yes we are drifting.=)
you perhap dont know
but i know.

perhap this blog is not going to be dead.
somehow dont feel like blogging.


people are changing around me.
from besties to hi bye friend.
or perhap not even hi bye.
in which the coldest is miss-you-know-who.
you might see i am a action-pack people
but i am very observent.
nothing escape my eyes.
and xu wei lun is really dead.
that real sad ok.she is a good actor.
may something better happen out of it.=(.





to friends and friends
get togther like before ok.=).
where you all have fun together.




if i suck at treating friends.
you definely wont be any better.

somehow.life is a bullshit.
i love it anyway.



this blog is going to be dead soon.=)

friends come and go.are you the one that stay?or that one that go?



anyway while cooking today.i cut my hand.just a small cut.and it arent my brother fault.he said to me that dont cut till my hand.than he said finish i already kana cut.i dont blame him.i blame myself for careless.dont blame anyone.for everyone plays a part in mistake.dont you think so?.

went to khalifah party just now.
the party wasnt that bad
just abit bored.didnt see anyone we know
some than.so there arent much joke.
went with junming.alway he joke about me
and i got nothing to joke about him
that's way sad.=)


later went pp.jm was being so nice for the first time
(perhap alot of time but i only remember this)
send me to punggol p.i admit my balls shrink
on the bike.it like so scary.i admit i suck.=)


something happen anyway.somehow.
but than.if.
i dont know what to say.=)
but you shouldnt thank me
you should thank us.
you accepting me as a friend
and i being your friend.haha
(p.s i am a very caring person)
listen to both side story.
somehow.both is in the fault.


JAS
fair.

JOS
endurence.understanding


(i give words of wisdom.if you dont listen.i am going to .... let it be just like that.)

went out for dear friend birthday yesterday.
it was fun.and it so touching?.haha
how i wish to get presents too!!!.


i admire them sometime.
friends coming to house and a litte chit chat.
anyone want?.haha.

i down with trouble,but yet i dont find to trouble in me.
but i am feeling troubled.it make me so trouble.
trouble feeling inside me.what i done to make me so troubled.
so do you understand the trouble i am going through.
or are you troubled too.


(trouble i suppose it mean fan.)

i enjoy making a fool of myself.
i enjoy making me so stupid to bring laughter to friends.
other may find me dumb. but i enjoy it.
silly action boost my confidence.
silly action make me stupid.
silly action make my friends laugh
silly action is all i need.


i live for laughter of friends.
ok perhap not than
but now i am.

nick are nothing just name.no matter how bad the nick is.it dont really matter.
at least to me.

ARE YOU LAUGHING FROM YOUR BOTTOM OF YOUR HEART OR ARE YOU JUST TRYING TO DONT MAKE HIM SEEM SO SILLY.SOMETIME IT MATTER SOMETIME IT DONT.

words hurt,it hurts more when you are sad and people are being insentive.

i am a very easily contented person,with silly laughter.
but food wont be.


jasmine.
you shouldnt tell anyone.=)

went to jasmine chalet few days back.

known some great friends.
and great friends'cousin.
joke-able.everything started fast ended fast.
i didnt enjoy bbq.everyone went home too early.
BBq was meant to be a chat and eating.


school was as usual.adapting to changes.
had time changing my time.
several setback.due to time management.
all shall stop, somehow.


you are a very special girl
someone to make me forget and love.
but now it came back.


planning to do my homework.
and it look like it going to rain.
it would be a long cold lonely night.


all he had was only himself,all alone.

alright back from genting.
all i can say that it fun.


and somehow i found out that girls that wear headband appear cuter.
it true,i at genting see alot.there arent any wrong see cute girls.haha.
it really looks cute.ok.some of them look cute.not all.
i also know a girl.that appear as 11 or 12 using all the 'childish' words.
you know all the double letters.it like,she is only so young? and she know how to use.we met at lan shop.=) but 1 thing i cant deny she is cute too.despite being so young.you look at her hair you know already.she is not 'simple'.=)


and not forgetting the fireworks.i believe it is way better than singapore.as you need to squeeze your way through the crowd to see.as at genting.we just return to the hotel and watch.it awesome.and the echo is loud,really loud.

i saw some girls there was wearing mini skirt?.it like it so lame.it so cold on top.and yours wearing skirt.scare people cant see your beautiful legs?.haha

also got 1 indian guy.i meant kid.played tekken 5 or 4 with him.it like he keep use same skill and win me.but the important part is he keep laughing at me,when he win me.that enough somehow.so i just keep play with him lor.i lose all la.stupid indian kid.lol.


it fun there of course.=),we spent 1 year there.and this is the end i guess.
and 1 more things.


girls are really cute using headband,some!!!
that girl is really cute too!!!