i'm a professional stalker in disguise

i just need to have more confidence in myself!

directly it means , i'm just not trusting you guys to share my thoughts with. and dont blame me for that , i was being 'teached' to behave in such particular way.

afterall , i'm still a human.

it's at night when the thoughts keep coming in.

we behave differently at different times.

would you storm the front with me??

one of my friends sent a sms this morning to me and i'm really shocked. because i'm ideally not the one for her to share the problems with. (people choose those that make them feel comfortable to share the problem with.) her sms was rather shocking and i had difficulty replying to her as i myself is puzzle by the very same problem. how to expect a guy with the same problem to console another person.

i didnt really like to share my problems with others. i just dont feel comfortable about it.

all i need you to do is to lie next to me ,ask no questions and stone with me. dont make me feel like i'm all alone like along.

PD and FYP.

anyway , i havent get a FYP team yet. meanwhile just enjoy life and also *ahem*