omg , time without laptop is rather bored , I don’t know why but it's almost seem that my laptop is controlling me rather than I controlling my laptop. Which also imply how weak we are, don’t you guys feel bored when you guys don’t have your laptop with you.

oct 9 was my birthday which makes me officially 18 now; we went to eat some good fruit with my family and gf. the fish which we ordered cost 77, but the taste is definitely worth it!!! not forgetting my ex class come to celebrate for me buying a brief for me and somehow, I am rather sad that day, cause I really thought my class didn’t really celebrate, to be honest, I think everyone would feel so too but than what surprise me the next day is that they celebrate for me, but the problem is, I am rather smart to sense something weird =)


at times during night , I ponder what I really done throughout for my life ,what I really done for me family and gf , what I really do for my love one. to be honest, it thinks the things I do do really mean much. I think the sleepless night have left me wondering, I ponder about my gf, about my family, and lots of other things.


I think during my poly life , I really change , I think I have change to a worse person , I no longer the person whom I thought I am to be. the things I said don’t really follow by the things anymore. soon, the thing which I respect most, KARMA, shall find his way to me.

i had so many things to blog about when i am out there alone walking or taking bus , when i am outside my house , but when i reached my home , i seem to forget everything of what i want to blog but just to game.

tomorrow is a very special day =)