like duh~
fishing trip is near and pray many many fishes.

oh ya ,cheers to friends that are doing great during the holiday for those that not , it's ok , you still have me to whine to on your very least list.


dont underestimate the power of search , you would be surprise at what you see.

This few weeks of holiday I have been staying at home , sleeping , watching tv and gaming and the job that I went for interview , I think they somehow rejected me.so I guess that would be how I spend the rest of my holiday.


Merry belated christmas.
i don’t celebrate Christmas, therefore, i stayed at home and stone with my gf.feeling abit weird so we decided to stone furthermore.

and i am bringing my gf to see FIREWORKS!!! it's at place where the smarts gather , i guess it's rather dumb to squeeze with others just to see fireworks at marina. I got my own secret spot! Squeeze like mad just to see few minutes of firework , after that squeeze like mad again to get out of there.

i just look back at how we get together and it taste just so sweet.

gay -ness

happy belated birthday PEGGY LEE PEI KAY , as usual , i am abit slow in posting.

and above are the pictures.

Oh yaaaaaadays ago, I failed to take my BTT.the reason why? I miscalculated the timing and had lots of mistake on that day.



And currently my gf is having problem which I can’t seem to solve but have no worries even though you might find it hard to share but have no fears for I would be here with you still.

And someone birthday is coming soon and so it my BTT!!! Which I won’t miss it again!!! I hope too.



People age and die and people grieve and carry on with life. Who would really remember you when you are gone? How sure are you that you won’t be forgotten by your friends or family?

Today is angela birthday and happy birthday to GELA. hope you have fun yesterday and today. so today we went to celebrate for her by singing KTV follow by a surprise after that. Than shortly we went to clarke quay to grab a bite and then off to a pub!!


at first we went to fashionbar but we left as we do not have the enough money to open a bottle of wine and after calculation, a glass per person isn’t that worth either. so we went out and went to clinic. as we are didn’t really know much about liquors, so we ask for recommendations than they offer the ladies Lychee Martini and the guys the strong liquor which is Long Island, Around the World and Graveyard.cheesiang and brandon both ordered Long Island and Around the World, which left Graveyard. I thought that by ordering Graveyard we are able to taste different liquors and so I ordered.



i previously heard that graveyard is an extremely powerful drink that would make people drunk or high. but after trying it, i think it is normal as it taste familiar to others liquors. I think the reason why Graveyard is extremely powerful is that you must drink it down as fast as you could in order to make you drunk. but i heard that for lamo or labo, you would need to drink it down as fast as possible after the flame burns out so it would be a challenge till next time.oh ya, for graveyard i merely just drink it slowly as we are planning to use that liquor to last us till the next morning but angela keep stealing my drinks to drink!



meanwhile I shall blog till here as I am going off to find my gf soon and i realize drinking is actually is fun along with chit chatting with my sec school mates and catching up with them.


till next time!!!
happy birthday angela!!! you are finally 18!!!

Oldies rock, did you remember me saying that? or when I am talking, you aren’t even listening. Seriously, oldies rock, I personally feel that nowadays singers seldom have a unique vocals or voice, but there's one which is Xiao Jing Teng. He got powerful vocals. Speaking of oldies



I think jie kou is a nice song written by jay chou which I suppose he always wrote this emo love song which keep couples crying over and over again and repeating his song with it.

i have no friends.
i got one and only companion which is my laptop
i name it, blank as I couldn’t think of a better name for it.
but now I found another better companion
i named it BOUNCE as it’s a basketball
for it bounce whither I hit it and it flew right back to me.
go bounce and bounce.


i aren't emo but just bored.

life's been great , finally meet up with my neopets friend after so so sooooooooo long.serious , we just say want meet and we didnt really meet.it's good meeting this asshole as it's my 2nd longest friend and as always there are a lot of craps to talk about.


almost half of the sem have pass , i realise that the things i do seem so not sutitable for me , it's seem just not right and from now on , i shall put a stop and start a new change!

baby , hold on to me tight tonight
as after tonight , nothing shall stay the same
for the flowers shall bloom and the flowers shall sing.
we are going to make a difference.

i dont know why but everything seem cock up , everything seem to be in a mess.
somehow i lost my determintation in doing things , somehow i seem to really lost my aim even though i never even had 1.
somehow , we are always quarreling.

i am pretty fed up with this shit going around me.
with that indian faci that giving shit grades.

satanism!!! 666.

The Eleven Satanic Rules of the Earth
1.Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked
2.Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them
3.When in another’s lair, show him respect or else do not go there
4.If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy
5.Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal
6.Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the other person and he cries out to be relieved
7.Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained
8.Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself
9.Do not harm little children
10.Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked or for your food
11.When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask him to stop. If he does not stop, destroy him.


i am so not really into satanic , just that i enjoy reading them =)

tell me what it takes to be a good bf

Hello everyone, anyone missed me???
I had lots of things to blog about when I am walking , shitting and stoning but when I had my laptop with me , all I could think of is to game and game. I suppose that quite common for some.

The recent incidents I had are a near accident. I don’t know why but I wasn’t looking, I am walking straight and suddenly I heard a car horn. Everyone knows about engine right, they give off heat. That why I am feeling at that point of time, my legs are feeling heat. But I know perhaps, it isn’t so simpler after all.


Class is pretty good,

omg , time without laptop is rather bored , I don’t know why but it's almost seem that my laptop is controlling me rather than I controlling my laptop. Which also imply how weak we are, don’t you guys feel bored when you guys don’t have your laptop with you.

oct 9 was my birthday which makes me officially 18 now; we went to eat some good fruit with my family and gf. the fish which we ordered cost 77, but the taste is definitely worth it!!! not forgetting my ex class come to celebrate for me buying a brief for me and somehow, I am rather sad that day, cause I really thought my class didn’t really celebrate, to be honest, I think everyone would feel so too but than what surprise me the next day is that they celebrate for me, but the problem is, I am rather smart to sense something weird =)


at times during night , I ponder what I really done throughout for my life ,what I really done for me family and gf , what I really do for my love one. to be honest, it thinks the things I do do really mean much. I think the sleepless night have left me wondering, I ponder about my gf, about my family, and lots of other things.


I think during my poly life , I really change , I think I have change to a worse person , I no longer the person whom I thought I am to be. the things I said don’t really follow by the things anymore. soon, the thing which I respect most, KARMA, shall find his way to me.

i had so many things to blog about when i am out there alone walking or taking bus , when i am outside my house , but when i reached my home , i seem to forget everything of what i want to blog but just to game.

tomorrow is a very special day =)

money not enough 2 is really quite nice though, seriously , it is quite touching.i cried cause if you think back , what if it's your parent lieing there.yes , i love my parents =)

oh ya , happy belated birthday shawn and fyqah.
and the present for shawn is condom , which i found it extremely good for a person like my dear shawn.and ya , it's the world thinnest condom =)

this few days are great , i got a job and if anyone is interested , you can ask me more.

i do think the work is great and i am somehow quite happy with my job which i believe that it would bring me much more benefits that i wouldnt think so.


oh ya, i just lost my $10 in the middle of no-where which i thinks that after several days , i would normally lose my money , i dont know why but it's really happening , but that doesnt really bother me though.

life is a chore.
there's no perfect person but only a perfect organisation.


seriously i had lots and lots of idea in my head but i just couldnt express in words which is just too bad.
friday was shu hua birthday.today is lantern festival.i miss out the joys i had during my joy.
a sign that i am losing touch with everything. and ya , my paycheck is here , time to save and save.

and yes , my birthday is coming soon!! presents please. =)

day by day , the time pass
day by day , our feelings fade.
or perhap not , the group is growing strong.

i had blog recenlty but who knows why that blog disappeared, the class is still going on fine , with some mad people around.so i think it's pretty alright , would the grass be greener at the other side?


about life now is pretty alright , incase someone out there that misses me and wondering how my life is right now.i got my limbs still attach to my body , so i think that's pretty alright , still living at the typical HDB building located at the same place always open for friends to come too , if you are interested , do call 1800-jingliehouse to take a quene number.


how far will this friendship last , how long can we stay together .
you know how a country get invaded , is either due to invadation or spies among the country , i believe we had one down.and bye , i had to go around to catch this spie even though i know who the spie is but i arent going to do anything about it , i shall take back my words and just sit down and relax.afterall who cares..


wooohooooo , e 3 6 q , i mean e 3 5,k

ok , i am already back from my chalet and yet something is missing inside us.

and oh ya , if that cute little monster is gone , my dad would sure be damn sad.

i dont like holidays , everyday i enjoy going to school is to have fun with my mates.

ok , yesterday was the last day of school , which means sem is over , and holiday , but changing class which is OMFG , YOU GOT 'OWNED'

omfg , imaging the bonds between us.


E36Q is my class and memories for me =)

we had countless of memories.but than memories in some point of times , we would forget it , so how do we remember them?? photos and handphone and blah blah blah.


first of all , i am sure i would remember my mates , i shall store all the pictures in some special folder and save it.


remember from the first day of school , i get in the wrong class and met her.
remember the first day of school , where i stand in my actual class.omg!!!
the first girl that took my attention is faith.
the first guy that i smile to is joviski.
the first presentation that i do with lots of hand signs.
the first time that we 3 of us hump together.
the first time that we ever get so close with each other.
the first time that we ever went out on a class outing.
the first time that we went to sentosa.
the first time men's talk after school which consist only jo , tim and me.
the first that we ever get together and play games together.
the first guy that at times get on my nerves which is max.
the list goes on and on.



but my main purpose is that such memories dont just fade away. it's somehow craved in my heart.


but than i will miss E36Q , the emo JO , the blur SHAWN and WENDY , the flower SHU HUA , the farting queen FAITH , the dramatic HANNAH , the mad FARHAN , the resourcful RAINER , the horny TIMOTHY , the angry MAX , the tall NISHA , the terroist MAS and many many more. big boobs?!?



i am not so really emo cause life still goes on , even if anyone die 1 day , the world still revolve so what for staying at the past , so let move on and let our friendship mantain.what matter not now but the future.now is the past and tomorrow is a very good day.no matter how sad you are in the new class or how much bad blood in your class , but remember if there are good memories , there would sure be bad memories.so let this memories grow on and on , we shall meet again when we are working adults or when we are old , let all drink coffee at the nearby coffeeshop.


life still goes on , even if the future seem dull , no worries , you will know that there are always us =) E36Q for you to lie on.

cheers.


loves , E36Q

there's no forever but at least we did treasure it for now =)


time to time , when i recall the wonderful memories , i will cry.


and the wonderful memories!!!


and there's me!

TRIP TO THE ZOO~





MY FAVOURITE !!!


MY FAVOURITE !!!


WE ARE THE 'ELEPHANTS'




WARNING!! WARNING!!!WARNING!!!!

WARNING!! WARNING!!!WARNING!!!!





BEHOLD THE ALL-MIGHTY AH MENG.


GOGOGO!!!






ON THE TRIP TO THE RED ASSES















there's more to come =)

hello shit , i just forget what i would want to blog about.
bye shit.

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.



http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx pretty true for some =)

there you go , whining about what went wrong . but here you are, enjoying the fruits.that is why i dont like about free will.

hey you ,screw you.

i die , everyone die.
come on , everyone die =)
i am not getting emo but just that i tend to think about the possible consequence.

and yes ,that is regarding about my studies too. my GPA is 2.1. what you expect me to do. but than the problem is life still goes on~~ so conclusion is that , the most to most is that i retake modules , waste money and meet more new friends!!!


oh ya , life is good but good life dont last long. and we are changing class soon. sem 2 coming , time to meet new friends and remember the olds.even though meet up is possible, we wouldnt be so close like now.
come on , it is a fact. everyone , treasure,there is more gaming days to come =)

yes , my rj reach a total of 1000 words!!! there is sure more to come.

i love badmintion and next saturday is badminton practise again!!!

The best thing is that you are still alive not dead. Next best thing is that you are fully attached. We often know that life and death often happen to just like that. It’s hard for anyone with no experience at all to consul others as the experience of it is completely different. I read from a blog that how much she missed her boyfriend.strangly but such drama things often happen and I think it is there for a reason. Things like such are happening every single day, but than we often taking things for granted, assure that we would wake up every morning when our alarm rings, assure that we would die at the certain age we want to die but than…I think it’s pretty obvious that everyone knows about it but than people are doing nothing about it. Take me for an example then, I know about it, I read about it, but sometimes you can’t really prepare yourself for it, only when you had to experience it.

Do not ask me for her blog link for I respect her privacy =)


Whatever man, yes, it does sound emo but it is a fact. People die but I’m happy because I am still living and blogging here. For the time when I am not here, I am still happy because it’s time for role-play!!!!

i LOVE LIFE =) vita!!!

If I think more about death than some other people, it is probably because I love life more than they do. - Angelina Jolie

Humans are greedy and cunning; they would stand to any methods to seek fame and honour. From the past history, you can see how many people had suffered cause of this how many innocent people had suffered. I think this can be experience almost everywhere, from friends to classmates to schoolmates and strangers. Who don’t want to benefit and who would want to give out? Almost every one of us is waiting to take rather than give, from money to love to homework and so many more. Some would like to wait till people give than they would give but than what if everyone had this thinking too than who would want to give in than. There’s a term that say giving is more fortunate than taking. Some might heard, some might not, but it is simple. One example would be the unfortunate, would you like to be there waiting for people to give you or are you willing to be the one that give others? I know that giving require 1 to sacrifice but it would benefit you, mentally and physically. Wouldn’t you feel happy if the things you sacrifice are able to save a person or touch a person, isn’t it great? But I also know that, humans don’t always practise what they preach, I am sure everyone also knows that. You might think that I am here typing about this and than question if I am out there giving to others, helping them. I would say no, but I at least have the mindset to actually help people. I had this encounter few weeks back when a old lady suddenly come asking me for $1 , I asked her why she need too and than I just take and give her , for this small things that might not mean much to me would have a even bigger value to her. But than, I saw a lot of coins in her hands. I questioned myself if she’s liar? But than , I didn’t ask her , cause I know that I had try to help her and I believe there is karma , so you guys should consider giving than taking =)

i love karma

a fat guy that love a short cute girl.

wahaha. i love you.

i think i am mad , i want to work yet i am lazy to go around asking for jobs.

introducing my poly class!!

knew some hard gays!!!

are you fitting in , to what extend would you do to fit in?? is the way you doing make you able to feel in. are you sure that doing so would make you fit in or disgust by others.



in life , everyone is trying to fit in the 'better' group. but than why do them want to fit in. the groups that people want to fit in , arent they also people that are trying to fit in. so what make them able to get together and fit in together. what make them able to choose whether who to fit in or not.yes , you and me is trying to fit in the 'group' which never really exist. yes , i agree that i am trying to fit in , and yes , i believe that everyone is doing the same too.but then , when you said that you dont really need to fit in and cause you're unique and dont care about them.are you saying that because you got rejected by them , not able to fit in. you said that you wouldn't care but if you dont care , would you try to fit in with them?? it's funny right , they said they don't want to fit in , but what they do , seem weird right. everday , people are trying to fit in , from primary school students to eldery . it's strange right , that this very thing , so small yet so powerful , is enough to make a person breakdown and changes them.but why are people trying to fit in??for honour , for glory? for a moment of joy?


(resume later)

breast/nehneh/tits/boobies/boob/bossom/xiongbu/tetek
do you all like it big or small? or just enough to touch =D


and yes people. i love you =D

happy birthday emest , =)18th, suddenly , we seem so old. from sec 1 we met , 12+ till now 17+ , times do fly~~
i want to drive my own car as soon as possible.
class , so far so good other than burden , the rest is still great. i had several gay mates , the only bad thing is that , we are changing class soon.

sad to say , but that is just the harsh reality of life , people come and go , life would be just gone for the very next second if you are not paying attention. so many people is dieing , when is my turn to die. cherish , treasure we all knew how to say this 2 words , but do we really know how to cherish and treasure. we all talk about that , cherish your loved one but are we doing the enough to make everyone feel cherish , is it enough to make everyone feel loved like it was your last.are they feeling that they are cherished. sometime , humans is such a motherless bitch.seriously , deep in my heart , i think that no matter how one do , it is hard.


i knew that it is UBER SUPER HARD TO PLEASE EVERYONE IN THE CLASS!! but i would try =))

today was fun. tomorrow would be even better.

i love the 'quarreling' between couples.


happy birthday to joyce and pei xian

first friend i met at school! , wei loom! but we are of a different class. the reason why is that i got mess up with my class and i went in to another class. after i seated for awhile , this very guy walked in and sat next to me, being the friendly one , i chatted with him and getting to know him.after awhile , we are told to do project work and move off to another table with 2 girls sitted there , one with a jellyfish hairstyle that looked kind of sweet and another with a rather dao look , but they are friendly too!!! after getting to know them awhile.haha.
after that got back to my actual class and result it's a bore as i only saw 1 girl and i guess she is from CHIJ cause of her actions.i shall try to mingle with my class better!!!

the link given below is extremely gore , remember the vomit thing? it's almost same as it.


if you are weak-hearted or suffering from heart attack or just eaten full , please do not attempt to view the link given.any disrespect , i am extremely sorry , this had to be shown for speed racers.

http://www.scheurijzer.nl/flitspaal.htm

erm son , your dad have a affair with other woman outside , what would you do if he wanted to bring that woman house.


i had a hard time answering this question , i wouldn't know what to answer.i think my mum asked this was to test how mature am i. lucky , this doesnt happen to me but sadly it happen to one of my relative. abit shocked when i heard this as they had the perfect look.disappointing. but at that point of time , i was just numb. it's like so suddenly.


what would you do if your mum ever tell you that , dont go saying that with my dad that kind of face ,but sorry, such things do happen . think about it =)

oh my , you sure are cute.

no , i wasn't jealous when i know she like someone from her work , just feeling abit cork up when i know it.come on , anything do happen. of cause , hope you can be together with that guy.all the best =D


oh ya , my acer , which can support dota and GE without lag , is starting to lag! if it lag somemore , i am sure to take this back and slice it under his skin.

i am looking forward toward to the day when i start making new friends , dont know why but it just make me thrill. oh ya , sure , i am getting more good with them =)

oh ya , happy 18th . to both of them.soon it would be our turn

yesterday was a fruitless night. i think i going to open up more so i can learn more.

was brought to another church few days ago. what's right and what's wrong. you told me that what they taught are wrong but what make you so sure that what you learn is right?. i think that i shouldn't blog about it as i think i would be cursed at and punish.
over-believing in it also does not much good , i rememeber a part when i went for the service , you always put HIM first , ask HIM first. but dont lose yourself. the example that he gave was , you dont go into a coffeeshop and start asking HIM about what to eat , should i eat chicken rice , duck rice or fishball noodles.there is a urge for me to type about it , but somehow people are rather senstive when religion is concern so i decided to skip it.
if want to compare , this group or my friend cell group is rather more friendly , their cell leader is also quite pretty.i think she is good as she offer me a job and a dinner with her too! just the 2 of us!. than later is going to have dinner with my kindergarden friend and his friend. they are quite friendly , if though i wasn't a believer of jesus , but it is still nice to make friends with them.

finally after week of working , i am a free-man. but somehow , without work i found myself rather restless at home , playing games for too long make me bored. with work , i complain , without work i also complain. i think i either get a job fast or go somehow else , which remind me of fishing! later , if the tide is right , i would go to fish again. been a real long long time since i ever fish . ok , tomorrow is cancel cause tomorrow the tide doesnt right for me , i shall go to cast net!!!
hopefully tomorrow doesnt rain.


and yes , i reach 1k without my bonus , with cityneon. i think somehow i could reach 1.4k! and i would be so happy!


poly starting soon , which mean i could see some of my friends again , and good luck to clarence for his appeal , than we 4 would be in the same school again.


i feel like gambling again , playing daidee , poker or blackjack , but no manjong with tais. =)
1 day , i would return to punggol sec to eat stall 2 , anyone with me?

damn , i think i had come to one of my toughest decision in my life. am i going to stay in RP or appeal to ITE. i believe i do wrote about it before.

how interested are you in that course , are you very passionate about it? why do you want to cook?

i only know i want to open a coffeeshop for ex-criminals to work in.

ITE then.


it's only about your passion , not about your school name.

a secret that is known to only a few , her bf is fake? i knew it!!

oh ya , due to the sadness of 4D and toto ( as i didnt buy , the no. is 60035 or 90035)
toto come out 4 no. of it which is about 1000+ and 4D is over 200+
what meant to be yours would be yours eventually.


didnt had time to blog cause i am extremely busy , sat had BBQ at my house. the infamous house BBQ , only a dozen tried it. sunday manjong.after several times , we are still stuck at playing the same type and it is awesome , as i lose my 5dollar and win it back. manjong , a game of fog . rather hard to predict.after days of manjong , i think the biggest winner is that guy that OWE ME $8 TO BUY BIG MAC AND WANTS ME TO TREAT HIM( you should know, haha)


yes , i am quitting soon!! , what meant to be yours would be yours eventually. if that 150 is suppose to be mine , it would be. after cityneon , i am offically jobless!! but i got some jobs in mind =)

manjong without win or lose is good enough

the no. in my dream open!!! , heng it is only starter prize!

i dont think this is a good dream but i would still talk about it.

it is a school trip for us to go to thailand for us to get laid? i saw melvin , brandon , wende.
we are brought to a lobby where they are different girls and people around. upon arrival , we are sighting on some babes. i saw 1 jasmine-linda look ( dont ask me which jasmine) which is rather cute , as she had short hair. after that , we are told to go to the room given and there is the jasmine-linda look girl!!. being a gentleman =D , i chat with her first , as it is rather bad to just get into the story , you must listen to the story first =) . she told me she was 19 and somemore others. she is bare naked but i still had my underwear on.after awhile later , she decided to get serious , she saw mine and shouted for help , she said it was too big =x , than someone answered and said ok , before that , i asked for her msn , she even gave me her no. and give me 5number? she keep reminding me to see the no. after awhile , the other girl come and then i saw wende finish his job.when we are going to get serious , than our time is out. we are told to assemble outside the lobby. this is the point i assume it is a school trip as i saw mr stanley tan?

THIS IS NOT A WET DREAM.


i think it is more of a 4D dream rather than a wet dream. nothing was seem on my bed =D
i think i would buy 4D if i was given number again.

if i was label tiko again because of this dream , than ok =)

what's the other place better than sengkang , where there is fireworks to see. so far yet so power.it is even possible for you to have a proper meal there if you aren't ashamed.


time is too precious for me as i am starting work later and so much things left for me to do. eat ice cream , meet my online friends , take angbao and gamble even more =)
busy gambling =)


You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way ?
I am Human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

i still remember when there is a trend of playing initial D at there , the trend of twits language ruling over singlish , the trend of replaying Bu De Bu Ai and Tong Hua. sorry but the trend is over stop living in your dreams and get a playdoll , so that you can fantasy all night long.


sorry , but i dont see how long could you all last =)
and yes! payday soon! , should be rather much if my calculation wasn't wrong.trick or treat?


oh ya! maple is also in the trend . now? i think so too , i overheard a kid talking to his friends ' use shining ray.... sg map..' they look like pri 4. sorry maple suck but somehow , too many your type of kids with inmature thinking are playing , which mean....


oh ya , i still miss yb!! even though we did chat!

i suddenly feel like building a machine like john does , for those who dont treasure life for this would be their 2nd life.
i want to play a game , the rules are simple , live or die make your choice!. if i ever want to make a machine like that , i guesss i need to take a long time. i shall think of what to say first.haha


if there is a time limit for my love , i wouldn't say it's 1000000 , i would say 50 years cause i just waste my life looking for a person like you. ( not to anyone) it just remind me of a old story plotline , which always seem to make girls touch. i decided to be realistic! and i think i would be 70plus. i decided to live till 70plus instead of 60plus. i think i want to enjoy/suffer for few more years before i straighten my legs.haha

due to my good karma , someone sent me back my FORM A which i lost few days ago. or perhap they saw the news and realise it would be important for me! , but somehow , thanks for returning and may guan yin bless you.



yb , if you ever see this , chat with me!! this proves that i miss you =D

meet the spartans is another big epic movie!!! lame show again , but i enjoy that =)
how she move is also another step-dancing show and i am looking forward to step up 2 , in case some of you dont know , i enjoy watching dancing as i myself can dance.10,000 BC !! after watching so many preview , i am very sure i wouldnt have the chance to watch them all. so i think sleeping would be the best =)

PLANET B-BOY!!! i love breakdancing!!!! i will watch that movie!!!

first of all , yesterday was awesome! i drank quite a few glasses of red wine , vodka and several others which make me puke and hungry.i think after i puke , i ate about 10+ chicken wing.i think i can eat more but there arent anymore.overall , drinking is good if only you can control yourself =)

如果我喜欢上了你，我该怎么办？
为什么你不回答我？
为什么原来你要对我那么好？
为什么现在的你不再是原来的你？
也许只是你成熟了
只有我一个人还在梦中的童话里
你永远都不会知道那时你的好
伤我现在有多深

如果我喜欢上了你，我该怎么办？
我还要继续喜欢你无论是否有结果吗？
或是不在继续？
把爱深藏在心里？
你不能给我答案
我自己也没有答案
在迷茫中度过一天又一天

好想好想去买醉
好想大哭一场
我告诉自己时间会让我看淡一切
回到属于我的地方
寻找属于我的爱

如果我喜欢上了你，我该怎么办？
我最后决定转身远离你
让自己得到一片净土

男人的谎言可以欺骗女人一夜，女人的谎言能欺骗男人的一生，婚姻非儿戏，请三思而行 ( i agree with this)

未来那么长,长到足够让我忘记你.足够我重新用力地喜欢一个人,就像当初喜欢你一样

我们应该记得有一种爱叫做放手

幸福靠自己，除了学会放弃！我们还要学会坚持！

时间在变,人的思想也跟着在改变,只有在当时去好好珍惜,以后才不会后悔!既然是过去式了,就要懂得怎么去遗忘``````

有首歌唱的好：“有一种爱叫做放手。”其实有些东西真正得到了你也许不会去珍惜，会觉得它不在有你理想中的那么美了，所以只有适当的放手才会使它更美。而且不要因为忘不了而去爱一个人，那样会使真正爱你的人受伤，因为在你忘的过程中会比较两个人，而在比较的过程里是用想忘人的好比爱你人的不足，这样也会对你爱的人会照成伤害！所以忘不了而去爱一个人是要在一定条件下去做的，这个条件就是你真正决定要放手要放弃的决定。

爱她的话就让她走吧……感情的事勉强不来的放手了，才会发现原来天是蓝的走出过去，永远得不到将来……说不定会伤了另一个爱你的人……

i should and i would be happy for you , one day when you quarrel with him , remember , i am alway here =)

suddenly , i am attracted to girls that wear dark frame glasses

fuck! __ , where are all the people when i want to whine like a pussy.

A: hey , you busy ar?
B: haha , not really
A: than i dont disturb you.
B:ok.


ever found this familar? it sure make people wonder right , is he/she really busy or what or he/she just cant find a better way to shut your mouth and stop replying. people might find that not replying is hard so they choose to ' fu yan ' those that they are talking too.why cant they just said to them instead of giving people a dream that it is impossible. perhap for me only , i do feel this way , that somehow she/he dont wish to talk to you , which make me sad at times. or perhap sometime i am too senstive and thinks too much. if i dont think too much , my name is not jinglie.
but somehow , alot of us have a weak heart , which means that they would breakdown if someone just told them straight to the face , so i think it's best to act smart and clever and know when the time to keep quiet or being scold shut up , like how y.b always do.
if there is ever a normal debate in chinese , i am sure i would win.


i am going crazy , i totally miss the crap , girl. damn~ , i miss the crap! come on , somehow we should be able to be friends still! aw~ , i am so attracted to you even though we didn't really met and i cant find the reason other than that.so , call me whenever if you are free if you happens to see this , but it's ok cause i would pester you to see this also.


i finally bring the stupid guitar home and finally get my lj O level result and finally decided to choose what course and finally , one day she wouldn't talk anymore.
and finally , it's over!
joking , what is there to be over? guitar , i shall learn it and play to my girl , but who can i play it to now.result is fucking shit when i retake and still give me the same result and choosing courses , get abit irriating when a fly keep buzzing around , yes that's you EMEST , you are such a naggy ass -.-

26th , i would be drinking at downtown , whose coming =D
friends , crying over spilled milk or worried about how you are going to be scolded arent going to help . all you can do now is to think of a way to amend it and live life without any regrets.
somehow , we would have some , as for me now , i am living without regrets , for regrets seem like a burden to me.

i asked a crap question just now , i wonder if i go for the interview for 'sports and wellness' course at RP, would i be accepted. straight away i caught eyes looking at me and we laughed , afterall i knew it myself too =D

damn! , i am so sad just now , i think i ended it too rashly , fuck me real hard please. i strike for the kill and i get killed , that was real lame. my type my type!! if only i could restain myself and know you better first!! fuck me , fuck me real hard please so i could get sober and never do that shit again. but it's somehow sweet that she would always call me after work , until today -.-



0h ya? , O level later? , whose planning to cry later , i think we are somehow glad , cause we dont really have that much of people , imagine china students crying , it think it would be possible to dig a well and it gets filled up. i am imaging how many hundreds would cry or stare in blank , too shocked.poor fellow , i think i would be the one running around , asking for result. oh ya , there arent any needs to cry over spilled milk , for life still goes on.

arent today such a memorable birthday. we got screen and the birthday girl got a shock and started 'bad omen' , blessing in disguse then.


link , we always tried to link things together ,linking good things and bad things together , i think i talk more about that next time , getting late.
taking O in about 1 day time , fear not , just cry like mad =)

this is the last goal for the team , omg , look likes how he pass though all those players with his tricks , he is getting so close to it now. if he scores it in , it would be an whole new world.now , he faces 1on1 with the goalkeeper , the pressure is now on him. and he shoots!! the keeper make a nice slide and save the ball! and yes , they win.
damn , if only my slide would be so meaningful, i slip when i work today , i will take it as a slide! as i wanted to save the good , nice save anyway. here when fat people gets advantage when they slides.lol.


she's such a wonderfull girl =D

what make a man a man?
is it his origin , the way he come to life?
i dont think so , is the choices he make , not how he start things but how he decides to end them.


if i am going to have a dog , i want to have a saint bernard. fluffy ears look cute , just like how lucas's dog look like. fluff , fluff , fluffy!!


hancock! , coming in july! , superhero! by will smith and there's the forbidden kingdown , look good as i think i saw lucy liu! hot babe.lionsgate sure choose their film well.haha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRp-Bl_46HU&feature=related

found a not so similar ending romance , dont you guys get bored when all ending is able to predict. i wanted to film a movie like SECRET which you can never predict the ending. or i should say this movie is rather of a different theme.but somehow , it arent that easy right. if that is so easy , everyone would be a great director.sad , i just couldn't think of a good theme that make people around me cry.speaking of which , i am quite anxious about the filming.i mean my acting , it really make me happy! damn , i will act very very well!!


and a sad thing to mention is that i am sleeping very late everyday , due to L. we always chat like mad at night which result to late night sleeping everyday but i didnt blame him , afterall i make the choice myself.just like what he said , kinda bob hair! sweet looking. slow romance songs sure make me wonder. bob hair sure are sweet after second thought i think if it is even sweeter if she is cute. i once heard about my friend comparing cute and beautiful , to be exact , it is my ex gf.she said that she prefer cute people rather than beautiful people , which explain why. she picked me.i shouldn't say beautiful , i should say nice facial features , nice facialfeatures make a girl look pretty and yes i admit , it's a fact. mostly people tend to mix up , pretty and natural beauty. ok , that is pure crap. oh ya , about cute and beauty , i dont think it really all matters right? , it's how your heart feels?. okok , i shall stop here as it is pointless to blog about something that people all know , i mean they assume they know and they didn't ,just like me!.



How far will you go to impress everyone around us ( please NOTE that the points below if somehow hurts you and make you hate me , it would be best that to say that i am not directing at anyone)
this topic sure make me wonder alot , i mean like we dress to impress?. but why do some people said that friends come naturally , with a good heart . i would say , somehow it is bullshit , why didnt you get to see a nerd with a good heart get a bunch of fashion-able friends around him. that is because we often want to impress the people around us. or i should say , sometimes friends are often use as a object to help them boost their confidence against the public , help them to impress girls. i mean they used each other to help them , for my clique , i dont think they are. but somehow , it's all about feel right? . i mean love strike at anytime , be it you are nerd or what so ever , don't love just strike? . the feel~ , get me? , feel the feel~
we often tend to impress others too? . in term of results and other people , people tend to compare results so as to impress them that i am good at it , even if you dont notice it , i do think it is sub-con... we often want to gain people's respest , or somehow?

( friends , dont get too senstive , if you are , i can give you a kiss and a hardcore night )
lucky for me , i impress my friends with my golden heart and big mouth =D
oh man , arent you all lucky to have me as your friend , afterall i am very good , dont i?
other than lazy to go out , playing games all time long , having late night suppers and a lot of things that i couldn't name , i tried my best to be a good friend with a golden heart =D
oh ya , friends , dont get too senstive ok , afterall you are my regular cliques and soon when chinese new year come , you all would be mine! for i shall make you all poor! at my house , at my terrority! and work to pay me off! , joking , gambling was meant to be fun , but what fun if there aren't beers! oh ya friends , dont ditch me ok , i think after many thoughts , i only had certain number of friends.haha

hey there deliah!! i would just learn it if any sooner i would make an effort to go to emest house and take his guitar! i like that song.


i wanted to paint my room red and white and get a even more awesome shoes. oh ya , i also want to pawn some jackass that is coming over my house to gamble during chinese new year!
haha.i think i will stop buying skateboard shoes if i ever saw a shoes that i like.


i wanted to act very very well in my first movie , afterall it's my first.there are so many romantic things that i can do with my love , but the only thing i am lacking of , is my love.


today is my off day!! which mean i could look at sunset at other place and yes i am happy , cause it's a 6 days week and 2 more weeks plus , i am getting my pay again and yes grocey shopping!
i am going to prefect my spagetti so that 1 day i could invite my friends to my house and i could cook to them. oh ya , my mum told me that ITE got an culinary course too , if worse to worse i would just go apply for that course. beside , i do think i am interested , even i couldn't make it big , i wanted to let the dishes that i cook be able to serve to others! and yes , which means paying more money but somehow , wouldn't it worth it? afterall , ITE arent that bad right.



Course Synopsis
On completion of the course, students should be able to:
Store raw, cooked, fresh, dry and canned food.
Carry out basic butchery work.
Prepare raw food (mise-en-place) for cooking.
Prepare stocks and gravies.
Prepare basic sauces.
Prepare a range of soups.
Cook and present a specified range of vegetable, starch and egg dishes.
Cook and present a specified range of meat, poulty, fish and seafood dishes.
Prepare and present cold food.simple desserts.Plan menu.
Prepare food costing.
Prepare F&B budget.
Serve guests at the buffet table.
Handle guest enquiries on food-related concerns



ITE sure have good course but people said ITE till so-not-good.but i still wish to enter poly , if possible , TP as it have culinary course! i think i would just go to some coffeeshop and ask them to teach me how to cook!


today , my mum was really good as she offer to buy me a 1xx watch , i was quite happy when i walk in but after awhile , i swear i did not feel like buying those watches! i walk around and saw all watches that is 1xx to 8xx , i cant even find double digit , i think i walked into some kind of branded shop. i dont really feel well if i buy those watches and yes , i could feel the pain of earning money! one watch could nearly cost my 2 months pay. the only watch i want is a simple watch that is durable and cheap! taking on my phone time and time is just too troublesome at time.when i am rich i shall get both my mum and i those type of watches! i swear it's true.


where are you my love~ , i would play the song 'hey there deliah' for you.

one day , i would make sure you could trust me , just like how you trust him , just one day you wait =)
work so far so good.


How far will you go to impress everyone around us , i like this , how far would everyone go to impress people around us which include our friends.

ideas just keep coming in to make this film good.!!!

today , this sure angers me or i should say it is karma? damn! i dont remember when i done that.i am hating strawberry milk even further -.-

a jackass spill SBM(strawberry milk) at my deparment and i think it is nothing as usually i would get the cleaner to clear it up for me, and i contine my daily routine.when it's time to do the final check , the place where the SBM was spilled , the containor was behind my goods. i walked away and had a second thought , when i came back and take a loot , omg , it leaks to all the racks -.- which means i had to clear all up! the problem is , it is time to go home! damn! but after doing that , i think i love my job =D

got my first pay yesterday and i was so so happy! afterall it is my first pay and after paying here and there. i think i left with 100+? , that sure is little. today i brought my first cookware with my first pay! , i get so sucked up to it when it first arrive and finally i brought it , mum asked me why i brought it? . i said i like it and damn!! money is making me feel crazy , i even had a idea of buying a cultery set with that sum of money which is like so little!. and yes , i am feeling my first 1000! soon. i first reach my $10 at primary school which is quite happy as i only had $1.2 per day . $100 was my secondary school time , when i tried to save money and save to 100! and yes i will be hitting my $1000 soon , and yes i would strive even harder to get my $10000. if i ever get a million , i would be so happy! and yes i would work very hard after my studies =D