most of the times.
they are days where i could make myself so tired that i wouldnt think, even for that split second.i dont want to kiss goodbye. i dont know what else could i do for you now, all i could do now was to hope that you're doing better without me and wont let anyone bully you. but then, if i know such things. i couldnt do anything about it. i'm nothing to you anymore.
i could imagine myself being dumbfolded, i'm off nothing to her right now. what rights do i have? i have no rights, but just a heart of not wanting her to be hurt.
sometime i thinks, is it really better this way? i think she is, and she is trying to help me move on too.
my heart is warm when i remember i had you, after all. what good is there when you're together and not happy.
speaking of which, i was quite happy when you text me the other time, even though it ended pretty fast, i was glad that it happened.
you know, as a outsider. we couldnt do much, the help we could give is pretty limited. everything is up to yourself to decide how the story goes.
and yes val, i'm a fake and hopeless guy. well, i know there is someone that still cares about me right now.
~
and i got the shirt and the bag i brought today, i kind of like the bag. but the shirt is a little tight fit and my mum suggested me to wear another shirt over it.
and we went to eat at katong laska today at katong! cause the place of collection was somewhere near there.
we meet due to fate. do you remember how we met still? do you remember how i tried to chase you back then? if i had those msn conv still, i could tell you. i would read them again at times. i tried very hard not to think about you too much during the day times. but the harder i try, i miss you even more at night. but lucky, it doesnt occur most of the times.
they are days where i could make myself so tired that i wouldnt think, even for that split second.i dont want to kiss goodbye. i dont know what else could i do for you now, all i could do now was to hope that you're doing better without me and wont let anyone bully you. but then, if i know such things. i couldnt do anything about it. i'm nothing to you anymore.
i could imagine myself being dumbfolded, i'm off nothing to her right now. what rights do i have? i have no rights, but just a heart of not wanting her to be hurt.
sometime i thinks, is it really better this way? i think she is, and she is trying to help me move on too.
my heart is warm when i remember i had you, after all. what good is there when you're together and not happy.
speaking of which, i was quite happy when you text me the other time, even though it ended pretty fast, i was glad that it happened.
you know, as a outsider. we couldnt do much, the help we could give is pretty limited. everything is up to yourself to decide how the story goes.
and yes val, i'm a fake and hopeless guy. well, i know there is someone that still cares about me right now.
~
and i got the shirt and the bag i brought today, i kind of like the bag. but the shirt is a little tight fit and my mum suggested me to wear another shirt over it.
and we went to eat at katong laska today at katong! cause the place of collection was somewhere near there.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
i like it when i'm driving out at night. you dont think and only focus on the road. because if you dont, it will cost your life.
and i tried blog shopping, was something new but the price actually still remains the same. give me enough inspiration and i would create my own design and wear it.
emotions have no scientific proof that it actually exists but people still believe it.
and i'm very eager to shop! even when i have money, i shall shop for cheap clothes!
and i tried blog shopping, was something new but the price actually still remains the same. give me enough inspiration and i would create my own design and wear it.
emotions have no scientific proof that it actually exists but people still believe it.
and i'm very eager to shop! even when i have money, i shall shop for cheap clothes!
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
i'm not a man with great words or a man that could promise you the sea. but i'm a guy that could promise you things within my reach.
i'm not a man with determination but i do tries to work hard on what i want. i'm looking at myself, amaze at what i'm trying to attain. amaze at how each will, will actually move mountains. i'm just going to push, and really keep pushing.
somedays in your life, you get bullied and bullied again, the cycle repeat, everytime, every sec, 24/7. but have you ever wonder why arent you making any changes to your life that you dislike how everyone is treating you? no doubts, experiences made you a better man. but have you ever realise that every single time it's just going to get worse. and on some days, you just feel that you wouldnt live another day, you just feel that you wouldnt have the strength to live on. wanting to give up on what we called life?
it's true that we all suffer at parts of our life. but then, shouldnt we try to learn something from it? i know, i experience, i live to tell. and it was then, that i decide to learn something from it, instead of living my life like that. are you?
sometime we should try to draw lessons from what we experience. i believe there lies a reason why we even managed to make it through those period.
i felt sorry, for myself. for having said so much and yet nothing is done.
i really tries and i'm not really trying my best for the things i'm doing tho. i should find ways to push myself more.
傻人有傻福，有真傻和装傻之分，不管是装傻还是真傻，都是有福的。
有福，就是一种满足感，真傻，是因为本身欲望就少，要求得到的少，就心情好，不以物喜，不以已悲，这是一种福；装傻，心里明知道，不说出来，不去想影响心情的事，不去为小事较真，为自己增添郁闷，自然也是一种福。难得胡涂，难得胡涂！
傻人就是有傻福。
快快乐乐地每一天!
i'm not a man with determination but i do tries to work hard on what i want. i'm looking at myself, amaze at what i'm trying to attain. amaze at how each will, will actually move mountains. i'm just going to push, and really keep pushing.
somedays in your life, you get bullied and bullied again, the cycle repeat, everytime, every sec, 24/7. but have you ever wonder why arent you making any changes to your life that you dislike how everyone is treating you? no doubts, experiences made you a better man. but have you ever realise that every single time it's just going to get worse. and on some days, you just feel that you wouldnt live another day, you just feel that you wouldnt have the strength to live on. wanting to give up on what we called life?
it's true that we all suffer at parts of our life. but then, shouldnt we try to learn something from it? i know, i experience, i live to tell. and it was then, that i decide to learn something from it, instead of living my life like that. are you?
sometime we should try to draw lessons from what we experience. i believe there lies a reason why we even managed to make it through those period.
i felt sorry, for myself. for having said so much and yet nothing is done.
i really tries and i'm not really trying my best for the things i'm doing tho. i should find ways to push myself more.
傻人有傻福，有真傻和装傻之分，不管是装傻还是真傻，都是有福的。
有福，就是一种满足感，真傻，是因为本身欲望就少，要求得到的少，就心情好，不以物喜，不以已悲，这是一种福；装傻，心里明知道，不说出来，不去想影响心情的事，不去为小事较真，为自己增添郁闷，自然也是一种福。难得胡涂，难得胡涂！
傻人就是有傻福。
快快乐乐地每一天!
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Love isn't about changing each other because unstoppable forces can't meet immovable objects. Love is simply about giving. Cheers!
what eventually happens when one person try to change another person in a romantic relationship is that it will fail and everything will crumble after even a slight revert to their own old ways... so if you love someone, dont try to change for him/her, dont try to change him/her, just give.
give him/her time, give care, give attention, give support, given encouragement, give tenderness, give and give.
because he/she will give back and the love will blossom. =)
copied it from my friend.
what eventually happens when one person try to change another person in a romantic relationship is that it will fail and everything will crumble after even a slight revert to their own old ways... so if you love someone, dont try to change for him/her, dont try to change him/her, just give.
give him/her time, give care, give attention, give support, given encouragement, give tenderness, give and give.
because he/she will give back and the love will blossom. =)
copied it from my friend.
today, i had a dream. it'was not you but her. was it signs that it had really over? had a talk just now, which seem to be the darker side of me that people ever know.
and yes, i'm a very weird person. i dont like to share with people and yet i ask them to share their problems.
ytd, i went to buy a box. a box so that i could contain everything we ever had together. and on top, it said "if i could re-write the alphabet, i'd put u and i together." i dont know if i'm still over you. but any news or views of your sure capture my attention as usual.
i realise that my driving seem to get worse and worse. i can foresee, the day when i could get a fine or minus point if i dont pay attention.
have you ever have someone close to you, that look up to you? no matter what you do, they would want to do it. i had 1, it was my brother. he asked my mum, why cant i be like my brother? when my mum told me this news, i nearly cried. for i didnt know that my brother look up to me so much. thanks to him, i widen my views. i learnt many things.
i love my brother and this make me more wanting to protect him from the unknown. for when everyone is gone, there is only me and him to look out for.
V.I.U = Very Important
hello val, now that i knew there is one more person viewing this!
and yes, i'm a very weird person. i dont like to share with people and yet i ask them to share their problems.
ytd, i went to buy a box. a box so that i could contain everything we ever had together. and on top, it said "if i could re-write the alphabet, i'd put u and i together." i dont know if i'm still over you. but any news or views of your sure capture my attention as usual.
i realise that my driving seem to get worse and worse. i can foresee, the day when i could get a fine or minus point if i dont pay attention.
have you ever have someone close to you, that look up to you? no matter what you do, they would want to do it. i had 1, it was my brother. he asked my mum, why cant i be like my brother? when my mum told me this news, i nearly cried. for i didnt know that my brother look up to me so much. thanks to him, i widen my views. i learnt many things.
i love my brother and this make me more wanting to protect him from the unknown. for when everyone is gone, there is only me and him to look out for.
V.I.U = Very Important
hello val, now that i knew there is one more person viewing this!
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
属马的人性格很奇怪,有时候超爱说话,有时候可以一天不说话,高兴的时候,会拼命的说话,不高兴的时候,一句话也不说.
属马的人不爱记仇,但谁对他好谁对他不好,他还是记得很清楚的
属马的把真实的自己藏于半夜的寂静和午夜明朗的笑声中.
属马的最注重的就是安全感.希望被保护,却常常是一个人.
属马的不容易爱上一个人，但一旦爱上便很难自拔。一旦受伤，总是被伤的很深。只有几个贴心朋友
属马的是个很爱撒娇的孩子、总是很依赖别人
属马的喜欢海,喜欢顾影自怜.喜欢自己舔伤口.
属马的性格很古怪而又孤僻,他们会突然在大笑中沉默,感觉悲伤.
属马的心里想什么从来不说.别人也猜不到.
属马的嘴上说不在乎、心里却早已悲凉、心里的那把火早已熄灭 .
属马的选择了沉默、不在像以前那样挚热的去追求某样东西 .
属马的总是很爱回忆、回忆以前的点点滴滴、以前的大小事只是默默的想着.
属马的座的人天生敏锐，与生具备的第六感，对人的内心有超乎寻常的洞察力，但他会把这些东西放在心里，属马的人可以把你的眼神、内心看得很清楚，但却不会告诉你，他用旁观的态度判定虚伪 .
属马的人不懂甜言蜜语，不屑拍马屁 .
属马的人本能的排斥虚伪和做作的人 .
属马的人不会真的发火，就算生气，也很快忘记！
属马的人只对真正懂他的人，展示他的创造性，他的情绪他变得冷淡就证明他开始对你重新审视， 当他越是沉默，就代表他越是生气 .
属马的人可能看起来很凶，其实内心是最柔软的 .
属马的人看起来很冷淡，但那只是保护自己的方法 .
属马的人很重视友情，但被伤害后绝对不再友善 .
属马的人很容易被感动，但感动中又保有理智 .
属马的人可能看起来很坚强，其实是最脆弱的 .
属马的人可能很爱哭，但他的哭并不代表认输 .
属马的人可能看起来很笨，其实大智若愚 .
属马的人可能做事很毛躁，但内心很细心 .
属马的人天生敏感和细腻，却会用心鉴定 .
属马的懦弱，受了伤之后，只知道躲在无人的地方独自哭泣 .
属马的虚伪，明明已经心痛到无法呼吸，还要在最爱的他面前假装坚强；不轻易让任何人走进他自己独自的世界
属马的笑容，无论开心或者悲伤，他都是一脸笑容，笑容，是他们伪装自己最好的武器，
属马的眼泪，从不轻易让人看见，他的泪，从来只有她知道，只是，谁又知道，在巨蟹的笑脸背后，埋藏的是深深的悲伤，笑的越开心，伤的越深 .
属马的退缩， 属马的，永远不会轻易说爱或者喜欢，除非真的喜欢到了极点，否则，要他们表白几乎不可能，但是，一旦表白，他们就是不遗余力的付出，即使知道这样做换来的结果可能是深深的伤害…
属马的，永远只可能做同一件事两次，表白也一样，同一个人，只可能听到他向你最深的表白两次，两次之后，就是绝对的安静了…即使仍然深爱着，他也没有勇气再说第三遍我爱你…他的退缩，不能重复一件事第三次 .
属马的愚蠢，不懂的怎么挽回深爱的人的心，只能自己心中默默的祝福和祈祷。
受了伤的马，只会在角落独自忍受锥心的痛.
属马的：体贴第一名，爱吃第一名，爱家第一名，孝顺第一名，多愁善感第一名。
如果你爱上 属马…请你疼爱生肖马。。。哈哈。。。
this is applying to me. do read if you were to understand me more.
oh ya, hello quek. at least i know there is someone out there viewing this. =D
属马的人不爱记仇,但谁对他好谁对他不好,他还是记得很清楚的
属马的把真实的自己藏于半夜的寂静和午夜明朗的笑声中.
属马的最注重的就是安全感.希望被保护,却常常是一个人.
属马的不容易爱上一个人，但一旦爱上便很难自拔。一旦受伤，总是被伤的很深。只有几个贴心朋友
属马的是个很爱撒娇的孩子、总是很依赖别人
属马的喜欢海,喜欢顾影自怜.喜欢自己舔伤口.
属马的性格很古怪而又孤僻,他们会突然在大笑中沉默,感觉悲伤.
属马的心里想什么从来不说.别人也猜不到.
属马的嘴上说不在乎、心里却早已悲凉、心里的那把火早已熄灭 .
属马的选择了沉默、不在像以前那样挚热的去追求某样东西 .
属马的总是很爱回忆、回忆以前的点点滴滴、以前的大小事只是默默的想着.
属马的座的人天生敏锐，与生具备的第六感，对人的内心有超乎寻常的洞察力，但他会把这些东西放在心里，属马的人可以把你的眼神、内心看得很清楚，但却不会告诉你，他用旁观的态度判定虚伪 .
属马的人不懂甜言蜜语，不屑拍马屁 .
属马的人本能的排斥虚伪和做作的人 .
属马的人不会真的发火，就算生气，也很快忘记！
属马的人只对真正懂他的人，展示他的创造性，他的情绪他变得冷淡就证明他开始对你重新审视， 当他越是沉默，就代表他越是生气 .
属马的人可能看起来很凶，其实内心是最柔软的 .
属马的人看起来很冷淡，但那只是保护自己的方法 .
属马的人很重视友情，但被伤害后绝对不再友善 .
属马的人很容易被感动，但感动中又保有理智 .
属马的人可能看起来很坚强，其实是最脆弱的 .
属马的人可能很爱哭，但他的哭并不代表认输 .
属马的人可能看起来很笨，其实大智若愚 .
属马的人可能做事很毛躁，但内心很细心 .
属马的人天生敏感和细腻，却会用心鉴定 .
属马的懦弱，受了伤之后，只知道躲在无人的地方独自哭泣 .
属马的虚伪，明明已经心痛到无法呼吸，还要在最爱的他面前假装坚强；不轻易让任何人走进他自己独自的世界
属马的笑容，无论开心或者悲伤，他都是一脸笑容，笑容，是他们伪装自己最好的武器，
属马的眼泪，从不轻易让人看见，他的泪，从来只有她知道，只是，谁又知道，在巨蟹的笑脸背后，埋藏的是深深的悲伤，笑的越开心，伤的越深 .
属马的退缩， 属马的，永远不会轻易说爱或者喜欢，除非真的喜欢到了极点，否则，要他们表白几乎不可能，但是，一旦表白，他们就是不遗余力的付出，即使知道这样做换来的结果可能是深深的伤害…
属马的，永远只可能做同一件事两次，表白也一样，同一个人，只可能听到他向你最深的表白两次，两次之后，就是绝对的安静了…即使仍然深爱着，他也没有勇气再说第三遍我爱你…他的退缩，不能重复一件事第三次 .
属马的愚蠢，不懂的怎么挽回深爱的人的心，只能自己心中默默的祝福和祈祷。
受了伤的马，只会在角落独自忍受锥心的痛.
属马的：体贴第一名，爱吃第一名，爱家第一名，孝顺第一名，多愁善感第一名。
如果你爱上 属马…请你疼爱生肖马。。。哈哈。。。
this is applying to me. do read if you were to understand me more.
oh ya, hello quek. at least i know there is someone out there viewing this. =D
Saturday, November 06, 2010
Friday, November 05, 2010
if you ever asked me that do i miss you? i would tell you, do you breathe? the thoughts of you make my heart bleed. but you and i know, i dont show it out or express it to others. i'm a self centered bastard.which explain why i lost you.
nowadays, i'm seldom online on msn, mainly due to that i'm having a problem with the new msn signing in and out. secondly, i think because in the past, we would chat at msn. so whatever i do, i would be online to chat with her. since then, i'm like losing my connections with the worlds through phones or msn/skype.
mainly because, no one bothers to talk with me. which then i find it kind of pointless as i had lost the motivation to be online.
sometime, it would be good if you're able to cry. because when the days goes by, you realise your tears tend to get dry up, sooner or later.
what if, i tell myself that i would break down real badly. i believe i would really so. because i just couldnt find anyone that love me as much she used to do. =/
there are so many things that i want to blog but i just couldnt find the motivation to do so.
all i want to know, is that are you doing OK?!? could you allow me to do so? i just want to cry myself to sleep this very night. =(
i'm fking emo whenever i'm left alone at night for too long.or i should say, i'm fking emo over her, and only her have what it takes to make me feel this way. =/
nowadays, i'm seldom online on msn, mainly due to that i'm having a problem with the new msn signing in and out. secondly, i think because in the past, we would chat at msn. so whatever i do, i would be online to chat with her. since then, i'm like losing my connections with the worlds through phones or msn/skype.
mainly because, no one bothers to talk with me. which then i find it kind of pointless as i had lost the motivation to be online.
sometime, it would be good if you're able to cry. because when the days goes by, you realise your tears tend to get dry up, sooner or later.
what if, i tell myself that i would break down real badly. i believe i would really so. because i just couldnt find anyone that love me as much she used to do. =/
there are so many things that i want to blog but i just couldnt find the motivation to do so.
all i want to know, is that are you doing OK?!? could you allow me to do so? i just want to cry myself to sleep this very night. =(
i'm fking emo whenever i'm left alone at night for too long.or i should say, i'm fking emo over her, and only her have what it takes to make me feel this way. =/
Thursday, November 04, 2010
Price Rick - Heaven Knows
She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know
And though she's so far away
It just keeps gettin' stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
Heaven knows
She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know
And though she's so far away
It just keeps gettin' stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
Heaven knows
Wednesday, November 03, 2010
Tuesday, November 02, 2010
Monday, November 01, 2010
whenever i stopped and looked around, i saw my memories of you there, doing what i'm doing. things that i do often reminds me of you, things that i learnt from you. just so you know, i really do miss you, alot.
there're many nights where i could wish you were still here with me so that i know you would still be with me no matter how bad things could happen.
it doesnt matter of what they think of me, it does matter of what you think of me.
many times, we hear things that are often 1-sided. have you ever heard the another side so that you could then start judging?
there're many nights where i could wish you were still here with me so that i know you would still be with me no matter how bad things could happen.
it doesnt matter of what they think of me, it does matter of what you think of me.
many times, we hear things that are often 1-sided. have you ever heard the another side so that you could then start judging?
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