yesterday went to pulua ubin with bunch of good friends.like i say long long ago.only the worth it would be written on my bag!.lol.and it a damn tired trip.shouldnt say tired also.it was fun,but accident along the way.asiq testing the hardness of the bridge.cheesiang tested the softness of the grass.lol.i tested the roughness of the sand.haha.and siti test the railing too.injurys.but i am sure everyone had fun.if you didnt i would put you back and let you never return.joking.anyway it fun and bbq this friday.it so busy but tired still.to those that dont want to attend ( didnt mean those that cant attend).
may you get blasted.=)

let hope we get more outing soon.
current 4D also.=)
more outing please.haha

and sad, i missed the cooking competition.i really wanted to join but then,what could be done.=) i want to cook some nice dishs, prove to others that fatty like me not only can eat but cook.LOL.and i saw 1 which was not bad.the lower sec,too bad it abit black only.and then play 'scoccor' with those crazy friends of mine,the boys is perfectly fine,those crazy are those girls,what can i do since they are my friends.LOL.play till so sweaty.haha,and didnt cook too.went to play badmintion with some indian guys.miss those old days.playing badminton almost everyday.a pity too.
takcare folks.may buddha bless you.LOL

i really think i do hide my feeling well.am i?

went to chalet for 3 days.and i doubt you would miss me too.wasnt that great afterall.had fun also.due to raefaath.prank calls was fun but being prank wasnt not. like what he said.coming to the chalet wasnt a gathering.just being back with own friends,which might seem somehow true.before we had bbq , we was playing a stupid card game,given a question and draw a card.example is that how long can we live.guess what i get the lesser so i live the shorter.but then i wouldnt mind too.cause i can stop caring for her and him and her and him and all the friends that i cared, for this is bit too much for me to take.zzz.was seem so emo.which is so bastard.and PJ i am sure we are drifting, i can feel that.


and seeing couples together make me damn emo again.which is such a bitch.haha.bastard bitch.fuck it man.and school starting tomorrow.

i suddenly feel like missing you.damn.we are really drifting and i am so so sad.

i detest bullies.i detest those that pick on others that are not really normal looking.i detest such weaklings bully them.i saw 1 today.perhap it wasnt bully.but he is crying and i felt something.something so heart-breaking.i wanted to dash up and talk with him.for those that arent normal looking are deserted a side and had no friends to talk with.arent that bad enough for them,but then if i really do went up and talk with him.would he thinks that i am caring for him cause of symapath?.some people hate peoples that talk with him just because they pit them.it suck too right.
let the bullying stop for such people, let us talk with them for they had no friends, would anyone want to let such things happen to themself? NO! please think first if you bully such person.for you shall reap what you sow.KARMA , DHARMA!
BEWARE


and , , you wasnt there when i needed you.

i did my homework.not at the last mintue.finally.
went to cafe catrel(didnt know how to spell) and the treat is on my aunt.haha
anyway.it will carry on.i will carry on to do my homwork on time and hand up.LOL,
life was great everyday.had to change a new spec as the old is rusty.my eyesight worsen too.which is damn bad.and i had to wear a toot spec.it plastic.imagine! =).

i love this book BOYS WILL PUT YOU ON A PEDESTAL(so they can look up your skirt)


let me tell you a short one
this is about VUGARITY

... even when they're doing the same things, boys and girls are judged differently.
think about it:if a boy were tp hold his friends' hands,giggle a lot,gossip , and obsess about his clothes,he'd be labeled a sissy pretty quick.but you(girls) and your friends can do all of that stuff,and it considered harmless,natural behaviour.like wase, when boys curse up a storm, it's kind of consider par forthe course. it's expected, and the worst label a foul-mouthed boy can expect is 'obnoxious'. if you do it, though, if you curse up a blue steak, you run the risk of being thoought of as a tramp.for the reord, this is a breathtaking double standard - just one more example of how the word can be ufair to girls - but it is how it is;girls who curse alot are thought of as cheap, and even a ittle slutty. ever notice in the movie that the girls with the worst mouths are usually also in the tigthest, skimpiest clothes?.

of course, if you want to sound cheap and slutty, because you are tired of having a good reputation, curse all you want.it a time-tested way to ruin your image.

the last act of a desperate artist is to expose his genitals.

( last example about faith)

a man named ted wakes up,turns on the television,and hears teh weathermaan say that so much rain is comingit might flodd his town.sure enough, it start pouring.Ted's next-door neighbout comes by and say. 'i got room in my car, and i think maybe we'd better get out of here before it get anyworse.' ted thanks him but declines, saying ' god will look after me.'
that afternoon,the nearby river has risen so much that ted's house has a foot of water in it.a local policeman in hip boots comes by and says.;sir,i think you would come with me before this gets any worse.i;ll take you to higher ground.' ted declines again,saying, 'god will protect me.'.
by nightfall, ted's house is almost completely under-water.he sits on the roof ,with an umbrella, and sees a resure helicopter pulling neightbours off theirs roofs.when the copter comes to his house,he wave it away shouting, 'dont worry about me.god will save me.
an hour later, the local dam breaks,ted is swept off his roof, and he drowns.he finds himself standing at the pearly gatees, soaking wet, in the present of the lord.
angrily, he says, 'i believed in you!. why didnt you resure me?
'what are you talking about?' god syas. ' i tried three times.




nice right?.

i am getting crazy soon.
i dont know why.that so weird.listening to dumb songs and playing dumb games.that why it making me crazy.and i seem to lost contract with her.oh man that real too crazy for me.



and shout with me

LET GET IT CRAZY!!!!.
DONT YOU WANT TO GET CRAZY TOO.
put your hands up in the air and shout to the rythme.
and there,you shall go crazy too.k i am real bored.lol


and 1 more thing.



WHAT YOUR PROBLEM

just a quick post before i went off.
yesterday went to cafe catrel with my aunt and mum.
nice but expensive.

and today i dreamt of meimei and derek and some other.
they are like being close again,