I failed my BTT which is supposed to be the basic for everything but well, I still failed.
CNY is coming about 2 day’s time and there would be foods and money!
From young, I had no one expect my family there to guide me on whatever they can, but still there is a limit to it. From young, I had to learn lots of thing by myself, how to mix in with a group of people, how to be a part of it and staying with it. How to make a fool out of myself to be a part of what we called clique. But they didn’t teach me about what is love, how much time you must spend with each other and on and on. I realise there wasn’t really any ways to learn about love , instead you need to be fall in love , get ditched for love and others to realise what is really love.
Sometime, a guy would do anything for his girl, like picking her at school, meeting up for everyday and many more. But suddenly 1 day the girl said, you don’t love me at all, don’t you. The guy than realise wasn’t what I do everything for you is love? The girl didn’t say anything about that but carry on to say that she don’t love me anymore and just walk away. Or even post this guy tons and tons of questions that he wouldn’t even know how to explain it for he was..never really into love. Much less to say to even experience what is love like. He realise that even if he ask his friend , the answer would only be on a general basic. So finally after a few days , the guy didn’t do anything after that for he is still in a daze for it the first time he experience love.
So what is love? , there are actually no answers for it. When you are in love you would be able to feel what I said.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
i realise that i have the tenquency of not blogging which explain why i blog lesser or even none , for weeks or months.but then , i am back for the further good , if anyone is still here reading it =)
but the problem now is that CNY is coming, it's time for collect angbao , count money and gamble all time long.seriously , my hands has been itchy for quite some time , i dont know why but i feel like gambling.it's shit i know , but i cant help it , guess after CNY , i will stop.meanwhile , it's CNY time.
and i realise that it's the first time that i flew a kite and it's with my gf.got to tell you , kite flying is fun!!! everything there got to be a first time.
but the problem now is that CNY is coming, it's time for collect angbao , count money and gamble all time long.seriously , my hands has been itchy for quite some time , i dont know why but i feel like gambling.it's shit i know , but i cant help it , guess after CNY , i will stop.meanwhile , it's CNY time.
and i realise that it's the first time that i flew a kite and it's with my gf.got to tell you , kite flying is fun!!! everything there got to be a first time.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Monday, January 05, 2009
I Am Thankful...
1. For the husband who snores all night, because he is at home asleep with me and not with someone else.
2. For my teenage daughter who is complaining about doing dishes because that means she is at home and not on the streets.
3. For the taxes that I pay because it means that I am employed.
4. For the mess to clean after a party because it means that I have been surrounded by friends.
5. For the clothes that fit a little too snug because it means I have enough to eat.
6. For my shadow that watches me work because it means I am out in the sunshine.
7. For a floor that needs mopping, and windows that need cleaning because it means I have a home.
8. For all the complaining I hear about the government because it means that we have freedom of speech.
9. For the parking spot I find at the far end of the parking lot because it means I am capable of walking and that I have been blessed with transportation.
10. For the noise I have to bear from my neighbours because it means that I can hear.
11. For the pile of laundry and ironing because it means I have clothes to wear.
12. For weariness and aching muscles at the end of the day because it means I have been capable of working hard.
13. For the alarm that goes off in the early morning hours because it means that I am alive.
1. For the husband who snores all night, because he is at home asleep with me and not with someone else.
2. For my teenage daughter who is complaining about doing dishes because that means she is at home and not on the streets.
3. For the taxes that I pay because it means that I am employed.
4. For the mess to clean after a party because it means that I have been surrounded by friends.
5. For the clothes that fit a little too snug because it means I have enough to eat.
6. For my shadow that watches me work because it means I am out in the sunshine.
7. For a floor that needs mopping, and windows that need cleaning because it means I have a home.
8. For all the complaining I hear about the government because it means that we have freedom of speech.
9. For the parking spot I find at the far end of the parking lot because it means I am capable of walking and that I have been blessed with transportation.
10. For the noise I have to bear from my neighbours because it means that I can hear.
11. For the pile of laundry and ironing because it means I have clothes to wear.
12. For weariness and aching muscles at the end of the day because it means I have been capable of working hard.
13. For the alarm that goes off in the early morning hours because it means that I am alive.
Sunday, January 04, 2009
i know i am late , but still happy new year.spend my time watching fireworks with my love and family.imagine the feel of it , power.oh ya , the video of fireworks at sengkang.
after searching , i still realise that the game that kept me most addicted is maple , no doubt it is rather dumb playing it but i cant understand the reason beside it that make me playing it on and on and private server is funnnnnn.
what i gonna to do next year , achieve what i always want to do in mind and put it to action.
meanwhile , i love you.
after searching , i still realise that the game that kept me most addicted is maple , no doubt it is rather dumb playing it but i cant understand the reason beside it that make me playing it on and on and private server is funnnnnn.
what i gonna to do next year , achieve what i always want to do in mind and put it to action.
meanwhile , i love you.
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