i am itching to gamble.which is not good.
but i am able to control the bets which is good.
so is gambling good or bad.
i enjoys giving money if i won.=)

everything happen for a reason.
the bigger they are the harder they fall.

i hate this feeling. i had to forget about it and you to carry on.=((

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!


ps:how do i delete my blog away if i want to?

KARMA.


CNY coming.which is very fast.and soon all events will come.
and O level would come.


i dont know what to update cause someone told me to just update.
boring boring.whining whining.


007 bang is fun and we know some of the 'turtles' in our class.
i dont hate people but just dont like their treatment to other.
so are their treatment to me.which include ......


can i forget everything about you expect that we are friends.
the feeling arent good hearing news of you.=(

RETARDED'"

can i dont love you anymore.=)
guess you are fine now.at least you are happy.
let hope this guy wont hurt you as much as that.


and jas.
do hope.it will be better and better.=)

不在乎天长地久 只在乎曾经拥有

长久的爱谁不在乎，如果爱能长久，谁又会只
想曾经拥有

不是我们不想拥有，只是真的很难长久

我们去尝试曾经拥有，但也想过能让爱长久

如果不能长久，毕竟我曾经拥有

nothing matter much than looks.
size doest matter.
height doest matter.
just looks matter.
i guess.
boy tend to look for girls with nice look nice body.
girl tend to look for boys with nice look nice body.
if yours fat ugly and looked like shit.you are out of the game.
so am i.i know this rule of the game long ago.=)
glad that almost everyone found a date at val day.=)



and walala.it chinese new year soon.that real fast and a blink of eye 4 days have pass.i realise the importance of time.have you?


define love
love is everything,love is just one of those things,love is love.


let talk about karma shall we?.

*karma*:

Noun
1. Hinduism & Buddhism The total effect of a person's actions and conduct during the successive phases of the person's existence, regarded as determining the person's destiny. 2. Fate; destiny. 3. Informal A distinctive aura, atmosphere, or feeling: There's bad karma around the house today.

that a define by smarterchat.haha.
and it somehow there.it call retribution.
some might say why good person like you are suffering and why those person that make you suffer are those having fun?.you might think and cry over it.why.why are you the one suffering all this weak shit.but somehow.it buddhism teaching.what you did in the past life reflect now and what you do what now reflect in your future life.haha
you might start cursing at every simple thing at everyone.but have you ever think.thinking in your shoes?their purpose for doing it?.face the music it the real fact you are suffering.why instead of trying to change it you keep whining.
arent you just a bastard someho?.i believe in good karma.in bad too.try to do somehing that benefit other.i am.are you?.simple thing are just enough.but somehow.it arent good doing kind things for a purpose.correct?.enough of crap here.

i believe in myself.
and BENSON.you are just a whining bastard.respect your teacher would you.




i am happy for you cause you got that great 'cousin friends of your' friend
stay happy.=)

speaking of valentine day.i sure remember the first time giving to flower to girls.
the two wonderful girl.=)

somehow it feel so empty despite having friends.
i am sad than.and she is really great.

somehow it feel so empty despite having friends.

i guess jealousy that words?.=).cant find nothing better to blog about.playing KoC so offen.geo test tomorrow.cant even remember a single things.but i will sure remember all by tomorrow.cause i told myself to beat you.each and every single one of you.trust me i arent kidding.=).but find to beat is derek.


$2 per subject hor.derek.anyone also can.haha.=).expect some.

this showed how well we can adapt to changes.

*friends*:

Noun
1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts. 2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance. 3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade. 4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement. 5. Friend A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.


i am just bored.been skipping doing homework nowaday.kind of suck.but no way i am going to get used to it.math test suck.chem even suck more.i shall study hard now.
and prove you all wrong.haha.not anyone but me.wahaha.it was a dream but it is coming true.=)

thus i conlude that this relationship is un-save-able.
from given source.it time to acting as a busybody.
you asked why i cared so much.i had a reason in mind.
but now i dont have.=)



this morning wasnt great.sort of wasnt-in-a-good-mood mood.
but somehow laughter cure everything.feeling much lighter now.(mood i mean)
somehow i have discovered that i like to draw pictures.ok it copy.
free time i would just find something to draw.but must not be 3D.
just simple drawing will do.it feels great.very great drawing.
it cure everything also.haha


girls with short hair simply look nicer.
for me =)


chef zookeeper psychology
choose 1

ya it you that i am talking about
YOU.spell it out is Y-O-U.
YOU! you wont know who i am talking about.=)


and YOU.are changing.
it seem weird but there are reason for everything

SO MANY YOU!.are you 1 of them?



INSENSITIVE
Adjective
1. Not physically sensitive; numb. 2. a. Lacking in sensitivity to the feelings or circumstances of others; unfeeling. b. Lacking in responsiveness: insensitive to the needs of the customers.
Other forms



it seem so retarded.and just get retarded.excluding derek.
he is retarted enough.haha.



my sis is so much better.i wish i am better.

it feeling so strange weird?are you sure you are there for me?
just dont be with me physical but emotionally ok.
i scare you would die.=)
it time for some work out.soon..


i shall go to punggol end soon.