i suddenly feel like building a machine like john does , for those who dont treasure life for this would be their 2nd life.
i want to play a game , the rules are simple , live or die make your choice!. if i ever want to make a machine like that , i guesss i need to take a long time. i shall think of what to say first.haha


if there is a time limit for my love , i wouldn't say it's 1000000 , i would say 50 years cause i just waste my life looking for a person like you. ( not to anyone) it just remind me of a old story plotline , which always seem to make girls touch. i decided to be realistic! and i think i would be 70plus. i decided to live till 70plus instead of 60plus. i think i want to enjoy/suffer for few more years before i straighten my legs.haha

due to my good karma , someone sent me back my FORM A which i lost few days ago. or perhap they saw the news and realise it would be important for me! , but somehow , thanks for returning and may guan yin bless you.



yb , if you ever see this , chat with me!! this proves that i miss you =D

meet the spartans is another big epic movie!!! lame show again , but i enjoy that =)
how she move is also another step-dancing show and i am looking forward to step up 2 , in case some of you dont know , i enjoy watching dancing as i myself can dance.10,000 BC !! after watching so many preview , i am very sure i wouldnt have the chance to watch them all. so i think sleeping would be the best =)

PLANET B-BOY!!! i love breakdancing!!!! i will watch that movie!!!

first of all , yesterday was awesome! i drank quite a few glasses of red wine , vodka and several others which make me puke and hungry.i think after i puke , i ate about 10+ chicken wing.i think i can eat more but there arent anymore.overall , drinking is good if only you can control yourself =)

如果我喜欢上了你，我该怎么办？
为什么你不回答我？
为什么原来你要对我那么好？
为什么现在的你不再是原来的你？
也许只是你成熟了
只有我一个人还在梦中的童话里
你永远都不会知道那时你的好
伤我现在有多深

如果我喜欢上了你，我该怎么办？
我还要继续喜欢你无论是否有结果吗？
或是不在继续？
把爱深藏在心里？
你不能给我答案
我自己也没有答案
在迷茫中度过一天又一天

好想好想去买醉
好想大哭一场
我告诉自己时间会让我看淡一切
回到属于我的地方
寻找属于我的爱

如果我喜欢上了你，我该怎么办？
我最后决定转身远离你
让自己得到一片净土

男人的谎言可以欺骗女人一夜，女人的谎言能欺骗男人的一生，婚姻非儿戏，请三思而行 ( i agree with this)

未来那么长,长到足够让我忘记你.足够我重新用力地喜欢一个人,就像当初喜欢你一样

我们应该记得有一种爱叫做放手

幸福靠自己，除了学会放弃！我们还要学会坚持！

时间在变,人的思想也跟着在改变,只有在当时去好好珍惜,以后才不会后悔!既然是过去式了,就要懂得怎么去遗忘``````

有首歌唱的好：“有一种爱叫做放手。”其实有些东西真正得到了你也许不会去珍惜，会觉得它不在有你理想中的那么美了，所以只有适当的放手才会使它更美。而且不要因为忘不了而去爱一个人，那样会使真正爱你的人受伤，因为在你忘的过程中会比较两个人，而在比较的过程里是用想忘人的好比爱你人的不足，这样也会对你爱的人会照成伤害！所以忘不了而去爱一个人是要在一定条件下去做的，这个条件就是你真正决定要放手要放弃的决定。

爱她的话就让她走吧……感情的事勉强不来的放手了，才会发现原来天是蓝的走出过去，永远得不到将来……说不定会伤了另一个爱你的人……

i should and i would be happy for you , one day when you quarrel with him , remember , i am alway here =)

suddenly , i am attracted to girls that wear dark frame glasses

fuck! __ , where are all the people when i want to whine like a pussy.

A: hey , you busy ar?
B: haha , not really
A: than i dont disturb you.
B:ok.


ever found this familar? it sure make people wonder right , is he/she really busy or what or he/she just cant find a better way to shut your mouth and stop replying. people might find that not replying is hard so they choose to ' fu yan ' those that they are talking too.why cant they just said to them instead of giving people a dream that it is impossible. perhap for me only , i do feel this way , that somehow she/he dont wish to talk to you , which make me sad at times. or perhap sometime i am too senstive and thinks too much. if i dont think too much , my name is not jinglie.
but somehow , alot of us have a weak heart , which means that they would breakdown if someone just told them straight to the face , so i think it's best to act smart and clever and know when the time to keep quiet or being scold shut up , like how y.b always do.
if there is ever a normal debate in chinese , i am sure i would win.


i am going crazy , i totally miss the crap , girl. damn~ , i miss the crap! come on , somehow we should be able to be friends still! aw~ , i am so attracted to you even though we didn't really met and i cant find the reason other than that.so , call me whenever if you are free if you happens to see this , but it's ok cause i would pester you to see this also.


i finally bring the stupid guitar home and finally get my lj O level result and finally decided to choose what course and finally , one day she wouldn't talk anymore.
and finally , it's over!
joking , what is there to be over? guitar , i shall learn it and play to my girl , but who can i play it to now.result is fucking shit when i retake and still give me the same result and choosing courses , get abit irriating when a fly keep buzzing around , yes that's you EMEST , you are such a naggy ass -.-

26th , i would be drinking at downtown , whose coming =D
friends , crying over spilled milk or worried about how you are going to be scolded arent going to help . all you can do now is to think of a way to amend it and live life without any regrets.
somehow , we would have some , as for me now , i am living without regrets , for regrets seem like a burden to me.

i asked a crap question just now , i wonder if i go for the interview for 'sports and wellness' course at RP, would i be accepted. straight away i caught eyes looking at me and we laughed , afterall i knew it myself too =D

damn! , i am so sad just now , i think i ended it too rashly , fuck me real hard please. i strike for the kill and i get killed , that was real lame. my type my type!! if only i could restain myself and know you better first!! fuck me , fuck me real hard please so i could get sober and never do that shit again. but it's somehow sweet that she would always call me after work , until today -.-



0h ya? , O level later? , whose planning to cry later , i think we are somehow glad , cause we dont really have that much of people , imagine china students crying , it think it would be possible to dig a well and it gets filled up. i am imaging how many hundreds would cry or stare in blank , too shocked.poor fellow , i think i would be the one running around , asking for result. oh ya , there arent any needs to cry over spilled milk , for life still goes on.

arent today such a memorable birthday. we got screen and the birthday girl got a shock and started 'bad omen' , blessing in disguse then.


link , we always tried to link things together ,linking good things and bad things together , i think i talk more about that next time , getting late.
taking O in about 1 day time , fear not , just cry like mad =)

this is the last goal for the team , omg , look likes how he pass though all those players with his tricks , he is getting so close to it now. if he scores it in , it would be an whole new world.now , he faces 1on1 with the goalkeeper , the pressure is now on him. and he shoots!! the keeper make a nice slide and save the ball! and yes , they win.
damn , if only my slide would be so meaningful, i slip when i work today , i will take it as a slide! as i wanted to save the good , nice save anyway. here when fat people gets advantage when they slides.lol.


she's such a wonderfull girl =D

what make a man a man?
is it his origin , the way he come to life?
i dont think so , is the choices he make , not how he start things but how he decides to end them.


if i am going to have a dog , i want to have a saint bernard. fluffy ears look cute , just like how lucas's dog look like. fluff , fluff , fluffy!!


hancock! , coming in july! , superhero! by will smith and there's the forbidden kingdown , look good as i think i saw lucy liu! hot babe.lionsgate sure choose their film well.haha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRp-Bl_46HU&feature=related

found a not so similar ending romance , dont you guys get bored when all ending is able to predict. i wanted to film a movie like SECRET which you can never predict the ending. or i should say this movie is rather of a different theme.but somehow , it arent that easy right. if that is so easy , everyone would be a great director.sad , i just couldn't think of a good theme that make people around me cry.speaking of which , i am quite anxious about the filming.i mean my acting , it really make me happy! damn , i will act very very well!!


and a sad thing to mention is that i am sleeping very late everyday , due to L. we always chat like mad at night which result to late night sleeping everyday but i didnt blame him , afterall i make the choice myself.just like what he said , kinda bob hair! sweet looking. slow romance songs sure make me wonder. bob hair sure are sweet after second thought i think if it is even sweeter if she is cute. i once heard about my friend comparing cute and beautiful , to be exact , it is my ex gf.she said that she prefer cute people rather than beautiful people , which explain why. she picked me.i shouldn't say beautiful , i should say nice facial features , nice facialfeatures make a girl look pretty and yes i admit , it's a fact. mostly people tend to mix up , pretty and natural beauty. ok , that is pure crap. oh ya , about cute and beauty , i dont think it really all matters right? , it's how your heart feels?. okok , i shall stop here as it is pointless to blog about something that people all know , i mean they assume they know and they didn't ,just like me!.



How far will you go to impress everyone around us ( please NOTE that the points below if somehow hurts you and make you hate me , it would be best that to say that i am not directing at anyone)
this topic sure make me wonder alot , i mean like we dress to impress?. but why do some people said that friends come naturally , with a good heart . i would say , somehow it is bullshit , why didnt you get to see a nerd with a good heart get a bunch of fashion-able friends around him. that is because we often want to impress the people around us. or i should say , sometimes friends are often use as a object to help them boost their confidence against the public , help them to impress girls. i mean they used each other to help them , for my clique , i dont think they are. but somehow , it's all about feel right? . i mean love strike at anytime , be it you are nerd or what so ever , don't love just strike? . the feel~ , get me? , feel the feel~
we often tend to impress others too? . in term of results and other people , people tend to compare results so as to impress them that i am good at it , even if you dont notice it , i do think it is sub-con... we often want to gain people's respest , or somehow?

( friends , dont get too senstive , if you are , i can give you a kiss and a hardcore night )
lucky for me , i impress my friends with my golden heart and big mouth =D
oh man , arent you all lucky to have me as your friend , afterall i am very good , dont i?
other than lazy to go out , playing games all time long , having late night suppers and a lot of things that i couldn't name , i tried my best to be a good friend with a golden heart =D
oh ya , friends , dont get too senstive ok , afterall you are my regular cliques and soon when chinese new year come , you all would be mine! for i shall make you all poor! at my house , at my terrority! and work to pay me off! , joking , gambling was meant to be fun , but what fun if there aren't beers! oh ya friends , dont ditch me ok , i think after many thoughts , i only had certain number of friends.haha

hey there deliah!! i would just learn it if any sooner i would make an effort to go to emest house and take his guitar! i like that song.


i wanted to paint my room red and white and get a even more awesome shoes. oh ya , i also want to pawn some jackass that is coming over my house to gamble during chinese new year!
haha.i think i will stop buying skateboard shoes if i ever saw a shoes that i like.


i wanted to act very very well in my first movie , afterall it's my first.there are so many romantic things that i can do with my love , but the only thing i am lacking of , is my love.


today is my off day!! which mean i could look at sunset at other place and yes i am happy , cause it's a 6 days week and 2 more weeks plus , i am getting my pay again and yes grocey shopping!
i am going to prefect my spagetti so that 1 day i could invite my friends to my house and i could cook to them. oh ya , my mum told me that ITE got an culinary course too , if worse to worse i would just go apply for that course. beside , i do think i am interested , even i couldn't make it big , i wanted to let the dishes that i cook be able to serve to others! and yes , which means paying more money but somehow , wouldn't it worth it? afterall , ITE arent that bad right.



Course Synopsis
On completion of the course, students should be able to:
Store raw, cooked, fresh, dry and canned food.
Carry out basic butchery work.
Prepare raw food (mise-en-place) for cooking.
Prepare stocks and gravies.
Prepare basic sauces.
Prepare a range of soups.
Cook and present a specified range of vegetable, starch and egg dishes.
Cook and present a specified range of meat, poulty, fish and seafood dishes.
Prepare and present cold food.simple desserts.Plan menu.
Prepare food costing.
Prepare F&B budget.
Serve guests at the buffet table.
Handle guest enquiries on food-related concerns



ITE sure have good course but people said ITE till so-not-good.but i still wish to enter poly , if possible , TP as it have culinary course! i think i would just go to some coffeeshop and ask them to teach me how to cook!


today , my mum was really good as she offer to buy me a 1xx watch , i was quite happy when i walk in but after awhile , i swear i did not feel like buying those watches! i walk around and saw all watches that is 1xx to 8xx , i cant even find double digit , i think i walked into some kind of branded shop. i dont really feel well if i buy those watches and yes , i could feel the pain of earning money! one watch could nearly cost my 2 months pay. the only watch i want is a simple watch that is durable and cheap! taking on my phone time and time is just too troublesome at time.when i am rich i shall get both my mum and i those type of watches! i swear it's true.


where are you my love~ , i would play the song 'hey there deliah' for you.

one day , i would make sure you could trust me , just like how you trust him , just one day you wait =)
work so far so good.


How far will you go to impress everyone around us , i like this , how far would everyone go to impress people around us which include our friends.

ideas just keep coming in to make this film good.!!!

today , this sure angers me or i should say it is karma? damn! i dont remember when i done that.i am hating strawberry milk even further -.-

a jackass spill SBM(strawberry milk) at my deparment and i think it is nothing as usually i would get the cleaner to clear it up for me, and i contine my daily routine.when it's time to do the final check , the place where the SBM was spilled , the containor was behind my goods. i walked away and had a second thought , when i came back and take a loot , omg , it leaks to all the racks -.- which means i had to clear all up! the problem is , it is time to go home! damn! but after doing that , i think i love my job =D

got my first pay yesterday and i was so so happy! afterall it is my first pay and after paying here and there. i think i left with 100+? , that sure is little. today i brought my first cookware with my first pay! , i get so sucked up to it when it first arrive and finally i brought it , mum asked me why i brought it? . i said i like it and damn!! money is making me feel crazy , i even had a idea of buying a cultery set with that sum of money which is like so little!. and yes , i am feeling my first 1000! soon. i first reach my $10 at primary school which is quite happy as i only had $1.2 per day . $100 was my secondary school time , when i tried to save money and save to 100! and yes i will be hitting my $1000 soon , and yes i would strive even harder to get my $10000. if i ever get a million , i would be so happy! and yes i would work very hard after my studies =D