cant wait for school to start.
school is going to be great.
yup,with great pressure and stress
but i misses everyone there.
well than.i would be going to genting soon.
and back,school starting by than.
this year is time to study hard.
shall we?.

yesterday was really great.
with that sms.wahaha.
so happy that she sms-ed me.haha.
this christmas so far.
enjoy the weather and log cake.
perhap not the cake.
my throat prove me that it cant eat that too much.
anyway.today ln finally online
and we talked much.haha.



holidays really ending soon.
school starting soon
ya man.but i still dont like waking up so early.
time to see all friends that i didnt see for the past months.
nad the waiting of phone ringing shall stop too.

i heard someone heard before that everything we do we have a other meaning.
that the hidden meaning
you dont know about it but others that watch you know everything.
somehow the things you do you didnt really do for the real motive
but it is for people to watch you.when they watch you and praise you
somehow you feel so much better right,
somehow. this the feeling everyone feeling.
doing things for other.

this skin shall stay for good.
or a long time.



staying at house for a long long time.
watching movie myself wasnt any great thing.
but it meant alot.
it shall contine till school start and 1 week more school starting
and i havent get my things done.
and than it study time.

i would recommand a nice place to see stars at night
and it yio chu kang cemetary.
i went there and there is a lot of stars.


still sick, throat still infection.

i am sick till my head hurt sometime.
i had many sleepless night.
how am i going to contine like that.
try sleeping at 1+ than wake up at 3+
and i cant sleep.it SUCK!!!
and i had to see the sun rise for 4 days.
till now.i seriously hate to see sun rising.
it mean i am still sick!!!

i am sick now.
or perhap just now.
i am somehow feeling better
my mum say it infection at the throat.
where it would be two thing there.
which sucks.
than my head hurts,i think it fever.
but somehow my kidney hurts too.
or it is sour.dont know how to say.
but pandadol and more pandadol and medince.
somehow better.but somehow my head hurts once a while.
i am jus too heaty.
it suck anyway

internet have been cut and renew.
so now i am using com.
somehow i wont be logging msn.
i dont feel like.somehow.
if anything just call my house.
dont call my handphone.
my bills now is 400+
cause of someone.
and that jacky.got 1 call is $40+.
kindly anyone help me tell him to pay me back my money.
and all those that used my phone.
i am sorry but i had to do it.
my mum screaming at me.who tells me cant be firmer.
and let him use and use.fook me.
please tell him to pay me back.thanks
and my internet bills is 200+
add together is 600+.that was like omg.
i was discussing with friend if cut off the line can still use right.
you all think so right?.i would use my phone as a mp3 player.haha.


and anyway went to chalet yesterday.won some money and ate free big breakfast.haha
i just woke up and i wanted to sleep again.



emest - i own you a outing.i remember.

jasmine - i guess some things bad happen with you two.mr (you-know-who) hope everything is alright.take care.

yuling - you also take care also



till than it time to dissapear.anything call my house than.

later i am going to pick bones.
human bones.haha.may sound gross to some.
than later going out with them and going to chalet.
hope everything would be fun.

sick of people taking each other for granted.
somehow people take me for granted and i take people for granted.
but than who should is there for me to take for granted.

i shall carry on waiting.
since i know there wouldnt be any miracle.
the only miracle would we would be closer.
but somehow it only a miracle.


i shall drift apart now.
somehow.we all have problems.
i shall drift apart.
goodbye my lover
goodbye my friends
goodbye james blunt.
(i wondered how it feels to be a loner sometime)

i decided to be lazy from now on.
no more going out.
till my date with emest and pals


and my arm make me seriously feel like a handicapped.
it like a internal injure.
it so sour?!?
bloody handicapped.
but somehow life still goes on.

DRIFT

let drift and drift.
let drift apart


i dont like it
but what done is done.
take care everyone.

somehow i am sick of my blogskin
and changed.and saw my archive too.
oh man that alot.
i clicked it and a lot of post that i blogged.
mention about a guy.
and that emest.haha.
somehow he is that type of guy that is able to influence people.
i am being influence of cause.good influence.
sec 1 when i came in.sort of knowing him and i am influence.
about his left hand too.haha.cause he is a left handed too.
and during that period.primary school i meant.
everyone is right handed.and that really freaks me out.
it appear that i am a freak? a only left handed.
but somehow.emest influence me that everyone is unique.
till now i still remember.he really influence me alot of thing.

and emest if you happens to look at this post.
i got to say
i love you.lol.
thanks alot for what you teached me.
LOVE YOU.
=)

somehow you give me this feeling
that you are done with a relationship
you are off to another.
without giving a damn about your ex.
hope i am wrong.
but the feeling sucks.
to your ex.

Top 5 ways girls NOT to confess to guys.


1.Never seduce other guys infront of him like a whore.(any ways)
2.Never act buddy.
3.Never scold vuglar infront of hi.(it make you sound suck.
4.Never pretend to know that guy and deciding things for him.
5.Never get drunk and confess.
(the ways above are highly not recommond.stuntswomen have tried it and failed.
try it at your OWN RISK.)