Saturday, December 30, 2006
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
with that sms.wahaha.
so happy that she sms-ed me.haha.
this christmas so far.
enjoy the weather and log cake.
perhap not the cake.
my throat prove me that it cant eat that too much.
anyway.today ln finally online
and we talked much.haha.
holidays really ending soon.
school starting soon
ya man.but i still dont like waking up so early.
time to see all friends that i didnt see for the past months.
nad the waiting of phone ringing shall stop too.
Saturday, December 23, 2006
that the hidden meaning
you dont know about it but others that watch you know everything.
somehow the things you do you didnt really do for the real motive
but it is for people to watch you.when they watch you and praise you
somehow you feel so much better right,
somehow. this the feeling everyone feeling.
doing things for other.
Friday, December 22, 2006
Monday, December 18, 2006
Saturday, December 16, 2006
or perhap just now.
i am somehow feeling better
my mum say it infection at the throat.
where it would be two thing there.
which sucks.
than my head hurts,i think it fever.
but somehow my kidney hurts too.
or it is sour.dont know how to say.
but pandadol and more pandadol and medince.
somehow better.but somehow my head hurts once a while.
i am jus too heaty.
it suck anyway
Thursday, December 14, 2006
so now i am using com.
somehow i wont be logging msn.
i dont feel like.somehow.
if anything just call my house.
dont call my handphone.
my bills now is 400+
cause of someone.
and that jacky.got 1 call is $40+.
kindly anyone help me tell him to pay me back my money.
and all those that used my phone.
i am sorry but i had to do it.
my mum screaming at me.who tells me cant be firmer.
and let him use and use.fook me.
please tell him to pay me back.thanks
and my internet bills is 200+
add together is 600+.that was like omg.
i was discussing with friend if cut off the line can still use right.
you all think so right?.i would use my phone as a mp3 player.haha.
and anyway went to chalet yesterday.won some money and ate free big breakfast.haha
i just woke up and i wanted to sleep again.
emest - i own you a outing.i remember.
jasmine - i guess some things bad happen with you two.mr (you-know-who) hope everything is alright.take care.
yuling - you also take care also
till than it time to dissapear.anything call my house than.
Monday, December 11, 2006
Saturday, December 09, 2006
somehow people take me for granted and i take people for granted.
but than who should is there for me to take for granted.
i shall carry on waiting.
since i know there wouldnt be any miracle.
the only miracle would we would be closer.
but somehow it only a miracle.
i shall drift apart now.
somehow.we all have problems.
i shall drift apart.
goodbye my lover
goodbye my friends
goodbye james blunt.
(i wondered how it feels to be a loner sometime)
i decided to be lazy from now on.
no more going out.
till my date with emest and pals
and my arm make me seriously feel like a handicapped.
it like a internal injure.
it so sour?!?
bloody handicapped.
but somehow life still goes on.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Sunday, December 03, 2006
and changed.and saw my archive too.
oh man that alot.
i clicked it and a lot of post that i blogged.
mention about a guy.
and that emest.haha.
somehow he is that type of guy that is able to influence people.
i am being influence of cause.good influence.
sec 1 when i came in.sort of knowing him and i am influence.
about his left hand too.haha.cause he is a left handed too.
and during that period.primary school i meant.
everyone is right handed.and that really freaks me out.
it appear that i am a freak? a only left handed.
but somehow.emest influence me that everyone is unique.
till now i still remember.he really influence me alot of thing.
and emest if you happens to look at this post.
i got to say
i love you.lol.
thanks alot for what you teached me.
LOVE YOU.
=)
Saturday, December 02, 2006
1.Never seduce other guys infront of him like a whore.(any ways)
2.Never act buddy.
3.Never scold vuglar infront of hi.(it make you sound suck.
4.Never pretend to know that guy and deciding things for him.
5.Never get drunk and confess.
(the ways above are highly not recommond.stuntswomen have tried it and failed.
try it at your OWN RISK.)
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
if everything remain untold.i bet somehow i would not be suffering now.
perhap cause of him perhap cause of me.
if it was never told.
we would be still good friends.
but no more i guess.
you told her every single thing.
and that every single thing ruin everything.
it wasnt your fault.it mine fault.
the first time i told the truth and first time this happened.
it all BULLSHIT!!!!
i HATE it.
i wish everyone to be like before
Monday, November 27, 2006
everything begin with a small step.
and i shall begin with a small step.
people are going to the camp tomorrow.
have fun.
Superman.
Forget about your ex
He don't know what love is
He just failed the test
Plus he don't treat you right
He keeps you crying all night
See, hes like your kryptonite
I came to give you their strength
So you can leave him behind
You can start all over
Just press rewind
Cause he don't understand that you're one of a kind
everything begin with a small step.
and i shall begin with a small step.
people are going to the camp tomorrow.
have fun.
Superman.
Forget about your ex
He don't know what love is
He just failed the test
Plus he don't treat you right
He keeps you crying all night
See, hes like your kryptonite
I came to give you their strength
So you can leave him behind
You can start all over
Just press rewind
Cause he don't understand that you're one of a kind
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Saturday, November 25, 2006
had couple of drinks.but it was just fine
and i am still fine now.haha
some others are drunk.
but than nothing went seriously wrong.
the only wrong is that yuling lost her ez link card.
and now i should had a good rest.
not i dont want to tell.
but the fact is i dont trust you.
anyway to 'that'
you win acting like a dog.
i mean EMO dog.
bark.you win
Friday, November 24, 2006
Thursday, November 23, 2006
and than went to pool and went home.
today wasnt bad afterall.
spam mine if you dare.i am waiting.
Superman.
I know you're hurting right now
Don't worry
I'll be your superman(no, no)
[Chorus]
I can love you like no one can
I can be your superman(superman)
just take my hand let's fly away
I promise I'll be there everyday
just close your eyes let's start to fly
I'm gonna love you until I die(till I die)
Until the day of my death to my very last breath
I'm gonna love you when no ones left
Come fly with me baby
Yeah I'm the one
With the S on my chest
Forget about your ex
He don't know what love is
He just failed the test
Plus he don't treat you right
He keeps you crying all night
See, hes like your kryptonite
I came to give you their strength
So you can leave him behind
You can start all over
Just press rewind
Cause he don't understand that you're one of a kind
So sweet, so sexy and just so fine
I will fight to my death just to make you mine
I will never neglect you
Never have time to stress you
And always respect you
Girl you like a hidden treasure
and I promise to love you
From now until forever
O para siempra mija
Right word goes here
hasta la muerte
[Chorus]
I can love you like no one can
I can be your superman(superman)
just take my hand let's fly away
I promise I'll be there everyday
just close your eyes let's start to fly
I'm gonna love you until I die(till I die)
Until the day of my death to my very last breath
I'm gonna love you when no ones left
I'm the type of guy
That will stand by your side
To wipe them tears when they fall from your eyes
I'm the one you hold when your nights is cold
The one that stays near to fight away your fears
You aint gotta be scared
See I put an end to your ex
No more beating you up (nuh uh)
Or pulling on your hair
See I came to save the day
A man like that should'nt treat you that way
And I don't understand why'd you take that route?
Look at yourself
Your beautiful inside and out
You need to drop that zero (uhh)
Let me swoop you off your feet
Cause I can be your superhero
Do you follow my lead?
I guarantee you baby
I'm all that you need
See, you can change your plans
All you got to do is call on me and I can be your superman
[Girl:]
Will you be by my side for the rest of my life?
For the rest of my life
Will you love me till I die?
[Chorus]
I can love you like no one can
I can be your superman(superman)
just take my hand let's fly away
I promise I'll be there everyday(boo you promise?)
just close your eyes let's start to fly
I'm gonna love you until I die(till I die)
Until the day of my death to my very last breath
I'm gonna love you when no ones left
[Girl:]
No ones left
Till no ones left
Till no ones left
Gonna love you
Gonna love you
My superman
My superman
Monday, November 20, 2006
i nearly slept when i bathe.
but after that i was energtic.
but then.i feel tired again.
but somehow i last to night time.
i wouldnt want to imagine if i had go out after fishing.
i would had my dinner than sleep.
for than the timing would be rather be correct.
take care to everyone.
countdown 2 days.
to her bday.
somehow was attractive but somehow i resist it.
and it saved alot of money.went pooling.
than went home.
now still on phone with jas and fish.
or i should i say jas only.
cause someone is asleep.haha
sleeping like a pig.haha.
now later i am going to fishing.
at morning.and i am trying to last till fishing.
and perhap go to town with them.
and get some sleep.
and no way i am going to pool later.
it too tiring.
till than....
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Monday, November 13, 2006
yet it still doesnt stop me from missing her.
time flew.but i still miss her.
how i wish she could come now.
right now and be beside me.
i missed her too much,far too much
i really do miss her,
earn.
our relationship was just friends.
but there is only a thin line between friends and lovers.
beware
Friday, November 10, 2006
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Emotions are running black and white today, which will be refreshingly simple. It should be easy to make decisions that used to be real head-scratchers for you -- that's the good news. However, the bad news is that this duality could trap you into making the wrong choices, because you're lulled into a false sense of security. Just to be safe, you might want to put off any major life decisions for a while. Making a major geographical move is definitely not something to commit to right now.
overslept and missed school again
such action need to be stopped.
and tomorrow i shall wake up to go.
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Sunday, October 29, 2006
wasnt that tiring.
was fun anyway.
my mum birthday tomorrow.
i decided not to work tomorrow and accompany her.
if tomorrow got 2X pay i also never go.
i wondered what to buy for her.
or just like every year.
empty handed?.
anyone want accompany go buy present?.
anyone?.
happy birthday to my MUM!!!.
Friday, October 27, 2006
i only remember that
i forget to bring my house keys.
and had to wait for half hour plus
for my bro to come back.
which is obvious boring.
i needed soft toys.
anyone care to spare some?.
today school ended early.
tomorrow no school.
pooling was not for me tomorrow.
so i guess i would stayed at home.
simple.
(the following is i copy and past de.)
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate; our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world that was nothing enlightening about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We were all meant to shine as children do. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone, and as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same, as we are liberated from our own fear. Our presence automatically liberates others.
"That was the answer given by a high school student athlete in the movie called Coach Carter. Upon hearing it, I told myself it would be so selfish of me not to share it with everyone. Now let us all shine and let shine; let us make the world a better place for everyone around us.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
it was like empty.
and if wasnt jm they all here.
look like i would be the only one.
didnt tell me that you all are not going.
anyway.even if the worst happen.
it would still be good.
went to HuaSong.
a place i suppose and musem.
i am only interested in chinese gods.
the rest i am not.
take my report book from mr tay.
wasnt that good but wasnt that bad.
but than next year.
i will surely score better
went bowling today.
with mr tay.
it on his house.
and classmates
it was fun la.
and the most important part is
i won 2nd place in bowling.
it show that i am good.
i got strike in a row.
that was great sia.haha.
and the reward is.
a mouse.
wasnt that bad,
didnt want something good from him.
when he already paid for the bowling.
and later.i was pestered to accompany to watch them play pool.
pool is boring.
when i had the mood than it would be fun.haha.
till then.pool is boring.
dont call me to play expect any special reasons.
or when i feel like.
anyway.
i got talent in bowling.
wahaha.=)
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
and type my name.
and the result was awesome.
and some people mention my name.haha.
trying search for your name.haha.
it fun la.the result make me so good.haha.
anyway didnt go out today.
stayed at home.
which is obvious it good at time.
i didnt want to go out nowaday.
waste money.
saving for thailand.
there i would spend and spend.
buy and buy.
and hope it wont be overweight.l
those that havent pack.
please pack now.
dont last mintue.
primary school.
the chasing part which never seem to get tired.
the smashing of piggy bank to stop going tuition.
secondary school.
the tossing of pencil cases.
the inter-soccor in class.
the incident of '911'.
the acting of our dearest teacher.
with silly make up.
but i guess.time pass fast.
and now.people are taking o levels.
where fun dont seem to last.
missed my primary school mates.
and step(she would complain if i left out her name)
saw pingwei today.
going to retain in sec3 normal again.
waste.he wasnt stupid also.
today.was a boring day.
went home after class.
went out later with family.
to shop.haha.they pay i buy.haha.
fun right.it for thailand.
brought a love sleeve shirt and a pants.
and a leather shoes.my packing is almost done.
so fast.we are going to thailand.
and so fast everything would end.
and there we would be taking O level.
all taking O level.good luck.
and study now.
and mr emest chan.study hard too.
i dont want you see you rape or get rape at ITE.haha
Sunday, October 22, 2006
but than.we didnt.
but i glad she is fine.
after meeting him.
yesterday.she sound so terrible.
didnt really scare me.haha.
but this time quite fierce.
but than.glad she is fine.haha.
so i didnt meet up with her.
and stayed at home.
with usual rounds of TV and game.
at night.i packed my bag.
i am ready.haha.
9more days and we are going thailand.
it does you no good.
it only relieve you for a while.
so stop running away.
you got to face it sooner or later.
and now i shall face it now.
jas.
remember what you told me yesterday at the busstop.
i had it around in my mind for sometime.
i was wondering if we wasnt meant to be invite.
they wouldnt even want to invite.
get what i mean?.
so i guess.we should pray hard.
for every silly thing to pass.
and pray hard for everything to get better.
even though i know it would not come true.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
just run away from the scene
with any excuse you can think so.
sound abursb but it the only way out.
it seem like you are running from reality.
but it the only way out.
went basketball with the same old people.
other people joined in.
i got *ahem at senstive parts.
some get angry.
i went home in a hurry.=)
we went to K garden and had fun.
than later went to pool.
at k garden
we experience fun and laughter.
but than everything is not perfect.
we encounter sadness.
for the sadness there great.
for at least at there.
there are friends like us to carry burden
rather than yourself at home.
that what friend are for?.
and i dance.lol.
just to bring laughter.haha.
it wasnt just to bring laughter.
dancing is fun ok.haha.
dance more.haha.
i am sorry for the post yesterday for
whom ever i offend.
but than.=).
i am just expressing my view.
and we can carry on having fun.haha.
i suppose.
later we would be playing ball again.
or i follow my parents go buy thing.
hard to decide but i have decided.
DANCE DANCE!!
and it killing me
i had done my part as a friend.
i had rot and died there.
i had it twice but not thrice.
this time i shall prove it wrong.
the feeling is killing me.
fuck me for having this thought.
fuck me for having this brain.
but dont fuck me cause this is who i am.
i can laugh at the smallest thing.
i also can be angry at the smallest thing.
different people different respect
different people different treatment.
i had look at it.
and found that it really real.
or i should say it true.
not all get the fair treatment.
but than.it still the world.
you cant possibly change it to what you want to be.
i had done some thing in the song.
i mean the lyrics.
but it doesnt prove any long term good.
it only relive me for the time being.
but than it is good enough.
i do not want to have such thought.
but i dont control how it think
i only control how it move.
till than.
i shall make a stand.
but i will not confess anything.
silence will do the trick.
derek.that what i am doing just now.
the above thing was what i was typing just now.
some of it only.
we get different treatment from a same person.
we can tell from his/her actions.
but than we kept quiet.
trying to make them notice of it.
but it doesnt work.
some make a stand and talk about it.
some just kept quiet
and wait thing to be changed.
which is unlikey true.
my com was most possibly better.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
and L look like shit.lol.
abit dumb looking.
like so shag.haha.
suppose to meet derek they all for dinner.
but didnt met up.
i am sure Q having a great fun there.haha.
=)
going to K Garden again.haha.
it going to be fine.
and of cause.they would be photo taking session again.haha.
as usual.=)
death note ; the last name
wonder when the next chapter coming.
death note still rock.
wonder when are going to SSC.
it abit lame.walk and walk.
arent that fun after all.
even though i tried to think it fun.
sit at the bus which is so warm.
and that girl beside me.
sleep like she going to fall
scare me.haha.
than reach school.
and later i am going to watch death note.
it death note.
i pending for a long time le.haha.
for somehow.
it doesnt seem right.haha.
than after that.i would be going to find derek they all.
guess so.haha.=)
death note off we go.
btw.6 retain students passed and promoto to sec4
derek told me.=)
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Girls drinks to think back about that guy.
SS 28/50
POA 38/100
GEO 35/50
seriously what surpise me is geo.not bad to me le.
so.wahaha.lol.poa i also quite happy.at least i make improvment and i remember some of the parts.ss.i get 8 marks each for essay.he is getting 11.haha.i will improve.=)
went to PUNGGOL END to CIP.and obviously.it so fun.haha.
we walk and walk.but nothing can be compare to TAF camp.haha.
so fun.we walk few km nia.but somehow my leg cant take it le.
tired.guess no exercise that why get tired easily.haha.
and when walking.our princess.haha.of cause.they walk slowly.
princess what.haha.jas complained about problem so does meimei.
wonder who suggest carrying them.haha.i think not bad also.haha.
it would be fun.haha.but no action is taken.i didnt think of anything else.
dont think i am a tiko.i just wondered why i think.haha.
should be quite fun.we reach there.than begin our 'cleaning'.
haha.not bad expect it hot.but nothing can be compared to TAF.haha.
than later went back to econ.or i mean jm house.
derek is being a genltman.as he alway is.haha.
(detail shall not be include).
i stayed at jm house to learn guitar.
so fun lor.haha.
i feel like buying 1 and play.
jm said 80+ will do.haha.
when new year i buy.
but if i buy.
who would be teaching me.haha.
i need teacher.haha.
guitar is so fun.
till here than.take care everyone.
who read my blog.if never read no take care.
joking.=).
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
as usual it a total disgrace.
but it fine to me.haha.
appear la.
english i pass.35/50
math 54/100
combine science ??/100
i flunk that.
science really kill me off.
piss me off i mean.
i study for chem.
and i got this such result.
i was like WTH when i got my chem
but when i look up.
everyone was calm.
and i would also be.haha.
cause they get higher marks what.haha.
but that doesnt bring me down.
never should i say.
it just chem.nothing big.haha.
i feel bad about the result.
i should be happy.
it the first time i am bad about a result.haha.
but now i depend on my combine humanies le.
fail than like that lor.haha.=)
the worst thing that can happen to a retain student.
is to retain again.
the worst is not yet to happen.so i wont give up.
neither you can all give up.
neither can you all be happy.
cause it only a final exam.
not O's level.
take care.
you reap what you sow.
you study you pass.
you didnt you fail.
that the simple fact.
that what my parent says.haha.
be contented.
and yes i will be.=)
dont expect ton of people crowding me.
haha
silly fish i had.
get better ok.
what i said dont really help.
but i hope you got my intention
my intention is there.haha.=)
went basketball.and met a old guy
he doesnt really freak me out.
that how some people is.
just freak out in mind.haha.
he kept said shoot in get money.
why dont he just donate to charity since he is so rich?.
i wonder.haha.i guess
he approached us cause we got girl there.
pretty girl i suppose.haha.
attractive.haha.attract a freak out guy.haha.
and that Q keep want fight him.lol.
that lame la.just let him talk lor.
dont die also.told the girls to go up le.
but they didnt.they should go up what.
just incase anything happen.
we two guys can run.fast.
i suppose i can run away fast la.
dont laugh at me.lol.
i guess that guy is a instructor of 'AHKA MUTU Modern Dance'.
haha.i suppsoe la.he is trying to dance to us
that he is great.as what other counties do.
to scare us.i dont suppose that scare us thought i mean
me and Q.but scare the girls.
so i guess he did it.ModernDance rocks.haha.
than later went home.without shoes.
spoilt.
than met up at rm.to have a dinner.
that uncle is so generous say add rice
still never charge me.haha.
alway add rice than alway add money de.
rice = money.
so it doesnt really who go first to buy and eat.
i alway end up finishing the food first.haha.
.remember i can fist myself.haha.=)
than later they came my house to watch
THE RED SHOES.
o man.it awesome.
jas you missed it.haha.
COMPLETELY.
i agree starting quite boring.
but in the end.it rocks.haha.
even meimei say scare.haha.
lol.that above sentence doesnt mean that she is fearless also.
=)
than tata.it end and go home le
thailand prepartion almost done.
i suppose.
when i wear that shirt.
and of cause.
my stomach pop out.haha.
not that much la.haah.=)
but i do enjoy it.
i enjoy the above experience.
wishing for more to come.
wishing for more guys to meet.
Monday, October 16, 2006
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Monday, October 09, 2006
but sadly.no present
where my present!!!.lol
come on i want a present.lol
i need 1.haha.
i guess this year the most value present is my parent sms
it simply rocks.haha.
i am hoping more present also.lol.
sometime present are everything.but i still want 1.
=)
when i say i joking.haha.you know la.haha
Sunday, October 08, 2006
building all seem so clear.
i trust my eye.or my eye got problem.
the day when i die is my birthday.
how good would it be.=)
irriating thing.i shouldnt be commenting thing also.
i am being busybody here.=)
i earn no right to comment on people.
i will let you all be.haha.
happy developing.just dont be like the previous example.
the founation nearly toppled everything.
build your founation well.=)
have you ever tried to help a friend in need.
have you ever do a good deed everyday.
have you ever defend yourself by betraying your friends.
have you ever cry alone when your friend dont care about you.
have you ever felt left out when going out.
have you ever felt no link between your friend and you.
have you ever found yourself hard to click with your friend.
have you ever asked yourself if they are really your friend.
have you ever wondered would they help you if you need help.
have you ever wanted to help them if they are in help.
have you ever wondered why friends quarrel.
have you ever think that if they care about you.
have you ever cared about them like your precious.
have you ever treated them like your very BEST.
have you ever wondered why life keep going wrong.
have you ever why your friends is keeping lesser.
have you ever think if your friendship will last till you are old.
have you ever said i love you to them.
have you ever treat everyday as your last day and told them how much you love them.
have you ever confess your heart wholeheartedlly.
have you ever wondered if your friend really want to listen to your confess.
have you ever wondered if you are going to die right now.
i am just bored.and listen to 'have you ever' song.
that why so many have you ever.=)
i guess it make some sense somehow.
i auto type de.haha.
automantic.haha=)
Saturday, October 07, 2006
i am fine.=).
i would not feel anything.for life still goes on
no matter what.remember seeing a idiom.
it say what than life still goes on.
than i saw siq blog.
we lived for as long as possible.we cant live forever
for at least we are living now.and i am sure everyone are happy.
to live.we dont die so fast.we wait for death to find us.=)
saw rocklee video.it just so good.and i like him.=)
told me that being a skill-less arent everything.
so it mean being fat doesnt mean anything.haha.
so what i am fat.at least i am happy.=)
are you.fat also not bad.haha.
we doest need people to agree with us.
we jsut need to agree with ourself.
and yes i am fat and i dont deny it.=)
say me as if i care.i dont care also.=)
what the use of denying it when you are fat.
if want say infront of me not behind me.
that provided if you dare.=)
went to study with mei2 jas shandy derek.
i arrived late.i purposely de also.haha.
study abit.it like so cold suddenly.
but cold also good.than later went to play basketball.
haze getting big.and jas they all told us to go up.=)
and again i am sweating like mad.
went up and rested.than later we went to mall.
i mean me and kangyan.
derek went with them to cut hair.haha.
you know you know.=).hehe.
we talked.haha.or i mean just stating facts.
than we went home lor.
we shouldnt need to feel bad for everything.
for there is a need for everything.
not everything is your fault.
for everyone play a part.
trust me everyone plays a part.
the hazy level went up and down.
sort of disspointing.
more disspoint when my aunt called me and said that
no school only when 400+.
singapore wont so hazy.it like you stretch your hand and you see none.
the highest was only 200+.she told me.
but that was enough.
but than.let the hazy be gone and contine our exam.
we need to face it sooner or later.
doesnt make any difference.
and one more thing i can fist myself.haha.
as demo at long john silver.haha.=)
any presents for me?.=)
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Monday, October 02, 2006
history will repeat itself.
'when people get too close'
it happen once and it will happen again.
today.i learn 1 thing from him.
when i told him thing about him and blah blah.
he reply was like so?.
i guess i got a hitch there or something.
sometime i am just too kpo.
why dont just let them be right.=)
sometime i just want to care.and curious.haha.
=)
some poor one go home today.i mean alone.=)
told him to take 136 than i take 82 with him.
his attitude is like.perhap he dont want same bus with her.haha.
you know who.
to differnet people we need different attitude.
to girl we need different attitude.
to our friends. just heck care attitude.
thinking they will understand it.but somehow.people dont get it.
exam coming and again i am sick.
flu.
about 9oct?.or perhap 7oct.
i still dont know.haha.=)
or let go eat together.=)
till than..we shall see.
afterall it jm first.haha.
and jm.
9OCT also HUIQIN birthday.haha.=)
i love my girl2.
sometime i just cant decide who to love.
so just heck care.=)
Sunday, October 01, 2006
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
every word you said hit me right on the spot.
it hurt.far too much.
i know why i dont want to confess thing out le.
cause they are my friends.
and i dont know thing to get sour.
so.just bear with it and it will be over.=)
i kept thing inside me hoping everything will change
but none will change till i make my stand
till than.let me just kept it inside me than.
i choosed myself.not other getting hurt.=)
same to kristine.=)
Monday, September 25, 2006
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Friday, September 22, 2006
people arent replying me.
it like you shouted for help yet no one care.
but than i will try to get used to it than.
for i am a nuisance.
i know i am a nuisance
i wanted to care.just that my way of caring is different
resulting of the word nuisance.
your middle finger you shown to me
prove everything.no words need to be said.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
i kneel. just to control everything. =)
i walked home today.alone.haha.
i am supposed to accompany wendy.haha.=)
just dont want to let taking bus become a habit.=)
nothing much.dont think too much.haha.
recount on a incident that make you feel unjust.
havent do.but at least it strike something in me.
life is never fair.as some would say.i would say that too.
but than everytime you feel unfair
take a look at yourself.compare yourself to others.
does it still sound unfair?.
you have hands and legs.
look at those baby are born without them.
is it still unfair?.or is it still unfair to you.
take a look at those baby throw at rubbish bin.
still unfair?.the world is fair enough.
the world is fair enough.
if you ever feel unfair to you.
just take a look at those more unfortunate than you.
perhap you then know the feeling of unfair.
i know it not a good feeling.but at bear with it.
it life.=).
sometime dont you feel you are being ps.
i guess so.sometime people do feel ps.
but do you care about them?.
if you really did.they woont feel that.
i feel that too.sometime.it just far too much.haha.=)
i learn a new phrase too.
DONT TALK WHEN YOU ARE ANGRY.
YOU ARE MOST LIKELY SPEAK WORD
THAT MAKE YOU REGRET.
i will use that.haha.to control.haha.=)
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
i saw it.i am touched and sad.
AHHH.i am glad that my parent and bro was not at home.
for home is the only place where i can vent everything out.
i shouted like no people business.
seriously it arent people business.
AHHHHH!!!!.
my word prove that my action are wrong.
what the use of telling other people to be happy when you are not.
AHHHHHH!!!!!
asdpasdjklahasldkadhlsk hlhasl fkahslkd asldkj
there you call me to blog about you.haha.
i talked with her.about the thing.haha.
that thing lor.haha.=)
she sad.haha.poor girl.haha.
but life is really unfair,or i should i say life is never fair.haha.
take it or leave it.make your own stand.respect my stand.if not __
and i saw how vicious how woman can get.or i mean i heard.haha
she so vicious. you know it i know it.just that we dont say it.=)
so much passed.friendship still rocks.almost sometime it suck.haha
take care everyone and you FISH!,YULING!!.
=)
and going out i wont forget to call you TWO!!
Sunday, September 17, 2006
than the 3 people come my house.
we played cards.and took picture.haha.
i would buy more thing to put at my ceilings again.haha.=)
tired.but it was fun.they didnt stayed back to eat.
none wanted.haha.=).
school starting tomorrow.again.haha
exam coming.again.=)
havent study.again.haha
take care everyone.
life arent bored if you are not bored.
Friday, September 15, 2006
stayed at home the whole afternoon.
was so lonely.pityful.faced the whole house alone.
parent and bro went out.sian.
than time passed quite fast.
parent arrive home quite early.
it was like finally the house would not be so quiet.
and it a blink of eye it night time.
it 12+ now.haha.and soon sat would come.
and sun and than FYE le.
i will study tomorrow.dota play till sian.
missed school day with you all.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
how i wished i could get a watch and watch time passes.
1 by 1s i am wasting my youth
1 by 1s i am nearing to my exam
1 by 1s i am just stress when i need to get 88 mark just to pass POA.
1 by 1s i am waiting to die.
went to pp with meimei and derek and elly.
seriously i do think about them.sometime what they said is just oppsite.haha.
that just my 50 cent.no hard feeling.xD.if you do have i say sorry than.haha.
walked home from pp.which doesnt seem too far.haha.for got people accompany.
i did my poa.so if i tried.the answer is wrong.sian.
shouldnt be regreting my result.for this is the path i choose.
and it wont change.for now i shall work hard.
EOY coming.so is my birthday.lol.haha.take care than.
dont let fear take over you.
for it shall devour you.
i sometime do yearn for attention
i do admit.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
i mean them.i was on diet.haha.as what meimei said too.
went home later.something inside me that urge me to dig the sand.
so i did.i was like if i can dig bigger,it would be better.
if there is really someone there.at least i found it.xD
i would try some other time.if i am urge again.xD
talked with fish.about alot of thing.
some might think it good or bad.whos care.
trust we talked about.secret we talked about.
the ability to trust and tell other secret.
if anyone really told you a secret.please do it keep it a secret.
as the person have that trust in you that why he choose to tell you.
do keep it.do not betray that trust that he have in you.
secret are mended to be kept.not said.
do kept it and think about it.xD
consoul if possible.try than.
proactive and not reactive.
ask and not wait to ask.
if you waiting than so be it.
everyone have trust in everyone.please cherish it.
i have trust in you.if you betray me.than so be it.
i would either choose to trust in you again or just be it.
for everyone derserve other chances.
no matter how bad he is.
chances are very important.xD
if i am get rich i shall open a coffeeshop for all ex criminal.
a wish i wish to fifull.for even the bad person got a kind spot.
do trust them.if they betray you.just learnt a lesson.
and contine trust.
chance and trust if you were me who would you choose.
and 1 more thing.hope.i read a mail from kelvin
about hope.xD.dont know how to explain.haha.
hoping to get something doest mean you dont need to work for it.
from coach carter
"just because you derserve it,doest mean they would give it to you, you got to fight for it."
till now.
trust.
fish trust me and so i will trust you.xD.
i wont let you down.
i cross my heart.haha.
take care.xD
Monday, September 11, 2006
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Cheers :P
we went to a 'spooky place'
haha.sort of la.they say it 'spooky' xD
than acc amanda home/
she sick.oh man i know i am good.haha.lol
than went home they said to come my house.haha.
or perhap la.but never come also.haha.it ok.
msn cant work really get the hell out of me.
tired.havent study.
get back my english.55 marks.
that arent a good one.
my target are A1.
6 A1.there nothing as impossible.
but determine on the rate i going now.sort of hard.
lazy and more lazy.few weeks more to exam.
few weeks more to my birthday.haha.xD
sort of missing talk to someone.haha.
the one that i talked with yesterday.xD
just talking,nothing more.
i guess after 1 more game i should study.or at least get some sleep and do maths.xD
i wondered why i sms people like dont have like that
all enver reply.haha.
i will study.xD
MEIMEI JASMINE
dont be scare.
got me and derek.haha
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Saturday, September 09, 2006
than waited for shandy to come and take retest
which later we went home.
llater mei2 ask me go cp.
than i go lor.than the dog bark at me.
scared me.
than went metro with her.
derek wasnt there with her.haha.
than saw two girl from my camp.
with other two girl.
chatting about dont know who.
dont know it her or me.haha.
cause i know them at camp.haha.
not really know.it just see.xD
than later esorted her to her house there
waited for derek to come.
which later he come and i acc them walk to flyover and wait for bus
which later they went to somewhere.
they said watch movie.i guess it is.haha.
than went home and waited to use com.haha.
and blah vblah lor.
school starting and i havent start reading my books.
gone to study hard.
those that havent study.
must start studying.xD
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
i am in school camp.xD
using com.haha
i sneak in or i say i walk in to use.haha
awhile.
misses talking to everyone.
we walk 20km+ today.
thinking of calling us fat?
walk that much than call us than.haha
i miss her and jasmine and alot.haah
sian netball no walk.i so sad.lol
till here
tomorrow i am going home finally.
i miss all of you.
i shall blog again tomorrow.xD
bye
i missed everyone out there
who missed me.
wondered who do.haha.
Monday, September 04, 2006
do you or do you not counted it as fate.
we are happy as we are friend.
do you or do you not feel happy.
let say the time can rewind.
and let you choose.
would you choose me as a friend again.
would you choose your friend as a friend,again.
do take awhile and think
for what you said now.
would change.
confirm.
You Are Selectively Sentimental
You are careful when it comes to revealing your romantic side, but it's there. Girlfriends know that under your cool-guy exterior lies a mushy heart, but your buddies might be surprised to hear this. You know all the right romantic moves, but you carefully choose when to use them. Your girlfriend's a lucky woman!
Listen to Your Heart
No one is perfect. Once infatuation's blinders come off, you realize the flaws in the other person and see the possible cracks in the relationship. However, if you love this woman, you may grow to adore her flaws. Can you weather the storms in the relationship? If so, then you will be traveling in the love lane. Give it some more time to find out.
You Are Somewhat Stressed
You have a fair amount of stress in your life, but you seem to be able to manage it most of the time. Occasionally, you feel anxious or overwhelmed by all the pressures in your life and you can become exhausted by them. When you start feeling overwhelmed, your mood shows it and you may have difficulty maintaining a positive outlook. However, you realize how important it is to take steps to reduce your stress, such as exercising or doing something that you enjoy. Remember to take time for yourself every day and don't worry so much about the little things you can't control.
nowaday so emo.
think too much.
taf camp tomorrow.
will die.
than going sentosa after taf camp.
more worse.haha
but it would be fun.haha.
i am wondering about the topic.
talking thing behind people backs.haha.
there i go.haha.thinking again.
just think of the better side than.
till than.please think much.xD.
crappy.haah
went to qh house with mei2 n derek.
played x box.
while they used com.
quite boring after awhile.haha.
so we went home.i also sms wendy.haha.
lol.i shall stop than.if not got people say i despo again.
xD.
i still love you all no matter what.
no matter how.
Sunday, September 03, 2006
cheese pancake.
just holy cheese.
when is the last time you ever cared for me
when is the last time you ever cared for your friend.
do you think you really cared for them?.
your actions prove so?.
just stop and take a breathe
and you will see who really care.
just relax. and you will really see.
oral practise please coem tomorrow sec 3d n 3c.
dont ps people
if not you get ps.
even if you dont
you still get.
bear in mind choices have CONSEQUENCE.
THINKING
should be.
but than i wouldnt want to go out now.
unless important.at least the feeling wont come again.
it just started with too serious thinking
it just ended with a simple thinking
stephanie.
fear not.
iam alway here.
i guess someone is talking bad thing about me again.
i sneeze 4 time in a row.
Saturday, September 02, 2006
Friday, September 01, 2006
and say i suck
sorry friend.
that was a bad move i chosen.
perhap this time i didnt think too much.
choice do have consequence.
and the consequence is you wont be telling me anymore thing.
you said you regretted telling me all those.
i have betray that trust that you have in me.
losing a friend that confide in you.
i am sorry.i accept my consequence.
i really hope everything can be as the same.
just like before.i do hope that you would be ok with me
this,i surely hope.
please accept my sorry.
for is the thing that i can do.
really sorry.
i crossed my heart.
i am really sorry.
please dont put it to heart.
and contine to confide in me.
sorry.tmm.
didnt went back to primary school this year.
wondered who missed me?.
got punggol superstar.and performance by pHd!!
and MEIMEI was the punggol superstar.
they all rocks!!!!.
i saw my bel0ved jie MICHELLE
i didnt forget about you.xD
than later went out.
sort of not talking
than they say i sad.haha
i just dont want talk.
dont know what to talk what.
than watch movie.haha.
lovewrecked.
than later went to find jas.
there is some problems among the friendship
i will mend it back.trust me
cause i am jinglie the KAPPO.haha
meimei
remember what i say.
you said that among all of us.
i had the most problem.haha
it is real but i faced it also
and it passed.
so contine to rock on.
ROCK OUR LIFE WITH YOUR SINGING.
i love you all.i really lied.
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
poa 2 lesson = torture.
or perhap 1hr and half.
went to math class.
result 10/20
total disgrace.
started going crazy
or i mean those temple you see de.
jump jump de.haha.
draw 1 stroke at my hand.
than 2.than a fuck word come out.
i guess i am going correct.
but then i guess that can give a lesson to those going for tattoos or trying to cut themself.
imagining your life with scar permanment.
mine is awhile only.so people take care.dont ever do such stupid thing
for a stupider people also dont do that
i guess i am stupid at that time
as alway ba.
friend getting higher than what i getting.
even though i did study.
total disgrace.jm you are just lazy.xD
i going to make sure i score higher than you all next time
i cross my heart.
went to compass point in wendy dad car.
when arrive.forget to take the receipt from meimei.
so cant take a lift home from wendy car.
sad.haha.meet them again.they went to choose flowers.
i went in too.than suddenly.got a strange feeling.
so i just keep quiet from than.strange than.
for it me.haha.later met some teachers and x student.
they chatted and i went up first.
cause of something.surprised to see meimei following up.haha
than later pick cake and i went home
than later went to mall.to bring flowers.as promised.
but not 7.i cant tahan.
i going to give it when it in the middle of the compeition.xD.
or after the result is given?.
i guess i will wait
got to arrive in school at 6.50.
prepare to help miss ng.
i know why fish dont want take bus le.haha
i know it all along.xD.
till than
teachers that teaches me before.
no matter what you teaches me.
you are stil my teacher.
for that,i respect you
and i love you.
and wishes a happy teacher day in adv.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
watch teacher day performances.
i still got the urge to wait till that day.
cause meimei will be singing.
but than.i needed to buy roses.
or flowers ba.xD.7 flowers.
stayed at hall than went to find fish they all at staff room 2.
they helped the teacher.and i looked.
did some of my english work.
but still havent do finish.
than later we went home taking 136.
i mean me derek mei wendy.
after we alighted.
i send her home.i mean wendy.
she stay so near.or perhap i would send her to the lift next time.haha
next time.haha.i was walking first.than wendy catch up
cause i heard about they said got people sending her.
in order not to worsen anything.
i walked first.than later i was dreaming or what.
thinking about thing i suppose.it suddenly appear so dull.
just wendy whack me in my back.didnt felt much pain
at least it bring me back to reality.
huang lao shi said my brain turned fast.
i not suppose to be sure.that why she tell me.
sometime i do feel i think faster than everyone.
thinking of the consequence and blah blah.
i am supposed to be touched.
i still love everyone.
of you.take care those going for performances.
i would be right here supporting you all.xD
right here.
watch teacher day performances.
i still got the urge to wait till that day.
cause meimei will be singing.
but than.i needed to buy roses.
or flowers ba.xD.7 flowers.
stayed at hall than went to find fish they all at staff room 2.
they helped the teacher.and i looked.
did some of my english work.
but still havent do finish.
than later we went home taking 136.
i mean me derek mei wendy.
after we alighted.
i send her home.i mean wendy.
she stay so near.or perhap i would send her to the lift next time.haha
next time.haha.i was walking first.than wendy catch up
cause i heard about they said got people sending her.
in order not to worsen anything.
i walked first.than later i was dreaming or what.
thinking about thing i suppose.it suddenly appear so dull.
just wendy whack me in my back.didnt felt much pain
at least it bring me back to reality.
huang lao shi said my brain turned fast.
i not suppose to be sure.that why she tell me.
sometime i do feel i think faster than everyone.
thinking of the consequence and blah blah.
i am supposed to be touched.
i still love everyone.
of you.take care those going for performances.
i would be right here supporting you all.xD
right here.
Monday, August 28, 2006
loading time i mean.
just get back from studying math at cp
with jas mei derek and fish.
so tiring after watching jm they all perform.
than after that we went to shop.
mini toon.i saw a kappo.haha.
than later take 372 went home.
nowaday alway follow they all go home.haha.
than reach home.i wonder why derek didnt wanted to alight there
got 82 what.
meimei
sorry la.xD
i wont say le.xD
than at home.drank coffee.
preparing for tomorrow.
but than.i still got chinese chess tomorrow.
how am i going to think when i am so sleepy.
omg.i wonder how.sian sia.
i want to win.xD.at least 2nd or 3rd.haha.
last year got join also.
lose to qiaoling.xD
quite long since i played.haha.
so dont thrash me please.
anyone who is playing.
please let me.haha.xD
can support me also.haha.2 at hubber there.or 2.30
still need bring own set.dots.
last year dont even need.
till here than.
i going to chiong my english now.
till than.byebye.
take care everyone
Junming.
just abit louder can le.
your bass.
Jas.
haha.you know.it him it him.j.......
xD
Meimei
sorry than.more roses than.xD
Jinglie
all the best to me.xD.
TAKE CARE EVERYONE.
EVERYONE ROCK ON.
and dont be so despo.xD
Sunday, August 27, 2006
was quite fun.xD.
i thrashed derek in street fighter
i lose my policeman game far too fast.
people that expected to come didnt come.
dont worry there would be still 1 more time i asking
better come.xD
i sense hatred of you toward me
i am sorry but causing so much trouble.
for just i love you.
Thursday, August 24, 2006
for the sound of it.
the special sound that make my heart change.
whenever that sound ring.i took a look
but to dissapointment.it was not you.
and there i go.i waited again.
ages pass.will i still be waiting here.
for you.i guess i will.till when i maked my stand.
than the waiting will stop.once
the hope of you not feeling sad.
make my stand drown.
till than.let wait again.xD
back from photocopying ic and stuff.
the thai trip need such stuff.
payment of 280.
still lack the ns stuff.sian.
i wanted for some.some online
some did not.xD
tomorrow got kidread and audition.
how am i going to watch.
i watch and read to them?.
lol.lame.xD.
till than.i still loves you all.xD
deeply.xD
i sdaw yuling blog de picture.
my greatest fear.is only just 1 thing.
regret.please friend.if i really said words that hurt you i am realy very SORRY.
i regret.so i at here say SORRY.just this word.it change a people lives. you know.
so people do say sorry no matter what.for sometime sorry arent worth as much as friends.
and i really SORRY to those that i misunderstand insult.
i wasnt mean to insult.
really SORRY.
friends.i love you.
love you all too much.xD
and girl.you too.
i promise.
thank to my bunch of friend that accompany me through the camp.
through my life.
trust me.till the day i die.
each and everyone of your name.
would be craved in my heart.
let the memories bury with me.
i can promise you all nothing.
but this i can promise you all.
I REALLY LOVE YOU ALL
DEREK JUNMING JAS FISH MEI2.
thanks.xD.
when time seem bad.i seem hope from you all.xD
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
althought i know some thing le.haha.
but than thanks for the effort put in.
i was sad.when you started screaming.haha.
verge of crying.xD.seriously i am touched.
i do hope i can touch people live too.haha.
i learn alot.i guess we really need to get scolded.
people are sleeping and getting late.
if i were you i would get angry too.
or perhap not angry.just tthinking that everything you teach fial
i guess i did a correct thing today.
stuart asked who want get straight A
i stood out.without thinking.xD
i guess everyone can do it.
just whether you want anot.
last time i never paid much attention to how much they put in.
even i know they put in effort.for i never find out how much MORE.
i found out now.sorry.haha
than he started shouting cause it clearly show that what he teach never work.
and blah blah blah.and he coughing blood.
and of cause a free 50 dollar note was given to derek.
cause he said three dollar for a 50 dollar exchange.
i never wanted to do so.cause if there a gain there would be a lose.
and i dont wnat to take people money too.it like i can work for that 50 dollar also.
and there arent any free lunch right.
but than jasmine goes too.
but got cheaped.xD.
half a 50dollar was given
but than i hope everyone learnt a lesson.
and derek you can choose to use it or keep it to treat it as a lesson learnt.
and there was dinner break.we ate and went to hall
when it started to get mushy.
everyone was going up to the stage to talk.
so did it.i didnt know why.just that a feeling in me.
i keep telling other people i am going up.haha.
but i guess i enjoy it.xD.i really do love you all..
and friends.and you.xD.
and other shared.and other CRY.haha.
or i mnean alot.
touching what.
jasmine and yuling i dont mean to ask
i would say SORRY here.
SORRY.x)
'STOP' let go back to where i missed out.xD
at the stuart there right.after he finish saying what he had to say
he told us to shake friend's hand and say wish you good luck.
i just went on a shaking spree.shaking alot of people hand.haha.
mostly girls la.also got boy la.
andi remember this thing the most.
by what she said.she say i love you.LOL
not bad la quite happy.haha.
you know.xD.than at dinner we joked.haha.awhile.
she talking on handphone than i talked with her lor.
as i am boring.haha.seriously quite happy.haha.
than go BACK to HALL thing.
everyone talked and cried.haha.
than go home lor.than i saw her.haha.than i said never cried ar.haha.
than later dont know say till what.than we almost hug.haha.xD.
just jokinh la.if not i would get killed.haha.
than we went home.fish or i mean dog.haha.take 83 with a fool.xD.
i mean foo.haha.than i take with that clever meimei.lol.jas and kingkong.haha
than i followed them to where they stopped.
than mei2 walk other place than we walked our own.with jas.
we talked about shit.haha.than i went up this staircase.
abit creepy.cause it dark.haha.than when i was walking back.
i heard the dog bark.which wasnt a very good sign during the night.
which i saw got no people.but than i just ccarry on.haha.
did turn bcak to see who there.but lucky no people.haha.
than go home lor.than no more le lor.
seriously i learn alot.
choice and more choice.
i learn to make choice not abide by choice make by other.
i make my choice.haha.
this my motto when we are asked to do.
i mean mottos.
quite alot.haha.
- the attitude of others doesnt need to be my reality
- everyone was born unique and special for we shall be the eagle that sor in the air rather than the sheeps.even if i was the sheep i would be the sheep that LEAD.
- 1 failture doesnt mean it the end,no matter how big it is,i would strive on.
- we got to make our own choice rather than following what they do.
- even if i fail in the things i do,i would still be GRACIOUS IN DEFEAT,i will still keep on challenging it,till one day i would be SOAKING IN VICTORY.haha
that my motto.some are quite lame.haha.but than do with it cause it mine motto and not your.
to those that cried.i would said WELL DONE.
for a tear cried.it shown that you are remorse.of how you are.
now with your life.
cried more.xD.
clevermeimei.xD
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
seriously i really dont like her.if i needed to shout at the top of my lung.i would.
i wouldnt be angry.but i just fucking dont like it.xD
ellen.
since you say it hard.than dont.
what you like.i will change.
trust me.
derek.
i know what you feel.
dont need to feel anything,
if you just like just go ahead.
i dont mind.
about the course today.sad.no crying.wasted my bag of tissue.haha.bring there still bring back.
currently not in a good mood.sort of got ps like that.but than it life.life is really quite lonely.haha.
when the time i start doing silly things.please watch out.i am going mad.
please stop mention it.please.
i really had it.
meimei.xD.xD
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Friday, August 18, 2006
stay back at school for the audition of punggol superstar
quite funny.haha.than went home.take 136 with jas.
than talk cock lor.about studies.xD.
tear are dropped only when remorse are there.
jas.
you grown smarter.xD.
but due to mine advice.xD
chat with fish.
encountering problem.haha.but no fear i would alway be here..
i promise.haha.give in is what important in such.and understanding too.
try putting you in his shoes.
think why he asked that question
what his proveance
motive? biased or not.
LOL.wahaha. i put ss to use
mr chan i know i am good.
fish
take care.
sure hope you can go.
cause derek not going le
talking about that.
he not going le.
stand by.
sad sia.my partner is gone.
but till to great hope.
i am sure something would come out of this thing.
surely.
i know what you going through.
you cant lie to me.xD
fish anything still can ask me.xD
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
but if anything happen.
i am still here.
as alway.it a promise.i would watch you cry.
went to simlin than to bedok.
brought a new bag n slipper
which my dad made spoilt.
conserve sling.
black with converse gold word on it
50 dollar.complaing le.
tmorrmow audition for thailand trip
hope i can go.and derek too.
if not i going along.my parent allowed me go le.
it just teachers.
but it hard.my result are so blooding worst.
HARD!.but i want go shopping shree.haha.
and also see you.haha.and sleep with you.lol
yup it you derek.sorry but i am gay.lol
and also her la.haha.i would miss her.xD
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Monday, August 14, 2006
Sunday, August 13, 2006
you know what i know.didnt really tell much
cause you know it other girl from other school.hahahaha.
sorry fish.but it ok if they know.haha.
you can try to ask them.but none will know who is the girl.haha
none will know.she teach me how to capture her heart.haha
for those that know.you know what going on.xD
Saturday, August 12, 2006
i went to heaven and hell.
in hell i saw different treatment of people.
the guy is so alone and sufferinng.
i got burn also.
in heaven.i saw that everthing need to be own fufill.
or what.need to know the own need.
having things now doesnt mean forever.
so i decide that sometime i would have it later.
i wish to had it when i am grandpa and grandma.xD
seriously i thought about it.or i tried.
haha.the result is. walk 1 step count 1 step lor.
i will wait than see how lor.haha
unless i die the next day la.haha.
so hard to say.haha
so just be it.xD.i still .... you.xD
haha.later got people busybody again.
xD. let your heart itchy itchy.haha.lol.
for those that read only la.haha.
xD.so than.
WALK ONE STEP COUNT ONE STEP.
YOU WOULD BE HAPPY.xD.LIKE ME.xD
held up high drop down pain.
or it my wishful thinking.
determine to find out what happen.
but i dont want to face the truth.
omg.i am such a coward.give me strength.
to be back who i was.
but for now i cant.
puzzled by the missing puzzle piece.
whether it ruin or not.just give it to me.
for no people will care.whether the puzzle is beautiful anot.
pardon me for being selfish
i was just not being me.
fuck me if i done wrong
for now i would say sorry.
for now i wasnt longer the person i was.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
i went to see my testimonial.
long long time ago de.
sort of miss those day.
where got people talk to me de.haha
i guess i missed clarice.
omg clarice write testi for me.haha
alot of her testimonial.
than i read other de.
it really how year pass.
from sec 2 to sec 3.
it passed so quick
yet so calm
i missed alot people de testimonial.
come on,stop lefting me out here.
read my testimonial than you know.haha.from the starting.lol.
i promise i will go and be good.LOL.
i wont be good.sorry i lie.haha
day passed so quicky.august now.
perhap when the day i really wake up.
i would b lieing in coffin.
seriously i dont really remember what happen.
kind of sad.sian.
from testimonial.i also saw how thing change.
as silent as the storm.
the sky is very quiet when a storm is approaching.
or sort of.haha.
come on stop left me out.xD
i quite miss alot of people.people which i used to speak to.
but now.i never.wonder why.sian why.
talk and talk than never talk.
omg there i go bullshiting again.
perhap this is my life bullshiting.haha
time is late.time to take pill.lol
the rights to choose
the rights to give
the rights to love
the 'rights' to be loved.
haha.blogging on national day.haha
yesterday was punggol idol.shijing wont.
i brought a stupid rose from derek
and i give it to goldfish.lol.
not really.it she say for me ar.
than i say ok lor.give you.
than like that lor.
dont think too much la.
you all.xD
than later went out.
with derek play pool.
it they play pool.
not me.haha.went to play lan with zehan.
under 16.too bad.haha
owning.first game i random
tio own.
2nd game i pick.
wahaha.OWNING.
than later went home lor.haha
they say yuling coming.haha
lol.and they tell me.lol
dont know why tell me also.haha.xD
LOL.haiyal later people anyhow think.haha
than went mall.brought a fucking keyboard,
it suck.but bo bian.spoilt le.sad.haha
so the lesson learnt is
cheap doest = quality.
never buy cheap keyboard.lol
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Saturday, August 05, 2006
there must be some thing between us
just wait for that impossible thing to work us out.
haha
as usual.
dota dota dota
driving me crazy.haha
but now only 2+.haha
suddenly have the urge to do poa.
lol.
suppose today went to pick them up de.haha
but derek tell me not to come.haha
so i didnt.seriously i wanted to go.haha
and you.lol.glad everyone is fine.haha
sunburnt.haha.so sad.lol
Friday, August 04, 2006
finally.haha.
missed them.haha
DEREK
missed.your singing.
missed.someone to play with
missed.someone to eat with.
missed.someone to cock with.
missed.your qi mo.
missed.your laughter.
missed.everything
GOLDFISH
missed.your BIG BIG EYES.
missed.your big big smile.
missed.your laughter.
missed.everything.
JASMINE
missed.your small small eye.
missed.your laughter.
missed.your smile.
missed.everything.
I MISSED EVERYONE.xD
FINALLY.BACK!!
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
misses them again.haha
today was not a bad day.haha.
poa was not boring.
not bad
not really lonely.haha.
cause shandy sitting beside me in class..haha.
all the bastard never come.
than the class lesser people.haha.
only 25 people.haha.
than mei mei so good.she help fill in the information for tomorrow and friday le.haha
dont need fill in.haha
till here than..
MISSED!
Monday, July 31, 2006
Sunday, July 30, 2006
just finish my game of dota.
as usual
it end at around 4+
tired.
had to sleep in living room.
cause my relative come over
but it ok
i am used.haha
it been long since i miss someone
and i miss 'you'
lol.i will miss everyone going obs
and you.my stupid friends.haha
go in one piece
come back in one
no extra friend are allow to bring back.haha
i will pray de.haha
if one day you were falling
i were save you
if one day i was falling
you will never save me.
cause i will crush you.
LOL.haha.
sort of lame now.
nothing to do ma.
talking to the fish.
i read wil blog.
say about life for living,degree and money
and when you die
you cant bring any with you
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if you left 4hour to live
what would you do
i would take sleeping pill and sleep
at least i would die peacefully
not knowing that i die.haha.
of cause write my will.haha
seriously it not good to talk about death
now.cause it lunar month.haha
ghost month.haha.
sort of in love with tank de song.haha.
gei wo ni de ai.haha
but i only got 1 song
send me some.anyone?
seriously.i try to make this entry long.haha
dont know right.
just wanted to add crap to it
i went to friendster and press daily horoscope
and it say
Sorting the problems in your life will be very productive (and easy) right now.
when is solving problem easy.haha.
enough of crap.i shall stop
and goldfish talk to me.xD
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Friday, July 28, 2006
so i decided to blog 1 more time.haha
it going to be a dota night again.haha
i talked to her.xD
her stead not bad.haha
lol..behaving like a tikobei agian.haha
keep coughing non stop
dont know right.
drank water.
but still pain
than cough and cough
dota dota.
sort of tired also.haha.
sian you know.
xD
later i will talk to her agian.
since she busy.xD
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kind of sick and tired.
hate it more when my bro use the com and it get virus.
i just wanted to listen to loud music now.
to blast my heart off.
my love life.
is dissapointing.
as usual. so it dont really needed to pay attention in.
perhap i should get a girl friend only when i am 25 year old.
like mr tay
today,we chatted about sex in class.haha
and of cause.the first thing is me.haha
i know quite alot.haha
seriously.alot.haha
it about having a stead.
and why you want to have it.haha
and i say to have sex.haha.
lol.but if you know me well.
that just me.haha
dirty jinglie.haha.
i guess feeling can cheat one people.
the urge to see her with a other guy anger me.
haha.or i really fallen in love again?
the worst trap i ever known.
perhap it should be all buried in my heart
till the day i die.haha.
lol.
anyway.today punggol idol was not bad.
a couple of familar faces join as usual
that sissy.and i was shocked when he told me he got a stead.haha
sissy rock.haha.
jun ming and emest sign up.
but only emest get in the final.
jun ming dont need to be sad.
there is alway a second try.haha.
just all the best.
1by1 everyone left.
i cant play game anymore.
sort of sian.all i can think of doing is only playing game.
haha.no life freak.haha.maggot also.lol
i guess there is nothing more to blog.
sad and tired.
faced with a freaking hair.
just wish i could get a better haircut.
i would b going back to the 2 shirt thing.haha.
like derek said.haha.
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
today stay back at school just to finish math homework.
and the problem is i didnt finish.
sian.i wonder have she finish.
just watch dead man chest.
omg got PART 3!
captain JACK SPARROW.haha
such a sissy.haha.lol.
math math math.
driving me crazy.
dota dota dota.
driving me to heaven.
lol.
DEREK GOH
i blog myself
not COPY from BOOK.
haha.xD
Monday, July 17, 2006
the dream was so SWEET
oh man i like it.haha
xD
i just watch yesterday show
i guess i guess i guess guess guess
all the guy was like so nerd
in the end all so handsome and cute.haha
how i wish i can be like them.haha
all the hei sei hui mei mei so cute.haha
nice sia.
CUTE!!
how i wish i can be like those guys.haha
Thursday, July 13, 2006
but since of you
i shall blog
seriously
i think you get the wrong meaning.
or perhap you dont get my meaning
i try to understand.
i guess it about my msn nick
i said i just needed..myself..perhap.
the perhap is gone.lol
perhap that why you get the wrong meaning
about the attitude problem thing
it very clear.
if you are not happy with me.
than tell me
you say i change
what do i change.
what make me change
you think of that?
i believe in karma.
perhap karma are out of points.
seriously i think what the use of getting together
when cant even be friends.
if you want to fuck me
than so be it.
you dont accept to dont change.
if people dont change
it wont call humans.
i guess you are angry with me.
if i only make thing worse.
than i shall talking about it than
i endure and keep quiet
and hope everything will cooldown
but than it doesnt seem so
it make me sink deeper and deeper
but than it fine.
i am used to it also.haha
seriously it fine.
everything is fine.
if no people come into the story.
just like the PAST!!
but i dont hate it
what the use of hating it.
waste of time.
perhap i would die young too.
so dont hate it
just live with it
GIRL
let just wait.if you can
but since of you
i shall blog
seriously
i think you get the wrong meaning.
or perhap you dont get my meaning
i try to understand.
i guess it about my msn nick
i said i just needed..myself..perhap.
the perhap is gone.lol
perhap that why you get the wrong meaning
about the attitude problem thing
it very clear.
if you are not happy with me.
than tell me
you say i change
what do i change.
what make me change
you think of that?
i believe in karma.
perhap karma are out of points.
seriously i think what the use of getting together
when cant even be friends.
if you want to fuck me
than so be it.
you dont accept to dont change.
if people dont change
it wont call humans.
i guess you are angry with me.
if i only make thing worse.
than i shall talking about it than
i endure and keep quiet
and hope everything will cooldown
but than it doesnt seem so
it make me sink deeper and deeper
but than it fine.
i am used to it also.haha
seriously it fine.
everything is fine.
if no people come into the story.
just like the PAST!!
but i dont hate it
what the use of hating it.
waste of time.
perhap i would die young too.
so dont hate it
just live with it
GIRL
let just wait.if you can
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
wonder if tomorrow i am going school also.sian
SICK.
Saturday, July 01, 2006
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