'Oh, that makes sense. The surface area and diameter of your breasts are too small; he’ll most likely miss if he tries to touch them. According to research, men only grope large breasts, not nails on chest'


*grope*:

Verb
Inflected forms: groped, grop·ing, gropes
Verb
intr. 1. To reach about uncertainly; feel one's way: groped for the telephone. 2. To search blindly or uncertainly: grope for an answer.
Verb
tr. 1. To make (one's way) by reaching about uncertainly. 2. Slang To handle or fondle for sexual pleasure.



reading that sure makes me laugh! and yes , i would be a scriptwriter/actor soon, i guess? , this would be my first time =D and i am giving it to you. you would promise to be with me after we do it right? yes , was the answer! ok!! , that was another plot.haha.

BOOK
Menstruation was something that we got every month, and by fourteen years old, it had became such a routine that I was kind of looking forward to it. Boys in school joked about it, but they could never understand how we felt: That pain, that depression, that displeasure.( taken from book)

the truth is, pain is imperceptible, erratic and treacherous, taking the form of an enraged dragon that makes you either cry or frown. It takes everything from you: You thoughts, your feelings, your memories. Your everything. It eats them.

once asked my mother if I can be normal again.” Zinc said. “But she said cannot. So I said I broken. She said I broken if I think I broken. So I think I not broken. I just have an extra chromosome. David Beckham also got cocked leg; look at how much he earn now.”

Linda, why should my choice be influenced by another person? Why care about how other people’s shadows look like, when we got our own?”

How fragile is life? I wondered. Strong enough to keep us alive, yet weak enough to kill us. What the hell, what the bloody hell is life? Why are we always trying to buy that smile from the environment around us, when we know that we are just smiling for a photo?What’s the use of projecting a photogenic image when the smile will be gone with the memory?

It’s a very popular culture in those girls’ school; girl like girl thingy. Shih Tzu must have discovered her hidden expertise here. She prefers a hole rather than a banana

A few days ago, Sunny and I go into a MRT train. I told her to sit on the chair in front of me, so that we can see each other. But after we sit, many people come in at Raffles Place MRT Station. Then they block my view. I cannot see Sunny anymore. Then at Jurong East MRT Station, all the people go away from the train, and we see each other again. Then Sunny come to me and said ‘See? You’ll just have to wait for me. That’s what true love is all about. Just imagine those passengers as obstacles in our love: They may be blocking us, but I know you’re just in front of me. Nothing on earth can stop our love, okay? If you cannot see me, just wait for me, okay?’."

Please. Define perfect.Please. Define perfect.Please. Define perfect.Please. Define perfect.

(dont ask me why , i just like posting this)

i was told to come up with a touching script , the only problems is i have no time to watch tv which mean i cant think of new plot , touching plot , something everyone would do for the one they love.

oh!!! , i knew it already ,it is call dislocation , dislocation of jaws , which explain why , there is so many sound. i saw it that time at tv and it wont drop -.- if not , mine would have dropped a long long time ago.


The temporomandibular joint's name is derived from the two bones that it connects. It joins the bone at the side of the head (temporal bone) to the lower jaw (mandible). This joint can be felt on either side of the head when placing a finger in front of each ear and opening the mouth.
Upon opening the mouth, the rounded end at the top of the lower jaw, known as the condyle, will glide along a groove in the temporal bone. Upon closing the mouth, the condyle will slide back to its original position. In order to preserve a smooth gliding motion, a very thin soft disc lies between the condyle and the temporal bone. This disc acts as a shock absorber for the TMJ during daily functions such as chewing, talking, and yawning. It is during these actions that the TMJ and its surrounding muscles may be affected, resulting in any one of a number of uncomfortable conditions including TMD.

give me stronger drinks please , for i arent weak , just abit stronger
drinking at christmas eve , omg , no kick! haha , just as early , your face would turn red and than everything would be fine.i want to go to my aunt house and drink!
open my martell and let drink!!! , if my dad ever allow.my dad have about 10 bottles of martel and i just saw a martini!! make it 2 , the pharmacy drink . 1 is martinti resso and dry vermouth.
and others , damn!! let me reach 18 and i will drink till drunk at home =) , i shall beg my dad to open one and let all drink till we drunk =D
suddenly i am so interested in drinking . if martell have same % as vodka , i think i can make it!!

when i reach 18 , i shall have my driving theory and do a lot of silly things =)
and i am making cupcakes again , anyone wants =D



working make people lazy to blog.

damn! , work today sure do suck, today , i complain about work being boring , and later , i broken a lamp , anger a customer cause of her weird accent , being ask for my index no. by the security officer ,

no.1 : i was arranging the stock when suddenly due to my 'error' it drop and boom! , it shattered into pieces. the problem is the cleaner isnt even there , so i search high and low and finally found a broom , throw everything away and act nothing happen

no.2: there was this indian lady which i couldnt make up of what she said , i think she got annoy and cause i said , i dont understand you , she just walk off but i did say sorry to her ,

no.3 : catch by the S.O at ham counter , chatting away , being ask for my index no. and i straight go back to work.

today sure suck and i found my long lost friend!
13 years of friends? , from nursery but i am turning down the offer of meeting him tomorrow as he offered to go what christmas drama but that not the problem. the problem is , it is at JURONG WEST. screw me as i hate going on far trip. the name JURONG sure make me shake.
sorry my mate.

han ga-in is 25 and married!!!! omfg , that so young!! and omfg , she is taken , my type my type!!! , i think i am addict to her , she is so omfg beautiful ,
i think i am going crazy over her , han ga-in!!!~ , if you were ever mine , i am happy!! , sadly , this type of girls seldom appear in singapore =)


A picture of Han Ga-In keep the doctor away!!!

Han Ga-In!Han Ga-In!!Han Ga-In!!!Han Ga-In!!!!Han Ga-In!!!!!

somehow , i keep having dreams , dreams that make me so sad like today.
this make me reflect what i wanted to be and how much thing i am not capable of.
girl are the most important part of my dreams. it's happen at area of east coast park , there was a group of us but there wasn't anyone i am really close to so i tried to mingle around. we went cycling and when coming back , the girl says that she is tired and i offered to cycle her back and she agreed , we had the joy at the way back , when i even wanted her to kiss me and she did. ( it's all a dream!) when we reach , there is a group photo , there are chairs that people sit facing opposite of each other , at the end of the chairs , the places are for national players , i stood there. the photographer straight ask me , arent that place for national players , i stood up and shouted into his face , cant a fat person be apart of national players ( this make me realise , my past dreams of becoming a national badmintion player and able to slim down ) , everyone smile and took the photo and contine with the celebrate.it's the end of the party and we went to the carpark and of cause i am following my ' girl ' , i saw the car that the guy offer to send us home , it was a yellow porshe? , i offered myself to take bus home and everyone agreed. somehow i saw my parents at there gambling and decided to call them and what i heard is a plot of a sad story , exactly the same things they said , the show i think is name Tong Xin.


i seriously dont know what make me so sad that , i stoon up straight away and go brush teeth.
oh man , arent dreams supposed to be sweet. or my real life should =)


dreams are a reflect of what you normally do when you are awake , a reflection of show that you watched , a reflection of dreamsthat you once wanted to be , a reflection of your ownself.

i am going for my interview at NTUC!! NTUC! , working with lao aunties.lol , i missed today interview , if everything is right , i shall start working later! . and i miss the chance to work with teenagers , i mean girls to be in exact! ,haha! , i want to go out and have fun =)


Han Ga In Han Ga In Han Ga In Han Ga In Han Ga In Han Ga In Han Ga In Han Ga In Han Ga In!!!!!!!


you're my everything~

day to KELONG was great , abit sad cause there wasnt really any big fishes landed , which means that no fighting of fishes, i mean real fight! but it was quite a fruitful trip.
more fishes shall be catch on next trip!



and one more thing , that main lead on the WITCH YOO HEE look so wonderful!
w.o.n.d.e.r.f.u.l! oh man , i love the short hair , it is a reason why i contine on watching!!
she look so attractive! ok , she attract me the most!! oh man , i want to know her name and daze! oh man , i am really so happy!! the moment i saw her on the show , i think i am so addicted!! this is making me crazy!!
girls like her are my type!!! and MR sure are caring =)
omg omg , my type! my type!! my type!!! she look so @#$#% wonderful!!! how i wish someone like her would be mine =)
you drive me crazy!~
short hair girls sure does drive me crazy!!!

went to OCH , she told me to update about it =D , i think i shall storm the front myself next time , for going in a group sure seem not scary , going in with a girl seem not bad , it is very good.lol , provided that girl is timid.wahahaha , arent that some guys hoping for?. haha .
RH seem like almost the same? , oh ya , last time it is not i timid that i dont want to go in but nowaday , i dont know why i am so interest to go in , omg , i think i might die young!!
RH is not scary also , all i heard was laughter when the door is slam.haha


oh ya!! , i am so happy because this sat i can go KELONG fishing!!! , omg , that make me so happy!! which make my blood freeze! ,haha , and feel the tension when the big fish bite! i seriously cant wait , omg , oh ya , i at last talked to her , finally , omg , which make me even happy , it make me so happy that even i jump from 2nd storey , i wont die! omg!


happyhappyhappyhappyhappy!!!
behold of my return for there would be big fishes!!!
and it felt so good talking to here again =D
oh man , i am enjoying it = D

sometime life is boring , just like yesterday.

i slept around 5am , 3+ i shut off my com and went to bed , but i realise that i just cant sleep so i decided to take my phone and record what i said and play it again. i know it is sick but i just couldn't get to sleep.i record quite a lot of things like those crime scene , report the time and what happen , any breakthough and so on . after that i recorded those weird record like , if currently you are hearing this that means i am dead , that is real fun! , but a pity i delete it as i still want to live long =) , i thanks my parents , my friends , the reason why i wouldnt go out , my mam spouse , the special girl that make me so sad and so , it is real awesome as you had to imagine that after you record this recording , you would had to die! , but somehow , it was abit short , next time i would record alot more.

and i just watch SECRET , i know i am abit slow but it's ok it's alright , punggol punggol fight fight fight , that remind me of our campfire. i had to said that the piano part is awesome!

if my mum allows me to go out at night , i would be at punggol end.
currently i am bored , real bored , games make me bored. sometime it does , when there is new game , i would be playing whole night long.
dota is really getting boring , staying at home all day long arent good. i needed a job , it would serve as experience not money as what clarence said , i am rich as i cramped myself at home , watching the sun rises and fall everytime.ok , i only watch the sunfall. i want to get a job , i think tomorrow i would just go to RM buy newspaper sit at coffeeshop eat dessert and shake leg , i does that once , starting i am looking for jobs .but after awhile , i am looking at girls . that is me , cant be change , which guy dont like to look at girls unless they are glass.


if anyone managed to see this and have jobs to offer , call me or text me , i would treat you when i get my pay =D

if i could rewind time , i would have get myself a camera and take alot of picture at prom.

with reference , it is confirm that my result for O level would be 25> , which mean a pass and it come from a quite reliable person and TP would surely be out for me. he also said that a girl that medium name is 'yi' or similar pronoun , is a danger to me! i do trust him , which mean it suck so bad -.-
oh ya , that malay guy is safe to me.haha



no yi for me -.-



and due to the upgrades for the punggol pier! , there would be alot of people going there!! cant do my private stuff at there anymore.NO!!

was unable to online due to the internet problem , singn3t.having freq disconnect and connecting.and on this days that i cant be online , i went fishing!! i brought a lure? which i dont know how to use and i think i catch a grouper?

seriously , i only caught 1 fish just that i posted double pictures of it , arent it awesome!!!

i will upload more next time =)

oh ya , O level end today =)

i think i am currently addicted to fishing again!went to punggol end by myself and oh man , walking to there sure is hardcore. catch no fishes today , but it would be a learning experience and tomorrow i want to go again! oh ya, if only i brought the net along , if not my dinner would be fixed. the school of fishes is so near that if i got a very long arm , i spread it out at a 45degree , i would reach it , it is so near!!! and i could just watch it swim come and gone.
(if there is if only , i would be a god) and feel like skipping tomorrow lesson and go to fish!
i think my holiday is fix , which is fish and fish!


have fun to people going to thailand tomorrow~



i still miss you =(

where is the love~


i am so addicted to the song right now , and O level is ending so soon.and after 2 months , i am sure i am gone for good -.-


Can you practice what you preach?

tomorrow is chinese and yes! i want get A1! . but due to time constraint i had to take A2 , as i am
-still dota-ing
-still watching tv
-still treat it as nothing

and that is why , i couldnt score high for all my subject , and after tomorrow , exam is ending soon!!
left with subject like , physic , social studies , and poa . that would be like few more days left!
and yes , after that is play time , and no , after 2 months is time to die -.-
good luck guys =)


i really didnt know you had such a big impact on me ,
muse - unintended

today is a very special day, cause it is my mother birthday. cant remember how old was she. i havent brought a cake and a present!! that is so late ,crap.
and tomorrow is O level , again. math certainly kills -.-
and english also.
i suddenly remember that for my geo , i had 4 lines of 'tonnes per hectares' like this:

tonnes per hectare............
tonnes per hectare............
tonnes per hectare...........
tonnes per hectare...........


that is so crap.
and after a week or so, O level is finally over, O-V-E-R! WAN LE!
but now i still have papers to take and more sorrow there would be , as i wouldnt able to score as well as what i thought. that is so crap.


and tomorrow i am going to resmue my running! , boom boom~
and eat more healthy fruits and in a month time , i am strong and stronger and even stronger =D


good luck to everyone tomorrow.
( at least we did something , i didnt regret)

A group of students were asked to list what they thought were the present "Seven Wonders of the World." Though there were some disagreements, the following received the most votes:

1.- Egypt's Great Pyramids
2.- Taj Mahal
3.- Grand Canyon
4.- Panama Canal
5.- Empire State Building
6.- St. Peter's Basilica
7.- China's Great Wall


While gathering the votes, the teacher noted that one student has not finished her paper yet.
So she asked the girl if she was having trouble with her list.
The girl replied, "Yes, a little. I couldn't quite make up my mind because there were so many."
The teacher said, "Well, tell us what you have, and maybe we can help."
The girl hesitated, then read, "I think the "Seven Wonders of the World" are:


1.- To see
2.- To hear
3.- To touch
4.- To taste
5.- To feel
6.- To laugh
7.- To love



The room was so quiet you could have heard a pin drop. The things we overlook as simple and ordinary and that we take for granted are truly wondrous! A gentle reminder -- that the most precious things in life cannot be built by hand or bought by man.



another wonderful story , and i am so sad , so so so so sad. oh man! , she wasnt to blame , i should and i just panic , for i mistaken the day , i thought tomorrow which is now is monday and i panic like fuck. and it worsens my sorrow ,oh man , why couldnt O levl just end fast!



you know how much i wished you to be online , so that i could just say hello to you? , but sadly , it is already too late , oh man , if only you could just be online and chat with me , how i wish ,( which explain why i am so sad) i miss chatting with you T.T
i always rememeber how we chatted on msn , i always does ,. good luck to you , my dear friend =)

Women have strengths that amaze men.
They bear hardships and they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in.
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning.
They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideals.
They give moral support to their family and friends.
Women have vital things to say and everything to give.



HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.
( perhap i had posted this before , but woman are sure too =))





An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends
of a pole which she carried across her neck.One of the pots had a Crack in it
while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a
full portion of water. At the end of the long walk from the stream to the house,
the cracked pot arrived only half full.
For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home
only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot
Was proud of its accomplishments. The poor cracked pot was ashamed
of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of
what it had been made to do.After 2 years of what it perceived to be a bitter failure,
it spoke to the woman one day by the stream.
I am ashamed of myself,because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way
back to your house. The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that
flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?
That's because I have always known about your flaw, so I plantedf
lower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walk back,you water them.
For two years I have been able to pick these
beautiful flowers to decorate the table. Without you being just
the way you are, there would not be this beauty to grace the house.

"Each of us has our own unique flaw. But it's the cracks and
Flaws we each have that make our lives together so very interesting
And rewarding. You've just got to take each person for what they are
and Look for the good in them.

To all of my crackpot friends, have a great day.

i had realised that all major stars die young and they are famous for that.
perhap i should do something big , like stuffing a orange into my mouth before i die.
by doing so , i can become famous! can forget about having babies too.haha

oh man , she sure looks cute with that new haircut, wahaha! JOKING!
2 more weeks left and yes! i did study, i mean just now. i did my O level chem and of cause , realise a lot of question i didnt know how to do and i am no going to give up.tomorrow would be a better day.


i want to stop playing my com for the time being.
i want to start study non-stop.
i want to score well for my O.
i want to get a good job with a good pay in the society.
i want to benefit those that helped me once and never regretted it.
i want to earn big bucks to let my parents enjoyed.
i want to prove to those that i can make it and even better.
i want to set up a shop where ex criminals can work.
i want to sincerely help those ex criminals.
i want to get a girlfriend.
i want to start a family and have a lot of babies.
i want to grow old to see my grandson.
i want to die , after everything happen.



in life , there are things that seem possible but infact it is impossible.
are you thinking of the impossible or doing the impossible.



people tend to cherish it when things are lose for forever , proved by 15449854654556 numbers of people.
do cherish things now =)
for once , take a rest and cherish everything.


PS: she does look cute!!! i am addicted!!! =)

Gloomy Sunday , a song that is rumour that once hearing it , you will kill yourself.( that's what being said in the newpaper)
right now , i am still hearing to it and it's not killing me , i mean myself , as it report that so far , 2 people had died till to the song.
if i happen to die the next morning , please tell the police that i am the 3rd that kill himself after hearing the song , and bann it.



time to study soon right , everyone agreed? O level coming soon , and it's been yesterday since i said i would study when it's reach 100 days to O level.


i think i am addicted to maple and becoming hardcore
but than , no matter what i did , what matter is NOW.

back to blog , after a long time . i guess it's somehow quite long.
how everyone doing , take care and cheers =)
mapling nowadays . again! and prelims is here , i guess i didnt do well for any subjects. which mean i totally suck and didnt study . for now i am blogging and still mapling. =)
studying! studying! , soon i guess , soon i would study.
once again , i shall win =)

out of a sudden , i am feeling emo! omg ,
dancing today isn't fun today , it's such a bore!.
i guess i had to go mono-log again.
and tomorrow is prelims again!




mono-log-ing in process~

remember th e post many many many days back? the girls with curly hair.
if you saw ch 8 , 9pm show just now , that 'lian' is just like what i saw.
personally i do find it cute and i mean real cute ! how i wish....
oh man , she is so cute! expect her golden hair.


thanks to you , thanks to you all , thanks to us , it wasnt really a fun time in class , and we are really not united!
unlike 2D! seriously , our class is shit =)


dancing , is a sport that you should be able to have fun , if you really dont want , then drop it.
like the high school musical . if they are not into dancing would they be able to dance so well.
of cause it require practise , lots of lots of practise to make it seem so nice.
DANCING IS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN!!! from what i notice , breakdance should be done with fast footsteps.real fast.
and S the S for short notice , how could anyone with no practise beforehand do a good dance, use your brain? dancing require practise and if you dont have ample practise , you might as well give up.


come on guys , it's tonight that we are going to dance our hearts out , for one and only one.
dance dance~
move your foot , sway your hands , move your body and dance like there is no tomorrow,
i think i am seriously gone in 'dancing'


if it wasnt for that , we would be much better now =)
real much better.


wildcatz;

prelims around , but seriously who really care . and i dont care too!
fine , i do care too and i shall study ... tomorrow =)
good luck to those taking O level English.

i just enjoy looking at each and one of you all =)

saw EVAN ALMIGHTY today, wasnt too bad , watch it about half hour . and stayed at home whole day long, and this bro of mine had been going out for almost everyday,wow arent he rich =.=

RATATOUILLE , a show that havent been shown , which i just saw few hours ago =)
stayed at home the whole day , wanted to study but , in the end , nothing is done (everytime happen)


tomorrow would be a better day , and exams is coming!!
study hard guys

had O level ENGLISH
and it's a G.O.N.E.R!
gone case! , too nervous!


and everyone please tag before going

ROBOTS IN DISGUSE!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYFDYX4i2EY


go view it guys , damn awesome.
breakdancing is cool too! , 1 day i would master it =)
but then my size dont allow me too . haha

i get B3 , who wanted that, everyone wanted A1!.
but then , it's the reality. planned to retake =)
english soon and i hated it!
had oral practise today , and miss siow said that my voice seem so pleasent today.
oh well , i always had a pleasent voice! LOL!


and she is totally no mood again , oh man , when is this going to end.imissedthewaysheis =(
and i am going to practise cooking my pasta again =)

suddenly , i missed school so much even though it is just 4 days .
i miss my friends and laughter in my class too =)


and tomorrow is the start of 7th month, which might explain why the sky seem so red now i believe at 12 , it would rain .
kids , be asleep before 12 =D



i missed school , friends

guys , guess what?
what?
i got my contract lenses , but not using it soon =)
still seem weird , abit too weird .haha
and today is just another boring day which i totally wasted.
gaming is my all day plan , and i am very sure i can play non - stop.


tomorrow is collection of O level CHINESE!
anyone feeling nervous? , you should be as it's to plan whether to retake anot , which totally kills alot of brain cells. and i mean a lot!


there are days that are bored , days that are fun
and today is the day that are bored.


in a few days time , it is O level ENGLISH oral
again , it is the dumb O level exam , which totally 'kills' a lot of people


and BC , stop emo-ing .

she is cute and her name is flora , saw her on speech day celebration ,
short hair girl!! she is my type =)

Memories
In our lives there are countless number of memories,
Some sweet, some sad,
Some moving, some angry,
Some full of hope, some helplessly lonely
Some you will easily forget,Some etched deep within your heart.
I don't know what you will happen in the future
,I only hope to be able to give you happy memories,
And hope they will not fade with the sands of time




found out from my previous post ,
now i know why she trusted me so much =)
FISH

today is a bored day despite being national day

and ya! i am back from asiq chalet , once again ,happy belated birthday to asiq and happy birthday to meimei.

of cause it was fun , what do you expect when 2d gather together again!

they played some real silly games , REAL!

and we saw bailin's , haha

and tomorrow school with nothing completed yet , i see how i feel first before deciding to do my homework later =)

once again , happy birthday =)

alot of things happen recently.
ever thought that someone close to you just die the next moment and what would you do?. i did ,

DAD's BIRTHDAY

if at prom night , we are able to dance , i would invite you to be my dance mate .
i would choose you. and yes it is you , no doubt =)
seem like pokemon, i choose you , pikachu!! =)


and ya , dad birthday is comming soon , seem like age is catching up with him , getting aches =(

somehow , girls with short hair still look more attractive to me .haha
girls with long hair with end curly and short hair.BEAUTY! .haha

math is a terrible exam , i didnt study and result of it , i cant really do well , haha, chem is way better then math .
and my coughing is getting worse , even get up when sleeping just to cough and vomit once.
and somehow , she still managed to catch my attention , pure admiring , i do admire her somehow =)

O level soon , study hard everyone =) for after that , it would be party time. haha

i think that i had a liking for girls with ends curly , i dont know what is that called also , but it somehow attracted me , few days back. i saw this girl when i am walking to RM , she had such hair which make me happy , haha .
but the thing is her boyfriend is beside her , and it's ok , since i am just admiring her =)

today , is a beautiful day , today , is such a wonderful day ,
the whole family , went out on a trip to malaysia.
to 1 of my uncle fish farm , jing long yu.
the most important is , there are alot of fruit trees!
there are rambutan , durians , guava and more.
after the viewing of the farm , we went around to pluck fruits, and we really did , in our own compound only , there are so many durians hanging around!!!
care of falling stars , one of my uncle and my dad was busy collecting durians while one of my aunt is leading the way, we came to a part where there are very very slippery roads , it's happened cause of the weather just now , it rained -.-
there were also a river , where the water is icy cold , too bad it get all muddy looking cause of the rain , if not we would be playing in it , i told you , it damn awesome!
after walking some awhile , we saw mangosteen trees , was told that it belongs to us , and my dad went climbing the trees , i am pretty sure , my dad had fun climbing those trees , plucked alot of those , my uncle did help too , in the end we filled half a red plastic bag .
and everything happen in malaysia , we saw rubber trees on the way reaching too , geo students should be allowed to come here and view the trees here , could learn better.
after that , we went back , and had alot of durians to eat , i am full , and the result of eating durians is that i end up having headache , getting too heaty , if nothing get well soon , i might be getting fever soon,

malaysia is such a good place , and today is really a awesome day , i am pretty sure i had fun , trekking though those forest and breaking my slippers.the next day if i am going , i would be fully prepared!

stories of love , touching isn't it.
LIVE EARTH , even more touching , AL GORE , 1 great man,



and i got a throat infection , i guess , and decided not to talk much. or i should dont talk so much at starting.


o my dear friend,
stop treating him like a piece of gold can , for goodness sake , he does not deserve you , find someone who cherish you , much better than him.

i admit i do have crush on you , but afterall , it's just a crush , what can i do =)

i sweared , i am going to blog this , and i did.
today show ,was great la , but even greater when in the midst of a performance.
happy valley was shown!!! , up to my surprise is that , there is acutally someone in our school , that had such a great .... , of cause everyone enjoyed it , but somehow felt sorry for the girl , as she didnt really wanted to show it ,

everyone who saw her in school next time , dont tease her about her thing le , even though their are good!! haha

finally , after somehow , my com allows me to blog again , which is a HOORAY!!!! ,
latest update was BL birthday , went out in the night to make me dizzy , but it's AWESOME!!

first of all, lians and bengs (my fav topic , sexy swaying butts)
recent case happens at EXPO (the one where concert was held)
not that i had a problem with lollipop BUT the way they behave eating it make me want to =)


they ate it till,it make me felt that lollipop is a symbol of lians and bengs. just watch around when you are out with friends , you will see some eating it,and the most important thing is they are swaying their asses again , and of cause their behaviour.i wonder is really lollipop that tasty? i am sure when everyone is still a child ,parents is able to buy at least some lollipop.if didn't can tell me i will give you my lollipop.( every guys got that special 'lollipop' when born)(but in this case i am talking about real lollipop , we know) but why must they eat it outside,why cant they eat it at home,might not appear weird to others,but it appear so weird to me.
the only reason why those girls are eating lollipop( to me ) is perhap they are practising for future uses.you know oral things. =)
sometime i would buy a lollipop and eat, and look into the mirror and see if i changed. =)

it not that i had a prejudice against them but i just catch looking at their swaying asses.LOL.and 1 more thing!!!

they alway like to show cleavage!!(obviously they had nothing to show, small ) those low cut? , if you had a nice tit , of cause you can show it , no one would mind , but sometime if small also not bad , i am mr everything =)





i am sure if any lians or bengs saw this , my whole family will be greeted and greeted and greeted and greeted and greeted and again and again and they would like to invite me out to greet me even more =)







Second thing , i saw1 girl not bad,ok that was bit minor =)

finally a good night sleep , had chalet from my irc channel =)
which is called YoungAdults =) this channel rocks
we didnt really gamble just that we gamble with push up , in someways it doesn't really counted as gamble cause no money is needed =)
i raise my steak to 100 and guess what , the banker get BlackJack , so it mean hitting the jackpot! 200 is tiring , but with laughter everything ended rather fast
just that i still own him 50 more ,that's tiring.

had much to drink at the first night too , face is red but it's ok as long we had fun =) we played daidee 1cent each card.which is fun as some of us lose till $2 plus,
talking about me.

and now a good night sleep. everyone please remember to do your homework and it's been a period since i attended school.

and PJ i will meet you soon =)

You Are The High Priestess

You represent mystery - secrets that are yet to be revealed. You find yourself sitting between two worlds: one dark, one light. You tend to hold these two worlds in balance, reconciling the two. Open and welcoming, you invite others to learn your secrets. Your fortune: Something hidden, or latent, in your life is about to come forward. You need to pay more attention to your dreams, thoughts, intuition, and imagination. And if that involves tapping into your dark side, it will all balance out in the end. You have a lot of potential dying to be unleashed, so let those gates open!

What Tarot Card Are You?

You Are 21% Angry

You're occasionally angry, but it's really not an issue. While you may give in to your temper once and a while, you're pretty mellow. And as long as your anger doesn't effect your relationships, then it's probably in check. You know that anger is a bad habit - and you don't engage in it often.

How Angry Are You?

a recent trend has shows that alot of girls like to wear hotpants.it not a trend anyway,something that i anyhow make up.

from what i saw , hot pants is suppose to make you look hot? , i guess if not why would it be called hot pants. =). i saw alot of girls wearing it , and trust me it make them totally not hot!.
i admit some might look hot , but what the percentage of looking at 1 that looks hot.haha.
and somehow i think that hot pant that are supposely to make people look hot , doesnt make them look hot. it make them look such ugly.=) . and wearing hot pants is nothing. what worse is that, their behaviour , their 'ah lian' . look at how the behave you can tell.and sometime you can see them sway their asses.LOL.i saw la.it looked like they are selling their bodies.1 thing come to my head is that."lai ar lai ar , i am selling for cheap cheap , F me now, while stock last." LOL, that what i felt.dont come spamming me for such shit.i dont bother to reply.or i might.haha.
and girls stop wearing those pants that are suppose to make you hot.but you are not looking hot in it.

if you wanted to look hot, simple. just wear some low cut shirts.if possible,dont wear bra.and you also must have cleavage for others to see.and than, miniskirts!.omg.that not hot but BITCHY!.lol , i was just kidding about the hot part.haha.


and it from what i saw, it from hougang plaza.with acutal facts,i had my examples.so there and you would see them.

hotpants , swaying asses , pointing gestures while talking , carrying just a small purse.

F those ah lians! and bengs .


i admit i am scare when a big gangs of bengs and lians coming my direction, i scare they would come and 'greet' my parents.

Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy.They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous.They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice.They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution.They go without so their family can have.They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally.They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards.They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding.Their hearts break when a friend dies.They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart.Women come in all shapes, sizes and colours. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning. They bring joy, hope and love. They have compassion and ideals.They give moral support to their family and friends.Women have vital things to say and everything to give. HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.

went out last saturday, meet a super active girl like jasmine, and her name is esther,she does appear good somehow.haha. or perhap cute. =).

saw this girl at the mrt, with a 'special hairstyle'. she following her friend walking through the mrt.and somehow i looked into her eyes and saw that she is feeling so weird with her hairstyle,yet she couldnt change it cause she wanted to be just like her friend.a weirdo.=)
she a nice girl somehow i guess.from what i look.
choose your path correctly before you regret.

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/417618http://www.truefriendtest.com/scoreboard/417618

i had few weird dreams several night ago,

2 kids playing and suddenly jump down the building.which everything suddenly turn slow.and when i took a look,1 is lieing on the ground whereas the other is gone.

the other is taking a mrt home where nothing as normal and suddenly i run down the mrt and took a girl no,and she told me to remember to reply her.haha

HAPPINESS.
i build my pain on your happiness.
i sacrifice my live for your happiness,
all i got was only your self-fishness,
look back in time , and tell me what went gone,
for till then i realise , i had lost everything.
and it's you that make it disappear.

fishing for almost whole day is tiring and i am going to try late night fishing somedays.netted 100+ fishes and caught 3 stingrays.awesome.but those stingrays are so small,and there is also a late night bbq too.and of cause the main chef.=).

and asiq i tried improving my english but just that my speaking got problem only.=)


I dont want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

no matter what i do,it seem to fail afterall,what should i do to save this friendship.

yesterday went to sentosa with my good old time cliques.had fun ok.and digging hole is more fun!.it suppose to be filter but it seem so muddy.TV teach me so!.omg.it damn muddy.=)


today went to punggol end again.and it a hot(busking) afternoon.it so damn hot.and i suffer sun burnt again.everything seem so black.i mean my arms and legs.charocal like substance.haha.and today catch was that i mangaged i use the net and catch two big fish.it like 2birds in one stone!.haha.fun ok.haha.and the best part is!!!!
we CATCH SEA PRAYING MATICS!!.it so awesome,first time catch it and next sunday we would be going again.=).

tomorrow is mid year and i didnt study and it too bad.too late to be true.haha
best of luck to everyone taking mid year.


and damn i had such a resqest now.haha
(just wondering why alot of people wanted to know angel)

A boy is 4 years old and his sister is three times as old as he is. When the boy is 12 years old, how old will his sister be?
16
20
24
28
32

tell me the answer and why too.=)

tomorrow playing badmintion something cropped up too.
let play and win.i meant exercise.=)

went punggol with my parents today in the afternoon.just catching some fishes and prawns.=).and i managed to drive my dad car for the first time with guidence from my mum.she was sitting beside me.and when going home i drove for awhile too.awesome right.haha


when going home from the carpark.saw a pretty girl.=).just see only.haha.just wondering when our neighbour got such girl.lol.and i suddenly find her quite pretty.lol

yesterday went to pulua ubin with bunch of good friends.like i say long long ago.only the worth it would be written on my bag!.lol.and it a damn tired trip.shouldnt say tired also.it was fun,but accident along the way.asiq testing the hardness of the bridge.cheesiang tested the softness of the grass.lol.i tested the roughness of the sand.haha.and siti test the railing too.injurys.but i am sure everyone had fun.if you didnt i would put you back and let you never return.joking.anyway it fun and bbq this friday.it so busy but tired still.to those that dont want to attend ( didnt mean those that cant attend).
may you get blasted.=)

let hope we get more outing soon.
current 4D also.=)
more outing please.haha

and sad, i missed the cooking competition.i really wanted to join but then,what could be done.=) i want to cook some nice dishs, prove to others that fatty like me not only can eat but cook.LOL.and i saw 1 which was not bad.the lower sec,too bad it abit black only.and then play 'scoccor' with those crazy friends of mine,the boys is perfectly fine,those crazy are those girls,what can i do since they are my friends.LOL.play till so sweaty.haha,and didnt cook too.went to play badmintion with some indian guys.miss those old days.playing badminton almost everyday.a pity too.
takcare folks.may buddha bless you.LOL

i really think i do hide my feeling well.am i?

went to chalet for 3 days.and i doubt you would miss me too.wasnt that great afterall.had fun also.due to raefaath.prank calls was fun but being prank wasnt not. like what he said.coming to the chalet wasnt a gathering.just being back with own friends,which might seem somehow true.before we had bbq , we was playing a stupid card game,given a question and draw a card.example is that how long can we live.guess what i get the lesser so i live the shorter.but then i wouldnt mind too.cause i can stop caring for her and him and her and him and all the friends that i cared, for this is bit too much for me to take.zzz.was seem so emo.which is so bastard.and PJ i am sure we are drifting, i can feel that.


and seeing couples together make me damn emo again.which is such a bitch.haha.bastard bitch.fuck it man.and school starting tomorrow.

i suddenly feel like missing you.damn.we are really drifting and i am so so sad.

i detest bullies.i detest those that pick on others that are not really normal looking.i detest such weaklings bully them.i saw 1 today.perhap it wasnt bully.but he is crying and i felt something.something so heart-breaking.i wanted to dash up and talk with him.for those that arent normal looking are deserted a side and had no friends to talk with.arent that bad enough for them,but then if i really do went up and talk with him.would he thinks that i am caring for him cause of symapath?.some people hate peoples that talk with him just because they pit them.it suck too right.
let the bullying stop for such people, let us talk with them for they had no friends, would anyone want to let such things happen to themself? NO! please think first if you bully such person.for you shall reap what you sow.KARMA , DHARMA!
BEWARE


and , , you wasnt there when i needed you.

i did my homework.not at the last mintue.finally.
went to cafe catrel(didnt know how to spell) and the treat is on my aunt.haha
anyway.it will carry on.i will carry on to do my homwork on time and hand up.LOL,
life was great everyday.had to change a new spec as the old is rusty.my eyesight worsen too.which is damn bad.and i had to wear a toot spec.it plastic.imagine! =).

i love this book BOYS WILL PUT YOU ON A PEDESTAL(so they can look up your skirt)


let me tell you a short one
this is about VUGARITY

... even when they're doing the same things, boys and girls are judged differently.
think about it:if a boy were tp hold his friends' hands,giggle a lot,gossip , and obsess about his clothes,he'd be labeled a sissy pretty quick.but you(girls) and your friends can do all of that stuff,and it considered harmless,natural behaviour.like wase, when boys curse up a storm, it's kind of consider par forthe course. it's expected, and the worst label a foul-mouthed boy can expect is 'obnoxious'. if you do it, though, if you curse up a blue steak, you run the risk of being thoought of as a tramp.for the reord, this is a breathtaking double standard - just one more example of how the word can be ufair to girls - but it is how it is;girls who curse alot are thought of as cheap, and even a ittle slutty. ever notice in the movie that the girls with the worst mouths are usually also in the tigthest, skimpiest clothes?.

of course, if you want to sound cheap and slutty, because you are tired of having a good reputation, curse all you want.it a time-tested way to ruin your image.

the last act of a desperate artist is to expose his genitals.

( last example about faith)

a man named ted wakes up,turns on the television,and hears teh weathermaan say that so much rain is comingit might flodd his town.sure enough, it start pouring.Ted's next-door neighbout comes by and say. 'i got room in my car, and i think maybe we'd better get out of here before it get anyworse.' ted thanks him but declines, saying ' god will look after me.'
that afternoon,the nearby river has risen so much that ted's house has a foot of water in it.a local policeman in hip boots comes by and says.;sir,i think you would come with me before this gets any worse.i;ll take you to higher ground.' ted declines again,saying, 'god will protect me.'.
by nightfall, ted's house is almost completely under-water.he sits on the roof ,with an umbrella, and sees a resure helicopter pulling neightbours off theirs roofs.when the copter comes to his house,he wave it away shouting, 'dont worry about me.god will save me.
an hour later, the local dam breaks,ted is swept off his roof, and he drowns.he finds himself standing at the pearly gatees, soaking wet, in the present of the lord.
angrily, he says, 'i believed in you!. why didnt you resure me?
'what are you talking about?' god syas. ' i tried three times.




nice right?.

i am getting crazy soon.
i dont know why.that so weird.listening to dumb songs and playing dumb games.that why it making me crazy.and i seem to lost contract with her.oh man that real too crazy for me.



and shout with me

LET GET IT CRAZY!!!!.
DONT YOU WANT TO GET CRAZY TOO.
put your hands up in the air and shout to the rythme.
and there,you shall go crazy too.k i am real bored.lol


and 1 more thing.



WHAT YOUR PROBLEM

just a quick post before i went off.
yesterday went to cafe catrel with my aunt and mum.
nice but expensive.

and today i dreamt of meimei and derek and some other.
they are like being close again,

MAKING FRIENDS.
-keep your promises to friends.
-take delight in advertising other's merits and in making virtuous friends.
-it is beneficial to make friends with those who are upright , honest and erudite.it is harmful to make friends with those who are crooked , boastul , and flattering.
-to make friendship last one should purposely stress friends' merits and avoid exposing their demerits.
-if ome has learnt the truth but doesn't put it into action, it is btter not to learn at all, if one is close to others but doesn't trust them, it is better not to be close to them at all.
-a gentlement sould be cautious in deciding whom he will follow. if he follows someone bad , the result can be as disastrous as that of a bird flying into a net.
-associating with good people is like living in a room full of orchids; accociating with bad people is like living in a salted fish store.after a while neither smell is noticeable.
-give earnest advice to friends, but stop doing so if they won't follow.
-gentlemen unite instead of conspiring; petty men conspire instead of uniting.


and one more thins 'one who has his arms broken three times may become a good doctor'
so to those wanting to become a doctor, here your chance break your arms now!.


saw result today.what can i say.too wonderful to be true.=)

i did something stupid today.but then somehow it's worth it.arent it?.

went school and collected report book.signed return on the spots.nothing shock , i reap what i sow.what there to talk.study and done almost all my homework.i am going to put in effort now.real effort, no more happy go lucky.haha.perhap i really cant.lol.time for tuition.

i misses the times when we are together.
i misses everyone.wondering how everyone doing.


my weakness is that i care too much.

man's greatest trouble is that he loves to teach other.
a person who loves to teach others is often self-confident self-statisfied and is unwilling to improve. however , in learing if one does not improve one will backslide ; this is the the trouble.

how true can this be




in this world, there are five things that are deemed to be unfilial.
the first , laziness in moving your four limbs and working to probide for your parents.
the second , fondness for gambling , playing chess and drinking , so that your parents are neglected.
the third , love of wealth and showering favours on your wife and children at the expense of your parent's needs.
the fourth , abandoing yourself to follow the lsust of the eyes and ears so that disgrace is brought upon your parents.
the fifth , love of daring deeds and fights , so that your parents are burdened and are perhaps drawn into danger as well.
children should look after their parents' needs at home , and they should not burden them when they are away.

and tomorrow he is going in , to the room.
of cause everything is going to be alright.

seriously watching couple together do make people feel jealous
which i ususally deny but it true that it make people jealous.
just that i say say only.suddenly bit moody.with no one in mind to talk , but somehow it shouldn't stay long and must not.





all had kept their door shut from me.
i tried to open those doors and it seem so tightly shut that superman wont even be able to open it.the more i struggle the more doors it appear.i struggle through the first and there so much more , and there arent no one to help , no one to confide.all i knew that i was alone from the start.a foolish step from the begining.a angel appear and told me , this is what you choosen.accept it and face the consequence.somehow it quite big for me.i needed help.yet i didnt know how to recieve help , i thought i given help but than are they for real or are they just lieing through their teeth no people know , and i didnt want to know for at least i tried. i managed to run out but what infront was something more fearful than others.it my greatest fear , it a fear that somehow i cant understand , a fear which i dont know it doesnt exist , i didnt know what it here for , nor i knew what it would do. i ran as fast as i could.shouting for help but who are there to help me.as i ran i saw faces , faces of people laughing at me , mocking at me. i suddenly realise that it the human heart that i fear. the mindset , how they could bring me down with just talking , i cried but no tears came out , and the sky seem to pity me , rain was pouring down and everything dissapear.it a relive for me and i knew it a short one.i knew i had to contine running , i had to run for my own freedom , for my own , just my own. what infront of me now was a raindow , raindow after rainfall , how could it be fake. i saw garden there , people there playing with each other , having fun. it seem so peaceful they even asked me to join in.i hesitated but than joined in , what there to fear anyway. when i joined in , everyone disappeared. just leaving me and my pitful self.i only had myself to blame for everything

yesterday went my relative house , we drinked.and i drank quite alot too.
not that bad.40% pure also got, vodka also got. and 1 more.wasnt that bad.
cause it wasnt good for health and i think my face wasnt red but they claims to be red.so it red then.


today stayed at home and watched movies.death note and ghostt rider
watching epic movie soon , haha

and today is one important thing
which is my hao sister birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
hao jie mei!!!.haha

seriously blogging is boring.so i will be blogging 'once upon a time'
long long time than blog.and blog is about those usual stuff la.
schoolwork nia.unless you want to know what time i shit and stuff.lol

i wonder what make people happy about blogging.perhap i am bias than but girls like to blog more and design alot of thing for blogs.which is good somehow.=)
so i decided not to blog than nature call.lol.
the reason is
1)i am not a girl.

that lame.i admit.girls that saw this blog.please dont come chasing me when you saw this.
and PJ.you have me.haha


visited xf.read the stupid book and forget about which chapter i stop.it bored ok.
and games are controlling me.and ya i let them control.and mock exam is coming.please study hard.fellow friends.if you dont and give some bloody cock attitude like BasdN.then it your bloody problem.


i got something i knew i wanted to blog.but i forgetton already.it a topic for everyone to share.and 1 more thing.i brought a box of oreo just for me.

i have alot of things in mind , but i shall comment on none.

math was a real terror.simple question i can forget.
but than.i got pj to help me out.=)
i am practising it too.


and i didnt attend school again.which is really not good.

i am itching to gamble.which is not good.
but i am able to control the bets which is good.
so is gambling good or bad.
i enjoys giving money if i won.=)

everything happen for a reason.
the bigger they are the harder they fall.

i hate this feeling. i had to forget about it and you to carry on.=((

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!


ps:how do i delete my blog away if i want to?

KARMA.


CNY coming.which is very fast.and soon all events will come.
and O level would come.


i dont know what to update cause someone told me to just update.
boring boring.whining whining.


007 bang is fun and we know some of the 'turtles' in our class.
i dont hate people but just dont like their treatment to other.
so are their treatment to me.which include ......


can i forget everything about you expect that we are friends.
the feeling arent good hearing news of you.=(

RETARDED'"

can i dont love you anymore.=)
guess you are fine now.at least you are happy.
let hope this guy wont hurt you as much as that.


and jas.
do hope.it will be better and better.=)

不在乎天长地久 只在乎曾经拥有

长久的爱谁不在乎，如果爱能长久，谁又会只
想曾经拥有

不是我们不想拥有，只是真的很难长久

我们去尝试曾经拥有，但也想过能让爱长久

如果不能长久，毕竟我曾经拥有

nothing matter much than looks.
size doest matter.
height doest matter.
just looks matter.
i guess.
boy tend to look for girls with nice look nice body.
girl tend to look for boys with nice look nice body.
if yours fat ugly and looked like shit.you are out of the game.
so am i.i know this rule of the game long ago.=)
glad that almost everyone found a date at val day.=)



and walala.it chinese new year soon.that real fast and a blink of eye 4 days have pass.i realise the importance of time.have you?


define love
love is everything,love is just one of those things,love is love.


let talk about karma shall we?.

*karma*:

Noun
1. Hinduism & Buddhism The total effect of a person's actions and conduct during the successive phases of the person's existence, regarded as determining the person's destiny. 2. Fate; destiny. 3. Informal A distinctive aura, atmosphere, or feeling: There's bad karma around the house today.

that a define by smarterchat.haha.
and it somehow there.it call retribution.
some might say why good person like you are suffering and why those person that make you suffer are those having fun?.you might think and cry over it.why.why are you the one suffering all this weak shit.but somehow.it buddhism teaching.what you did in the past life reflect now and what you do what now reflect in your future life.haha
you might start cursing at every simple thing at everyone.but have you ever think.thinking in your shoes?their purpose for doing it?.face the music it the real fact you are suffering.why instead of trying to change it you keep whining.
arent you just a bastard someho?.i believe in good karma.in bad too.try to do somehing that benefit other.i am.are you?.simple thing are just enough.but somehow.it arent good doing kind things for a purpose.correct?.enough of crap here.

i believe in myself.
and BENSON.you are just a whining bastard.respect your teacher would you.




i am happy for you cause you got that great 'cousin friends of your' friend
stay happy.=)

speaking of valentine day.i sure remember the first time giving to flower to girls.
the two wonderful girl.=)

somehow it feel so empty despite having friends.
i am sad than.and she is really great.

somehow it feel so empty despite having friends.

i guess jealousy that words?.=).cant find nothing better to blog about.playing KoC so offen.geo test tomorrow.cant even remember a single things.but i will sure remember all by tomorrow.cause i told myself to beat you.each and every single one of you.trust me i arent kidding.=).but find to beat is derek.


$2 per subject hor.derek.anyone also can.haha.=).expect some.

this showed how well we can adapt to changes.

*friends*:

Noun
1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts. 2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance. 3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade. 4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement. 5. Friend A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.


i am just bored.been skipping doing homework nowaday.kind of suck.but no way i am going to get used to it.math test suck.chem even suck more.i shall study hard now.
and prove you all wrong.haha.not anyone but me.wahaha.it was a dream but it is coming true.=)

thus i conlude that this relationship is un-save-able.
from given source.it time to acting as a busybody.
you asked why i cared so much.i had a reason in mind.
but now i dont have.=)



this morning wasnt great.sort of wasnt-in-a-good-mood mood.
but somehow laughter cure everything.feeling much lighter now.(mood i mean)
somehow i have discovered that i like to draw pictures.ok it copy.
free time i would just find something to draw.but must not be 3D.
just simple drawing will do.it feels great.very great drawing.
it cure everything also.haha


girls with short hair simply look nicer.
for me =)


chef zookeeper psychology
choose 1

ya it you that i am talking about
YOU.spell it out is Y-O-U.
YOU! you wont know who i am talking about.=)


and YOU.are changing.
it seem weird but there are reason for everything

SO MANY YOU!.are you 1 of them?



INSENSITIVE
Adjective
1. Not physically sensitive; numb. 2. a. Lacking in sensitivity to the feelings or circumstances of others; unfeeling. b. Lacking in responsiveness: insensitive to the needs of the customers.
Other forms



it seem so retarded.and just get retarded.excluding derek.
he is retarted enough.haha.



my sis is so much better.i wish i am better.

it feeling so strange weird?are you sure you are there for me?
just dont be with me physical but emotionally ok.
i scare you would die.=)
it time for some work out.soon..


i shall go to punggol end soon.

yes we are drifting.=)
you perhap dont know
but i know.

perhap this blog is not going to be dead.
somehow dont feel like blogging.


people are changing around me.
from besties to hi bye friend.
or perhap not even hi bye.
in which the coldest is miss-you-know-who.
you might see i am a action-pack people
but i am very observent.
nothing escape my eyes.
and xu wei lun is really dead.
that real sad ok.she is a good actor.
may something better happen out of it.=(.





to friends and friends
get togther like before ok.=).
where you all have fun together.




if i suck at treating friends.
you definely wont be any better.

somehow.life is a bullshit.
i love it anyway.



this blog is going to be dead soon.=)

friends come and go.are you the one that stay?or that one that go?



anyway while cooking today.i cut my hand.just a small cut.and it arent my brother fault.he said to me that dont cut till my hand.than he said finish i already kana cut.i dont blame him.i blame myself for careless.dont blame anyone.for everyone plays a part in mistake.dont you think so?.

went to khalifah party just now.
the party wasnt that bad
just abit bored.didnt see anyone we know
some than.so there arent much joke.
went with junming.alway he joke about me
and i got nothing to joke about him
that's way sad.=)


later went pp.jm was being so nice for the first time
(perhap alot of time but i only remember this)
send me to punggol p.i admit my balls shrink
on the bike.it like so scary.i admit i suck.=)


something happen anyway.somehow.
but than.if.
i dont know what to say.=)
but you shouldnt thank me
you should thank us.
you accepting me as a friend
and i being your friend.haha
(p.s i am a very caring person)
listen to both side story.
somehow.both is in the fault.


JAS
fair.

JOS
endurence.understanding


(i give words of wisdom.if you dont listen.i am going to .... let it be just like that.)

went out for dear friend birthday yesterday.
it was fun.and it so touching?.haha
how i wish to get presents too!!!.


i admire them sometime.
friends coming to house and a litte chit chat.
anyone want?.haha.

i down with trouble,but yet i dont find to trouble in me.
but i am feeling troubled.it make me so trouble.
trouble feeling inside me.what i done to make me so troubled.
so do you understand the trouble i am going through.
or are you troubled too.


(trouble i suppose it mean fan.)

i enjoy making a fool of myself.
i enjoy making me so stupid to bring laughter to friends.
other may find me dumb. but i enjoy it.
silly action boost my confidence.
silly action make me stupid.
silly action make my friends laugh
silly action is all i need.


i live for laughter of friends.
ok perhap not than
but now i am.

nick are nothing just name.no matter how bad the nick is.it dont really matter.
at least to me.

ARE YOU LAUGHING FROM YOUR BOTTOM OF YOUR HEART OR ARE YOU JUST TRYING TO DONT MAKE HIM SEEM SO SILLY.SOMETIME IT MATTER SOMETIME IT DONT.

words hurt,it hurts more when you are sad and people are being insentive.

i am a very easily contented person,with silly laughter.
but food wont be.


jasmine.
you shouldnt tell anyone.=)

went to jasmine chalet few days back.

known some great friends.
and great friends'cousin.
joke-able.everything started fast ended fast.
i didnt enjoy bbq.everyone went home too early.
BBq was meant to be a chat and eating.


school was as usual.adapting to changes.
had time changing my time.
several setback.due to time management.
all shall stop, somehow.


you are a very special girl
someone to make me forget and love.
but now it came back.


planning to do my homework.
and it look like it going to rain.
it would be a long cold lonely night.


all he had was only himself,all alone.

alright back from genting.
all i can say that it fun.


and somehow i found out that girls that wear headband appear cuter.
it true,i at genting see alot.there arent any wrong see cute girls.haha.
it really looks cute.ok.some of them look cute.not all.
i also know a girl.that appear as 11 or 12 using all the 'childish' words.
you know all the double letters.it like,she is only so young? and she know how to use.we met at lan shop.=) but 1 thing i cant deny she is cute too.despite being so young.you look at her hair you know already.she is not 'simple'.=)


and not forgetting the fireworks.i believe it is way better than singapore.as you need to squeeze your way through the crowd to see.as at genting.we just return to the hotel and watch.it awesome.and the echo is loud,really loud.

i saw some girls there was wearing mini skirt?.it like it so lame.it so cold on top.and yours wearing skirt.scare people cant see your beautiful legs?.haha

also got 1 indian guy.i meant kid.played tekken 5 or 4 with him.it like he keep use same skill and win me.but the important part is he keep laughing at me,when he win me.that enough somehow.so i just keep play with him lor.i lose all la.stupid indian kid.lol.


it fun there of course.=),we spent 1 year there.and this is the end i guess.
and 1 more things.


girls are really cute using headband,some!!!
that girl is really cute too!!!